by M. Never
I glance at him over my shoulder before I sink back down onto all fours. He eyes my every move with a cold expression. I crawl across the room toward the bed. Then climb on it once I reach it. If I had a tail, it’d be between my legs. I kneel on the mattress as Kayne stalks into the table of torture room. My anxiety spikes. God only knows what he’s getting out of there. He returns with a pair of handcuffs.
“Lie down.”
I lie on my back.
“Put your hands over your head.”
I put my hands up, never taking my eyes off him. He cuffs me to the vining iron. “So you can’t touch yourself,” he informs me.
My eyes water. Cruel bastard. He repositions my leash after that, locking it to the front of my collar then securing it back to the headboard.
Shackled doesn’t even begin to describe me.
Kayne gets dressed, shoving his legs into his pants and jerking his brown pinstripe button up over his head.
He then comes to stand over me. “This is a lesson, kitten. I control your pleasure.” He circles the tip of his finger around my inflamed clit. I push my hips off the bed and moan insufferably. I need to come so bad, my head is pounding and my body is shaking.
“Kayne, please,” I beseech one last time.
“Sorry, Ellie, you have to learn. Would you rather I whip you instead?”
“No.” I shake my head vigorously. He did this on purpose just to torment me. Punishment in one form or another.
He leaves me with my suffering and the porn still playing on the TV.
I SIT IN THE SHADOWS of my office, monitoring the security feed.
The house is quiet this time of night. Most everyone is asleep, except for Ellie. My frisky little kitten. She’s squirming uncomfortably handcuffed to her bed. I know she’s achy and miserable, just as she should be. Orgasm control, or denial in this case, is a fundamental technique used to bond dominant and submissive. Or with us, Master and slave. It creates intense arousal and physiological need. Need only I can fulfill.
It’s close to sunrise when I catch Spice leaving Javier’s room on one of the monitors. She’s crying, naked, and has whip marks all over her back. They look above and beyond the normal sexual role play. Son of a bitch is at it again. I stand, about to go to her, when Jett steps onto the feed. I swear, if I didn’t know any better, he was waiting outside that door all night. I watch as he gently puts his arm around her and she melts against him, sobbing as they walk off the screen. He has a way with women I will never understand. Each and every one in this house adores him. Me, they respect. But him? It’s just different.
I catch Ellie jerking and rubbing her thighs together on screen. She’s in agony.
So much for not becoming the one thing I’m fighting against. I may not pour hot wax all over her body, or whip or beat her until she’s bleeding, but I am torturing her in my own way.
I run my hands through my hair and groan. Time to go see my kitten. I love what I’m doing to her and I hate it. I know it’s wrong even when it feels so right, so good, and is so irresistible.
The sounds of explosive sex and Ellie’s heavy breathing circle the darkness as I sneak into her room. The dawn hasn’t quite peaked over the horizon, so the only light present is the glare from the television. It doesn’t offer much illumination considering the large expanse of the room.
“Please, please, please,” Ellie begs once she sees me. “I’ll control it. I’ll learn to control it.”
“Shhh.” I pet her head, then shrug off my clothes. It never fails, one look at Ellie chained up wearing my collar, and my arousal roars to life. I don’t even need to touch her. I grab the key to the handcuffs off the nightstand and crawl onto the bed, situating myself right between Ellie’s welcoming knees. “Don’t move,” I instruct as I release her hands. She grabs onto the white iron as I remove the handcuffs. “Need me, baby?” I ask while she whimpers feebly.
“Yes,” she responds with choppy breaths.
“Say it. Say you need me, Ellie.” I hoist her hips up.
“Kayne, I need you.” As soon as the sentence leaves her lips I drive my cock into her as deep as it can go.
“Ahh!” Her body twists with ecstasy as she grips the iron, her muscles clamping down around me like a metal trap.
“Shit,” I grind out, but don’t move as I succumb to the need of her body. Ellie is squirming desperately, but I steady her with a firm hold on her waist. “I want you to touch yourself.”
Ellie stills, staring at me like I just told her to jump off a cliff without a parachute.
“Touch myself?”
“Come on, kitten.” I encourage her with a tiny thrust. The way she moans you’d think I was fucking her mercilessly. All in good time.
“I’ve never done that before,” she squeaks out.
“Really? Never?” I question her.
She shakes her head.
“Well, there’s a first time for everything.” I reach for her hand and bring it to my lips. I suck two of her fingers into my mouth, making sure to get them nice and wet, then place them over her swollen clit. Ellie tenses. “Come on, baby, touch yourself. It will turn me on,” I encourage her.
“You’re already turned on.” She sucks in a deep breath. I pinch her ass cheek.
“Oh!”
“Remember who you’re talking to, kitten.”
“Yes, Kayne.”
“Good girl. Now, I want to watch you make yourself come.” I rock my hips and Ellie nearly fragments.
It takes several long seconds, but she finally starts to massage herself. Her movements are vapid at first, but after a few minutes, she closes her eyes and begins to explore herself with some enthusiasm. I watch and feel every gesture as her fingers slide easily between her wet folds and around her sensitive clit. She quickly finds a rhythm she likes and her breathing takes off, as does mine. Fuck, she feels amazing. I hold on to Ellie tightly, making sure to subdue her jerky hip movements so that all her pleasure is contained between her legs. She’s so close, panting hard while rubbing herself into an orgasm.
“Please may I come?” she nearly cries, her face tight with sexual tension.
“Yes, come, now.” I’m close to combusting myself. My heart rate spikes, as she crunches up and makes herself come all over my cock. So fucking good. As soon as Ellie drops down on to the bed, I cover her with my body. She’s somewhere far away as she wraps her arms around my neck and her legs around my waist. The sounds of over-the-top sex still constantly streaming from the TV. I begin to rock, pulling all the way out then driving as deep as I can back in. She moans emphatically as I work both our bodies.
Ellie feels like nothing else in this world. Soft, wet, warm, and all fucking mine. I don’t think I’ll ever get enough.
“Fuck, Ellie, your pussy is so sweet.” I thrust my hips as my climax intensifies, Ellie’s muscles squeezing all the blood to the head of my erection, making me crazy.
“Open those fucking legs,” I nearly snarl. Ellie immediately drops her knees and spreads her thighs. I fasten my arm underneath her back as I piston into her.
I lose all control being with Ellie, feeling her bare skin flush against mine, and her soaking wet pussy engulfing every inch of my rock hard cock. The sensations skyrocket my body and my mind.
It consumes me, changes me.
“Kayne!” She cries my name, and I know just what she needs. The exact same thing I do. To come.
“Ellie, let go. Let go and come with me.”
She flutters her eyes open and for a split second just stares. The look is invasive. I feel it permeate all the way to my soul. My rhythm dies down, and I slide in and out painstakingly slow.
“Ohhhh ...” Ellie closes her eyes, bows her body, snaps her head back, and comes. Every single inch of me hums as she saturates me with her arousal, and for the first time in my life the euphoric look on a woman’s face spurs me to break. I still at the tail end of Ellie’s orgasm, my whole existence screeching to a grinding halt as I spill inside he
r. My entire body is ablaze and Ellie is the cause of the inferno. I drop down on top of her once the ensnaring sensations let go and wrap her in my arms. What the fuck is happening to me? She feels so perfect, so right, like she really is meant solely for me. An unnamed emotion suddenly surges within me and I grab her by the collar.
“I want you to understand something.” She looks up at me with a penetrating stare. “Every morsel of food you eat, every breath of air you take is because of me. Because I allow it.” Her eyes widen. “You live because of me. You live for me. Remember that when you fall asleep with my come inside you.”
Ellie focuses on me silently. A mountain of power shifting between us.
“Yes, Kayne,” she succumbs, and suddenly so do I. I kiss her forehead, her eyes, her cheeks, and her lips for a few elongated minutes, lulling her to relax. She inhales a deep breath with her eyes closed on the brink of falling asleep. I, on the other hand, feel like I can run a marathon. The beast is pacing inside me, like a caged animal demanding to be set free. Once never seems to be enough when it comes to Ellie. I want her all night and every second the shrouded darkness can afford us. I’m wildly tempted to fuck her again, but I don’t. Instead, I withdraw from her gingerly just before she dozes off. She winces then frowns, tightening her arms. She’s so close to passing out that I wonder if she even realizes she did it. On some absurd level I convince myself she really wants me to stay. Keep dreaming dickhead.
I lie wrapped in Ellie’s arms a little longer than I should. For the first time in my life, I want to stay tangled in a woman’s embrace. In Ellie’s embrace. What would it be like to fall asleep next to her? To wake up and have her be there instead of an empty side of the bed. It’s such a dangerous curiosity on all accounts, but compulsory all on its own. It spurs me to remove Ellie’s arms from my neck and climb off the mattress. I can’t get close. I shouldn’t get close.
I turn off the television then dress quietly; all the while watching my kitten sleep. What is she doing to me? She’s affecting me in ways I don’t understand. Burrowing herself deep within a part of me that I never knew existed.
I grab the door handle with one last glance at Ellie’s sleeping form; naked and vulnerable, yet passionate and strong. Everything she is, is everything I’ll never be.
With all the will I have, I open the door to leave and run right smack into Jett. It’s early morning now, and I know he’s come to check on her. He looks at me with questioning eyes as he tries to slip past me into her room.
“Let her sleep,” I say authoritatively as I step into the hallway, closing the door behind me. It clicks, locking her inside.
“Is she okay?” Jett asks concerned.
“She’s fine.” I think. Jett gazes at me impassively. I know he wants to check on her. I also know she needs her rest. It’s been a long night for everyone.
“How’s Spice?” I ask.
Jett responds with a pissed off expression. “She’s been better.”
“Shit.”
“Yeah.” He folds his him arms crossly. This living situation sucks for all of us.
I sigh as I settle myself against Ellie’s thick wooden door.
“Going to stand there all day?” Jett asks irritably.
I shrug. “Maybe.”
Probably.
I’m just not ready to leave her yet.
I’VE TAKEN UP READING, BECAUSE really what else do I have to do when Jett isn’t stretching me into next week with yoga or Kayne isn’t tying me up and fucking me into oblivion. I’m particularly intrigued—but mostly disturbed—by my current title. Almost all of the dirty adult books on the shelf are mindless sex stories. If you need to get in the mood you read one of those, but this one is different. It’s about a girl who was abducted at a young age and sold into sexual slavery to numerous buyers. To say it doesn’t strike a chord would be lying. The thought of Kayne selling me never occurred to me until this very moment. It’s a terrifying realization. I’m an object, not a person. My rights and identity have been stripped away and my sole purpose for living is to serve another. I haven’t forgotten Kayne’s assertion You live because of me. You live for me. A chill runs down my spine. I want to take the book and chuck it across the room, but I keep my head and continue reading, morbidly engrossed in this girl’s horrific story of rape, torture, and forced servitude. She addresses all of her owners as Master. It’s creepy. I thank God for small favors that Kayne doesn’t make do that.
I read until Jett comes back into the room, close to dusk.
“Evening, sweet thing.”
“Hi.” I curl my knees up to my chest on the mattress. Not because I’m embarrassed of being naked, but because of the conflicting feelings running rampant inside of me. My mind knows this is all wrong, but my body doesn’t care. It’s ready for its fix.
Jett takes my book and places it back on the shelf then returns to the bed. He hooks one end of the listless chain back onto my collar and then commands me to drop.
I look at him strangely before I crawl into the position. Completely naked. This is new.
“Good girl.” Jett uncoils my leash out from under me.
“No panties?” I ask, my voice elevating.
“Not tonight, Kayne requested you completely naked. And just like this.”
I’m on my stomach with my knees pulled up to my chest and my hands over my head. It looks like I’m worshipping a shrine. It reminds me of my first obedience lesson. I shudder.
“When will he be here?” I ask with my face against the sheet.
“I don’t know, Ellie, but stay like that until he comes in.” I nod slightly.
“See you in the morning, sweet thing.”
Jett leaves and it’s just me and my thoughts in a compromising position. I’m not alone long. I hear the door click and immediately the room is engulfed with Kayne’s dominant presence. My insides quiver.
“Hey, beautiful.” He caresses my back and kisses my shoulder. “How was your day?”
“Jett made me do more yoga.” I speak into the mattress.
“Good. Limbering you up for me.” He spanks me lightly. I tense.
“Apparently.”
“I want you as flexible as possible so I can bend you whichever way I want.” He drops a soft kiss on the ass cheek he just smacked. In this position, I am overly exposed.
“You look to fucking die for like this.”
He massages me in the same place he kissed me. “Ellie, I want to warn you up front. Tonight is going to be intense.” He rubs his already erect cock against me.
“How intense?” I can barely utter the words. I’m already sick with anxiety and excited with arousal. I’m turning into a fucking whack job.
“You’re not going to be able to walk tomorrow.”
“What?” I go to lift my head but Kayne grabs my chain Jett left dangling between my legs, he never secured me to the headboard. My face is pressed firmly to the mattress as Kayne subdues me tight.
“You’re mine, Ellie,” he reminds me. “I can do to you as I please.” I squeeze my eyes shut and swallow the thick fear threatening to choke me. He’s going to hurt me.
He yanks my chain. “How do you reply?”
“Yes, Kayne,” I say hoarsely.
“Yes, Kayne, please fuck me.”
I repeat, “Yes, Kayne, please fuck me.” Tears threaten, but I hold them back. I need to be strong, even if I am scared out of my mind.
“Good girl.”
I want to slap him. I hope one day I get the chance.
Kayne drops something heavy onto the bed next to me; it bounces slightly on the mattress.
“Bring your hands down Ellie, put them by your sides.”
I immediately do what he says. Swiftly, he takes each of my wrists and clamps them down, as something cold and metal runs across the back of my legs.
“Kayne?” I say shaky.
“Shhh.” Then he takes my chain and secures it to the rod so I’m tied up tightly. I can’t lift my head because of the c
hain and I can’t move my legs or arms because of the cuffs and the bar. I’m scared shitless.
“Relax, Ellie.” Kayne starts rubbing my ass that’s now sticking high in the air. “You’re going to need to trust me. And you’re going to need to keep your body loose. The more you squirm and wriggle, the more uncomfortable you’ll become.”
More uncomfortable? Is that possible?
I can’t see Kayne behind me. So I have to rely on my other senses. I feel him brush against me as he takes off his shirt and I hear his zipper lower as he removes his pants. I suddenly feel his tongue against my pussy. I jump trying to snap my head up, but the chain restricts me, acting like a pulley, forcing my knees forward and jutting my ass further into the air. “Told you to hold still.”
Kayne begins licking me relentlessly, from the tip of my behind to the bottom of my clit. I’m soaking wet and dizzy with desire within a few short minutes. Then he takes his hands and spreads my ass cheeks as far as they can go, sliding his tongue into my little puckered hole. I shake uncontrollably.
I want to move.
I want more.
I want less.
I want the ache he’s commanding quelled. Now!
“I’m going to fuck you here, Ellie.”
I feel his warm breath brush against me. “I’m going to stretch you with my fingers then bury myself inside you. And that’s where I plan to stay. All night.” I tremble at his words, terrified of the pain. Recalling how he said I won’t be able to walk tomorrow.
“Kayne, please be gentle,” I beg in my shackles.
“I won’t hurt you, baby. Unless you disobey me, or ask for it.”
Like hell I would ever do that.
When Kayne feels he’s lubricated me enough, he starts to inch his thumb inside me. The initial intrusion hurts and is so intense, but once he’s fully inside, the pain starts to taper.
“Fuck, you’re so tight. I can’t wait to be inside you.” He withdraws his thumb and replaces it with one of his fingers. I’m dying. It hurts, and it doesn’t. I like it, and I don’t. My body is caught in a feverous mix of pleasure and pain, and it’s only the beginning. I don’t know if I’m going to survive this night. Just as Kayne slips another finger into me and begins scissoring me open, there’s a pounding on the door.