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by Natasha A. Salnikova


  “Kiss my ass!” the man yelled.

  Mason shook his head, finishing his wine.

  “Most likely you’ve opened up to each other,” Mason said. “Most likely so. And you decided to work together, although I’m not sure what exactly this means in your case, but I think you will share it with me. You wanted to kill and rob me. Otherwise, why do you need the gun?”

  The woman in the room sobbed. The man kept checking the strength of the walls. He hoped, apparently, to find a secret passage in one of them.

  “My dear sociopathic friends,” Mason said. “I have never met anyone more interesting than you two. Honestly, I thought you were going to see through me, but you were so busy with yourselves and with your selfish goals that you believed everything I said. Of course, I know how to act and what to say to be anyone I want you to see in me, but you have so much experience! Have you killed, Michael?”

  He heard only a roar in response.

  “What about you, Margaret?”

  “Mason,” she said as she jumped up. “We can work together. We will help you! It will be even more interesting than before! Let’s talk.”

  Mason moved the camera closer to her face. Her mascara was smeared and her hair was disheveled. She was still beautiful and it was interesting.

  “Right!” the man agreed. “It would be some kind of a team! We could do some crazy stuff!”

  “I promise!” the woman cried.

  “We promise!” her husband added.

  Mason finished his wine and put the glass aside. His hand reached out to the desired button.

  “I’m sorry, guys, but I work alone and, unlike Dr. Freeman, I don’t need an audience. I’m not that ambitious.”

  “No, no, no! Listen to me!”

  “I’m sure you’ve played a lot of people,” Mason said. “You thought that no one, ever, would catch you. Unfortunately you can’t teach this lesson to your children, but it goes like this—there’s always someone smarter than you, stronger than you, more creative than you. And so on, and so on. Never be full of yourself.”

  “No! Mason!”

  “You shouldn’t worry so much about your life. You are dead already. There’s nothing blooming inside you. Your thoughts are dark and rotten. Nothing can make you happy, but I will. That’s one of my goals. My hobby.”

  “That’s not true!” the woman yelled. “We are happy! Tell her Frank!”

  “Your real name is Frank. That’s good to know.”

  “We are happy!” the man said. “You don’t have to change us!”

  “I like to compare a brain to a garden where something is happening all the time. Some gardens are bright, full of life and light. There’re flowers, birds, butterflies, love and happiness. You have no butterflies or flowers. You have no love in you and no empathy. You will never be happy. You can’t be. Your garden is dead … Just like mine.”

  Mason pressed the button and the happy room began to fill with happy gas. They didn’t see it, but they could smell it for sure, because they both froze and then began to rush about the room, bouncing off of each other, and then they fell on the floor like insects.

  “I’ll open Dom Perignon White Gold,” Mason said, rising. “They deserve the best.”

  THE END

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  Chapter 1

  There was a picture on the wall across from my bed. A sea or an ocean, I couldn’t really tell. Sunset, the water colored in red and orange, and nothing else. I couldn’t remember being by the ocean. I couldn’t remember anything. I had no idea what had happened to me. In the hospital, I slipped in and out of consciousness all the time. I couldn’t even remember what happened in the moment before I blacked out again.

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