by Tynessa
“Why are you looking at me like that?” Kandi asked me. I just shook my head and continued eating.
Once we were done eating the kids went off to play while I helped Kandi clean the kitchen. She was washing dishes and I couldn’t keep my eyes off her fat ass. The way her ass was filling up her grey leggings caused my dick to jump. It had been a minute since I had some pussy and I was ready to explode. I just had to get some of that. I walked over to her and just as I was about to touch her I jumped right up with sweat dripping off my body.
I realized I was having another dream about Kandi. That had been going on for about three weeks now. Wherever we were or whatever we were doing in the dream, when I would try to touch her I would wake up. Getting out of bed, I went to the bathroom to empty my bladder then peeked in to check on my kids, who were still asleep. Knowing I wasn’t going to get any sleep anytime soon, I headed to the living room to watch a little TV. I picked up the photo of Kandi that was on the coffee table. She was so gorgeous and I missed her ass so fucking much.
“I miss you so much, baby.” I kissed the picture then hugged the picture frame. I didn’t realize I was crying until I heard CJ’s little voice.
“Daddy, why are you crying?” he asked me. I quickly wiped my eyes.
“I’m alright, li’l man. What’s up?” I put the frame back on the table and patted the seat next to me for him to come sit down. He ran over to me.
“You okay, Daddy?” he asked.
“Yeah, I’m okay ,man. Why are you up so early?” I asked.
“I don’t know. Can I watch cartoons?” he asked. I turned to the TV to his favorite channel, The Cartoon Network. I asked him was he hungry and like always, he was. By the time I was finished making breakfast Kandice was up. I fixed their plates then changed her before she ate. I really enjoyed being a father and wouldn’t trade it for anything.
Ronny
“Daddy’s home!” I said as I entered my house. Ni-Ni and Niyah were running around the living room while Ray’Shun played the game. They saw me and they bum-rushed my ass.
“Daddy, we missed you,” Niyah said. She jumped right in my arms and then I scooped Ni-Ni up. I heard music coming from the kitchen so I knew Shan was in there. Plus I smelled the food she was cooking.
“What’s up, Ray’Shun? Yo’ ass can’t speak now?” I said to my son. He looked back at me and smiled.
“What’s up, Dad,” he replied then turned his attention back to the game. I just shook my head and put my girls down.
I walked into the kitchen and Shan’s back was to me. She was singing and in her own little world. I was about to sneak up on her but Niyah’s grown ass fucked that up.
“Mama, look who’s here!” she yelled excitedly. Shan turned around as I stood there smiling.
She was dressed in a pair of loose-fitting shorts and a cami that stopped right above her navel, showing off her belly ring. Her hair was pulled up in a high ponytail with a scarf around it. Even dressed down my wife was beyond beautiful!
“Hey, gorgeous,” I said as she was jumping in my arms.
“I wasn’t expecting you back until tonight sometime.”
“Yeah, I think my OG was missing mom dukes so we left out like five this morning,” I told her. She just smiled before giving me a peck on the lips. She went back over to the stove and continued cooking. I sat at the bar nearby.
“So did y’all have fun?” she asked me.
“We didn’t do shit. Did a little work around the house and that was it. What y’all been up to?” I asked. I really missed my family while I was gone. That was the longest damn week ever.
“Nothing. Chilling with your crazy ass mama mostly every day. Have you talked to your boy Bino?” she asked me.
“Nah. What’s up?”
“You know I told you Brooke mama died. So tell me why this nigga up there fighting her ex-husband and shit,” Shan said laughing. I just sat there with widened eyes. Bino’s ass always has been hell. His temper was just as bad as mine.
“What the fuck happened?” I couldn’t help but laugh. Shan filled me in on everything Brooke had told her.
“Then she says he’s walking around with an attitude with her.”
“Shit, I don’t blame him. Nigga needs to learn to keep his hands to himself,” I said. I didn’t blame Bino at all for being mad with Brooke. She should have checked that nigga when he first started talking reckless.
“But she didn’t do anything wrong. That was Bo’s ass trying to start some shit.”
“Don’t matter! No man wants to hear his lady’s ex telling her how much he misses her. Then she let that nigga grab her hand and didn’t stop him. My nigga should’ve went off in his shit,” I said seriously. Shan didn’t say anything back. She just turned around and started back cooking. I hope she wasn’t having flash backs of the shit I’d done to her because we were over all that. When she was done cooking, we sat at the table and ate as a family.
The next day Ray’Shun and I headed over to my brother’s crib. I hadn’t talked to him since before I left. I just wanted to make sure he was straight. I parked right behind his car and Ray’Shun and I got out.
“What’s up, nigga?’ I asked as we brotherly hugged. He gave Ray’Shun a fist pound then pulled him into a playful headlock. “Yo li’l ass getting tall,” he said.
“His ass damn near taller than his mama,” I said. Kandice was reaching for me and I picked her up. She was a doll and looked more like Kandi as the days passed.
“What’s up, li’l mama?” I said to her. She just smiled and laid her head on my shoulder. I missed my kids being that age.
“Where y’all niggas headed?” Nell asked me.
“Just left the barber. I might swing by Ma’s house when we leave here since I didn’t make it over there yesterday when we got back.”
“Well we might ride over there with y’all. I just took CJ home and we don’t have shit else to do.”
We chilled at his crib for a little while longer before leaving to go over to our mom’s house. When we got there she and my dad was sitting on the porch smoking a Blunt. They put it out just as we was getting out my ride but the smell was still in the air.
“Hey, babies,” my mom said. Ray’Shun went right to her and hugged her then gave my dad a fist pound. My mom then took Kandice into her arms.
“What’s up?” I spoke. I hugged my mom then Nell did the same.
“What y’all up to?” Nell asked, taking a seat. I leaned against the rail on the porch.
“Nothing, just talking about life and our future,” my mom said blushing. I just shook my head at her ass. She was so damn in love with my OG that it wasn’t funny.
“What damn future?” I smiled.
“Our future, boy,” my dad said to me. I continued to smile. I thought I would never see the day that my parents would be together again. I always knew my mom had a soft spot for my dad. I saw it in her eyes whenever she would talk about him.
“Look at you blushing and shit, Ma,” Nell laughed. She smiled embarrassedly and it caused me to laugh. It was funny how my dad always had my mom acting like a middle school girl with her first crush. She got up with Kandice in her arms and went inside.
“So what y’all young bucks getting into?” my dad asked.
“Shit, just came over here to chill,” Nell said.
My brother and I chilled outside with my dad for a couple of hours before leaving. We decided to get up the following weekend to go out for drinks. I hadn’t been out since I got married and, to be honest, I didn’t miss it at all.
Chapter 7
Star
I smiled as I was looking myself over in the mirror. I had dropped CJ off at my parents’ house earlier and I was getting ready for my date with Theodore. We’d been talking on the phone for the past week and a half, and I finally agreed to let him take me out. I wasn’t ready for him to know where I live so I agreed to meet him at the restaurant. After getting a text from him letting me know he was leaving his hou
se, I gathered my things and left out the door.
When I walked in I instantly spotted Theodore. He was looking as sexy as I remembered. I sashayed over to him and he stood and embraced me. He smelled good as fuck.
“Hey, gorgeous,” he said when he pulled back. Lord, why does this man have to be so damn fine?
“Hey, handsome. Hope I didn’t keep you waiting too long,” I said. He pulled my chair out for me to sit in. That was a first. Cornell’s ass didn’t even pull out a chair for me when we were together.
“I would wait forever for you,” he said with a wink. I rolled my eyes upwards playfully and he laughed, showing off that damn dimple again. “Nah, but I just got here like five minutes before you walked in.”
“Oh, okay,” I replied as the waiter was walking over. He introduced himself and took our drink order. When he came back he got our food order them disappeared again.
“So tell me why you don’t have a man, Miss Star,” Theodore said.
I was not ready to tell him my life story. Or how I fucked everything up with the one guy that once meant so much to me. I simply said, “It’s a long story that I don’t want to talk about. Why are you single?” I asked to get the heat off me.
“Just haven’t found that special person yet. You know, most girls find out my occupation and see dollar signs. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I have friends but no one special,” he smiled. I don’t know why but I blushed. The waiter came and we began eating in silence.
“So Miss Star, do you see yourself being with someone like me?” Theodore asked out the blue. I laughed. He was sexy as fuck and him and Cornell were like night and day.
Theodore didn’t have that thuggish demeanor about him and I liked that. I mean, Cornell always had been loving and caring, but deep down he always had the thuggish mentality, and he was clingy as hell. Now that I was older I would have given anything to have what Cornell and I had in the beginning of our relationship.
“Yeah, I really could see myself being with someone like you,” I answered him honestly. Back when I was younger I wouldn’t go for anyone like him. He just seemed way out of my league. He was so sophisticated and shit like that; nothing like the guys I would normally check out.
“Alright.” He nodded his head and smiled, pleased with my answer.
“So do you see yourself being with someone like me?” I asked him the same question. He wasted no time answering me.
“I absolutely do! I mean, who wouldn’t? You’re gorgeous and seem like you have a good head on your shoulders. What man in his right mind wouldn’t want a woman like you?” Theodore asked. I just blushed. I hadn’t heard anyone say nice things about me in a while.
For the rest of the date we laughed and talk, just enjoying each other’s company. When it was time for us to go our separate ways I became sad, not ready to leave him just yet. He seemed like a good catch and I was definitely not letting his ass get away.
Willie
It was Saturday and I’d just stepped out the shower. I had only one hour to get ready for my son to come pick me up. I was hanging with the fellas tonight and Debbie had a big problem with that. She tried to hide it but I saw right through her. She was upset!
I entered our bedroom with just a towel wrapped around my body and made my way to my dresser to get a pair of boxers out, then I looked through the mirror, brushing my curly hair. I saw Debbie cutting her eyes at me. I just shook my head and continued doing what I was doing. Admiring myself in the mirror, I had to admit, I looked damn good to be 48 years old. Neither Debbie nor I looked our age.
“Aye Deb, you seen my Versace cologne?” I asked, looking at her through the mirror. She just shook her head and didn’t say anything.
“What’s wrong with you?” I asked. Again she shook her head.
That silence shit is the same bullshit she used to do when we were together back in the day. It always had pissed me off. I know one thing, I wasn’t about to entertain her ass so I continued getting dressed. She sat up in the middle of the bed and sparked a Blunt. I could hear her mumbling something but I couldn’t make out what she was saying. I was sick of this childish shit. I walked out the bathroom and over to the bed. I grabbed her left leg and pulled her to the edge, roughly.
“What’s wrong with you, Debbie?” I asked.
“I told you, nothing,” she finally replied.
“Are you mad because I’m going out?”
“No, I really don’t care.”
I laughed at her lying straight through her teeth. Her ass was beyond pissed. But why, though? I didn’t understand.
I leaned down to kiss her lips. “Don’t be mad, baby. I just wanna go have a little fun,” I said. I parted her lips with my tongue and begin to kiss her passionately.
Sticking my hand down her panties, I begin to rub her clit. I had something to put that attitude of hers in check. Sliding her panties to the side I begin feasting. In no time she had her hands gripping the back of my head. I was fucking her with my tongue while I rubbed her clit with my thumb.
“Shit, Willie...oooh, baby,” Debbie moaned as she rotated her hips and fucked my tongue.
Once she announced she was on the verge of cumming, I wrapped my lips around her clit. Within seconds I was licking up all her juices. I knew my tongue was vicious. I looked up at her breathing heavily and smiled cockily.
“Damn you, Willie,” she laughed. I kissed her on the lips. Then walked to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. By the time I was coming out Ronny was outside blowing his horn like a fucking lunatic.
“Tell Ronny’s ass to stop blowing that damn horn like he don’t have no damn sense,” Debbie fussed. I leaned down to kiss her lips.
“That’s your crazy ass son,” I said to her. I told her that I would see her when I got home and kissed her once more before leaving.
As soon as I got into my son’s ride I sparked the half Blunt Debbie was just smoking on. We headed to pick Cornell up, then Bino, and we was on our way to a little hole in the wall club. From the outside it looked like a shed or some shit but when we got in the inside it was decked out nicely. The place was so packed that we had to stand up for a good thirty minutes. The waitress came right over once we were seated. We ordered four shots of patron and told her to keep them coming. Before long we were all fucked up.
Ronny, Nell, and Bino were all out on the crowded dance floor getting rowdy. I stayed at the table. I didn’t mind clubbing at all but getting out there acting a damn fool wasn’t my thing. I saw the thick chocolate waitress making her way back over to our table. She wasn’t that cute in the face but her body made up for that. I mean, li’l mama had ass for days. She stood at 5’6” weighing a good 160 pounds. Her small C cups were sitting up nicely. She didn’t have much breasts but her ass was like no other.
“Hey, handsome, you okay?” she asked me.
“Yes, I’m good, sweetheart,” I answered.
“Well if you need anything just let me know.” She winked before disappearing in the crowd.
I shook my head while watching her ass shift from left to right. Shit, the things I would do to all that, I thought to myself. Ronny came back over to the table where I was and took a seat.
“You straight, OG?” he asked me. I could tell he was fucked up.
“Yeah, I’m good,” I responded.
“I’m about ready to leave. A nigga is fucked up,” he said. I was about to respond when a sexy ass red bone walked over to our table. She was cute in the face, too.
“What’s up, Ron? I thought that was yo’ ass,” she said to my son. He looked up at her and smiled before standing to his feet.
“What’s up, Strawberry? Long time no see.” He hugged her.
“Yeah, I know. It’s like yo’ ass just dropped off earth,” she laughed.
“Nah, it ain’t that. You know a nigga married now and shit.” Ronny looked down at his wedding band. That Strawberry chick rolled her eyes.
“Yeah, you told me at your bachelor’s party,” she
said with an attitude.
Ronny just chuckled and offered her a seat. Waving over the waitress, he bought her a drink. I just shook my head as I got up and walked off. I knew my son was drunk but I hoped his ass wasn’t gonna do anything to jeopardize his damn marriage.
Chapter 8
Shaniqua
I rolled over to an empty bed as the sun peeked through my blinds in my bedroom. Grabbing my phone off the nightstand, I looked at the time. It read 6:47 a.m. I knew damn well this mothafucker didn’t stay out all night. I dialed Ronny’s number and it went straight to the voicemail. I called two more times and it did that same thing. To say I was pissed would’ve been an understatement.
“First night this nigga goes out he acts up. I swear I’m not about to start back dealing with this shit,” I fussed as I walked down the steps in search of my husband. He wasn’t down there either. I even checked the driveway and the damn garage for his truck. Still no damn Ronny.
“Hey Debbie, is Ronny over there?” I asked once she answered. I knew I had just woke her up but I didn’t give two fucks.
“No. He didn’t come home last night?” Shit, if he did then I wouldn’t be calling your ass! I wanted to say to her ass.
“No, and his fucking phone keep going straight to the voicemail,” I said angrily.
“Hold on, let me asked Willie.” I heard her waking Daddy Willie up. She asked him where Ronny was headed when he dropped him off. I couldn’t hear what he was saying and I don’t know why but that shit pissed me off even more. “Willie said he was heading home. Did you call Cornell and Bino? He might have went back there.”
Ronny ass wasn’t over there and she knew it. Fuck that! I’m not calling around looking for his ass. I will no longer play the fucking fool. He wants to play, then let the games begin. Nah, scratch that. If this nigga wants to play then he can play by his damn self. I’ll divorce his ass before I let him hurt me again.