Tank: Apaches MC

by Stephens, Olivia

  Even from my spot in the hallway, I can see the crazy twists and ties of the machines pumping oxygen and medicine inside her body. Her face is almost unrecognizable under the mask. But I can see the black and blue marks of her injuries, too. I shudder as I see her hand, still exposed, just waiting for someone to hold it. All I want to do is throw myself on her and pray that she wakes up and comes back home with me.

  When I don’t budge fast enough for Nurse Jackie, she clicks her fingers together, motioning for a uniformed cop who’s sitting in a chair just outside the room. I had heard of this happening before in the movies: a girl gets beaten to death’s door, and she becomes high-profile stuff. Whatever had happened to her, the police were now on the case. At least I can breathe a sigh of relief over that.

  The man places his hand on the small of my back and leads me silently down the corridor past the nurse’s station. He looks down at me with pity as he walks me back into the waiting room, where the noise of beeps and small sobs is replaced with the hum of the vending machine and a TV blaring some daytime soap opera.

  He nods at me before returning to his station outside Carmen’s door. But I can’t just let him go; I needed to know. I asked him tiredly, “I’m sorry to bother you, but can you please tell me what happened to her, to Carmen?”

  The cop scratches his bald head, looking down at the ground. I can tell immediately that this isn’t exactly in the rulebook. Cops are supposed to keep these situations hush-hush. So I add to my question, “I want to help. I’m her roommate, and I know a lot about her. If I knew more, maybe I could give you guys details.”

  His dark eyes bore into mine, trying to read me. This is obviously unusual for him. No one in this ‘hood willingly offers to help a cop out, even when one of our own is injured or killed. Everything is done under the table, behind closed doors, and through neighborhood leadership. Even punishment is better left to the alleys, far away from police stations.

  He grabs onto my arm and brings me to the side of the room, out of earshot of the other people waiting around. He whispers low in my ear, “All I know from the detectives is that she was found outside her apartment building early this morning by her neighbor, Mrs. Peach. She was unconscious, but she had her bag with her and all her belongings. No one thinks it was a robbery or they would have taken the cash and phone.”

  I find myself gasping. Carmen wasn’t a target—ever. Even with her brother being a prospect for the Aztecs and her dad and mine both being Aztec legends, our being non-club girls means something. We’re what the boys called “affiliates”—we know stuff, but not enough to make us valuable. We have legacy ties, but we’re far from pledging loyalty oaths. And with both of us in college, I think most of the clubs know that we aren’t going to be those old ladies hanging around with their tits out for any boy with a patch.

  He takes out a notepad and begins to scribble before he asks his questions, “Do you know who she was with last night? Where she was coming from?”

  I pull out my phone and scan my messages from her. I show him the last text I got from her at seven last night: Hey girl! Heading out to Anthony’s for a bite with Lucinda and the kids. Probably will chill over there tonight. I don’t know. I’ll give you a ring if I do. Don’t study too hard! Girls bending over books don’t attract the hot guys!

  My face blushes as the officer reads. I can tell he’s at the end when a small smirk crosses his face. He hands it back to me as he asks, “Anthony is her brother, correct? And Lucinda is his wife?”

  I know I’m breaking every rule giving out this information, but I need the cops to find whoever did that to Carmen. I nod and give his address, adding that the kids are Carmen’s niece and nephew. “She goes over there a lot to help out with the twins. Sometimes she stays the night when Anthony has meetings.”

  I instantly regret what I just said. Anthony’s always at meetings as a club member. Every Tuesday and Friday night over at the warehouse, but if the officer isn’t aware that Anthony is an MC member, I just gave him away. I frantically add, “Meetings for work. He’s a contractor. I think he meets with clients on Tuesdays and the weekend. But Lucinda needs the help so Carmen helps out when she can.”

  The cop eyes me suspiciously, and I know that I need to end this interview before I say another word that could get him in trouble. I look around the room for something, anything that will get me out of this, but I’m at a loss. There’s no one here I recognize, and everyone is off with a family member or friend crying or speaking low about the person they know in one of the rooms of the ICU.

  I spot a man leaning up against the wall. He’s a giant in black, the muscles of his arms bulging out from under the sleeves. His hair is a mess of waves and curls that covers the aviator sunglasses he’s wearing. Though I can’t see them, I know his eyes are staring holes at the back of my head. They have been since I walked back here with the cop. I can only hope that he’s an Aztec sent to look after Carmen—maybe an enforcer by the look of him.

  I turn back to the cop who has asked me a question I didn’t exactly hear. I touch his arm lightly as I say in the most upset voice I can muster, “I’m…I’m so sorry, officer. I see my friend, er, Carmen’s friend over there, and I have to go talk to him. Can I get back to you later?”

  I don’t give him a chance. I sniffle back my fake tears and walk over to the man with his arms crossed against his chest. I stand next to him for a second before looking at the cop gazing over at me suspiciously. I mutter under my breath to him, “I’m so sorry I’m about to do this. Please don’t hate me.” My arms circle him as I say loudly, “It’s so good to see you here. I know that she would be so happy to know you came!”

  I rest my head on his chest almost instinctively. I don’t know if it’s my emotions taking over from seeing Carmen all beat up and tied down like that, or me really wanting to play the part, but I let myself go. I breathe the stranger in. He smells just like fire and earth, and I am amazed at how nicely my body fits against his.

  To my surprise, he doesn’t push me away or curse me out. He just lingers there a moment before wrapping his arm around my waist. I feel his large arms search my body and something about it tells me to move. But as the cop drifts back into the other room, his hand finds my ass and cups on tightly. A low, booming voice from deep in his chest shakes me, as he says almost happily, “You can stay here as long as you want, girl. I ain’t complaining about a body like yours up against mine.”

  “Ugh!” I push myself away, spinning from his grasp. “I should have known better than to do that. But you’re lucky. My little stunt didn’t bring any attention to you.”

  He laughs a bit, leaning in towards me. “Sounds like you were ratting out some guy named Anthony. Bitches I know who are worth a damn don’t go giving out names and addresses like that to piggies.” He turns, dismissing me almost immediately before finding a seat in one of the chocolate brown leather couches.

  I can’t believe him. No one calls me a bitch or a rat. I’m far from it. I messed up, sure. But Anthony would understand. I was doing it to help out Carmen. That’s all. I follow the man, taking a seat next to him. “Did you just call me a, uh, b-word?”

  “A ‘b-word?’” He scratches his head before taking over his glasses and tucking them into pant pocket. His electric blue eyes dance, as he adds jokingly, “You mean a bitch? I certainly called you one. But now that I’m talking to you, I’d say you’re anything but one. You’re a virgin.”

  “A virgin?” I laugh, mocking him. Though if I’m honest, it’s probably closer to the truth. The last time I let any guy take me was nearly a year ago. Joey Anderson, a TA from my art history class. It lasted ten minutes; I regretted nine and a half of them. Since that night, I hadn’t wanted anything to do with guys. And with Abe from the Aztecs blowing up my phone, I just ignored any advance I was getting.

  “Yeah, a virgin. You dress like one in that jean thing and that hair isn’t exactly what I’d think a club girl would go around in. If you are a club girl, y
ou certainly ain’t one of mine. I wouldn’t allow that shit to get in the door.” His gaze drifts down to my chest and lingers a long second. I go for my backpack, pulling out the sweater instinctively.

  “Listen, buddy. I don’t know who you are, but you certainly don’t know who I am either. And when the club hears about this, you’re going to have hell to pay. You don’t mess with a legacy like mine. I’m protected.” I am flabbergasted, as I stiffly say, “I’m not to be treated like a piece of your meat.”

  He looks back towards the door and says very quickly, “A few things, lady. First, if you were my meat, I’d treat you right. You may dress like a nun, but I can tell you got something under there that I would want. And secondly, you’re not part of my club’s legacy.”

  The man stands up and walks back towards the wall. I take a few steps towards him, asking him from afar, “Wait a minute! ‘Not part of your legacy?’ I’m a Castillo. My dad’s Alonzo. He helped found your little club.”

  He turns his head to the side, as he whispers just out of earshot, his hands darting to his chest, “Like I said, Castillo—not my club.”

  My stomach turns in terror as I finally understand what he means. If he’s not an Aztec, he’s not with me or with Carmen. I take a few steps backwards towards the door of the ICU waiting room, my feet stumbling as they go. I land into the hard shoulder of another man, and I let out a small scream.

  Two arms turn me around, and I close them tightly, not sure what to expect. A man’s voice shushes me as he says, “Sierra! It’s me! It’s Anthony!” My body relaxes and my eyes pop open in time for him to make the same realization that I just did. The man standing up against the wall waiting for him isn’t a friendly face as I had thought. He’s an Apache.

  Chapter 3: Unrestricted Access

  This is probably my cue to go. I’m not one to get a turf war started inside of a hospital waiting room. But I can’t seem to make myself move—despite that kid with the black leather jacket and the oversized jeans staring back at me like I just murdered his puppy. I’m not too concerned though. If he was worth anything but a glance in my direction, I would have known his face.

  I know all the kids, the killers, the runners. I know their families, their hangout spots, their addresses. It’s my job as president of the biggest and baddest club in El Paso to know this stuff. If I didn’t, I probably would have been whacked off years ago by one of my rivals. And that’s how I know that this young gun, no more than eighteen or nineteen, isn’t going to do shit to me. At least not here.

  I watch him without blinking as he takes a breath and turns back towards the girl. That girl with the chocolate brown eyes and the smooth skin the color of moist sand on a hot day. Even though it only lasted seconds, I can still feel the steam that radiated off her body. Sure, she dresses like a schoolgirl and talks like she’s got her nose stuck in a book, but I could make it work.

  Unlike other girls, the ones who practically crawl to me on their hands in knees, begging for me to just stick the tip of my cock in their mouths, this one is going to be a challenge. She would be like riding in a dust storm—no sight of what’s ahead but a good destination to get to. And the way she walks, how her hand flits and twists by that apple-shaped ass of hers, that destination would be worth putting the effort to get there.

  My mouth pools with spit, as I think of pushing her down on that leather sofa in the corner. I’d use my teeth to pull up that hideous dress of hers and yank down whatever virgin white panties she’s wearing. I can just imagine her taste… honey…like the freckles that dot her lean shoulder blades. And those tits! Jesus. I’m tired of the little cherries that the girls in the club have. I want the juiciest melons…like hers.

  I lean back against the wall, letting my head drift towards the ceiling. I need a minute to compose myself, get back to Tank the Apache. Tank the Lover has got no place here. There’s business to attend to, and the way this girl is making me feel after mere minutes of being with her, I’m going to need all the strength I can get to pull through.

  After a long, dragging moment, I come back to Earth in time to catch the kid and the girl walk hand in hand through the door of the ICU. I put on my sunglasses and follow them as quickly as possible. My long, huge strides pound on the ground, causing her to turn back towards me. She whispers desperately into the ear of the boy as they pick up speed.

  As they near the door to the girl’s room, the cop she was talking to stands quickly and blocks their entrance. I hang back, attempting to listen in on their conversation. The boy in the leather jacket is not happy, but then again, after the girl had ratted him out to the cops, I had suspected this wasn’t going to end happily for anyone.

  “What the fuck do you mean I can’t go see my sister? Why the fuck not? Do you think I did this to her? Do you?!” I can see the rivets of his veins stick out across his neck. He has rage and fury; I like and admire that.

  The girl places her tiny hands with bright pink nail polish on his chest and gently pushes him back a few steps. I hate to admit it, but I can’t help but feel a little bit jealous of that. She has a touch that, even from afar, looks like it could soothe a giant like me. Her soft but stern voice calms the situation. “It’s okay,” she coos. “It’s going to be okay. We’ll just go talk to the nurse and see what we can do. Okay, Anthony?”

  The man lowers his head and walks back towards where I’m hanging out. He doesn’t even register my presence. I keep my eyes looking straightforward, hoping the cop notices me. When he finally looks my way, I can see him react as they all do. He stands up, backs away a few steps, and looks over his shoulder. The man knows exactly who I am.

  I stride towards him, my chest puffed out, my arms bulging to my side. I place a hand on his shoulder, sitting him back down on the chair. He stutters nervously as he explains, “I-I d-did I didn’t know that was one of your guys, Tank.”

  I chuckle to myself. I would never be as stupid as Abe to send a young troop member out to the hospital alone after an attack. That’s a rookie mistake. “He ain’t mine. But don’t mess with him either. I’m tryin’ get info on what happened, too. What d’ya know about it?”

  I can see his hand shake and tremble, as he grips the metal bottom of his chair. His voice is a little stronger, but it still wavers as he says, “Just that the girl was found outside her apartment building in an alley. The girl there is her roommate, but she seems like she’s in the know—”

  I cut him off and walk towards the nurse’s station, where the two are standing, waiting for someone to help them. The boy’s eyes grow wider as I get closer—so much so that the girl turns around quickly. Her head lands straight on my chest, knocking her backwards towards the ground. Before she can land, my arms scoop her back, as she falls like a ragdoll into me.

  “Watch yo’self, girl. You’re not a patient, yet.” Her eyes sparkle like small crystals hidden in a cave as she searches my eyes. I dip her back further, like I’ve seen frilly guys do in movies, but she doesn’t appreciate it. Instead, she pulls herself away in a huff, brushing herself off, as if I managed to get dirt on her.

  The man she’s with has had enough. He pushes her aside as he whispers harshly, “What the fuck are you doing here, Tank?”

  I bow my head a bit, concealing a coy smile. “So I see you know me. Good. I won’t have to do any introductions.”

  “Of course I know who you are. You’re the bastard who ordered a hit on my sister!” The man has guts. No one, not even my own daddy, ever talks to me like that. The girl cowers behind him, unsure of what to do to stop him this time.

  “My boys didn’t do this. We got a code, and you should know that. No families, especially not girls like that. Why would she or you be valuable to me? I’m here for answers. I don’t take kindly to any man or club pulling a cheap ass stunt like this shit. And if someone’s trying to frame me for this, I want to figure it out first so I can nail them before you wussies over at the Aztecs get a chance.”

  He pauses, staring at me as I c
almly state my case. With nothing to add, he points a finger directly at my face and says, “Screw you man!”

  “Son, I don’t want no trouble—at least not here. You have beef with me, that’s fine. I get it that Abe’s got you running scared. But I just got that cop to give you a pass after this little thing managed to nail you as a MC member.” The girl’s face goes instantly red, pink, and copper. She bites her lip nervously, and I try to think of all the ways I could make her do that again.

  When neither of them moves, I wave my hands towards the sister’s door, ushering them to try again. The girl pushes through the brother and walks quickly past me and the cop. I listen to her backpack thud on the ground and a small cry seep out of her mouth. The brother, however, stares at me unmoving. It’s not until the girl calls his name before he backs down from his station. As he passes, he pushes into my shoulders. It’s a pop shot I’ll give him for now. Next time, I won’t go so easy on him for that little sign of disrespect.