by Brenda Novak
Claire was already inside. Hopefully she’d managed to get hold of Myles or someone else who’d be able to help. Now that Ink was the only one who had a gun, they wouldn’t survive for long.
“Leanne’s okay. She’s fine,” she assured her friend as she hurried into the house. She didn’t know how much of a chance they had, but she promised herself and God that she wasn’t going down without one heck of a fight. Her children were in New York. She planned on seeing them again. And there was no way she’d let Virgil’s sacrifice be in vain.
She shut the front door just as he began to run in earnest. He rammed it a second later. She yelped at the noise and so did Claire, who stood at the kitchen sink holding a butcher knife while talking on the phone.
After turning the lock, Vivian started pulling the furniture in front of it.
“Open up!” he yelled. “Open up right now or I swear I’ll go back and put a bullet in her head.”
Leanne… Vivian froze. He wasn’t going to force his way in. He didn’t have to.
“He’s going to do it this time. He’s going to kill her!” Claire was still trying to verify basic information with the 9-1-1 operator. She’d given her name twice, her address three times because she was so nervous she couldn’t get it straight, and screamed that they needed help now. But she’d heard what Ink said despite all that, knew he meant it. And so did Vivian.
Leanne was stuck out there in her wheelchair.
She couldn’t even run.
30
Myles had sent every deputy in the area to Claire’s house. Two had already arrived. When he drove up, he could see their squad cars parked haphazardly, red and blue lights flashing. He could also see a white Dodge Ram that had crashed into the old Pineview Park restrooms. His headlights landed directly on it, showed him the window that’d been shot numerous times.
But that was it.
Where was everybody?
After driving like a madman to get here, for one foreboding second he didn’t even want to get out. He was too afraid of what he might find. He’d lost Amber Rose three years ago, had spent more than a thousand days trying to figure out how to make sense of his life again. And now that he’d moved on, found Vivian and wanted another chance at everything he’d once had, this…
Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath and got out. The house stood open, the light from within falling on two deep ruts in the yard, suggesting a vehicle had recently driven right up to the front door.
He heard crying…?.
Something cold and hard filled him as he approached that sound because he knew in his heart it wasn’t Vivian.
Deputy Campbell glanced up when he crossed the threshold. He was on his radio, calling for an ambulance. A scratched-up Claire leaned on the table. She was the one in tears. Leanne sat, dry-eyed, in her wheelchair, which was smashed on one side, looking a little dazed. Vivian was gone.
“Where is she?” Myles asked.
“He dragged her into the woods,” Campbell replied. “Peterson’s gone after them, but…” He shook his head and let it go at that.
He didn’t need to finish. Myles understood what he meant. He didn’t think they’d find her alive.
Vivian fell several times as Ink pushed her through the trees. It was too dark to see much more than vague outlines. When she walked out of the house to save Leanne and he didn’t shoot her instantly, she’d hoped she might have the chance to escape him. He wasn’t the same man who’d shown up in her living room four years ago. This Ink was handicapped and in obvious pain. But he was still freakishly strong. And he was even more ruthless and determined.
“What is it…you want from me?” Occasionally a glimmer of moonlight streamed through the trees to illuminate a portion of his face or body, but she felt his presence more than she saw it. He had an iron grip on her shirt and was half shoving, half dragging her along with him.
“I want to make you pay. I want to make you all pay.”
She stumbled while trying to look at him, and he kicked her. Fortunately, he was too close to land a solid blow. Her leg hurt despite that, but she refused to whimper or groan. Her pain and misery was what he wanted. She was pretty sure he’d put his gun in his waistband. It was close at hand, should he need it, but he didn’t want to go that route. Making her death quick and easy wouldn’t be enjoyable enough for him.
He wanted to relish the process.
“You’re going back…to prison,” she said. “I hope…you know that.” She was trying to engage him, to stall him so the police could catch up, but he kept moving.
“They won’t take me alive.”
She listened for other sounds in the forest. Far off, she heard sirens. Myles was coming to her rescue, but how would he ever find her in time? There was too much land out here, and it was so dark.
“That’s your out?” She prayed to catch a glimpse of a flashlight beam shining through the trees, proving that there were other deputies looking for her—deputies who were closer. But the immediate area remained dark and damp and quiet, except for the sounds of their own labored breathing.
Ink didn’t answer.
“You’re going to—” her leg burned from where he’d kicked her, making it difficult to walk “—to let them shoot you? Or…shoot yourself? Because even if you kill me…you won’t get out of this.”
Nothing.
“And Horse is dead,” she said.
He stopped. “What’d you say?”
“He’s dead. Virgil killed him.” She didn’t admit that The Crew might’ve killed Virgil, too. She didn’t want to face that possibility, was still hoping it wasn’t true.
“You’re lying!” He clubbed her on the side of the head with his gun and nearly dropped her in her tracks. Her knees buckled as stars exploded onto her vision. But she shook off the pain.
“No. You can…” She blinked, trying to remain alert. “You can check. It happened…last night.”
“Then he’s dead, too.”
Her ears were ringing when he hit her again. Apparently his desire for violence and punishment was overtaking his fear of discovery. Or he felt they’d come far enough. If he was going to stop somewhere, she preferred he do it closer to the houses, anyway. Maybe it would give Myles a better chance of catching up, of finding her.
If only she could survive the onslaught…
“Virgil will be sorry,” he ground out.
The next blow split her lip. Blood flowed into her mouth, tinny in taste. He was really letting go now, planning to beat her to death right here. There was always the possibility that he’d shoot her, but she didn’t think he’d resort to that unless he was forced to. This was far more personal, far more satisfying to him.
Briefly, she remembered Pat and the rage that’d been expended on him. That was what Ink had in store for her, if she let it happen.
“You bitch! Look at what you and your brother have done!” he growled. “You’ve ruined my life.”
She would’ve responded that it’d been ruined long before she ever came along, that she hadn’t involved herself in his world at all and never would have. But she knew he wouldn’t understand that. He’d never been rational enough to accept responsibility for his own problems. She couldn’t speak, anyway. He pummeled her with his fists, again and again until one monstrous blow sent her sprawling on the ground.
For a moment, paralyzed by pain, she felt certain he’d broken her jaw. She whimpered for Myles, but he wasn’t coming. It didn’t matter what damage Ink had already done to her, she had to stand up and fight on her own—or die. And this was the first time since he’d dragged her away from Claire’s that he’d actually let go of her.
Staggering to her feet, she tried to run. If she could get away, hide in the trees… She had to stop the blows somehow, couldn’t sustain many more. But her legs wouldn’t carry her quickly enough. He grabbed hold of her shirt.
When he started kicking her, she couldn’t help crying out. She tried to kick and hit him back, but she felt completely
defenseless. He was like a vicious animal bent on tearing her apart. He felt nothing, heard nothing, cared for nothing except her demise.
Her only chance was to slip in close and get the gun.
“You won’t…win!” She wanted to show him that she could still talk, that she could still function. He hadn’t bested her yet. But her voice sounded so odd. It echoed through the forest. Or maybe it only echoed through her head. Had she said anything at all?
His hands found her throat, and he began to shake her. “I hate you!” he cried, muscles bulging beneath the short sleeves of his T-shirt. “I hate you and your brother. And I’m going to kill you both!”
He sounded like a child, she realized distantly. He was a child, emotionally. Almost everyone else matured as they grew older, but Ink had been stuck in the tantrum-throwing toddler stage for all of his thirty-something years. She wanted to laugh at this, to laugh at him. She would have if she could draw breath, but he was choking her, and he seemed to have more upper body strength than she would’ve believed possible.
She surprised him by going limp before he expected it, and that forced him to catch her if he wanted to keep them both from falling.
He instinctively tried to do just that and twisted something in his back. She heard a pop as if a twig had snapped, but from his screech she thought it might be a bone.
“You…bitch!” he wheezed. His breathing was as strained as hers, but he’d landed on top of her and was still gripping her clothes.
He clearly had a high tolerance for pain, could function with it because he was accustomed to it, but his injured back also gave her an opportunity. She could wrestle him for the gun, she told herself, and was determined to try.
“You’re nothing!” she screamed back, and head-butted him in the nose.
She must’ve hit him just right because the blow stunned him. There was a pause during which he couldn’t seem to do anything. Then he released her clothes in order to wrap his hands around her neck again. He was going to kill her now; she could tell. She felt his fingers dig into her skin as he tried to get a good hold when she sank her teeth into his forearm.
The salty taste of his sweat hit her tongue as the rank odor of his body filled her nose. But when he screamed like a little girl, she clamped down even harder, hard enough to break the skin. Then it was his blood and not hers she tasted.
Sickened, she wanted to recoil in disgust, to vomit, but she locked her jaws and held fast.
Gasping, he tried to grab her by the hair so he could yank her head back, but his fingers slipped through her short locks and, for a brief moment, he had no hold whatsoever. That was when she felt the gun. She didn’t try pulling it from his pants. She knew he’d only take it away from her if she did. She barely had a second, just long enough to squeeze the trigger.
The blast seemed to ricochet off the trees and bounce back at them from the sky. He jerked, his scream a paroxysm of agony, and that was how she knew she’d hit whatever the gun had already been aimed at.
Judging from his position, she was pretty sure she’d just shot him in the balls.
The gunshot that gave Vivian and Ink’s position away turned Myles’s stomach. They weren’t far. Had Ink just killed her? Had he missed reaching her by that little?
Deputy Peterson, who’d gone into the woods ahead of him, beat him to the scene. When Myles came upon it, Peterson was standing over Ink, who lay prostrate on the ground. Peterson had his foot on Ink’s chest and his revolver pointed at his head.
“Kill me! Kill me, you bastard!” Ink screamed. “Pull the trigger.”
Peterson kept his flashlight pointed right into Ink’s eyes. “Sorry, buddy. I’m not like you. You’re going back to prison for the rest of your life.”
Myles took that in while using his own flashlight to scan the ground immediately surrounding them. He saw blood. Lots of it. Where was Vivian?
Then he found her. Although badly beaten, she’d managed to drag herself several feet away and sat shivering in stunned silence, watching the interplay between officer and felon as if she feared there might still be a chance that Ink could escape.
Afraid she was in shock, he lowered his flashlight and hurried over to her. “Hey, are you okay?” he asked as he knelt beside her. He prayed she wasn’t too badly hurt.
Her eyes shifted from Ink and locked with his. Then tears began to stream down her face.
“It’s over,” he said, and gathered her gently in his arms. “He’ll never be able to hurt you again.”
“What about—” she winced as she tried to speak “—Virgil?”
Myles couldn’t believe that was her first question. He’d never known a sister to care more about her brother. “He’s fine. He’s going to make it. And so are his wife and baby.”
She dabbed at the blood on her busted lip. “You know about Peyton?”
He wiped away her tears. “Rex called me with the good news when he couldn’t reach you. Peyton had the baby this morning—a girl, weighing nearly seven pounds.”
“Both are healthy?”
She was obviously in a lot of pain, didn’t seem fully capable of grasping what he’d said. “Perfect.”
The tears came faster. “And my kids?”
“They’re fine. Rex said they’re so excited about the baby that’s all they can talk about.”
“Does Virgil…know about the…the baby?”
“I’m sure he does.” He lifted her into his arms. “Come on. Let’s get you out of here.”
Epilogue
It rained ten days later at Ellen’s funeral. Which was fitting. Nothing about her mother had ever been easy, but Laurel—she’d gone back to her old name, after all—was glad she could be there. She wanted to do the right thing, and that included taking responsibility for the person who could’ve made such a difference in her life, who should have made a difference, but had let her and her brother down so badly.
Myles stood on one side of her, Marley on the other. Sometimes Marley was a bit shy with her, but Laurel could tell Myles’s daughter liked her. They were taking things slow, giving her time to adjust, but Laurel had been seeing both of them a lot. Marley smiled up at her now, and Laurel put an arm around her slim shoulders.
“Are you okay?” Marley whispered. She knew how it felt to lose a mother, but she had no idea that Laurel felt very different about Ellen than Marley had about Amber Rose.
Laurel couldn’t talk for the lump in her throat, so she leaned over and kissed the girl’s forehead, and that brought an even sweeter smile.
Myles noticed this exchange and squeezed her hand. Mia hugged one of his legs while she watched Rex toss dirt on the coffin. They’d all thrown a shovelful, except Virgil. He stood across the grave with Peyton, Brady and the new baby, but he’d just been released from the hospital and wasn’t supposed to be on his feet quite yet. Peyton and the kids had come to be with him during his convalescence. Now they were ready to take him home. Laurel had told him he didn’t have to attend the funeral, but he’d insisted. He said it was time to bury the past along with the woman who’d raised them, that this ceremony was important for everyone involved, and she agreed.
“Mom, do you want me to go back to the car and get the umbrella?” Jake asked.
“No, honey. I’m fine.”
Her son hovered close to Myles, as usual. He’d scarcely left his side since he and Mia had returned from New York. Laurel couldn’t help being pleased that he was so happy to have a good man, a good role model, in his life. They had a camping and fishing trip planned for next week. The girls were going to stay together and have some fun of their own.
Peyton smiled as Laurel caught her gaze, and Laurel smiled back. The baby was wrapped up tight, well protected by a large umbrella that Peyton held over herself and Virgil, who was on crutches. Their new baby symbolized the fresh beginning they all needed. There was something special about seeing little Anna there, at her grandmother’s graveside.
The ceremony didn’t last long. The minist
er who performed the service wasn’t too happy with the weather. And that was fine with Laurel. Myles took the kids back to the car to get them out of the rain; Peyton took Brady and the baby. Soon, it was just the three of them—Laurel and Virgil and Rex.
“I wonder if she did it,” Laurel said to them. “Wouldn’t you like to know, once and for all?”
Rex shoved his hands in his pockets. His withdrawal symptoms had left and his color was returning. “And if she did?”
“Then we haven’t lost anything, have we? That means she never really loved us as a mother should.”
“And if she didn’t do it?” he asked.
“Then I let her down. Then I should’ve forgiven her.” She looked at Virgil. “We both should’ve forgiven her.”
Rex and Virgil exchanged a meaningful glance.
“What?” Laurel said. “Do you two know something you’re not telling me?”
“It’s time,” Rex murmured, and Virgil hobbled close enough to take her hand.
“We haven’t lost anything,” he said, and pulled her into as much of an embrace as he could in his current condition. “But you’ll always have me.”
She’d have him, Rex, Myles and the kids. And she’d have her freedom. At last. Ink was currently in the hospital under heavy guard, but he’d soon be heading back to prison. And after what he’d done, he’d never get out. The bodies of four men had been discovered behind the cabin where Ink had been hiding. She couldn’t believe she’d survived his visit to Pineview.
It might take some of her friends and family a while to get used to calling her Laurel instead of Vivian, but she’d earned the right to go back to her original identity, to meld all the separate people she was into one complete person. She felt lucky to be able to do it.
As Virgil and Rex moved back to the cars and the loved ones who were waiting, Laurel tilted her head back and twirled in the rain.