by Gold, Alexis
Kelsey stood up and smoothed her hands over the curves of her body, pretending to straighten her dress, and then she wiggled her fingers at Isabella and winked. “Goodbye, kitten. Enjoy your day.” She sashayed out of the café and Isabella buried her face in her hands.
Hot tears ran through her fingers as she sobbed quietly and let all of her grief and worry out. After several minutes, she was finally able to catch her breath and dry her face some. She went into the restroom and splashed cold water on her eyes, and then dabbed them dry.
She took a deep breath and shook her head. Kelsey was lying. All of it was a lie. She just wanted Michael back and that was her way of breaking them up. That was all there was to it. She straightened herself and walked back to Michael’s office. Each step was filled with dread and worry and hope. Each step was one step closer to finding out if Kelsey was right or not, and each step was one step closer to the discovery of what the rest of her life was going to be. It was the hardest walk she had ever taken.
She entered the office and was standing in the foyer. To the left was Michael’s secretary, an older woman named Jean who handled his entire life for him. To her right was Glenn’s office. The door was ajar and she could hear him talking on the phone. Before her was a long hallway and at the end of it was Michael’s office.
Jean looked at her and smiled brightly. “Hello dear! He’s in if you want to go see him.” She waved her hand at the back of the hall and then nodded encouragingly as Isabella began to walk toward the door at the end of it.
When she reached it, she let her hand rest on the doorknob for a moment and then took a deep breath and walked in.
Michael was at his desk on the phone. He looked up and saw her and waved with a big grin. He looked so happy to see her, and as she watched him looking at her, her heart melted. There was no way that Kelsey had told the truth. No way he could have done anything like what she said. There was no way Glenn and he had created a plan in which she was a pawn in a campaign game and not a real bride of love.
He held up his finger to her to ask her to wait while he finished his call. She walked over to the sofa near his desk and sat down, watching him. She loved him so much, and she knew without a doubt that he loved her, too. There was no way it could be true.
He hung up his phone call and stood up, walking to her and holding his arms out.
“Isabella! What a wonderful surprise. I wasn’t expecting you till later. Did you bring the wedding file?” He tried to reach his arms around her to hug her and she stopped him, barring his arms with hers.
“Michael, I have to talk with you,” she said quietly.
He stared at her and from the expression on her face, he knew that something was wrong. Her eyes were red. He hadn’t seen it when she had first walked in the door.
“What is it?” he asked worriedly.
She drew a deep breath and looked at him. “I have to ask you something and I want you to tell me the truth.”
He felt his heart begin to beat hard in his chest. “Of course, I’ll tell you the truth. What is it?”
“Were you with Kelsey the night of our engagement party? Was she at your house with you?” Speaking the words out loud wanted to make her throw up, but they crossed her tongue and she gave voice to them, and those words made a wave of panic wash over Michael’s face. She saw it, as soon as she asked it; his entire demeanor changed and in that moment, no matter what he said, she knew it was true.
He stared at her, his heart racing as shock engulfed him. “What? How did you know… where did…” He tried to speak but the words would not come.
Isabella felt her heart explode inside her and she shook her head. “I don’t want to hear it.” She pulled her ring off and dropped it on the floor at his feet. “Why don’t you give that to someone you really love.” She turned and walked out the door and slammed it behind her.
Chapter Five
Michael stood in his office and looked at the beautiful engagement ring lying on the floor at his feet. He bent over slowly and picked it up, holding it in his fingers and wishing, with all of his heart, that things could be easier for Isabella and him. He looked toward the door she had slammed closed and sighed.
The door opened and Glenn walked in looking at him. “Was that Isabella I just saw tearing out of here?”
Michael sat down on the sofa and looked at the ring in his fingers. “Yes.”
“Why are you holding her ring?” Glenn asked with a furrowed brow.
“I’m holding her ring because she dropped it on the floor, and I didn’t want to leave it there,” Michael said sadly.
“Why isn’t she wearing it, Michael?” Glenn walked over to him and sat beside him on the couch. Glenn was Michael’s campaign manager.
“She isn’t wearing it because she broke off the engagement.” Michael sighed.
Glenn’s eyes widened in panic. “No! She can’t do that! What did she do that for?”
Michael leaned his head back and stared at the ceiling. “Because I’m an idiot and I screwed up.”
Glenn turned and looked at Michael directly. “Michael Bradley, you get that woman back over here and get that ring back on her hand as fast as you can! We have to stop the media from getting word of this. A breakup of your engagement this close to your election would be disastrous! There’s no way we’d get the Latin American votes we need! We’d lose the whole thing! What in the hell did you do to make her that mad?”
Michael closed his eyes, his face still turned up to the ceiling. “I made out with my ex-fiancée and apparently she told Isabella about it.”
“You did what?” Glenn glared at him.
Michael shook his head. “It’s the worst excuse ever, but I didn’t mean to. I went home after the engagement party… the engagement party. Isabella asked me to stay with her that night and I didn’t. I went rushing home to get more work done and who should walk into my den, but Kelsey. Kelsey came strutting in wearing this little see through thing and nothing on underneath it.”
Glenn stared at him as he described what happened.
“She decided she wanted to spend the night with me. I was so surprised to see her there that I didn’t stop her, she just… came on to me, pretty much literally, and I let her kiss me and make out with me, but I stopped her before things got… too far. Then I kicked her out, but I should’ve stayed with Isabella that night. I should have kicked Kelsey out as soon as I saw her. Now I’m paying the piper. I lost my fiancée because of it. Tarado.”
Glenn blinked and tilted his head. “What does that mean?”
Michael opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling again. “Stupid.”
Glenn stood up and began pacing. He chewed on his thumb and walked back and forth. “You still have a shot at this. You could still fix this.”
Michael leaned his head back up and looked at Glenn. “No I don’t. She’s gone. I was with another woman. It’s over.”
“It’s not over. You didn’t sleep with the other woman. You kissed her, yes, you screwed up, but you didn’t have sex with her, right?” Glenn looked at him closely.
“No, no we didn’t have sex. We just got really close to it.” Michael looked miserable.
Glenn shook his head. “We can save this. You still have a shot. Michael, you get up off of that couch and you go find her and make up. I don’t care what you have to do. You get that ring back on her hand and get her to walk down that aisle with you and you do it fast. You absolutely cannot afford to lose her right now. She is your ticket to the Senate, Michael, you get out there and get after her!”
Michael stood up off of the sofa, his shoulders slumped, his look forlorn. “I don’t think she’s going to take me back, Glenn. I think it’s done.”
Glenn glared at him. “Get your ass out there and go find her and fix this! Now! You don’t have a choice!” Glenn’s face turned bright red and Michael knew he meant business.
He grabbed his phone and keys and headed out the door. He had no idea where to look, no idea where
she might be. He tried to call her and got no answer, so he headed for her house. There was no one home there and after knocking on the door and trying to call her again, he sat on her step and put his head in his hands. There was only one other place that he could think of that she might be, but he didn’t want to go there and face the entire family.
He buried his head in his hands and closed his eyes. He mentally bashed himself for being so stupid as to let Kelsey get as far as she did the night she came over. He had no idea how she even got into his house, unless she still had the key. He’d never asked for it back. The idea of Kelsey kissing him and getting so physical with him made him sick when he thought of what it cost him. Isabella was more than just his fiancée, she was part of a family that had taken him in and made him one of their own. She was his best friend and his lover. She was all he wanted and now he was going to lose her because of one stupid mistake he had made. And he hadn’t even really wanted Kelsey to begin with. He had suffered through ages with the broken heart that she gave him, and he hadn’t gotten over it until he had started dating Isabella.
He waved at her neighbor lady as the woman passed and smiled at him as he sat on her doorstep. He picked up his phone again and called, and finally she answered. It was like a reprieve straight from heaven. Relief and panic shot through him simultaneously and he stood up swiftly and held the phone tight to his ear.
“Isabella!” he said with hope.
“Stop calling me!” she snapped at him.
“Wait! Please wait!” he replied desperately. “Listen to me please, you don’t know the whole story. It wasn’t like what you think! I need to explain it to you. You have to let me explain, please, you have to give me a chance!” He was desperate for her to let him try just once to get her back.
There was a moment of silence on the phone and then she said, “Alright, you can have ten minutes and that’s it.”
“Where are you? I want to do this in person, I need for you to see me when I talk to you. I want you to know how genuine I am about this. Where are you?” He grasped the phone with both hands as though it was a lifeline.
There was another long silent pause and then the door behind him opened up. He swung around in his place on the sidewalk and looked up to see her standing in the doorway. She glowered at him.
“Come in. You have ten minutes.” She stepped back and opened the door wide to allow him in.
He bounded up the steps and looked at her with utter gratitude on his face. He reached for her when he came in the door but one look from her and he pulled his hands back and walked into the living room. She closed the door and followed him in.
She crossed her arms over her chest and narrowed her eyes at him. “Well? What do you want to say?”
“You’re home? I knocked on the door several times, I called you…” He looked at her and she didn’t respond, so he sat down on the edge of the sofa and started to explain. “First of all, I want to know what she told you, because I’m pretty sure that whatever it was is a lie.” He looked at her in desperation and she pursed her lips and then walked toward him slowly, one step at a time as she spoke, stopping several feet from him.
“She told me that she was with you after you dropped me off. She said you weren’t wearing clothes and you couldn’t keep your hands off of her.” Isabella couldn’t believe she was repeating the words. She couldn’t believe she was repeating these vile words to him, but they had to be said. She looked at him carefully.
Michael shook his head. “That’s the truth according to her. It’s not my version of it at all.”
“So what’s your version of the story?” Isabella asked with narrowed eyes. “It can’t be that different. Her version sounds like facts to me, not perspectives.”
Michael took a deep breath. He wasn’t looking forward to telling her what happened, but she deserved to know the truth, and he owed it to her. “I left you here and went home. When I got there, I guess she was already there, but I didn’t know it. I went into my living room and got a drink and was sitting on the couch when she walked in.”
“How did she get into your house? You have a security system!” she glared at him.
He shrugged. “I don’t know. She used to have a key. I didn’t change the locks after we broke up so maybe she kept it. I also didn’t change the alarm code, but I’ll do that today when I get home.”
Isabella lifted her chin and looked sharply at him. “So what happened then?” she asked in annoyance.
Michael shook his head a little. This was it. “She wasn’t wearing much; she was in a sort of negligee thing, I guess, and she came up to me and kissed me.”
Isabella felt anger rising in her again. “Did you kiss her back?”
It took everything in him to answer her honestly. “Yes, I did.”
She turned her back on him and growled in frustration, and then without turning back to him, she asked, “What else happened?”
Michael stood up and walked toward her slowly. “We made out for a few minutes, and then I couldn’t get you off of my mind, and I knew it was wrong, so I told her to get her things and get out of the house.”
Isabella lowered her head and buried her face in her hands. Michael felt worse than he had ever felt with her. He had betrayed her trust and her sweet love, and nothing was worth that. He reached for her shoulders, resting his hands there lightly, but she pulled away from him and he had to reach again and hold on to her tightly.
***
Isabella felt as though she were living in a nightmare that had come to life. The only saving grace was that he had kicked Kelsey out before anything happened. He hadn’t had sex with her, and that was something. Not much, but it was something. She wept bitterly and when he put his hands on her shoulders, she tried to pull away at first, but he held her fast and turned her around. She refused to look at him, but he wrapped his arms around her anyway and held her tightly to his chest.
“I’m so sorry, Isabella, I love you. I would never do anything to hurt you. You must believe that. There’s no woman in the world that I want as much as I want you.” He kissed the top of her head and stroked her hair with his hands. “Please forgive me. I don’t want to be without you.”
Her weeping quieted and she looked up at him through wet eyelashes and the expression he saw on her face tore at his heart. “How could you do that with her? Even if it wasn’t sex, making out with her, kissing her?”
Michael shook his head. “I don’t know, Isabella, honestly, I don’t. I’ve been asking myself that same question over and over since it happened. I think it was because she hurt me so badly before and it was like I was getting her back, I suppose, but then it just wasn’t right and I couldn’t do it. I didn’t want to hurt or lose you, and it seems like that might be just what I did.”
She looked into his beautiful blue eyes and asked sadly, “Why didn’t you tell me? Do you know how hard it was to have her ask me to sit with her at that café and listen to her as she told me all about you being with her and see her laugh at me because I had no idea? I felt like such an idiot, and I hurt so bad! You gave her the upper hand, and it put me at a disadvantage. Why would you do that? Why wouldn’t you tell me and just be honest from the start?”
He held her face in his hands and looked into her sad eyes. “I’m so sorry, Isabella. I hate that she did that to you. She had no business doing it. I didn’t tell you because I was so ashamed of what I had done that I didn’t want you to know. I never wanted you to know. I can promise you something, though,” he held her face close to his and gazed at her earnestly, “I am never going to do anything like that again. Never. I promise I won’t hurt you like that. There is no other woman I want besides you, and it will never, ever happen again. Just say you’ll take me back. Say you’ll marry me. Be my wife, stay with me the rest of my life, please.”
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath and as she let it out, he lowered his mouth to hers and kissed her softly. “Please say you will. Please marry me. I don’t deserve
a second chance with you, but I promise that you’ll be glad you gave it to me.”
Isabella opened her eyes and looked at him again. He was pleading with her so genuinely that she had no choice but to listen to the desires of her heart. “Alright,” she said softly. “I’ll marry you, but Michael, I’m going to tell you this right now, don’t you ever hurt me again, because I won’t take you back a second time.”
He closed his eyes in complete relief and pulled her close to him in a tight embrace, holding her to his heart and swearing to them both that he would never hurt her again. “I promise. I love you so much, Isabella, my wife, I promise.”
He took her ring from his pocket and slid it onto her finger. They looked at each other and she knew he meant every word. She hoped with all of her heart he would keep his promise, because living without him would be the hardest thing in the world for her.
*
The days leading up to their wedding were growing short, and in between the wedding planning, Michael and Isabella were working the campaign trail almost every day. They went to parties and functions, they were invited to galas and balls, they visited work sites and talked with laborers, they went to luncheons and spoke to special interest groups. They were hot on the tail of the incumbent senator who was old fashioned enough that he wasn’t meeting the demands of his younger voters, and his stance on immigration was so far fetched and outdated that Michael was quickly becoming the favorite to take down the current senator. Having Isabella by his side really connected him to the entire Latin American community.
They visited community centers and schools where they met with students, teachers and parents to discuss change and improvement, and they visited homeless shelters and soup kitchens, serving food to the less fortunate. They spent time with small business owners to find out what could be done to make their businesses stronger, and they went to town hall meetings to hear from the communities. They went to corporate lunches and spoke with businessmen and visited industrial areas to speak with crafters and laborers. They spent time with ecological groups, getting their hands dirty cleaning up the garbage in the city, and they spent time in government-funded facilities like libraries and museums to see what was being offered to the public. They took public transportation everywhere so that they were seen all the time and could talk to people. They worked tirelessly to make sure that Michael and Isabella were seen everywhere by everyone, and that everyone knew that they were interested in making a difference.