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by Terrance Hayes


  I’d like to call him, Father, the one wearing a vest of woven snakes,

  but he will not answer, not in the storm which darkens our route,

  not with the roach he keeps trapped in his mouth. Ma and me ride

  a blue mule until its dumb heart gives out. She grips its tail and I

  its ears and we drag it to the side of the road like a bag of garbage

  on trash day, its muscles soft as cushion and its bones soft too,

  like coil gone lazy in a couch, and we leave him burning with all

  the humanity fire strips away. A blue stench rides Ma and me

  deep into a dream of the South where the roaches weep

  like the mules of slaves, where they are quiet as cows waiting

  for slaughter, and if their backs shine like jewels in the field,

  the roaches on parade, it’s because they are bright in the rain

  and filled with a wonder which cuts through them and the fields

  they wander and the hands that pluck them from tobacco leaves

  with the certainty of a blade. I want to live as the roach lives, without

  a head or body, free on both sides of the grave, like my father

  beneath a black umbrella spitting on the Lord before he walks away.

  AIRHEAD

  I. TRANSLATION OF A SCENE FROM A NONEXISTENT MOVIE

  “You are just stupid,

  cruel, and jealous,”

  the emperor tells the prophet

  just after the prophet says,

  “Let me tell you what will be

  the trouble with you,”

  but just before

  the emperor removes

  the prophet’s head,

  which is to say, just before

  he orders it removed.

  II. SCENE DELETED UNDER THE EMPEROR’S ORDER

  “There is no death beyond

  the theory of death,”

  the prophet tells the emperor

  just after the emperor asks

  for his head and just before

  the head of the prophet

  taking leave of body

  can be heard saying,

  “I have no form because

  I have no allegiance

  to form.”

  Notes

  Several poems in this book are based on the structure of the pecha kucha, a Japanese business presentation format wherein a presenter narrates or riffs on twenty images connected to a single theme for twenty seconds at a time. The words pecha kucha are a Japanese adaptation/loanword of the word picture, pronounced in three syllables, like “pe-chak-cha.” “Arbor for Butch,” which is most faithful to the form, uses the wood sculptures of the artist Martin Puryear. Googling the section titles will provide images of the sculptures. Other poems inspired by the form use music (“Coffin for Head of State” uses twenty Fela Kuti songs), elements of fiction (“For Brothers of the Dragon”), and conversational fragments (“Twenty Measures of Chitchat”). For more info, go to www.pecha-kucha.org.

  “Lighthead’s Guide to the Galaxy” alludes to a line from The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy: “Ask a glass of water.”

  “The Golden Shovel” is, as the end words suggest, after Gwendolyn Brooks’s “We Real Cool.”

  “The Last Train to Africa” is after Elizabeth Alexander’s poem “Ladders.” Like the form used in “The Golden Shovel,” the end words come from her poem.

  Elizabeth “Libba” Cotten, the musician mentioned in “New Folk,” was a self-taught blues and folk singer and guitarist.

  “Mystic Bounce” shares its title with a song on Madlib’s album Blue Note Remixed.

  The title “God Is an American” comes from a line in David Bowie’s song “I’m Afraid of Americans,” from his album Earthling.

  “Snow for Wallace Stevens” references Wallace Stevens’s poems “A High-Toned Old Christian Woman” and “Like Decorations in a Nigger Cemetery.”

  “Music to Interrogate By” shares its title with Jan Jelinek’s “Music to Interrogate By,” from his album La Nouvelle Pauvreté.

  “I Am a Bird Now” shares its title with Antony & the Johnsons’ album, I Am a Bird Now.

  About the Author

  Terrance Hayes’s most recent poetry collection, Wind in a Box (Penguin, 2006), was named one of the best one hundred books of 2006 by Publishers Weekly. His other books of poetry are Hip Logic (Penguin, 2002), which won the National Poetry Series Open Competition and was a finalist for the Los Angeles Times Book Award, and Muscular Music (Carnegie Mellon University Press, 2005; Tia Chucha Press, 1999), which won the Kate Tufts Discovery Award. His honors include a Pushcart Prize, three Best American Poetry selections, a Whiting Writers Award, a National Endowment for the Arts Fellowship, and a Guggenheim Fellowship. He is a professor of creative writing at Carnegie Mellon University and lives with his family in Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania.

  PENGUIN POETS

  JOHN ASHBERY

  Selected Poems

  Self-Portrait in a Convex

  Mirror

  TED BERRIGAN

  The Sonnets

  JOE BONOMO

  Installations

  PHILIP BOOTH

  Selves

  JIM CARROLL

  Fear of Dreaming:

  The Selected Poems

  Living at the Movies

  Void of Course

  ALISON HAWTHORNE

  DEMING

  Genius Loci

  Rope

  CARL DENNIS

  New and Selected Poems

  1974-2004

  Practical Gods

  Ranking the Wishes

  Unknown Friends

  DIANE DI PRIMA

  Loba

  STUART DISCHELL

  Backwards Days

  Dig Safe

  STEPHEN DOBYNS

  Velocities: New and

  Selected Poems, 1966-

  1992

  EDWARD DORN

  Way More West: New and

  Selected Poems

  AMY GERSTLER

  Crown of Weeds: Poems

  Dearest Creature

  Ghost Girl

  Medicine

  Nerve Storm

  EUGENE GLORIA

  Drivers at the Short-Time

  Motel

  Hoodlum Birds

  DEBORA GREGER

  Desert Fathers, Uranium

  Daughters

  God

  Men, Women, and Ghosts

  Western Art

  TERRANCE HAYES

  Hip Logic

  Lighthead

  Wind in a Box

  ROBERT HUNTER

  Sentinel and Other Poems

  MARY KARR

  Viper Rum

  WILLIAM KECKLER

  Sanskrit of the Body

  JACK KEROUAC

  Book of Sketches

  Book of Blues

  Book of Haikus

  JOANNA KLINK

  Circadian

  JOANNE KYGER

  As Ever: Selected Poems

  ANN LAUTERBACH

  Hum

  If In Time: Selected Poems,

  1975-2000

  On a Stair

  Or to Begin Again

  CORINNE LEE

  PYX

  PHILLIS LEVIN

  May Day

  Mercury

  WILLIAM LOGAN

  Macbeth in Venice

  Strange Flesh

  The Whispering Gallery

  ADRIAN MATEJKA

  Mixology

  MICHAEL MCCLURE

  Huge Dreams: San

  Francisco and Beat

  Poems

  DAVID MELTZER

  David’s Copy: The Selected

  Poems of David Meltzer

  CAROL MUSKE

  An Octave above Thunder

  Red Trousseau

  ALICE NOTLEY

  The Descent of Alette

  Disobedience

  In the Pines

  Mysteries of
Small Houses

  LAWRENCE RAAB

  The History of Forgetting

  Visible Signs: New and

  Selected Poems

  BARBARA RAS

  The Last Skin

  One Hidden Stuff

  PATTIANN ROGERS

  Generations

  Wayfare

  WILLIAM STOBB

  Nervous Systems

  TRYFON TOLIDES

  An Almost Pure Empty

  Walking

  ANNE WALDMAN

  Kill or Cure

  Manatee/Humanity

  Structure of the World

  Compared to a Bubble

  JAMES WELCH

  Riding the Earthboy 40

  PHILIP WHALEN

  Overtime: Selected Poems

  ROBERT WRIGLEY

  Earthly Meditations: New

  and Selected Poems

  Lives of the Animals

  Reign of Snakes

  MARK YAKICH

  The Importance of Peeling

  Potatoes in Ukraine

  Unrelated Individuals

  Forming a Group

  Waiting to Cross

  JOHN YAU

  Borrowed Love Poems

  Paradiso Diaspora

 

 

 


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