Retribution
An Alpha Billionaire Romance
Lauren Landish
Mayhem Cover Creations
Contents
Introduction
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Epilogue
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About the Author
Also by Lauren Landish
Copyright © 2016 by Lauren Landish.
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Cover design © 2016 by Mayhem Cover Creations.
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This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either the product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
The following story contains mature themes, strong language and sexual situations. It is intended for mature readers.
All characters are 18+ years of age and non-blood related, and all sexual acts are consensual.
Introduction
Melissa
I spent years shutting myself off from the world, haunted by the tragedies of my past… until Nathan Black comes along.
Tall, built like Adonis, with jet black hair and startling green eyes, he makes me go weak in the knees. He saved me from sure death, and I’m grateful for that. But I want more. I want him.
I’ve never had a crush before. This desire is stronger than any pull I’ve ever felt. I’ve never even been with a man. But I want him to be my first.
The way he looks at me, I know he wants me too. But he’s holding back. He thinks he’ll corrupt me—that he’ll take me to hell with him.
But I’m done with being scared. When I’m with him, nothing else matters. I want him. At any cost.
Nathan
I was a mercenary. A killer for hire.
I used to crave the need to put men in the ground. But I no longer get that rush. I’m empty and hollow from years of spilling blood.
I was just going through the motions. Collecting money and earning my one-way ticket to hell.
But meeting her, everything changed. Her psychotic father wants her dead, and he has no problems killing anyone in his way. But her gorgeous blue eyes beg me to save her and feel me with a desire that I haven’t felt in years.
But I can’t give in. Not yet. I have to save her. From the man that wants her dead. And from the dirty things I want to do to her.
**Retribution is a full-length romance with an HEA, no cheating, and no cliffhanger! While not required, it is recommended to read Book 1 & 2 first to get the full story.
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Prologue
Nathan
My cock instantly hardens. I don’t think 'Lissa knows what she’s doing. She’s too innocent. My eyes stay focused on her as my breath stills in my lungs. I’m staring at her with intense passion, and we’re practically speaking to each other telepathically.
She’s so perfect. So pure—so sweet. But in this moment, I’m fighting with all my might to not release the beast that is still deep within me. She can’t handle it yet. She’s getting there, but not yet. Her eyes are glossed over with lust. She wants me and I sure as fuck want her. But I can’t. I have a lot of blood on my hands, and she’s taking me on the road to redemption. She needs me to be gentle, and if a man like me can have happiness again, I’ll be what she needs me to be.
She stops in front of me and sits on her knees, propping herself up with her hand on my inner thigh. I take in a deep breath and keep my expression from giving away how much I want her. I need to be buried deep inside of her.
I break eye contact and look past her into the darkness. I know it hurts her. But she doesn’t know how perfect she is right now. And even now I’m afraid I’ll ruin her. That I’ll break a piece of her she can never repair.
Her hands slide up my leg and I stifle my groan as her fingers barely touch the head of my hardened cock.
Her breath comes in shallow pants. I know I’ll find her soaked for me.
“Nathan,” her soft voice is just above a murmur. I look into her innocent eyes and keep my expression neutral.
“'Lissa,” my heart races in my chest as I look at her. I have to hope that I haven’t polluted the purest and most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
She smiles and nods her head slowly, keeping her eyes on mine. “I know what I want, Nathan,” she says confidently. She’s a changed woman already. Her chest rises as it reddens with a violent blush that travels to her cheeks. “I want you.”
I throw my head back and groan. If this is what the rest of my life is going to be like, I’m a lucky man.
I reach down and pick her small body up by her waist. She gasps as I take her lips with my own. My tongue licks across the seam of her lips and she parts them for me. She moans into my mouth as my fingers cup her pussy.
My cock jumps as her arousal coats the tips of my fingers, and with a deftness, my fingers travel along the clasps on the back of her white lingerie. So fitting.
It’s even hotter on her than I could’ve imagined, but it belongs on the floor. I don’t want anything between us. Not anymore. Not now that she’s mine.
I unclip the last one and toss it carelessly to the side.
I look down at her with nothing but desire.
Maybe I still have my special spot in hell on reserve, but for now, this angel is mine. All mine.
Chapter One
Melissa
I'm upstairs in my painting room, which is really nothing more than a large walk-in closet that my brother converted to make more space for me to work. There's even a window to give me better lighting. I'm standing by the window, eyeing my latest piece critically when I see Carson's pickup pull into our driveway. Excited, I put away my paints and head downstairs. I've just been mucking around with a little landscape that I'm doing for fun during the holidays.
I can't help it, I nearly skip down the steps, jumping over the last three to land with a thump at the bottom. Andrea, my half-sister, is sitting on the couch in the living room, giving me an amused look as I come down. “You're in one heck of a hurry.”
“Carson and Nathan just got home!” I reply, trying not to jump up and down. Andrea gives me a knowing look, and I take a deep breath, calming down. “Sorry, you're right. It's just that Nathan's been getting so much stronger, I've been so nerv
ous about everything. After he started having problems with his kidneys last month, I've been worried about him, that's all.”
Andrea sets her books aside and gets up, coming over to me. It looks like she's been reading a book on computer programming, not your typical holiday reading. But then again, Andrea is anything but the typical woman. Even though she's tiny, standing six inches shorter than me, and barely a hundred and ten pounds, there's a strength to her I don't think I'll ever have. Carson's already invited her to stay on at MCS, our art gallery chain, but she hasn't decided yet. She's thinking perhaps she'll work on her own and do some freestyle investing, or maybe she'll partner up with Jackson, our brother, who is also learning how to invest.
“'Lissa, I know you're worried about Nathan. He's a strong man though, and he's been feeling better. You know, you really should come with me when I have him do his rehab workouts in the barn,” she says, taking my hand. “You could see for yourself how good he's doing.”
I shake my head, nervous. I hate that every time pressure comes into my life or that I think about Nathan I get nervous, because when he comes to me I feel like things are a little better than when he's not here. But I can't help it, I'm just not strong like Andrea is. The things I’ve been through and seen have shaped me this way, and I hate it. In our family, the only person weaker than me is Baby Andrea, Jackson's daughter, and she can't even walk yet.
“I can't do that, Andrea. You know I'd just screw it up somehow.”
Andrea smiles gently and reaches up to cup my cheek. “No you wouldn't. I've told you, I think Nathan would appreciate it if you did come out and see what he's doing. Just like you enjoy it sometimes when I come out and help you with your sculpting in the barn.”
I blush. I know that Andrea loves me, and she's the best sister I could ever hope to have. In the four months we've known each other, we've grown closer and closer every day. She and Carson are my lifelines, but I can't help but be just a little bit jealous of their relationship. They're in love, and I still have to sit down to wrap my head around it on a regular basis. I can't object though, since they aren't related by blood, and their love is beautiful and pure.
Regardless, Andrea doesn't understand the storm of feelings inside me whenever I think of Nathan. Strong, dedicated and stoic, Nathan is even more of a safety blanket than having Carson and Andrea around. “I... I just can't, Andrea.”
Before Andrea can respond, the back door opens, and I hear Carson and Nathan come in. “Hey girls, we're home!”
Andrea gives me a supportive smile and takes my hand to lead me as we head toward the kitchen. “Welcome back,” Andrea greets, letting go of my hand to give Carson a hug and kiss. “How was town?”
“Oh, you know,” Nathan replies, taking a seat at the kitchen table. Even though we're on vacation, he's dressed as he always is when he leaves the farm. He looks impeccable in his black linen suit and tie, his white shirt pressed and perfect. Underneath his jacket I can see the slight bulge caused by his shoulder holster and the ever-present Colt 1911 he carries under his left arm whenever he goes anywhere near New Orleans itself. Sometimes he even wears it when he's around the farm as well. He's very careful about our family's security, even if it's been quiet for months, and is always on guard to protect us. It's just one of the many things that I like about him—his dedication.
“Come on Nathan, spill it,” Andrea says, smiling. “I'm not letting you go play with your new teas in your collection until you tell us how the doctor's appointment went.”
“Well, he gave me a full workup, and he is going to call with the blood lab results,” Nathan says, choosing his words carefully. “From what he was able to do at the clinic, he says I'm as close to one hundred percent as I am ever going to get. My left kidney is always going to be at about fifty percent from now on, but unless I plan on doing an Ironman Triathlon, it shouldn’t be a problem. I just have to stay hydrated and eat healthy.”
“Fifty percent?” I ask, worry creeping into my mind. I can feel my heart starting to race, and I force myself to take a deep breath. I hate my anxiety issues, but if Nathan said it's not a problem, I’ll trust it. “What caused that?”
“A combination of the poison, and that bout of pneumonia I caught back around Halloween, he thinks,” Nathan says, standing up and coming over. He puts a calming hand on my shoulder, and I take strength from his light jade eyes, even the scarred one. He thinks it makes him look scary, but to me, it makes him look even more noble. He looks like a man who has his flaws, but still cobbles himself together to do his best. A real man, not some sort of imaginary superhero. “Basically the antibiotics I took reacted with my body in a bad way. It’s okay, 'Lissa. Really. I’ll be fine.”
“That's... that's good news then,” I say, trying to smile. “You'll be healthy again.”
“I will,” Nathan says, giving me a little smile. “Thanks to you and Carson and Andrea. You have all made this house a home, and I am grateful.”
I want to say more, but I can't, and instead I give him my best smile and pat his hand. “Then let's celebrate. Would you let me make the tea today?”
Nathan nods, smiling. I know I'm the only one he lets touch his teas beside him, and it's one of the ways that I hold out hope, even if it is a foolish hope. “Sure. I’d like that very much, 'Lissa.”
It's pretty late for me to be hanging out in the barn, but it's the place I feel most at peace, most centered. The sun's nearly set, but I haven't turned on the inside lights yet, instead letting the little bit of sunlight coming in through the open doors bounce off my latest sculpture, Ascension. It's evolved in the past three months from my original goal. Ever since meeting Nathan on that early autumn day in September, the piece has changed slowly, becoming more about redemption and growth. Andrea, who helps me out periodically with polishing and other grunt work while I do the welding, thinks it's my finest work yet. While I'm not quite happy with it yet, I think she's right.
I see someone coming across the dooryard toward the barn from the house, and I can't tell who it is immediately due to the the shadows. After a moment, I recognize the relaxed walk and see Carson come into focus. “Hey 'Lissa, you okay out here?”
“Yeah, I'm okay,” I answer, getting up from the hay bale I've been sitting on and putting Mr. Trumbull, my teddy bear, up on his shelf. Carson notices and comes over, sitting down on the bale and patting it. I sink down next to him, resting my elbows on my knees. “You guys getting worried, I guess?”
“No, I just wanted to hang out with my sister for a little bit,” Carson says with a smile, putting his arm around my shoulders. For twenty-three years, it was just the two of us really, and even after Andrea joined us, he's still the greatest source of comfort in my life. I know sometimes he feels like he failed me since I've only really come out of my shell more since Andrea joined our family, but he saved me in the darkest of times, and did it without a single complaint. He's the closest thing I've ever known to a superhero, and I'm lucky to have him as my brother. “Since we got back from Nathan's appointment I noticed you've been a bit down. What's up?”
“Oh, I've just been sitting out here thinking,” I say, looking at the head of the lone angel on Ascension, the one that I know I've made to represent Nathan. I made sure to include a slight blemish on the bright steel where the left side of the face would be, and an unbuffed portion on the left side where Nathan carries his pistol. “It's been a rather strange year for us, little brother.”
Carson hums, following my eyes. “It has been. Especially this fall and beginning of winter. I'll be honest, I never thought Andrea and I would fall in love so hard, so fast.”
I chuckle and nod before putting my head on Carson's shoulder. “You know, the first time I woke up after a nightmare and I found that both of you had joined me was the best feeling in my entire life. It helped me put aside my fears that you two would slowly begin to grow tired of me.”
“Never,” Carson says, giving me a kiss on the temple. “Actually, I've been wan
ting to talk to you about that.”
“About what?” I ask, curious.
“Well, you know that Andrea and I love each other. And that, well, we express it a bit differently than what you probably expected.”
I laugh, I can't help it. Carson talking about his love life has always been funny, but him talking about his love life with Andrea is even funnier. “If you mean that she calls you 'Sir' half the time, I've noticed. Carson, I sleep across the hall from you two. I know you guys are... unique.”
Carson blushes, then nods. “You've been awesome with accepting all of it, 'Lissa. I've felt bad I never quite told you about that side of me, but I never could figure out how to tell you.”
“I think you have a problem talking about how strong you really are,” I reply, smiling. “It's not just romantically, either. You always downplay yourself around me. So what are you and Andrea thinking about?”
Carson takes a deep breath and gives me a look. “Would you be upset if Andrea and I took things deeper? Like... husband and wife?”
I stop, my smile disappearing for a moment before it comes back, and I nod. “I think that would be awesome. But can I ask you for a few things?”
“Like what?” Carson asks, relief in his voice.
“First, that you guys do at least some kind of ceremony. I know you've talked about doing things like Katrina and Jackson, no church or government or anything like that...”
“Underground,” Carson says, and I nod.
“Right, underground. But it'd be nice for me if you guys at least did something privately, maybe just a little family ceremony? I'd like to be there for that.”
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