by Natavia
Sometimes I hated that we are able to smell women without being intimate with them. Some good scents some bad. Wolves didn’t become aroused because of looks although that is a plus, we become aroused from a woman’s scent.
“I holla at you tomorrow!” I said to Izra ignoring him.
“About time you starting to get hip! You used to be like “yes masta! No masta! I iz sorry!” Izra said mimicking a slave.
“Fuck you! I been with it!” I said slamming his door shut.
When I went into my room at the end of the hall, I headed straight to my bed. My bed is made bigger than a king-size bed and it is sturdier. I laid down across my bed, with Kanya on my mind. Her beautiful smile and her shy attitude, she is so full of life. I need to tell her about us, but that might frighten her. I need to figure out a way she can see herself for what she really is. I also need to figure out, what I’m going to do about Xavier. He came to my home and that was against pack rules! The number one rule: Never step foot on another pack’s homeland.
Kanya
I tossed and turned all night thinking about Goon. He was adamant that I stay away from that club, but I needed my second job. My first job didn’t pay much and with the cost of living being so high in Maryland, I needed both jobs to make ends meet. I have no vehicle and the check they sent me for my car being totaled is going into my savings account. I got dressed in my scrubs after I got out of the shower. I grabbed my coffee off of the counter to go and my bagel. I locked my apartment door then headed out of my building.
“I know this crazy asshole did not camp outside of my building!” I said out loud looking at Goon’s truck in the parking lot. I couldn’t see through the tinted windows, but I’m for certain he is in there.
I knocked on the passenger’s side door. “Are you stalking me?” I asked, but I didn’t get an answer as I continued to bang on his window.
“It’s too early for this shit, Goon!” I shouted walking around to the driver’s side. The door on the driver’s side is wide open and pieces of clothes are shredded on the ground leading to the woods. I dropped my coffee and bagel then hurriedly pulled out my cell-phone to call the police. Sasha was pulling up to my building to pick me up for work.
“What’s going on?” she asked me getting out of her car. Tears fell from my eyes and my hands shook while I talked to the operator.
Ten minutes later…
“Ma’am, calm down and tell me what happened! We can’t find your friend, if you don’t cooperate!” the African-American male officer said to me.
“There has been a big wolf following me! He stalked me a few days ago when I was on my way to the grocery store! I also saw it when I crashed my car in the woods! I think he took my friend and ate him!” I said to the officers.
“This shit is so fucking embarrassing!” Sasha mumbled.
“Now, you say you two got into an argument then he left? His vehicle is here and pieces of clothing are scattered around. Is there any crazy ex-boyfriends hanging around? Perhaps there was some type of scuffle going on?” the Caucasian female officer asked me.
“Damn it! I just told you two we argued because he wanted me to quit my job! He left out of my apartment and this morning, I came out and found his truck here! The black wolf got him! What don’t you two understand?” I asked them.
They looked at me as if I was going crazy and Sasha started whistling while looking around. A few of my neighbors watched me yell and scream with tears coming down my face. After they listened to me, they suggested I needed help and maybe needed to see someone then the officers left. They didn’t even write down my statement! All they said was give him twenty-four hours before I could report him missing. I shut Goon’s truck door then locked it up just in case someone wanted to steal something out of his truck. When I got into Sasha’s car, I burst into tears. I was losing my mind! Since the moment I’ve met Goon, I have not been the same! Now, I’m going crazy thinking that something happened to him. I believe that wolf got him! But nobody else believes me!
“I think your ex-boyfriend screwed your head up, Kanya! I also think you and Goon are moving too fast! It’s only been a week and you two have been inseparable! Okay, I get it! The dick is amazing like you said it was! But damn, Kanya get out of his ass! He probably has a wife and she might’ve caught him coming out of your apartment! She probably cut his ass up then dragged him home!” Sasha said to me.
“You don’t understand, Sasha! I think I love him!” I said to her almost causing her to swerve off of the road. The horns honked, she slammed on brakes when she got in the emergency lane.
“Have you lost your mind? You don’t know him! How in the hell do you love him?” she asked me.
“I feel it in my soul! I don’t know why, but it feels like I’m supposed to! I feel like he and I belong together! I can still feel his hands on me! I dream about him! He and I are connected! What’s wrong with me? Why does he have a hold on me already?” I rhetorically asked her.
“Is the sex really that good? I’m going to pretend that we didn’t have this conversation! Love? Fucking love, Kanya?” Sasha asked me.
While at work I was constantly calling Goon’s cell-phone and all it did was ring. I sent him text messages back-to-back and still no response. I took Mrs. Carroll her lunch because Sasha refused to take it to her. My mind was all over the place! I should’ve have come to Mrs. Carroll about Goon as soon as I came into work! I walked into her room and she was chanting something.
“Mrs. Carroll, have you talked to Goon?” I asked her sitting her tray down.
“Well, yes I have! He said you wanted your space and he’s going to give you your space,” she said to me. I cannot believe that jackass! I thought to myself.
“He left his truck in front of my building and there were shredded clothes everywhere! What was the purpose of that?” I asked his grandmother.
“Maybe he needed to run and blow off some steam. He has always been very animated!” she spat. She lifted up the lid on her tray then frowned her nose up.
“What the hell is this? It looks like I need to stab it!” she said poking the mystery meat on her plate.
“Well, since I know he is alright, I will be going! Buzz me when you are finished with your tray!” I said to her leaving out of her room.
I was relieved after talking to Mrs. Carroll. Once my shift was over, I clocked out. I called a cab then waited outside of the nursing home building for it. Sasha said she would take me home, but I didn’t want to be bothered! I just wanted to take a nice, warm bath, then go to sleep.
After I paid the cab driver, I got out, walked into my building, then up the four flights of stairs. Goon was standing by my door looking at me with his bedroom eyes. He had on a jogging sweatsuit, but I could still make out his muscular frame underneath it. I was excited to see him, but I didn’t want to show it. I was still mad at him for having me worried about him.
“You pissed me off!” I said to him.
“We need to talk!” he said to me as I unlocked my apartment door.
When we walked inside of my apartment, I slammed my purse down on the couch then crossed my arms.
“I was worried about you! I thought a wolf took you in the woods and ate you! Don’t do that again!” I yelled at him.
“Are you done yelling at me, Kanya?” he asked me walking closer to me. I rolled my eyes at him, when he got closer to me, he grabbed me. He pulled me to the mirror by the door then got behind me.
“What are you doing?” I asked him.
“I’m showing you who we are! It’s hard to explain, but seeing for yourself will be easier,” he said to me.
He pulled my pants down then ripped my panties off. He ripped my scrub top off then my bra. I stood naked in the mirror with Goon standing behind me. He took off his clothes and we stood there naked. As he stood behind me, he groped my breast then squeezed my nipples slightly pinching them. My pussy throbbed as my opening let out a stream of my essence. Goon growled then squeezed my breast harder.
He placed kisses on my neck then licked behind my ear. I moaned as his hands worked magic over my body. Every time Goon touched me, I feel like I’m under a spell. He makes me turn into another person. A person that needed him, wanted him, and lustfully desired him. My essence dripped down my legs then spilled onto the carpet. Goon inhaled my scent sniffing the air with his dick pressed against my ass cheeks.
“Goon! Please take me!” I begged him. He grabbed me by the back of my neck then pushed me forward arching my back.
“Look at me in the mirror! Whatever you see don’t take your eyes off of us!” he said kneeling down.
My palms are against the mirror, as Goon hands roamed by body as if he was frisk searching me. He spread my legs wider then opened up my vaginal lips. His nails dug into my ass cheeks, his tongue slipped into my clenching hole causing me to yell out. He massaged my ass as his tongue went in and out of me. He growled loudly making me wetter. His thick tongue pulled out of me then went up and down in my slit then across my clit in a slow snake-like motion.
“OHHHHHHHHHHHH!” I moaned as my legs shook.
Goon’s tongue entered me again, this time it went further into me. I reached down between my legs, to open my lips up wider for him; I wanted to feed him my essence. His head thrashed around as his tongue touched places inside of me that it shouldn’t have. My pussy gripped his tongue; he pulled it out then sucked on my swollen bud. I started squirting as he lapped up everything that poured out of me. When he stood up my heart almost stopped when I looked at him in the mirror. His eyes are blue and his teeth were long and sharp. He grabbed my breast and his nails scratched my skin.
“WHAT THE HELL!” I screamed.
My voice went silent when he plunged into me. He reached his hand around me then gripped my throat as he kissed my neck, then my shoulder as he lightly choked me. His tongue circled around my neck; he sank his teeth so far into my flesh that I screamed. His dick went deeper inside of me, tears fell from my eyes from the pain and the pleasure that his huge dick was giving me. He growled in my ear then a growl escaped my throat. My nails grew out gold and sharp. My eyes turned gold then my teeth grew out making my gums feel like they had a knife going through them.
Goon went further into me; his size grew with his ears sharpening. His face grew out resembling the half -man and half-wolf I dreamt about a few days ago. His body turned black as midnight and that is when I realized he was the beast that had been haunting me. I tried to scream but I couldn’t because my body shook with so much pleasure. Gold, tiny hairs pierced through my skin feeling like needles. My face grew out almost resembling a wolf’s, as my eyes slanted more. My back cracked as Goon slammed into me with his member hitting my spine pleasurably. I fell forward onto the floor. I was in pain! The sounds that came from me were like an animal. When I looked up, Goon was in wolf form staring at me.
“You are turning! I’m sorry for hurting you, but biting you was the only way!” he said in my head.
“Goon, it hurts! Why did you do this to me?” I asked him in my head.
“You were already immortal! You just needed me to make your beast come out! Only your mate can make your beast come out!” he said to me.
I whimpered as my body turned into an animal. When I looked in the mirror, I was looking at like a wolf. My fur is gold and so are my eyes; I was a golden wolf. Goon stood behind me, his wolf towered over mines. He is huge in size! He was bigger than a lion and his icy-blue eyes stared at me.
“You are beautiful!” he said to me.
I turned around then attacked him. He howled out in pain as my teeth sank into his neck. I was angry, but I could not control myself. He gently slung me off him, then he charged through the board I had over my window. He landed on the sidewalk then took off through the woods. I chased after him, my vision is better, my ears are sensitive and I can smell him. Goon’s wolf is faster than mines, but I was not far behind. I bit his hind leg then he howled.
“Damn, your teeth are sharp!” he said to me in my head.
He shook me off him then leaped up in a tree. I followed him, going from tree to tree until he landed by a gate where a mansion sat behind it. He jumped over the gate I followed behind him. He ran up to the door and a young man opened it for him. The person looked at Goon then looked at me. I realized he is one of people that was at the club with Goon when I first saw him.
“That’s Kanya?” he asked Goon. Goon shifted back to human form and was now standing in front of us naked!
“Yes, this is Kanya! Where is everyone else?” he asked the person.
“Hunting!” he answered him. I yelped out in pain as my body started to feel different.
“Go grab a blanket, Izra! She is ready to shift back!” Goon told him.
He ran down the hall then came back with a blanket. Goon kneeled down then covered my body. I was in a fetal position when my body went back to human form.
“You son-of- a- bitch! You fucking did this to me!” I said clocking him in the eye.
“Damn, Goon she’s feisty! What’s up bartender?” Izra asked me. I rolled my eyes at him, as I stood up on wobbly legs. The blanket covered most of my naked body. I got a good look at Izra. He was boyishly handsome! His skin is the color of pecans; his eyes are the shape of almonds. He was shorter than Goon by a few inches and was a little slimmer. His cheekbones are high and his teeth are snow white; he even has dimples. His haircut is very low and tapered perfectly around the sides. He had tattoos all over his arms and I could tell that they circled around his neck. Izra reminded me of a male model. He looked to be only nineteen or twenty; he looked younger than Goon.
“Follow me!” Goon said with his back turned towards me.
I had not saw the back of him naked until now! He is the same man I saw in the woods with the unique tattoos covering his back that leaped up into the tree. This entire time I have been thinking I was losing my mind, but I wasn’t!
“Goon, she’s about to hit your ass again!” Izra said to him smiling at me.
“Kanya’s bites and punches doesn’t do shit to me!” Goon said then they laughed at me.
“It was nice seeing you again, Kanya! Be easy on my nigga!” Izra said walking down the hall.
Goon stood up at the top of the spiral staircase looking at me, in all of his chiseled naked glory with his dick swinging between his legs. As sexy as it looked, I still wanted to rip his throat out.
“What dirty thoughts you have!” he said smirking. The sick bastard could read my mind.
“Bring yo’ ass up here, Kanya!” he said to me with bass in his voice.
I stomped up the rest of the stairs until I stood in front of him. I followed him to the end of the hall. He opened up a door; I walked into a very spacious and beautifully decorated room with stonewalls and a massive fireplace. His bed was like no other! Ten people could sleep in it! It looked so cozy but yet so mannish. He went into his bathroom then I heard water running. Tears fell from my eyes as I collapsed on the floor.
“This isn’t normal! Shit like this doesn’t exist!” I said to him.
“If heaven and hell exist so does the world we come from. Our ancestors are immortals, Kanya! It’s in our blood and it’s something we have to live with!” Goon said to me.
“We are beast!” I yelled at him.
“From ancient gods! We are strong, Kanya! The society we live in now cannot hurt us! Now, come and join me in the tub so I can tell you everything!” he said picking me up as if I weighed one hundred pounds.
He walked me into the bathroom then sat me down in a tub that was built into the floor. It looked like a small pool; I saw images of this in textbooks when we studied ancient history in high school. He poured some oil into the tub and it relaxed me. It made my body tingle all over.
“This stuff is very good! Amadi makes it himself! You would meet the rest of the pack when they come back from hunting!” he said to me.
“Hunting?” I asked him.
“It’s how we mainly survive! We hunt for o
ur food for fresh meat. The raw meat at the grocery store isn’t fresh enough for us,” he replied.
He eased himself in the tub pulling me closer to him. More tattoos started to appear on his arms, chest and legs. I jumped up, as it painfully etched through his skin like an etch-a-sketch.
“What the hell is that?” I asked him.
“I made some of them disappear when I was around you! I did not want you to see all of them. Now that you know who we are, I do not have to hide them! It hurts like hell when I get a new one! If I didn’t hide them you would’ve figured out I was the man in the woods,” he laughed.
His body is beautiful! The markings made him stand out even more. He told me everything! He told me about him being reincarnated and how his life repeats itself when he does not mate. He told me the story about my ancestors who have jackal blood. Although, he told me everything I still couldn’t grasp it.
“So, that’s why I have been having those strong arousal spells? I need to mate? I don’t want any babies!” I spat at him. After I told him that anger flashed in eyes, he pushed me away.
“It’s not the babies you are worried about! You are afraid that they will be beast! Which they are! It is a gift not a curse! What do you want, Kanya? You want to have a baby by a human? That’s what your ancestor did and it still didn’t take away the genes!” he spat.