by Eva Luxe
But, really, I want to slowly slide my big cock into that fresh little cunt of hers. It was dripping wet for me. I know her thoughts are in fact so filthy I could never bang them out of her no matter how hard I tried, and I would never want to. She wants me to take her virginity so fucking bad. I can tell by the way she was looking at me. By the way she sucked on my fingers and pretended they were my big cock.
Fuck.
This fucking girl. She drives me out of my mind. There’s something about her that already makes me feel so damn different than I feel around any other chic. Usually I just want to bang them. Wanted to bang them. I was already getting tired of them before Elizabeth Jane walked back into my office. They’re too much drama, and if I get one like Maria, they’re dangerous enough to ruin everything I’ve built.
But I feel differently about Elizabeth Jane. I don’t just want to bang her. I want to claim her, own her, possess her. Make her squeeze her pussy around my cock and call out my name and tell me I can do what I want with her for as long as I want.
I was about to give up on sex since it only leads to trouble for me. The last thing I need right now is this.
But I can’t handle it. I try to ignore it but my thoughts of her only get stronger, taking over my mind like I want to take over her untouched body for her very first time.
I jump into the shower thinking that the cold water will calm down my forbidden thoughts. Instead, I can’t help but grab my cock and think of her sucking on it the way that she sucked on my fingers. I want to put it inside her the way my fingers were.
I want to fill her up and fuck her little pussy until she’s so sore she’s begging me to stop. But then she’ll beg me for more because she just can’t get enough.
I stroke myself up and down and then hold onto my balls while I feel the familiar sensation rushing through them. I come much sooner than I normally do, and all over the tub, wishing I could be with her instead of alone with only my thoughts of what I want to do to her.
Holy shit.
Doing what I want to do to her— with her— would be the downfall of us both. Her mother is clearly crazy and who knows what she would do to her if she were to find out. And my business partners are already chomping at the bit to toss me on my ass if I do one more thing to risk losing my business.
But those curvy hips of hers. That amazing ass.
The minute I heard Trisha utter her name, I knew I was in trouble. The moment I saw her sitting in my office— waiting for me as if she knew exactly what I want to do to her and was anxious to let me do it— I knew I’d risk it all for her.
I’m a man with a high-risk tolerance, after all. There’s no reward without risk. What’s the point of living without risk, without rewards? And the reward I want is to take Elizabeth Jane as my own, and blow her mind while I pop her cherry.
That entails a very high risk, but I just know it will be worth it.
I’m going to see her tomorrow and I know exactly what I’m going to do.
Make her mine. Just once. That’s it, I tell myself.
I’ll claim her for only once— for her very first time.
No matter the price I must pay.
Chapter 19 – Elizabeth Jane
It’s time for class to start, and today I sit down right next to Diana. I feel like doing something out of the ordinary. A lot of things out of the ordinary. And furthering the friendship I’ve somehow stricken up with Diana is the least crazy thing of them all.
“Hey there, EJ,” she says, elbowing me playfully. “It’s okay that I call you EJ, right?”
I shrug.
I’ve never been called that before, but why not start now? I suppose this is a time in my life where I’m experiencing a lot of firsts. At least I hope I’m going to experience them. Last night I wrote all about how I want things with Dr. Monroe to go, and for once I didn’t even tear up the diary entry.
I was afraid that if I ripped it into a thousand tiny pieces like I usually do—obsessively, as if erasing any trace of it that my mother could possibly find— that I’d be extinguishing any chance for my fantasy to actually become reality. I decided to keep it with me and protect it, hoping that means it might come true.
Dr. Calvert arrives and begins talking about basic instincts.
“He can tell me about basic instincts any time,” Diana says, in a whisper. “I don’t know why you don’t find him attractive. I’m personally offended by the fact that you don’t, because he’s just that fine.”
“You go ahead and think that then,” I tell her, but I smile back at her. “To each her own.”
“And what is your own?” she asks. “Who do you think is attractive? You never did tell me who you want to ravage you like a lion in the jungle pounces on his prey.”
I shake my head.
“This isn’t the time or place to tell you about that,” I insist, even though I don’t know where would be a better time and place, considering that my mom only lets me out of her sight to come here to school.
“That’s okay,” she says, snatching a piece of paper from out of my notebook. “I’ll just read about it.”
“Oh, my God, stop it,” I almost yell, causing Dr. Calvert to glance in our direction.
“Everything okay, ladies?” he asks us.
“Yes, Professor,” Diana answers, staring at him and giggling like she’s eight years old. She definitely has the hots for him. Just like I have for Dr. Monroe.
And it’s written all over the paper she has in her hands. The entire account of what Dr. Monroe did to me yesterday and what I want him to do today. My eyes widen as I watch with horror as Diana reads the words.
“Oh, wow,” she says, her voice low but amazed.
I expect her to ask me what’s wrong with me— how could I be deranged enough to let my doctor finger me, to want him to fuck me?
But instead she says, “This is really good, EJ. I mean, yesterday, I got a sense that there was this bad girl hiding inside you that I never knew existed. But now I see that you really know how to let her out when it comes to fantasy and creative writing. You should really make use of this stuff you write. It’s good, and I have no idea how you come up with it.”
“Yes, fantasy,” I repeat. “And creative writing.”
She thinks that what I’ve written is just a story. She doesn’t know it’s true. Thank God. I breathe a sigh of relief.
“Ooooh, Dr. Monroe, like at Houghton Family Practice? That’s a nice touch. He’s a hottie for sure. If you’re into older guys of course. Which I am, of course. Obviously.”
She nods her head towards Dr. Calvert, who is still glaring at us as he talks about similarities between packs of wolves and hunter- gatherer societies in early human civilization.
Now I’m embarrassed, even though she does think it’s all made up. Who would make up something so insane?
And what if somehow word got back to my mom that I’m writing “stories” about Dr. Monroe? She’d been so happy after yesterday’s exam and things were finally being set up in a way that she couldn’t control, even though she thinks she’s in complete control of everything. She’s willingly taking me to see him without knowing what he’s done to me and what I want him to keep doing. It’s a brilliant set up and I don’t want anything to ruin it.
Damn me forever writing this down. If Mom hears about it she’ll never take me back to see Dr. Monroe, and she’ll never let me out of the house for that matter. I won’t get to lose my virginity and I’ll have to become a bitter, crazy old maid like she is. Perhaps what’s even worse (or maybe it just seems like the worst thing in the world right now), is that I’ll never get to see Dr. Monroe again.
“Don’t tell anyone,” I whisper to Diana. “Obviously, it’s just some crazy story I came up with. It’s embarrassing and silly.”
“What’s there to tell?” she asks. “That you write really hot sex scenes? That you’re the modern-day Anais Nin?”
I just stare at her panic stricken until she says, “Don’t w
orry EJ, I won’t tell anyone. Pinky swear.”
She holds out her pinky to me and it takes me a minute to realize I’m supposed to grasp onto it and shake. So, I do, and it feels strange to have a friend.
“Ladies,” Dr. Calvert says again. “Unless you’re demonstrating a mating dance of early evolutionary cave women, we are not interested. If I must ask you to settle down one more time, you’ll have to stay after class and talk about what’s so interesting that you can’t listen to my lecture.”
“Yes, Sir,” I say, and Diana says, “Yes, Professor,” while looking at him as if he can scold her anytime.
The look he returns reminds me of the one that Dr. Monroe gives me, and reminds me of how excited I am to see him soon. My panties are already wet, and I can’t wait until he takes them off me like he promised to do.
Diana and I quiet down as requested, but she writes a note in the blank space on my piece of paper that’s full of dirty fantasies— and now some realities— involving Dr. Monroe.
Dr. Calvert can keep me after class any time, it says. I’m sure he’ll have a lot to teach me.
I smile at her, being careful not to say anything. I don’t want to be publicly called out by Dr. Calvert again, even though it’s not my worst fear. That would have been my most terrifying nightmare in the past, but today I’m feeling particularly brave.
More importantly, I don’t want to spill my guts to Diana. I don’t want anything to ruin what I have going with Dr. Monroe. So, although I feel tempted to write her back, I don’t. I only think it in my head.
I know exactly how you feel. But, lucky me— my lessons start as soon as class gets out.
Chapter 20 – Elizabeth Jane
I'm back in Dr. Monroe's office, even more excited than I was the first time I was here. And I'm very glad my mom didn't try to follow me in this time. She knows better. Dr. Monroe set her straight.
Alone in the office, I take off my shirt and shiver. It's cold in here, but I also suddenly feel nervous. Dr. Monroe had told me to strip down to my underwear this time, and I want to obey his orders. But once I take off my bra and jeans, I feel silly just sitting here nearly naked.
What if someone other than Dr. Monroe were to come in?
The thought both excites me and terrifies me. I feel as if Dr. Monroe commanded me to take off my clothes and wait for him as some sort of challenge.
I look over to the examination table and notice a sheet folded up on top of it. It's a real, full sized sheet— not one of those white paper ones I'm used to putting on my lap.
I lie down on the table and cover up my entire body with the sheet. I feel like I'm at a massage therapist's office instead of a doctor's office.
I barely have time to pull it over me, though, before the door opens up, without anyone having knocked first.
"Elizabeth Jane," Dr. Monroe says, coming into the room and shutting the door behind him. "It's nice to see you again."
"It's nice to see you too, Doctor," I tell him.
I don’t even try to hide the fact that I’ve been anxiously anticipating it since the last time we were together. And from the look on his handsome face, I can tell the feeling is mutual.
I start to sit up, but he holds up a hand.
"No need," he says, smiling. "Just lie back and relax."
He walks over to the side of the bed and peeks under the sheet.
"I see you've obeyed my orders," he says.
He puts his hand under the blanket and squeezes my thigh. I automatically open my legs a bit wider for him. His fingers travel over my panties and I know he can feel how wet I am for him under the fabric.
Just then, the door opens again, and this time I know it's not Dr. Monroe. I jump, but he keeps his hand firmly on the outside of my panties, and taps my folds gently with two fingers, as if to tell me not to worry.
"Dr. Stanton," he says, "I'm with a patient."
To my surprise, he slides his finger under my panties and begin touching the naked flesh of my pussy. His finger travels up and down my folds, feeling the soaking wet evidence of my desire for him.
"I can see that," Dr. Stanton says, raising his eyebrows in suspicion. "I was going to tell you that I'm headed out for the day. I have the meeting with the investors, remember?"
From the tone of his voice I can tell this is serious. From his expression I can tell he doesn't know if Dr. Monroe knows just how serious it is.
"Good luck," Dr. Monroe says, thrusting a finger deep inside me.
With Dr. Stanton in the room, Dr. Monroe finger fucks me. It takes everything within me not to moan in pleasure or cry out in astonishment. I also have to stop myself from moving my hips to meet Dr. Monroe's rhythm.
"I just wanted to let you know that from what he said on the phone, we have about a month," Dr. Stanton says.
Dr. Monroe nods, as if casually saying goodbye to Dr. Stanton. But from the way his fingers stop plowing their way through my pussy, I can tell he's taken note of the fact that they have a month— whatever that means. It's obvious that it's an important detail.
Dr. Stanton nods back, and then nods at me. I do my best to nod back to him, even though I just want him to leave so that Dr. Monroe can finish what he's started.
Finally, Dr. Stanton glances one more time at me and then at Dr. Monroe and leaves the examination room. As soon as Dr. Stanton shuts the door behind him, Dr. Monroe furiously thrusts two fingers in and out of me.
"That was a close call, my little Elizabeth Jane," he says.
I like the way he says "my."
"We'd better continue this examination," he continues.
"Yes, Doctor."
He is standing right beside the examination table and he's wearing scrubs. I can see his obvious bulge protruding from underneath them, as if waiting for me to make him feel as good as he's made me feel.
He sees me looking at him and suddenly reaches out and grabs my hand. Then he guides it to his cock and lets it rest there. I grab onto it and it rises gratefully in my hand.
"Have you ever touched a man's cock, Elizabeth Jane?" Dr. Monroe asks.
His hand returns to my pussy and squeezes it, holding it possessively as if he never wants to let it go.
"No, Doctor," I tell him, looking up into his eyes.
I pull out his cock from the opening in his pants and my eyes widen at how large it is. I'm not sure if it will fit in my mouth, let alone my pussy.
"Take my cock in your mouth now, my little Liz."
I nod, ready to do whatever he wants me to do. I’m hoping it leads to him finally taking my virginity.
Chapter 21 – Derek
I look down at her, my little Elizabeth Jane, so willing— no, eager— to take my cock in her mouth, and I wonder how I'm ever going to be able to restrain myself.
I've got to fucking stop this, I think, but as her lips meet the tip of my cock I realize there is no stopping it. I'm maintaining control, but just barely.
I can't believe Dr. Stanton walked in on us. He must have known I'm up to something, because he never trusts me. His message to me about our new business partners’ meeting in a month's time was a warning signal that I need to be good for a month.
Just a month. That's all it will take and then our practice will be merged and we'll be even richer than we already are now. Filthy fucking rich. We make billions as it is, with all of our family practice offices across the country, but because of this merger we'll make even more.
As long as I don't blow it. But Elizabeth Jane is about to blow me, and even though I know the risks, I don't want to stop.
I push my cock further into her mouth and she licks the head of it while moving her hand up and down along the shaft. She's really good at this for not ever having done it before, and I know it's because she's fucking into me. As in, emotionally, not just physically.
Usually the realization that feelings are involved on the woman's part would make me kick her out of my bed— or in this case, office, although this is the first time I've eve
r been stupid enough to do this during an exam— but now with Elizabeth Jane, everything just feels different.
I'm not ready to admit to myself that there are feelings involved on my part too. I just know that I'm not interested in kicking her out of my bed, my office, or my life. I'm interested in keeping my cock in her mouth— and her presence in my vicinity— for as long as possible. And that's something I can't say about any other woman I've been with.
She sucks my cock until I can barely take it anymore. I shove it all the way down her throat and she gags a bit but continues to suck.
I play with her clit, making her moan as she sucks on me. I feel her wetness dripping all over me as she moves her hips around and says, "I'm coming, Dr. Monroe."
"Come for me, Elizabeth Jane."
I look down at her fluttering eyelashes and smell the scent of spring weather mixed with the pungent but sweet smelling odor of her pussy spread wide open for me.
"I love how you look so young and innocent but underneath you're my very own little slut," I tell her.
"Dr. Monroe," she groans, completely giving into her orgasm as I twist her nipple with one hand and thrust my fingers deep into her wet pussy with the other.
My cock throbs and pulses in her mouth and I don't want to let myself come yet. There's only one place I want to do that.
I pull out a condom from the pocket of my lab coat and tell her, "It's time to complete my exam now, Elizabeth Jane. Are you ready?"
She smiles up at me as I take my cock out of her mouth.
"I thought you'd never say that," she replies. "And I've never been more ready."