by Tom Schreck
Morris, who so far had seemed like a decent guy, was markedly less polite when he finally got around to talking to me this time. He had his hands inside his trench coat when he walked up the bridge to talk to me. He had a look on his face like he just ate something that had spoiled.
“We could arrest you for about eleven different things, you know, Dombrowski,” Morris said.
“Look, I was going to call you, I swear. I was here to meet Howard to bring him to you. I knew it was the only way he’d go,” I said.
Morris turned toward Kelley.
“Can you vouch for this nutcase?”
“Yeah, Detective Morris, what he said is the truth. He’s all right. A little misguided in his energy sometimes, but he’s all right,” Kelley said.
Morris turned back to me. I took note that both Kelley and Morris had referred to me as a “nutcase.”
“This time, out of respect for Kelley, I’m not going to make a deal out of you not notifying us before this little rendezvous of yours, but from here on out-no more bullshit, you understand?”
“Gotcha,” I said.
There was another twenty minutes or so of more putzing around by the lab guys and intense posturing by the other cops who had honed their whole intense furrowed-brow, tormented-by-the-criminal-world look. There was just something about people who tried so hard to create an image that I found so contrived-like they didn’t have enough inside them to just be who they are. Instead of being themselves, they take on roles and personas to do the work of developing a personality for them.
Kelley and I walked back to our cars through the park in silence. When we got to our cars, I broke the silence.
“That’s his blood, you know,” I said.
“I know,” Kelley said.
Kelley went to get in his car.
“Does it change how you’re looking at this whole thing?”
“Yeah.”
Kelley didn’t say anything, he just went to unlock his door.
“Hey, Kell?” I said.
“What?”
“Misguided?”
13
By midafternoon Monday, Kelley had called me at the office and confirmed that it was Howard’s blood in the park. You didn’t have to be a brain surgeon to deduce that something went extremely wrong with Howard, but a certain psychiatrist didn’t see that kind of obvious reasoning at all.
“It could be consistent with Howard’s personality disorder for him to self-mutilate, especially if it could get him sympathy and attention,” Abadon said. We were all at an afternoon meeting to discuss his situation.
“Doesn’t it make more sense that he was trying to do the right thing but was scared? Then he was assaulted in the park or something?” I said.
“That’s what he wants you to believe, Duffy. I think you’re being manipulated,” Claudia said.
“You don’t think there’s even a small chance that Howard is frightened about the situation and that he believes there’s no way he could be treated fairly?” I said.
“It’s likely that Rheinhart is getting off on all the media exposure and the misguided attention Duffy is showing him.” Claudia didn’t answer me directly but instead talked to everyone.
“If you pray, pray that God protects our community during this time,” Abadon said. He had a cross on his lapel today. Dr. Abadon always had a small cross on his jacket lapel but he had never referenced any Christian stuff before.
“Shouldn’t we support one of our clients-even a little bit?” I said.
“I believe when a client is clearly perpetuating evil-what I call sin-it is imperative that we don’t give him support,” Abadon said.
“It bothers me that you’re so certain, Doctor,” I said. Abadon smiled and looked down at his folded hands.
“We need to move on,” Claudia said.
I felt some tension in my hands and noticed that my right hand had balled up, halfway forming a fist, and I had a little twitch going in my neck. I suppose, at least according to Abadon, that what I wanted to do right now was sinful. If you asked me, it was as natural as the day is long.
Though we moved off of Howard, unfortunately for me the meeting wasn’t even close to being done. After we finished discussing Howard, Monique and I had other cases to present to Claudia and Abadon for their review. It was two and half more hours of human-services bliss, and the tedium and arrogance got my systolic blood pressure up as high as Star Jones’s weight.
When the day finally ended, I needed a comprehensive sanity plan to clear my head. The plan needed to be holistic, and that meant I needed to nurture my inner child with a trip to the gym to hit the bags. Then, I would need to bond with my support group for eight or ten Schlitzes and an order of AJ’s toxic wings. It was a plan that would bring me back to my center.
I was heading down the steps to the gym when I heard “WASABIIIIIIIII!” followed by a thud that sounded like someone dropped a sack of potatoes from a second-story window.
As I came through the door, there was Billy in another new outfit, rubbing the back of his head as he sat on the floor. Across the way in the door to his office was Smitty, who stood leaning against the threshold, shaking his head.
As soon as he saw me, Billy bounded to his feet, stood up straight, and yelled about Japanese horseradish.
“Bill, again with the horseradish?”
“Sir?” Billy had a giant red zit on his left cheek the size of a Hershey’s Kiss.
“Never mind. Look, you and I will train after my workout. Go stretch or something,” I said.
“Sir, yes sir!”
“Right.”
I walked over to Smitty, who was rolling his eyes.
“Good afternoon, senor,” Smitty said.
“That’s sensei,” I said. “Show some respect, will ya?”
“I got a call today.”
“Yeah, another fight already-let’s do it.”
“This one was a little different.”
“Huh?”
“It was the spiky-haired guy. He’s interested in you. Liked the way the Irish went nuts for you. Figured you’d bring ’em in in the smaller venues all around New York and Boston, and then he could drape the Polish flag around you and take you to Chicago and Milwaukee,” Smitty said.
“You shittin’ me?”
“Nope. Talked to him for an hour. He’s got a plan.”
“Tell me.”
“He wants you to get one more win, which will give you five straight. That qualifies you for a shot at the NABU belt. The belt is almost worthless, but it will make you a champion and get you a couple of extra thousand every time you fight. That, and you’ll be a small-time headliner.”
“What’s the catch?”
“None, as far as I can tell. The next fight is to set you up for the title fight, and it will be an easy one. He’s got some guy from Arkansas named Jerry Perryman, who you should go through easily.”
“When’s this going to happen?”
“He wants it in two weeks, while you’re still being talked about.”
“Let’s do it-you up for it?”
“You know I’m not the spiky-haired guy’s biggest fan, but I can’t see the downside, Duff. This is a hell of an opportunity.”
Smitty took me through my workout and briefed me about Jerry Perryman, opponent. He wasn’t in great shape but had a fifty-fifty record. That didn’t really mean a whole lot because he did most of his fighting down south where boxing gets really suspect. Promoters put fights on every week and a lot of the same guys fight each other all the time. It’s easy to get twenty wins in the South in a year and half. It’s also easy to get that many losses. Perryman was 20 and 18 and never fought north of Tennessee.
After my time with Smitty, Billy and I did the karate thing. He evoked Japanese horseradish and insisted on practicing his flying kicks, which he performed with amazing consistency. Amazing, that is, by the way he landed on his back every single time he threw one. The kid had zero natural ability, but he did work
hard and for that I respected him. We finished up doing some pushups together, stretching a little to cool down, and then, of course, bowing. I said goodbye to Smitty, and Billy and I headed to the locker room together. Just as we were passing the karate room, Mitchell and Harter were coming out.
“Two of life’s losers,” Mitchell said. He and Harter had stopped on the stairs blocking our path.
“Just different sizes and ages. Hey, Billy, are you learning how to be a bigger loser?” Harter said.
“Is that even possible?” Mitchell added.
I kept walking and motioned to Billy to come along. I walked between the two tough guys, not breaking stride.
“Hey, you guys ought to get a comedy routine in a nightclub or something,” I said, and I shouldered my way through the two of them.
“Duffy-watch your back,” Harter said.
“Tell you what, guys. Why don’t you guys go rent a Steven Seagull movie and whack off to it. It’ll be a good workout for those dragons on your forearms.”
“Keep it up, Polack,” Mitchell said.
“Ooh, yikes. C’mon, Billy, before they start making Bruce Lee noises.”
Billy and I headed to the locker room without a word to each other, and I could tell he was still freaked out by the interaction. He got quiet and wouldn’t look at me.
“What’s wrong, kid?” I said.
“Nothing, sir.”
“C’mon, what’s bothering you?”
“Nothing, sir.”
“Look, Bill, don’t let them get to you. They’re pussies on the inside where it counts.”
“Yes, sir, but don’t you think you should be careful around them?”
“That’s what they want and we ain’t going to give that to them.”
I took my karateka home, and even though I tried to kid with him, he was still a little spooked. The fact that these karate guys got into his head to such a degree pissed me off.
Days like this taxed me and I needed to continue to round out my holistic stress management plan. I had exercised, passed on a little of the ancient martial arts, and now it was time I headed to that bastion of New Age feel goodedness-AJ’s. In addition to unwinding, I wanted to get the full details regarding Howard’s blood, and I knew Kelley would be there.
“She had them taken out and then put back in?” TC said.
“Actually, they were taken out, put in, taken out, and put in again,” Jerry Number Two said.
“Can they even do that? Doesn’t all the tittage get dispersed?” Jerry Number One asked.
“Tittage? What are you, freakin’ French?” Rocco said.
“It has to do with whoever she’s married to, I think. Each guy gets to order his own fun-bag size,” TC said.
“What do they do with, as Rocco calls it, the leftover tittage?” Jerry Number One said.
“What do you mean?” TC asked.
“Well, when she gets them reduced, where does the tittage go?” Jerry Number One said.
“On eBay-I think they auction it,” Jerry Number Two said.
“What do they put it in?” TC asked.
“Mason jars, I think,” Jerry Number Two said.
“I might bid on that. It would be a collector’s item, and if she got a new boyfriend I could sell it to him,” TC said.
“Man, you guys are boobs-they recycle it for insulation,” Rocco said.
“How warm could that keep you?” Jerry Number One said.
“It depends what you did with it,” Jerry Number Two said.
“There wouldn’t be much, at least not enough to cover an attic,” TC said.
“I don’t know-have you ever seen her in a bikini?” Jerry Number Two said.
“Hey-does this count toward the seven-second thing?” TC asked.
As you might expect, Kelley was turned away, doing his best to watch a replay of a classic women’s golf tournament. I’m guessing none of the competitors had any artificial tittage issues.
“It was definitely Howard, huh?” I said.
“Yeah-they checked with the prison and it was his blood,” Kelley said.
“What do you think happened?”
“I think Howard got there and somebody didn’t want him to meet you.”
“Yeah, me too.”
“Kell-does this change your view on his guilt?”
“Yeah, to some extent.”
“What do we do about it?”
“We? Don’t tell me you’re getting back in the private-eye business.” Kelley rolled his eyes.
“Uh…” I didn’t know how to say what was on my mind.
“Oh geez…”
“I just feel like someone has to look out for Howard. Everyone’s against him.”
“It’s tough to get people on your side when you have his history.”
“Yeah but-”
“Duff, he brutally murdered four kids.”
“Thirty years ago. Doesn’t a guy ever get to live that down?”
“Not in my book.”
“Maybe in mine. Maybe what was going on inside him was so painful that his choices were narrowed.”
“Now you’re starting to sound like those assholes you work with.”
“It’s different. I know everyone’s responsible for what they do, but couldn’t it be the case that for some people, doing the right thing is just really, really fuckin’ hard?” I took a sip of the Schlitz.
“Allow for that and you got chaos in society,” Kelley said.
“I’m just talking about one guy-not all of society.”
“Look, Duff, I’m not a real complicated guy and I don’t do a complicated job. I bust guys who break the law.” Kelley took a pull of his Coors Light. “The bigger issue is you getting involved. Last time you did, it wreaked havoc, people died… shit, you almost died. Everything came out okay, but it almost didn’t. Use your head and let the cops handle this one,” he said.
We sat quietly for a second and I knew he was right. It wasn’t my job, it wasn’t my role to defend the universe or even to come to Howard’s rescue. I was overinvolved already and I had enough going on in my life that I didn’t need to play Robin Hood.
“You’re right. I need to back off,” I said.
“Promise me, you’ll stay away from the hero stuff,” Kelley said.
“Yeah, it doesn’t feel quite right but it makes sense. No more ‘Duffy for Hire.’”
“AJ, let me buy Duffy’s next Schlitz.”
Kelley didn’t buy my drinks very often.
14
I continued to train for my bout with Perryman. It wasn’t the real intense training you do to get in shape, it was the type of training you do to stay sharp and keep your engine tuned. It’s hard for people to understand, but more isn’t better when it comes to training. Probably the biggest problem you see with fighters is overtraining-that is, they do too much. Guys will try to work out their anxiety by pushing themselves extra hard, and come fight night they’ve left all their energy back in the gym. I’ve been around long enough to know not to do that.
My new spiky-haired promoter called Smitty and let him know that my bout was going on a card featured at the Altamont Fair. The fair is a big county to-do up the Thruway near Albany, and it drew a couple hundred thousand people every year for a week in August. I don’t know how he pulled it off, but he had a five-card show scheduled for the weekend and fairgoers would only have to pay an extra ten bucks on top of their fair admission to get in to the fights.
Big-time promoters could make things happen and make things happen quickly. The notoriety the Garden fight gave me was going to be short-lived, so he had to exploit it quickly. I didn’t mind; I was used to taking short-notice fights, and besides, Jerry Perryman was guaranteed to be as mediocre as it got. The Crawford newspaper, the Union Star, even did a profile of me and explained how the fight was a lead-in to the NABU title fight.
Newspaper stories covering my fights were few and far between. I almost never fought close to Crawford, and most of the time they
never covered it. Now I was a human interest story because of my counselor job and my overnight success as a prizefighter. Never mind that the overnight success took fourteen years.
Meanwhile, Al was still making me nuts with all his running around the trailer. It had gotten to be an every-morning thing, maybe because Billy seemed to show up uninvited almost every morning to demonstrate a new way he could fall on his head. Al didn’t like the unannounced visits, so even when Billy didn’t come he’d bark and run around to ward off anyone who might show up. The bruises and welts on my shins from when Al would duck for cover just ahead of my grasp were piling up like the notches on a cowboy’s gun.
I called my old friend Jamal for some canine guidance. Jamal was a fighter who had hung up his gloves after a lackluster pro career and he also was in the Nation of Islam. That’s where he met Walanda, a client of mine who was murdered a while back. She was Al’s original master after he flunked out of the Nation’s bomb-sniffing canine program. It wasn’t that Al couldn’t sniff explosives-in fact, he was very good at it and even helped me uncover a terrorist aiming to drop a dirty bomb on Yankee Stadium last year. The problem with Al was that he was always shitting and pissing on everything and that didn’t go over too well with the bow-tied and righteous brothers.
I wanted Jamal’s recommendations for calming Al down. I got him on his cell.
“Hey Duff-I’m surprised you even talk to little people like me now that you’ve hit the big time,” Jamal said.
“Oh, I’m big all right,” I said.
“White guy with an Irish name-shit, you got it made as long as you keep winnin’. Who they got for you?”
“Some guy named Perryman from Arkansas.”