That was not the answer she was after. ‘But according to the histories, you died. So how were you reputed to have died?’
‘I do not know for a certainty what tale Edward put about the countryside to conceal his vengeance.’
Hmmm. Kelly wasn’t sure what to make of it. On the one hand, if he could conceivably be the man he proclaimed, it stood to reason that he wouldn’t know much of anything that happened beyond this house after his imprisonment. On the other hand, his ‘not knowing’ might just as easily be a ploy to make her believe the act.
‘Then tell me this – what happened to your fiancée?’
An agonised expression crossed his features for a split second before he stilled, his face becoming cold and emotionless. ‘It is with much sorrow that I can say I do know this. Poor, dear Anne. Edward married her in my stead and she bore his son. But he treated her despicably.’
A massive understatement if Barnsley’s account is correct, she thought.
‘But if you didn’t know how you supposedly died … how can you know about Anne?’
‘While Edward lived he could see me and speak to me, though no other person could. He took great delight in displaying Anne before me like a trophy. I could do nothing to help her escape her misery.’
Kelly could tell from both his sad tone and his closed stance there was a lot more to that story than he said. She wouldn’t press the issue now … there would be time for details once she had irrefutable information from the Public Records Office at the National Archives. Plus she didn’t want her search diverted in the wrong direction. Knowable facts first.
‘And your inheritance?’
‘That is indeed clear, is it not? If the title is still held by a Ditchley, then it is apparent that my cousin Edward inherited my title and estates. He was, after all, my legal heir.’
She typed his responses into the laptop, placing asterisks against details she needed to be certain of and rows of question marks for the many doubts his answers raised. When she looked up she found him gazing at her in expectation.
‘Did you leave a will?’
‘I do not believe so – I had not yet had my man draw up any papers. Edward forced me to sign several documents on the day after he learned of Elizabeth’s death, however I did not care to study any of them.’ A sense of futility seemed to settle upon John like a shroud. She steeled herself and refused to be taken in by it.
‘Why not?’
He looked away. ‘I … I assumed he was intent on killing me. Indeed, I would have welcomed it. After what I had done …Elizabeth …’
‘Why did you kill her?’
His head moved slowly around until his gaze again rested upon her face. His remorse almost became a tangible, living thing. ‘Does it matter?’ he whispered.
‘Of course it matters.’ She rose from her spot on the bed and came to stand before the mirror. ‘Nobody commits murder without a reason.’
‘Madmen do. A madman would do anything without a moment’s pause.’
‘Are you telling me you were insane when you killed her?’
‘No, I cannot claim that excuse … the madness came after.’ He closed his eyes and tilted his head back like a blind man seeking light. ‘The madness is now.’
‘You didn’t answer my question.’
John’s eyes snapped open and his gaze darted to hers. ‘Nor shall I. I murdered my dearest friend – is that not enough? No excuse will change it or pardon it. No excuse will suffice.’
‘But—’
‘Cease plaguing me, Madam. It is a past I cannot change and my actions stand for all eternity. I merely need your help to leave this hell so I might find another. Help me if you will … but I will not speak of Elizabeth again!’
Before Kelly could argue further, he vanished.
‘Damn!’ She yelled the word in the vain hope that it would bring him back, if only to chastise her. But after waiting several minutes she knew he would not return, at least not for a while.
Journal of Edward James Ditchley,
Stanthorpe House, Oxfordshire, England.
November 17, 1861
My Elizabeth, today I thrust the knife deeper. I have convinced Anne to remain here at Stanthorpe. I have flattered her and I feel, with only a small measure of pressure, I can convince her to marry me in that murderer’s stead. Do not fret, my love, I have no feelings for the girl. My heart is always yours.
Oh, how I will enjoy parading his sweet Anne before his eyes! He thrashes and rails but he can do nothing.
I will never rest until I have vengeance for you.
4
Day Three
The National Archives turned out to be quite an illuminating place. After much hemming and hawing, the portly gentleman behind the counter suggested Kelly try the Guildford Muniment room, which held documents relating to the time and parish she sought.
The smell of faded parchment fought for prominence with the tang of glass cleaner as she entered.
A long but cursory search told her that a John Tarrant had indeed lived at that time, born in 1838 to the then Lord Richard Tarrant and his wife, Elaine. There were no other offspring. A family bible and a notation of birth in the parish register from the town of Abingdon confirmed both names and dates. John Tarrant became Lord Stanthorpe when his father inherited the earldom early in 1861.
Her heart began to race unbidden when she found the entries for 1861.
The parish records pronounced John’s death to be by accidental drowning, when, according to the only witnesses, he fell, apparently inebriated, into a deep well somewhere on the property just south of Stanthorpe House itself. The account, taken down by the local vicar, stated that John, ‘overwhelmed with grief at the death of his cousin’s wife had taken himself off in a “sotted” stupor, never to be seen again’.
John’s torn coat was discovered snagged on the nearby well’s rope winder. Edward Ditchley, Tarrant’s cousin, and William Plunkett, Ditchley’s valet, each furnished a handwritten account of the viscount’s disappearance. The parish constable corroborated those accounts and John Tarrant was pronounced dead. No body was ever found. Reference was also made to a will, presented by Ditchley and bequeathing, as expected, all of Tarrant’s estates to his cousin and heir.
Kelly took down the names of all the people involved and recorded the document numbers so she could order copies, which she would collect upon her return early the following week. She also noted the next few entries in the family bible, citing the births and deaths that occurred immediately after John’s demise: Anne Aston married Edward Ditchley on March 5, 1862. Richard Tarrant passed away suddenly in a riding accident on May 15 of that year in a riding accident. A boy child, William John Ditchley was born prematurely to Anne and Edward Ditchley on August 6, 1862. Edward Ditchley died, believed murdered by his wife, on January 27, 1863. Anne Ditchley interred at a private sanitorium in Gloucester on February 2. Elaine Tarrant died at Stanthorpe House on April 22, 1867.
Hmmm. How do I find something the ghost might NOT know?
After another hour exploring, fruitlessly, she conceded defeat. She filled out all the forms required to obtain copies of useful documents, passed over her credit card and waited for a receipt.
The theatre district of the West End vibrated with colour, noise and vivid contrasts.
Kelly procured a ‘cover’ for herself by making fake business cards at a large stationery store that offered all sorts of do-it-yourself possibilities. For only three pounds she managed to turn herself from LA reporter to Hollywood movie scout in less than ten minutes – photo included. Kelly Reid became Kari Rosen, independent agent. Armed with her dummy business cards, she began her assault on London’s talent agencies.
The list she’d compiled went to two pages, but she reasoned that she’d most likely find the actor in question through one of the larger agencies because the man was good – very good – and that meant he probably had a lot of work, which in turn suggested that he’d have to be reasonably
well known. In Kelly’s fuzzy logic, the fact that he might be well known on the London theatre scene shouldn’t have deterred Tom and Nancy if they were involved, since they knew Kelly hadn’t ever been to London.
What seemed like a good idea turned into a nightmare that lasted more than seven hours, wore out her best shoes, and cost her two pairs of hose – one of those the result of barely escaping a lecherous fellow who appeared to be looking for talent of a completely different nature.
She figured that if she came prepared with a detailed description of the actor in question, finding him would be easy. Her head pounded and her feet throbbed as she traipsed from office to dodgy office. But as time passed she found she remembered the face of the spectre from her bedroom less and less once confronted by page after page of ‘thirty-ish, piratical, tall, dark and handsomes’. By the close of business she decided that if she were ever to be attracted to a man again, he would be short, rotund and if he had hair at all, it would definitely be blond! No, that wasn’t honest. The man pretending to be John Tarrant was attractive, extremely so, and if they weren’t in opposing camps she’d probably consider the ‘therapeutic sex’ that Nancy suggested.
Not going to happen.
By six o’clock, as she sat dejectedly making patterns in the froth of her overly hot cappuccino, willing her swollen feet to squeeze back into her ruined shoes, she wondered whether to even bother returning next week to check out the rest of her list. While some of the actors looked a little like John she was just as certain she hadn’t yet seen his face amongst the hundreds of photographs she’d viewed. For now, her ghost remained a mystery.
She picked up her mobile phone and punched in the Stanthorpe number.
‘Madam,’ John stated the minute she opened the door, ‘how do you propose to find the journal if you are never present on the premises to search?’
Throwing the two parcels and her purse onto the bed, Kelly turned to face the mirror. She felt like lashing out at him; after all, it was because of him her feet ached and her knee was scraped.
Then again, upon reflection she supposed she couldn’t really blame John for the knee. Walter McGuigin – if that was even his real name – was solely responsible for her almost falling down the rickety staircase in her hurried attempt to escape his roving hands.
And when she saw the naked vulnerability on her ghost’s face, she relented. It was late – much later than she’d planned. After a quick bite to eat, she’d had to trek about London to find a place where she could print from the file of images she’d downloaded to her disk. It still amazed her that any number of devices that might be hidden about her room could be as small as the specs said, some only millimeters across. Little wonder she hadn’t yet unearthed them, but at least she now had an idea what to look for.
The cross-town excursion meant she’d missed dinner and had only arrived back in time to say goodnight to Nancy and Tom.
‘Just give me minute,’ she muttered and marched through to the dressing room to change out of her uncomfortable clothes.
A short while later, dressed in her softest denims and a loose burgundy sweater, she came back and sat cross-legged on the bed opposite the mirror.
‘So, Madam—’
Kelly held up her hand for him to stop speaking. ‘I thought you were going to call me Kelly …’
He swept his hand before her in a flourish and bowed, ‘My apologies, Kelly. You must forgive more than a century of ingrained manners. While I have observed the changes in people over time it is very difficult to break with how one is reared. I mean only the utmost courtesy.’
With a sigh, she acquiesced. ‘You’re right, I’m sorry too.’
He smiled, and without warning a sudden warmth stole up her spine to heat her cheeks.
Despite the smile, his eyes remained filled with sadness and for a second Kelly truly wanted to believe in him, wanted to prove that he really was a lonely man who’d been trapped in a time warp. She wanted to save him.
‘Did you enjoy your outing?’ he asked, reminding her of her mission.
‘It was just business for the most part,’ she replied as she reached for the envelope that contained the photos of the sneaky cameras and listening devices. When she glanced at him again she could see the curiosity in his expression but for some reason he held himself back from asking her what they were. While she had no plans to tell him about the theatrical agents, she was interested to know his reaction to her information on the spy equipment.
She hopped off the bed and approached the mirror. ‘Ever seen one of these before?’ She held up a picture of an infra-red camera, supposedly the size of a pea.
John appeared to lean closer while he studied the photograph, a perplexed frown knitting his brow. ‘Alas, Kelly, I am flummoxed,’ he said after a moment’s hesitation. ‘Can you give me some clue as to its purpose?’
‘It’s a camera, one that can take pictures in the dark.’
The frown deepened. ‘You mentioned cameras in a previous discourse, however you failed to explain their purpose when our conversation diverted in another direction. If you would please detail the device’s purpose, I would gladly help in any way I can.’
Hmmm, Kelly thought, she had hoped to catch him unawares but he was obviously wise to her ploy.
‘Okay,’ she sighed in resignation, ‘a camera uses light to burn an image on paper,’ she turned and grabbed a magazine from the table, ‘like this.’ She flipped several pages to show him photos of women, a church, and a car.
‘Are you saying this small device does it. Not a painter?’
‘Oh no, painters are few and far between in this day and age.’
He nodded his head sagely and as she watched a glimmer of recognition formed in his expressive eyes. ‘Ah – this makes a Daguerreotype? They were the rage in Europe when I was a youth … although the image was much darker than yours, and of course there was no colour, only shades of black and grey. I had a portrait done with my mother and father on their twenty-fifth wedding anniversary. As I recall, the equipment needed to make such a picture almost filled a room. And there was a Mr Frith who made pictures …
‘The changes I have missed,’ he lamented.
Kelly drew her brows together wondering if this was another example of his skill as an actor. She honestly couldn’t detect any sign of duplicity, but even if he had been born over one hundred and fifty years ago, surely he would know about hand-held cameras? What else didn’t he know about? She stared at him for a long minute acknowledging that she’d have to do lots more research about his supposed ‘time’ if she were to trip him up on details.
She went back to the computer and tapped in a memo: Make a timeline of inventions from 1840 onwards – might be a way to expose trickery.
‘I am aware that I am placing undue pressure, but will it be possible for you to begin your search for the journal this evening? Your hosts are undoubtedly sleeping, it would appear the perfect time to commence, would it not?’
Again he smiled, and in that instant Kelly knew she was in deep trouble because every time he smiled at her she forgot her own doubts and wanted desperately to believe everything he said. The persistent tingle low in her belly didn’t help matters at all.
As a diversion, she went to her briefcase and extracted the copies of the house plans she’d borrowed from the builder before leaving this morning. While they were not the original blueprints, they did show much of the basic architectural design and each successive page highlighted changes and additions.
She laid the A3 sheets on the floor before the mirror. ‘All right, where do you suggest we start?’
John crouched within the mirror as if a window was all that stood between them. Tilting his head, first one way then the other, he gestured to the middle blueprint. ‘When the last, short-lived search was conducted twenty years ago, only the downstairs rooms in the east wing were inspected, therefore, unless items of furniture have been moved without my knowledge, we do not need to make a further sear
ch there.’
‘We?’ Kelly thrust her hands on her hips and gazed at him quizzically. ‘I thought you were stuck in there and that was why you were getting me to look.’
‘Certainly you will look, however, if you procure my mother’s hand mirror from her suite, I can accompany you, in a manner of speaking.’
‘You can?’ It was the craziest thing she’d ever heard! But then again, the hand mirror might help her prove the hoax. If he could also appear in that one at will, she could easily have it tested.
‘I see that you do not believe me. Perhaps you might retrieve the mirror and I will demonstrate?’ He gestured to the blueprint again. ‘If you follow the central hall to the left, it is in the next-to-last room in the east wing. It is marked as the Dowager’s Suite on the map.’
Her hand rose protectively to her throat. It was late, and she hadn’t ventured beyond this wing of the massive manor house. She didn’t even know if the power was connected to that part of the place; workmen’s barriers blocked that side of the staircase.
‘Maybe it would be safer to wait till morning,’ she murmured, thinking out loud.
‘Are you afraid, Kelly? I can assure you that no ghost will accost you in my mother’s rooms.’
She gave an involuntary little laugh. Afraid? Her? Preposterous!
‘I don’t fear ghosts – I don’t believe in them.’ She pointedly glared at him. ‘I was thinking more in terms of the builder’s equipment, lack of light and rickety stairs.’
‘Ah,’ he nodded. ‘I expect you will find candles in the bureau on the landing. They will light your way. The workmen appear to have finished much of the refurbishment. They were painting and papering today so it should be safe to venture beyond the barricade.’
‘And what if Nancy or Tom catch me?’ she said, trying a different tack.
John smiled broadly. ‘What? Are you some errant miss to be punished for sneaking out of your dormitory after curfew?’
Kelly pursed her lips. He’s right. There was no reason why Nancy or Tom would bar her from looking at the rest of the house. In fact, they’d given her carte blanche to do so.
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