by Peter Corris
‘I think so. A special quality. I’ve heard people say Cate Blanchett had it at NIDA.’
She nodded. ‘She did, in spades. Jason had another aspect of the quality that’s very important—an ability, sort of subliminal, to appeal to both sexes. He wasn’t bisexual as far as I know, but there was something androgynous about him.’
‘Like Elvis.’
‘Before my time. Then he had an accident of some kind. He never said exactly what it was. I suspected a motorcycle accident.’
‘Like Bob Dylan.’
She drained her glass and pushed it towards me. ‘I’m not sure you’re being serious.’
I got up. ‘I am serious, Ms March, but I’m not much concerned about Clement’s history. I just want to find him and I’ll invest in another drink but my patience is running out.’
She didn’t like it, but she didn’t gather her things and leave. Probably holding on for a good exit line. The bar was crowded and I had to wait to be served. I kept an eye on her. She took a mobile phone from her bag and made a call. Hard to interpret that. I returned with the drinks.
‘Thank you.’
‘Take your time with the drink. I’m interested in why Clement left your school,’ I said. ‘I’d like to hear about the firearm incident.’
She was mollified and gave me a practised smile. ‘Jason had all sorts of problems with his mobility and his appearance—even with his voice—but he was very brave about it. In his teaching he tended to take things to extremes.’
‘For example?’
‘He was a great one for things like Russian roulette. He pushed the students to the limits of their physical and emotional capacity. That was a good thing in a way, it sorted out the sheep from the goats.’
‘Chloe Monkhurst?’
She worked on her drink, bleeding the moment for all it was worth. ‘She couldn’t stand the pace. She became a sort of acolyte, an assistant, rather than a student. Jason was a great one for reality and he went too far. He was demonstrating a shooting scene and he put live ammunition in the gun.’
‘Pistol or rifle or shotgun?’
‘Does it matter?’
‘Maybe.’
‘Pistol. A student was wounded. Only very slightly but he made a complaint. The police were involved.’
‘They would be. What happened?’
‘There were no charges laid. The student withdrew his complaint. I suspect Jason intimidated him. I haven’t seen Jason since then.’
‘It didn’t make the papers.’
‘We were lucky. A very big news story broke just at that time. I forget what it was, but it blotted out the . . . incident.’
‘How long ago did all this happen?’
She’d finished her drink. She didn’t eat the olives. She reached into her bag and took out a small notebook with a reproduction of the Penguin edition of Wuthering Heights as its cover and leafed through it.
‘A few months ago.’
Around the time Bobby Forrest took up with Jane Devereaux and things began to look rosy.
‘Where is he?’
She shrugged. ‘All I can tell you is where he was then.’
Kylie March told me that Clement had a farm at Picton.
‘A farm?’
‘Well, some land at least. I don’t know how much. He’s not poor, you know. He got a payout after his accident. I remember him saying that Mel Gibson and Russell Crowe had farms, so why shouldn’t he have one. He was being ironic, of course. He’s very bitter about what happened to him. He was only part-time with us, you understand. I don’t think he needed the money, which wasn’t much.’
‘What’s the address?’
She consulted the notebook. ‘Lot 12, Salisbury Road, Picton, but, as I say, that was when he first came to me for a position. That was some time ago.’
‘It’s a starting point. Thank you. What kind of car does he drive?’
‘The questions you ask. I don’t know about cars. Quite a big one. I remember that he had it modified to enable him to cope with his disability.’
‘What colour?’
‘Let me think. I only saw it once or twice. It was white, I believe, and dusty, I assume from driving from Picton. You will consider the school, won’t you? I have been cooperative, haven’t I?’
It was the middle of the afternoon but we were well into daylight saving and there’d be light for quite a few hours yet. I drove home, changed into my version of country clothes—jeans, T-shirt, boots, denim jacket—hunted out a map of the area to the west of Sydney and put the .38 in the pocket of the jacket. Picton was eighty kilometres away. It wasn’t going to be a comfortable drive—commuter traffic for most of the way and into the setting sun at the end.
There wasn’t any concrete evidence against Clement but he had the motive, the means (he was evidently familiar with guns) and the opportunity. I was putting it together in my head as I drove. Chloe Monkhurst could have told Clement that her father was dealing with Bobby Forrest. Monkhurst told his daughter things he shouldn’t have about Forrest’s state of mind. Chloe passes these things on to Clement—details of the car, movements, habits. Embittered anyway, Clement sees Forrest pulling his life together and kills him. From tracking him in his last days, Clement knows that Forrest has hired me and sends me a text message after he’s killed Forrest.
It hung together pretty well. Clement tells Chloe about me and she freaks when she sees that I’ve progressed to contacting her father. What’s her next move? Most likely to get this very bad news to Clement. What’s his likely reaction? Anybody’s guess.
I stopped for petrol and was slowed down by a rainstorm that swept in to the south-west and made the road slippery so that traffic speed dropped to a crawl. A few kilometres of that and the rain eased off and most of the traffic took the road to Campbelltown. I activated the GPS and found my way to Salisbury Road. The lot numbers were clearly marked.
I drove slowly with things to worry about. Chloe had had plenty of time to alert Clement. She’d have guessed that the old Falcon parked near her father’s place was mine. She’d have told Clement and he’d had time to do what? Run? Stand and fight? He was armed and he knew this territory the way I knew Glebe Point Road. Farmers have rifles and shotguns. I had a pistol with an effective range of not much more than fifteen metres.
It always amazes me how few animals there are in Australian paddocks. The drought was well and truly over and the land was green but there still weren’t many sheep or cows in sight. But what do I know? Maybe they were off being shorn or slaughtered.
The Salisbury Road blocks appeared to be large, ten hectares or so. Did that suggest they were hobby farms, genuine concerns or tax dodges? Again, I didn’t know. A few had no visible buildings, others had buildings at a distance from the road. Some of the buildings were screened off by trees.
I was moving slowly past Lot 10 when I heard the roar of a powerful engine. A big, dirty 4WD with a massive bull bar came hurtling at me from a track on the right. I accelerated and swerved but it hit the rear passenger door and spun me around. The seatbelt saved me, but I was jerked this way and that before the car came to a halt.
The 4WD was stopped where it had hit me. The driver’s door opened and a tallish, slim young man got out. Jason Clement limped badly and his body was oddly twisted. He stood staring at me before he approached cautiously. A pistol hung from a lanyard around his neck. I tried to release the seatbelt to reach the gun in the glove compartment but it had jammed and I was strapped in tight. He saw that and didn’t touch the pistol. He tried to open my door but it wouldn’t give.
He made a winding motion and I lowered the window. It only came down halfway.
His voice was pleasant. ‘You all right, Mr Hardy?’
I nodded.
He smiled. An actor’s smile—full of warmth and work with the eyes. ‘Good. I’ve got nothing against you.’
A strong whiff of alcohol came from him.
‘I’m glad of that,’ I said. ‘How about help
ing me release this seatbelt.’
He shook his head. ‘I don’t think so. It’s over now.’
‘What is?’
He sighed and I could smell the rum. ‘Everything.’
He was looking straight at me but I wasn’t sure he was seeing me. I’d seen that fixed look before on the faces of people who didn’t care what happened to them.
‘It doesn’t have to be like that.’
‘Yes it does. Do you go to the movies, Mr Hardy?’
Keep him talking, I thought. ‘Yes.’
‘I feel . . . I feel as if I’ve been in a movie for a long time. Ever since Bobby . . .’
‘It’s not a movie. It’s real. You need help, Jason.’
He was leaning against the car because he was drunk and because his body had betrayed him. ‘It’s not real,’ he said. ‘Nothing is real.’
He turned, stumbled. Almost fell and laughed as he regained his balance. He walked back to the 4WD. He turned and said something I couldn’t hear. I’m no lip reader but I think he said two words—‘the end’.
He climbed in awkwardly, one hand lifting his right leg, and made a series of movements to allow him to work the controls. He started the motor and drove off in the direction of his farm.
I was aching down my right side and my left arm and shoulder were numb. It took twenty minutes to restore the feeling, then it hurt and it was a centimetre by centimetre process to dig into my jeans pocket for my Swiss army knife. I sawed through the seatbelt and scrambled painfully across to the passenger door and out of the car. When I decided I could walk I got the gun from the glove box and limped in the direction Jason had taken.
Lot 12 provided an open view down a straight dirt and gravel road to a small farmhouse and a large shed. I headed for a point where a clump of trees fringed the property and I could see across flat, open ground to the buildings. The sky had cleared and the light was holding. There were three vehicles parked nearby—one white car, one red and the dusty 4WD.
There was a cool breeze. I struggled into my jacket and checked the pistol. There was no cover of any kind between the fence and buildings. With difficulty I parted the strands of barbed wire and stepped through. I felt very exposed as I walked across the rough ground, stopping from time to time to check for movement ahead. Nothing. A hundred metres from the house a drainage ditch I couldn’t see from the road ran across the paddock. A little beyond that was a long, flat strip of land about twenty metres wide and running for at least a hundred metres to the south. Wheel marks showed on the closely mown grass. A runway of some kind.
I moved on until I reached the cars. The VW was old and rusty. I glanced inside and saw the same kind of chaos as in Chloe Monkhurst’s bedroom. The white Commodore was dusty but well maintained. The driver’s position was fitted with a hand throttle and a device to help with using the pedals. Same with the 4WD. There was a red paint smudge on the passenger-side bumper bar of the Commodore.
I moved cautiously towards the house. It was an old-style farmhouse, double-fronted with a tin roof and a bullnose verandah supported by sturdy posts. The roof was steeply pitched with two windows. There was no garden or ornamentation of any kind, but the porch and the surrounding area were tidy and swept clean. The front door was standing open but I worked my way around, crouching low as I passed the side windows with the pistol in my hand. No sounds from inside except something being rattled by the breeze.
The shed was several metres off to the right with a stand of paperbark trees affording it some shade. It faced the long runway. It had a skylight but no windows. Its double doors were open and a ride-on lawnmower stood just outside them. I approached it carefully. There was just enough light from the skylight to see a workbench, various bits of equipment and fuel drums inside, all in neat order. Nothing else.
I put the gun in my pocket and approached the back of the house. There was a lean-to with an ancient washing machine and a double cement tub. What used to be called a washhouse. Split wood was stacked in a box beside the back door. I went into the house; everything was clean and tidy and the door moved smoothly on oiled hinges. The kitchen was old style, with a linoleum floor, wood-burning stove, chip hot-water heater, a kerosene refrigerator and an enamel sink. An empty glass sat in the sink. I sniffed it. Rum.
I moved through the house, inspecting the two bedrooms and the sitting room. The bedrooms held double beds and old wardrobes and chests of drawers. The only signs of modernity were in the sitting room, where there was a home entertainment unit with a massive screen and shelves full of DVDs. Two large bookshelves were crammed with books, mostly to do with stage and screen. There were a few on gymnastics and diving. An old-fashioned drinks tray stood on a sideboard. It contained half-full bottles of dry sherry, brandy and whisky; the bottle of Bundaberg rum was empty.
The old house creaked around me and the rattling I’d heard from outside was louder and coming from upstairs, joined now with another noise. I paused and waited until I’d distinguished the two sounds: a blind flapping and human sobbing. With my stiff right leg protesting, I struggled up the narrow staircase and into the small room on the right of the landing.
Chloe Monkhurst sat on an upturned tea chest by the window. She was racked by sobs as she stared out the window.
‘Chloe,’ I said.
She turned towards me and a pistol in her shaking hand came up pointed straight at my chest.
I stopped in the doorway and leaned against the jamb.
‘Put it down, Chloe.’
‘I’ll shoot you.’
‘No you won’t. The gun’s too heavy. You can hardly hold it.’
She tried to hold the pistol steady with her other hand but her eyes were blurred by tears and she fumbled. I got to her in two strides and wrenched the gun away, exerting the minimum amount of force. It was a Glock automatic, fully loaded and quite weighty. I put it on the floor out of her reach and stood beside her. She’d stopped crying but her shoulders had slumped forward making her look small and vulnerable.
‘Where’s Jason, Chloe?’ I said.
She didn’t answer for what seemed like minutes but was probably only seconds. There was something so tragic in her manner that time seemed distorted. The window was open and the light was fading fast.
‘You’ll never catch him.’
‘Why not? I’ve got this far.’
‘Yes. I shouldn’t have told him about you.’
I squatted beside her. ‘You told him all about your father and Bobby Forrest, didn’t you?’
Her eyes drifted down to a set of photographs she’d spread out on the floor in front of her. I’d noticed them when I’d put the gun down but now I bent to take a closer look. There were twelve, arranged in a semicircle. Jason Clement was the subject: Jason at the beach, Jason aiming a pistol, Jason in company with people I didn’t recognise, and four or five of Jason with Chloe. In one he was kissing her tattooed arm, in others they were smiling together at the camera or at each other. In one he was on crutches. It struck me how young he looked and how fresh and open his smile was. In the group photo several of the others were turned towards him and their looks were admiring. Youth, good looks and charisma—a powerful combination.
Chloe moved her feet and destroyed the pattern of the photos. She reached down and flicked some of them over, the ones in which they were together and glowing. She sniffed and knuckled her eyes. I had some tissues in a pocket of my jacket and I gave them to her. She wiped her face and dropped the tissues on the floor as she’d done a thousand times before.
‘I love him.’
‘I understand that. So when Jason found out all about Bobby and how he was happy and everything, he couldn’t stand it and he killed him.’
‘He’d had his life ruined. He had the right.’
‘No, he didn’t.’
‘He used to be so good-looking and he could do everything and now he can’t even . . .’
‘He’s got some sort of plane, hasn’t he?’
She nodded.
‘An ultra-light.’
‘Where’s he going?’
‘Nowhere.’
‘You’re not making sense. I’m not trying to destroy him. Maybe it was an accident. It doesn’t have to be the end of his life.’
She shook her head and seemed unable to speak. Then she pointed to the pistol. ‘I told him to throw it away but he wouldn’t.’
‘What happened when you told him I’d been talking to your father?’
‘He said he knew you’d catch up with him sooner or later. You or the police. He said he didn’t care. He didn’t care that I loved him. He didn’t believe me.’
‘That’s hard.’
‘He gave me a test. He said if I loved him I should go with him in the plane. I wanted to but I was too scared. I couldn’t do it. So he laughed and said it couldn’t be much of a love.’
‘Why were you scared? Had you ever been in the plane before?’
‘Yes, of course. You don’t understand. He drank nearly a whole bottle of rum and he left the gun so you or the police would be able to prove what he’d done. He got the plane out of the shed. He said he had enough fuel for an hour’s flying and that he planned to be a thousand feet up when it ran out.’
‘How long ago was that?’
‘I don’t know. It feels like a long time. I didn’t have the guts to go with him. He said I’d see him come down and be able to say goodbye.’
She started crying again as a distant buzzing sound grew louder and closer.
I retrieved the Glock and went downstairs and outside to stand at the top of the runway. I knew nothing at all about ultra-lights. Could they glide when the fuel ran out or did they drop like a stone? Was Clement serious about suicide, or would he change his mind or lose his nerve and land safely?
The sky was dark now but as the buzzing noise drew closer and became louder I could see a moving light high above. How high I had no idea—five hundred feet, a thousand feet? High enough anyway not to want to fall from. I looked back at the house and saw Chloe standing at the window watching the moving light.