by Tynessa
Shit, I couldn’t deal with these niggas. They were two of a kind. My thing is how Ronny’s ass going to get mad at his dad when he used to do the same shit to me? I was gonna ask him about that shit later.
“Ronny, I’m pretty sure your mom can handle this shit. My damn kids are in the truck. Either you can bring your ass on now or you can find a way home because I’m about to go,” I gave him a look that meant I was dead ass serious. He slowly stood up.
“Ma, if you need me call me,” he said, never taking his eyes off his dad. I just shook my head and headed out the door.
As I was climbing in the driver’s seat Ronny was walking out. The whole ride to the house was quiet. The only thing that was heard was the kids talking and playing amongst themselves. I was going to let Ronny’s ass cool off but best believe I was gonna see what was the difference between him cheating on me and his dad doing it to his mom. Shit, Debbie’s ass is no better than me, mom or not!
Chapter 11
Star
“Oh shit, Theo…just like that, daddy,” I moaned as Theodore ate my pussy from the back. We’d been having mind-blowing sex for the last two hours or so. His sex game was like nothing I’d ever had before. I swear he always aimed to please!
“Sssssss…shit, I’m about to cum, baby,” I moaned. He smacked my ass and that took me over the edge. I creamed long and hard on the tip of his tongue. He licked it all up then placed soft kisses on my ass cheeks. Licking his way up my back he entered me with one thrust. I fell flat on my stomach. That didn’t stop him. He laid flat on my back gently and began pounding me. I loved that position.
“Shit, Theo…fuck me harder,” I cried out. With that he took me to ecstasy until we were both exploding.
I laid in bed with a satisfied smile on my face. That man had truly won a place in my heart. I’d fallen for Theodore and I had fallen hard. I just needed to see where his head was. I mean, he was a good ass man and I’d learned from my mistakes that when you have a good man, never let him go! I fucked over one good man and let him get away. I refused to do that shit again.
“Here you go, my love. Open your legs.” Theodore smiled and winked. He began washing my swollen pussy clean. It was very tender because my boo was well blessed. After dating for almost five months I still wasn’t used to his size. Once he was all done cleaning me he kissed my pussy then disappeared inside the bathroom. I was almost knocked out when he returned, laid down ,and pulled me into his arms.
I thought I was dreaming when I heard him say he loved me and kissed the top of my forehead. I wanted to say it back but thought it was too soon. But who puts a time frame on love? I knew I had fallen head over heels for him and he’d already won a spot in my heart. I snuggled closer to him.
“I love you, too,” I finally said. It was like he froze. Then he slowly released his breath.
“You know, you shouldn’t say the L word if you don’t mean it,” he finally said.
“No you shouldn’t. Maybe you should take your own advice,” I said to him. He gave a light chuckle.
“So you don’t think I love you?” he asked me. I looked up at him.
“I’m not going to say you don’t because you probably do,” I said.
“I’m in love with you, Star. I damn near fell in love with you the moment I saw you. I know it might be too soon to be falling all in love but it’s just something about you. I love you, I’m in love with you, and I wouldn’t have it any other way,” Theodore said, planting kisses all over my face. I couldn’t help but blush because I felt the same way.
“I feel the same way, baby. I never thought I would love again but here I am,” I took a deep breath. “I’m just happy I could have a shot at love again,” I said to him.
“I don’t see how Nell could ever let you go. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’m glad he did but I would have been wifed you up.”
When Theodore said that I couldn’t help the tears that were now rolling down my cheeks. Just thinking about the pain I caused Cornell always saddened me. If I could turn back the hands of time, it’s a lot of things I would have done differently.
“It wasn’t him, it was me. I fucked it up with Cornell,” I let him know. I’d never talked about my past with Theodore. He didn’t even know about the shooting.
“It’s a lot about me that you don’t know,” I said to him.
“I noticed from being around you that your past is a very touchy subject for you. That’s why I never asked you about it. Once you talk about it you will feel a lot better. Trust me, I know. I don’t know what happened in your past but I can tell it’s something that’s eating you up on the inside,” he said. I just dropped my head because he was right.
I went on to tell Theodore how I tried to sleep with my sister husband, which is Cornell’s brother. I told him about Drea’s deranged ass and how she shot me then turned around and killed herself. I even told him about the love affair me and her had.
“You know, you can’t dwell over the past. I’m not going to sit here and say it’s okay for you to have done the things you did because it wasn’t. From what you’ve told me I can tell you had a lot of growing up to do. Sometimes when young women leave the nest for the first time, they can’t handle the real world and act out of character. I don’t know how your childhood life was but it seems you was acting out for some attention. I don’t know if you weren’t getting it when you was younger or if Nell was not showing you any, but let’s just hope you’ve learned from your mistake.”
When Theodore said that a single tear rolled down my cheek. When I was younger it was always Shaniqua this, Shaniqua that, with everyone. I always felt like an outcast. Yeah, my mom didn’t like her lifestyle or the fact that she was with a drug dealer, but Shan has always been her heart. It seemed that everyone worshipped the ground that my sister walked on and deep down I’d always envied her because of that.
“I have and for a long time I hated myself for the things I’d done to my sister and Cornell. Just knowing that I’d caused them so much pain, pained me. I’m glad they could find it in their hearts to forgive me,” I said to him.
Theodore and I talked for the rest of the night and I had to admit, after talking to him I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
Debbie
I couldn’t believe Willie’s ass was thinking about cheating on me. That shit hurt me to the core that he would even think about creeping all because we had an argument. It was like déjà vu all over again. That day Ronny told me that his baby mama saw Willie I felt like every bit of air I breathed had been sucked out of me.
I knew Willie didn’t sleep with the girl, though. I just felt it in my heart that he didn’t. When Ronny left and we sat down and talked I saw it in his green eyes. See, folks would never understand me and Willie’s relationship. The chemistry between us was undeniable and we’d always had a bond that was Unbreakable. Even when I was with Cornell’s father, Willie was still that nigga! That’s why he and I secretly got married a couple of weeks ago, but just him conversing with another bitch got his ass put out.
I was sitting at the kitchen table when I saw Shan’s car pull up from the kitchen window. I went on and got up to go unlock the door.
“Hey, Debbie,” said Shan as she took a seat on the couch.
“Hey, luv. How you get out the house by yourself?” I asked, noticing her by herself. She would usually have at least one of the kids with her.
“I left them there with your crazy ass son. You know we got into an argument, right?”
I rolled my eyes. The two of them were always into it about something. Their relationship reminded me a lot of me and Willie’s. It was something about those McDay’s that kept us running back.
“What’s wrong with y’all?” I asked.
“This nigga wanna get mad because I asked how he gonna try to fight his dad for doing the same shit he used to do.”
“Right,” was all I said. I wasn’t feeling the way Ronny carried on. I mean, I knew he was only l
ooking out for me but he could have handled it differently.
“I know you’re his mom and everything but he could have let you handle the situation. Nobody was trying to beat his ass when he dogged me out. Shit, who’s to say Daddy Willie even fucked the girl? This nigga had a baby with the same bitch I caught him with but he wants to fight his dad. What kind of shit is that?”
“Honey, their asses just alike. I always have told Ronny that shit. Those bitches get hypnotized by those fucking green ass eyes of theirs. Just like us.” I chuckled and Shan laughed.
“I guess that’s true.” She paused. “Are you gonna try to work things out with Daddy Willie?” she asked me. I closed my eyes and fought the tears that were threatening to fall.
“I honestly doesn’t know. I mean, things different with us now. We’re not just dating anymore,” I said. She looked at me confusedly. “We got married a couple of weeks ago.”
“What?!” Shan shouted. “Debbie, why y’all didn’t tell anyone?”
“I don’t know. We was gonna tell y’all soon.” I sighed deeply. It had only been two days since I put Willie out and I missed him terribly.
“Do you think he slept with her, Debbie?” Shan asked me.
“I know he didn’t. I know Willie and if he slept with her he would have told me. That’s what I love about Willie. He always keeps it real with me; but I saw it in his eyes and the truth was written on his face, Shan. He didn’t do it,” I said, shaking my head.
“Maybe y’all need to sit and talk about it. Daddy Willie is a good man and I can tell he really loves you. Don’t give up on your marriage that easily.”
I didn’t respond to Shan because there was a knock on the door. I went and opened it to find Willie standing there with the saddest puppy dog face.
“What are you doing here, Willie?” I asked him.
“We have to talk.” He stormed right in. I wasn’t in the mood for any of his shit.
“Well I’m gonna head on home,” Shan said as she got off the couch. “Hey, Daddy Willie.” He spoke back. She hugged me and whispered in my ear to just hear him out. It was so funny because I was usually lending her my shoulder to cry on but look how the tables has turned.
“What do you want, Willie? We really don’t have shit to talk about.” I took a seat.
“Yes, the fuck we do! Yeah, I shouldn’t have even called that bitch but I swear I didn’t sleep with her. I picked her ass up and was gonna take her out for lunch. I thought about you and made a U-turn right in the middle of the fucking street and took the ho right back home.”
Looking in his eyes I saw nothing but the truth. I tried to avoid eye contact. I wasn’t ready to forgive him just yet.
“But you shouldn’t have even been talking to her in the first place. You’re fucking married! What you need to talk to another bitch for?” I yelled angrily.
“I know and I’m sorry about that. I didn’t marry you to divorce you. I want this shit forever and I promise you don’t have to worry about that shit happening again.”
“Well you should have thought about that at first.” I rolled my eyes as him.
Willie pulled me up from the chair I was sitting in and hugged me tightly. I’ve always felt safe in his arms. I took a deep breath, inhaling the scent of his cologne. Damn, he smelled good.
“I never meant to hurt you, Debbie. I love you and I will never do no shit like that again,” he said. His words was so damn sincere. I looked up at his tall frame and our eyes met. No words were spoken as our lips locked and before we knew it we were making love in the middle of the living room floor.
Chapter 12
Bino
“So what’s going on with you and your pops?” I asked Ronny as we sat in his living room. He told me about his baby mama telling him about his dad. I couldn’t believe his ass actually tried to fight Willie. I mean, Ronny my boy and all but, shit, Willie is an old school OG. Ronny had to come with it when fucking with him. Then that nigga did a bid. Shit, I knew I wouldn’t step to his ass.
“Man, fuck that nigga! I told his ass when he and my ma first called themselves fucking around not to hurt her and his ass did it anyways. He lucky we have the same blood because otherwise I would put a bullet right in the middle of his fucking forehead,” Ronny said angrily. I laughed.
“Damn, man, calm yo ass down,” I said as Shan was walking through the door.
“What’s up, Bino?” she said as she walked straight into the kitchen. I spoke back. I could tell her and my boy was on bad terms.
I kicked it at Ronny’s crib for a little while longer. It was getting late so I decided to head home. When I walked in Brooke was sitting on the couch smoking a Blunt. I knew something had to be wrong because her ass didn’t smoke like that. So for her to smoking alone something was definitely up.
“What’s up, li’l mama?” I asked as I took a seat on the couch next to her.
“Um, Bo is coming down in the morning,” she said nervously. Shit, I didn’t have a problem with dude seeing his kids. I wasn’t tolerating that disrespectful shit, though. First time he jumped stupid that would be his ass.
“Oh yeah? Let me hit that.” I took the Blunt out her hand.
“Yeah. He’s going to be down here for a week and wants the kids to spend it with him.”
I just nodded my head up and down. I mean, they were their kids so I really didn’t have any say so. I personally didn’t trust the nigga, though.
“Say something, Bino,” said Brooke.
“What you want me to say, Brooke?” I asked her.
“Something! Stop being so damn nonchalant about every fucking thing, please. I don’t hold my tongue when it comes to Kelly. Do you think it’s a good idea for them to stay with him the whole week?”
“As long as he stay down here. I definitely don’t think they should go up there with the nigga. But I tell you one thing. If he comes here with that fuck shit I’m letting you know now; yo baby daddy gonna come up missing.” I looked her dead in the eyes to let her know I meant every word I’d just spoken. She just stared at me before letting me know she was going to bed. I smacked her ass as she got up. Just seeing it bounce back gave me a hard on.
“Come on,” she said. I got up and headed up the stairs right behind her. I couldn’t keep my hands off her ass.
Once we were inside the bedroom I wasted no time taking off her clothes. Spreading her legs wide opened I begin placing soft kisses on her thighs as I finger fucked her. She was moaning loudly as she fucked my fingers. I then begin flicking my tongue over her clit. Before long she was creaming all over them and I licked it all up. Her shit always tasted like peaches. I was ready to enter her but she stopped me.
“My turn!” she said. Shit she didn’t have to tell me twice. I laid on my back as my dick was standing straight up.
Brooke begin jerking my shit off before leaning down. The sensation of her hot breath cause my dick to jump. She wrapped her thick lips around it and her mouth was warm and wet as fuck. Instantly my hand went to the back of her head. She had a nigga straight up feeling like a bitch. I felt my nut building up so I placed my hands on each side of her face and begin fucking the back of her throat.
“Awww sssshit!” I yelled out as I released all my seeds down her throat. She took my dick out and begin licking around the head. My shit was sensitive as fuck. Kissing her way up my chest our lips locked. I knew her ass was about to be mad but I didn’t think I had enough strength in me to dick her down at the moment.
“Give me a minute,” I said to her.
“Really, Bino?”
“Man, you did the shit,” I laughed. Some days Brooke gave the best head that would knock a nigga right the fuck out.
“Whatever, nigga,” she replied as she rolled over to her side of the bed. I knew she was probably upset but she’d be alright. I’d just wake her up with my dick inside of her. That shit always worked.
Ronny
I was at the barber shop chopping it up with my niggas. I mainly just wante
d to get out the house. My wife and I still weren’t speaking. Well she’s the one that’s walking around with her ass on her shoulders, ignoring me. I was still laughing and talking, just aggravating the fuck out of her and that shit was killing her ass.
I really understood what Shan was saying, but it was just something about my pops cheating on my mom that angered me in the worst way. I just hated the way I fucked over her ass, repeatedly. I can honestly say I’ve learned from my mistakes, though.
“Damn, that li’l nigga is getting big as fuck,” my nigga Jermaine said, referring to Ray’Shun.
“Yeah, that’s my li’l nigga right there,” I responded. I was sitting in the chair next to my mini me.
“His little ass gonna have mad hos. Bitches gon’ have a fit over those green ass eyes and shit,” my barber cosigned. I just laughed.
“Like father, like son,” was all I said.
“Nigga, Shan got that ass on lock. Now back in the days, yeah, but wifey put a stop to all that shit quick, fast, and in a hurry,” Jermaine’s crazy ass said. I just laughed.
“Yeah, y’all been through a lot. I’m just glad somebody tamed yo’ li’l wild ass up. Ain’t no telling where you would be if it wasn’t for her,” one of the older cats said. I’d been knowing him for years. I even used to serve him when he was strung out on crack a few years back.
Before I met Shan I was heavy in the streets, running around getting money like I didn’t have a care in the world. I mean, I was smoking niggas left from right if they got in my way; and bitches didn’t stand a chance with me. Relationships had never really been my thing. That was until I laid eyes on Shaniqua that night at the strip club. I fell in love right then and there. I used to mess around on her from time to time but nobody’s perfect and I can honestly say I’d cooled down a lot.
“Both of y’all asses crazy as fuck. So y’all a perfect match,” said Jermaine, bringing me out my thoughts. I just laughed because that was indeed the truth.