Filthy Wicked Games

by Lili Valente

  She closed her eyes, imagining him in front of a monitor, watching her touch herself and losing the battle against coming to join her. His cock would be hard, hot, straining the zipper of his pants and his balls aching with the need for release. Or maybe he would already have his cock in hand, jerking himself while he watched her writhe on her cot, quickly realizing that fucking his own hand wasn’t going to be enough.

  “I hate you.” She transferred her attention to her other breast. “But I want you again. I want to fuck you until we’re both bruised. I want you to take me so hard I won’t be able to walk tomorrow. Wouldn’t you like that, baby? To fuck me that hard?”

  Harley’s fingers moved faster between her legs, even as her orgasm moved out of reach. She wanted Clay to think she was on the verge of coming, to believe she was incapable of making any sudden movements.

  And then the second he opened that door, she would be up and out.

  She moaned and arched her back, panting as she plucked harder at her nipple, putting on a good show as she slit her eyes and checked the position of her untouched lunch tray. It was still right beside the door. It didn’t weigh much, but if she brought it down on Clay’s head with all her strength, it might be enough to disorient him long enough for her to shut the door, locking him inside his own prison.

  And then she would leave him here. Leave him to starve to death while she made her way back to Jasper.

  The thought was so sweet that her womb tightened again, but she pushed the sensation away. She needed release of a different kind right now, and Clay was about to give it to her.

  She heard footsteps outside the door and then soft beeping as he punched numbers into the pad on the door. She fought to keep up her pretense until the perfect moment.

  She bit her lip, plunging her fingers in and out of her dripping channel as her muscles tensed, preparing to run like hell the second she saw a glimpse of the outside world.

  In three, two…

  Chapter Four

  Clay

  Clay’s cock had been hard as a fucking rock the moment Harley slipped her hands up to cup her breasts through her tee shirt, but she was a fool if she thought it would be this easy to get him to drop his guard.

  He wasn’t a goddamned teenager at the mercy of his own hormones and he’d already lost too much time.

  They’d been on the island two weeks. He was burning through his two-month sabbatical far too quickly for comfort. Meanwhile, Harley had lost five pounds she couldn’t afford to lose, and he was no closer to finding out where Jasper was than when they’d started. He’d seen terrorists break faster than this, under very similar sensory exhaustion techniques. It was time to stop fucking around and prove to this stubborn bitch that there would be no escape until she gave him what he needed.

  Taser in hand, Clay opened the cell door and stepped inside¸ his lips twisting in a hard smile as Harley vaulted off the bed and sprinted toward him.

  She made it three steps before he fired. The probes connected with her chest and she went rigid as she rocked back on her heels, her body toppling toward the floor. But as she fell, her right arm swept up and out, severing the current. She hit the ground and was back on her feet a second later, dodging around him to the right and lunging for the door.

  Even as he grabbed her from behind, pinning her arms to her body and spinning them both back inside the cell, a spark of admiration flickered to life inside of him. No matter how crazy she made him, her will power was completely fucking impressive.

  “Where did you learn that?” he asked, grunting as she thrashed in his arms, her heel connecting with his shin with enough force to bruise.

  “Let me go,” she snarled, writhing like a serpent, getting closer to squirming free than he would like to admit.

  She hadn’t been eating much, but she had been steadily increasing the number of push-ups and sit-ups she completed every few hours. At this rate, she was going to leave her cell in better shape than when she went in.

  He tossed her back onto the cot. “Seriously, I want to know where you learned to overpower fifty thousand volts of electricity.”

  “Mind over matter,” she said, her eyes darting between him and the open cell door behind him. “I meditate. A lot. You should try it. Maybe then you wouldn’t be such a psychopath.”

  “Takes one to know one.”

  Her lips peeled away from her teeth. “I hope you shit yourself to death.”

  Unexpectedly, laughter rose in his chest, but he smothered it with a rough clearing of his throat.

  “Noted.” He tensed, ready to lunge for her if she made another break for the door, but she only hugged her knees to her chest and glared up at him, apparently realizing that escape wasn’t going to happen today.

  But who knew about tomorrow?

  If she could retain her sanity for two weeks of sensory deprivation and overload and shrug off a law enforcement grade Taser like she was swatting flies, who knew what else she was capable of. They might still be here six weeks from now when his leave ran out.

  At the conclusion of his sabbatical, Clay was set to rejoin the task force taking down Marlowe Reynolds. No matter how little he cared about his job these days—living in the shadows had started to lose its appeal around the same time he’d learned that he had a son and something worth living for—Clay wanted to remain a part of that operation.

  Marlowe was a disease set loose upon the earth. From the day Clay had walked into a warehouse in Rome and seen ten men hanging upside down from the fifty-foot ceiling, their intestines spilling out to form ropes of gore that trailed to the dirt below, he’d promised himself he would see Marlowe behind bars. He didn’t want to retire before that happened, and he didn’t want to raise his son in a world with Marlowe loose in it.

  Especially considering there was a chance Marlowe might decide Jasper fell under his “protection.”

  Reynolds had very firm opinions on family. Once someone signed on with the Raposa cartel, they were a part of that family and owed Marlowe complete loyalty for the rest of their lives. In exchange, he made sure anyone who threatened them or theirs was dealt with swiftly and efficiently.

  Clay didn’t want to wake up one night to find Marlowe standing over his bed, ready to exact retribution for taking Harley’s son away from her. Even if she had been telling the truth about concealing Jasper’s existence from her boss in the past, he didn’t put it past her to send Marlowe to fetch Jasper back into the fold. Considering how she felt about Clay, she might very well decide Jasper was better off with a drug lord for a father figure.

  That’s why you have to make sure Marlowe goes down and Harley believes she’ll end up behind bars if she ever so much as sets foot on U.S. soil, let alone tries to contact Jasper.

  Yes, that’s exactly what he had to do. Thank you, inner voice.

  But neither of those fucking things was going to happen until he knew where Jasper was.

  “Tell me where you sent Jasper and this ends now,” he said, but he could hear the hopelessness in his own voice. She wasn’t going to tell him, at least not now, so soon after getting a reaction out of him for the first time in weeks.

  “Sure.” She smiled. “Right after you cut off your balls and shove them up your ass.”

  Clay arched a wry brow. “I don’t remember you having such a filthy mouth.”

  “Well, I didn’t hate your guts the last time I knew you.” She hugged her knees closer to her chest, her smile transforming into a sneer. “Loathing brings out the crasser side of my nature.”

  But you still want to fuck me.

  That hadn’t been a lie. He’d heard the truth in her words, in the hunger in her voice. She wanted more.

  He wanted more, too. His dreams for the past two weeks had been nothing but non-stop filth. He’d had Dream Harley every dirty way he’d ever imagined fucking a woman, and a few twisted ways his subconscious had coughed up in the dead of the night, and woke up each morning sporting wood for a woman he hated. Aside from Jasper
, wanting to get naked and fuck the hell out of each other was the only thing he and Harley had in common.

  And Marlowe.

  Between the three of those things, you should be able to get what you need from her.

  Play to your common ground and show you’ve got the negotiating skills of a new hire, for God’s sake.

  “Get up,” he said, motioning toward the door. “We’re going to go for a walk.”

  Her eyebrows lifted. “A walk.”

  “I found socks and shoes for you in one of the storage rooms. We can grab those and my canteen on our way out.”

  “Where are we walking?” she asked, toes curling into the sheets. “And why?”

  “The shoes might be a little big, but it will be better than going barefoot,” he continued, ignoring her questions.

  He wasn’t sure where they were going just yet, but the why would soon be apparent.

  Sensory deprivation hadn’t gotten the job done. It was time to see what a little good old-fashioned exhaustion could do. He would walk Harley until she dropped and then he would remind her of all the things they had in common, all the ways he could make her life better if she agreed to play by his rules.

  He hadn’t intended to touch her again, but if it took intimate contact to chip away at her resistance, it was a sacrifice he and his raging erection were willing to make.

  Chapter Five

  Harley

  The outside world was a revelation.

  Harley had never been so grateful to feel a breeze stirring her hair or the sun on her skin. She didn’t even care that she was likely going to burn without sunscreen if they were out for longer than an hour or two. All she wanted to do was lie down in the grass, spread her arms and legs like a starfish, suck the sea air deep into her lungs, and soak in the healing power of sunshine—the opposite of the glaring fluorescents that had sucked the life out of her inside her cell.

  Instead, she marched sedately along in front of Clay, keeping her expression neutral and her joy at being let out of her cage to herself. She would not share her emotions with him, she would not show weakness or vulnerability, and she would not give any sign that she was ready to run at the first sign of a break in his focus.

  Though he undoubtedly knew that. He’d come into her cell with a Taser, for God’s sake. He still had the weapon in hand and aimed between her shoulder blades, obviously having realized that she wouldn’t be able to sever the current’s connection if he shot her from behind.

  She couldn’t believe she’d overcome the nervous system overload the first time around. She’d just been so angry and so focused on getting out and getting to Jasper that somehow she’d convinced her arm to move.

  Time was growing short.

  Marlowe’s men would be showing up at her bungalow by the beach soon. She had to make sure she had safely disposed of every trace of Jasper’s existence before they arrived. Even if she couldn’t have the sculptures ready, at the very least, she had to make sure there was nothing left at the house to lead them to her son.

  Considering Clay seemed determined to keep her here indefinitely, it looked like there was only one way that was going to happen.

  “You have to go back to my house on Ko Tao,” she said as they started down the dirt trail leading into the rainforest. “I was supposed to ship my next batch of statues last Friday. If they don’t arrive at their destinations by the tenth, Marlowe will send a team to find out why. You have to make sure Jasper’s room is empty and all signs that he was ever at the house are gone before they get there.”

  “So you really have kept Jasper a secret,” Clay said, his voice as calm and unmoved as it had been since the moment he appeared in her cell.

  If she hadn’t seen the telltale bulge at the front of his shorts, she would have believed he’d been indifferent to her little show.

  But she had seen it. He still wanted her and she intended to use that weakness against him at the first opportunity. She just had to make sure she kept her own weakness for him under lock and key. Focusing on Jasper was the best way to do that.

  “Yes. I told you, nothing is more important to me than Jasper. His safety and happiness are my first priority.”

  Clay grunted softly. “If that were true, you would have warned me that I needed to take care of clean up before now. At this point, there’s no way I could get to your house before Marlowe’s people. It’s already the sixteenth.”

  Harley spun to face him, staggering to a stop in the middle of the trail as her blood ran cold. “What?”

  “Today is June sixteenth,” he repeated, his eyes flat, unreadable. “You were in the cell for two weeks.”

  Her jaw dropped.

  She couldn’t help herself. She had estimated a week at the very most.

  No. She shook her head slowly back and forth. There was no way she’d lost two weeks of her life. It couldn’t have been that long.

  “You’re lying,” she said, fresh anger surging hotly inside her chest. “You’re lying to get me to tell you where Jasper is.”

  “I’m not lying. See for yourself.” He reached for the strap of his watch. When it slipped free, he tossed it to her, keeping the stun gun aimed at her chest as he moved.

  She caught the black band and twisted it in her fingers, glancing down to see the display insisting it was ten fifteen in the morning on June sixteenth.

  Her mouth went dry, terror and rage fighting for supremacy. “You could have rigged this,” she said, but the accusation sounded far-fetched, even to her own ears.

  “I could have, but I didn’t.” He shifted closer. “Which means that Marlowe either already knows that you’re missing or he will know very soon. And he will also know that you have a son you’ve been hiding from him.”

  He paused, giving that miserable knowledge a moment to sink in.

  As if she needed it. She’d had nightmares about Marlowe discovering Jasper’s existence for years.

  “Understanding Marlowe the way I do,” he continued in that infuriatingly calm voice, “I’m sure he’ll begin searching for both of you immediately. You’re going to be hard to find. Jasper…” His head tilted to one side and then the other. “Maybe not so hard, not for someone with the web of connections your boss has.”

  Harley swallowed, forcing her saliva down her throat. The muscles there had stopped hurting several days ago—maybe a week ago, she realized, her head spinning as the time she’d lost hit her all over again—but the flesh suddenly felt bruised again.

  She had fucked up. Clay was right. She should have told him about the need for cleanup sooner. Maybe he would have listened. He seemed to want Jasper safe, even if he was going about it all wrong.

  “It’s okay,” he said, his voice gentler than it had been since they arrived on the island. “You held up better in there than anyone I’ve ever seen, but the cell fucks with your head. It’s no wonder you weren’t thinking straight.”

  Her eyes squeezed shut. His kindness hurt more than his anger, but he probably knew that, too.

  He was clearly no newbie to any of this sick, twisted shit.

  “What are you?” She forced her eyes open, fighting the panic and fear swelling inside her. “The DEA doesn’t have secret prisons in the middle of the Gulf of Thailand. And not even the FBI is this fucked up. So I’m guessing, what—CIA?”

  He inclined his head. It wasn’t an answer, but it was close enough.

  So he was CIA. Or at least he used to be. She couldn’t imagine even the CIA condoning an agent kidnapping and imprisoning his former fiancée. And if they had, they would want information on Marlowe, not Jasper.

  “But they don’t know you’re here,” she said, crossing her arms at her chest. “Have you gone rogue, Clay? That’s what they call it, right? When an operative cracks and goes off the rails.”

  “Why would you think that?” he asked, his lips curving.

  “If you weren’t off the rails, we wouldn’t be the only ones on the island, and the furniture in the cottage and th
e counters in the pharmacy wouldn’t have been covered with dust,” she said, determined to banish his cocky grin. “You’re here without permission, using a government facility to carry out a personal vendetta. If your superiors or your former boss or whoever finds out, I can’t imagine that will go well for you.”

  “You’re part of a case I’ve been working on for a long time,” he said, his voice still calm. “And I have the liberty to carry out investigations the way I see fit.”

  His smile soured at the edges. “It’s ironic really. I’ve been close to learning you were alive for so many years. Even if I hadn’t been keeping an eye on Jackson and he hadn’t found your sister, our paths would have crossed sooner or later. Probably sooner now that my team is closing in on the cartel.”

  “Guess we were meant to be,” Harley said through gritted teeth.

  “All of Marlowe’s people will be spending the rest of their lives in prison,” he said, his gaze shifting pointedly over her shoulder, toward the main building and the cell he’d used to torture her. “All that remains to be seen is if you’ll end up in a place like this or back in the States where you’ll have access to a lawyer and at least a shot in hell of seeing freedom before you’re too old to enjoy it.”

  She narrowed her eyes, searching his face. “Were you always this good at lying? Was I just too naïve to see it when we were younger?”

  “Naïve isn’t a word I would use to describe you at any age,” he said dryly. “And I’m not lying.”

  He paused, something she couldn’t read flickering in his eyes. “But I do feel bad for what happened between us that first day. That was never part of the plan. And you’re right, my superiors wouldn’t be happy to learn I fucked a woman I’m supposed to be interrogating.”

  He let the Taser drop slowly to his side. “Because of that, I’m willing to offer you a deal.”

  A deal. Another deal with another devil.

  She was never going to escape them. She was doomed to spend her life passing out of one fire and into the next, descending through the levels of hell, meeting the men who were its masters.