“You needn’t trouble yourself.” She hadn’t meant for him to play the role of gentleman. She just wanted to be rid of him.
Thornton’s face was an impenetrable mask. “It’s no trouble.”
“Indeed.” Dismay sank through her like a stone. There was no way to extricate herself without being quite obvious he still set her at sixes and sevens. “Lead the way.”
He offered his arm and she took it, aware that in her eagerness to escape him, she had just entrapped herself more fully. Instead of staying in the safe, boring company of the other revelers, she was leaving them at her back. Perhaps a treasure hunt would not have been so terrible a fate.
An uncomfortable silence fell between them, with Cleo aware the young man who had dizzied her with stolen kisses had aged into a cool, imperturbable stranger. For all the passion he showed now, she could have been a buttered parsnip on his plate.
She told herself she didn’t give a straw for him, that walking a short distance just this once would have no effect on her. Even if he did smell somehow delectable and not at all as some gentlemen did of tobacco and horse. No. His was a masculine, alluring scent of sandalwood and spice. And his arm beneath her hand felt as strongly corded with muscle as it looked under his coat.
“You have changed little, Lady Scarbrough,” Thornton offered at last when they were well away from the others, en route to Wilton House’s imposing façade. “Lovely as ever.”
“You are remarkably civil, my lord,” she returned, not patient enough for a meaningless, pleasant exchange. She didn’t wish to cry friends with him. There was too much between them.
His jaw stiffened and she knew she’d finally irked him. “Did you think to find me otherwise?”
“Our last parting was an ugly one.” Perverse, perhaps, but she wanted to remind him, couldn’t bridle her tongue. She longed to grab handfuls of his fine coat and shake him. What right did he have to appear so smug, so handsome? To be so self-assured, refined, magnetic?
“I had forgotten.” Thornton’s tone, like the sky above them, remained light, nonchalant.
“Forgotten?” The nerve of the man! He had acted the part of lovelorn suitor well enough back then.
“It was, what, all of ten years past, no?”
“Seven,” she corrected before she could think better of it.
He smiled down at her as if he were a kindly uncle regarding a pitiable orphaned niece. “Remarkable memory, Lady Scarbrough.”
“One would think your memory too would recall such an occasion, even given your advanced age.”
“How so?” He sounded bored, deliberately overlooking her jibe at his age which was, if she were honest, only thirty to her five and twenty. “We never would have suited.” His gray eyes melted into hers, his grim mouth tipping upward in what would have been a grin on any other man. Thornton didn’t grin. He smoldered.
Drat her stays. Too tight, too tight. She couldn’t catch a breath. Did he mean to be cruel? Cleo knew a great deal about not suiting. She and Scarbrough had been at it nearly since the first night they’d spent as man and wife. He had crushed her, hurt her, grunted over her and gone to his mistress.
“Of course we wouldn’t suit,” she agreed. Still, inwardly she had to admit there had been many nights in her early marriage where she had lain awake, listening for Scarbrough’s footfalls, wondering if she hadn’t chosen a Sisyphean fate.
They entered Wilton House and began the lengthy tromp to its Tudor revival styled wing where many of the guests had been situated. Thornton placed a warm hand over hers. He gazed down at her with a solemn expression, some of the arrogance gone from his features. “I had not realized you would be in attendance, Lady Scarbrough.”
“Nor I you.” She was uncertain of what, if any, portent hid in his words. Was he suggesting he was not as immune as he pretended? She wished he had not insisted upon escorting her.
As they drew near the main hall, a great commotion arose. Previously invisible servants sprang forth, bustling with activity. A new guest had arrived and Cleo recognized the strident voice calling out orders. Thornton’s hand stiffened over hers and his strides increased. She swore she overheard him mumble something like ‘not yet, damn it’, but couldn’t be sure. To test him, she stopped. Her heavy skirts swished front then back, pulling her so she swayed into him.
Cleo cast him a sidelong glance. “My lord, I do believe your mother is about to grace us with her rarified presence.”
He growled, losing some of his polish like a candlestick too long overlooked by the rag. “Nonsense. We mustn’t tarry. You’ve the headache.” He punctuated his words with a sharp, insolent yank on her arm to get her moving.
She beamed. “I find it begins to dissipate.”
The dowager Marchioness of Thornton had a certain reputation. She was a lioness with an iron spine, an undeterred sense of her own importance and enough consequence to cut anyone she liked. Cleo knew the dowager despised her. She wouldn’t dare linger to incur her wrath were it not so painfully obvious the good woman’s own son was desperate to avoid her. And deuce it, she wanted to see Thornton squirm.
“Truly, I would not importune you by forcing you to wait in the hall amidst the chill air,” he said, quite stuffy now, no longer bothering to tug her but pulling her down the hall as if he were a mule and she his plow.
The shrill voice of her ladyship could be heard admonishing the staff for their posture. Thornton’s pace increased, directing them into the wrong wing. She was about to protest when the dowager called after him. It seemed the saint still feared his mother.
“Goddamn.” Without a moment of hesitation, he opened the nearest door, stepped inside and pulled her through with him.
Cleo let out a disgruntled ‘oof’ as she sank into the confines of whatever chamber Thornton had chosen as their hiding place. The door clicked closed and darkness descended in the cramped quarters.
“Thornton,” trilled the marchioness, her voice growing closer.
“Your—” Cleo began speaking, but Thornton’s hand over her mouth muffled the remainder of her words. She inhaled, startled by the solid presence of his large body so close behind her. Her bustle crushed against him.
“Hush, please. I haven’t the patience for my mother today.”
He meant to avoid the dragon for the entire day? Did he really think it possible? She shifted, discomfited by his nearness. Goodness, the little room was stifling. Her stays pinched her again. Did he need to smell so divine?
“Argnnnthhwt,” she replied.
She needed air. The cramped quarters dizzied her. Certainly it wasn’t the proximity of her person to Thornton that played mayhem with her senses. Absolutely not. The ridiculous man simply had to take his hand from her mouth. Why, he was nearly cutting off her air. She could scarcely breathe.
Thornton didn’t seem likely to oblige her, so she resorted to tactics learned from growing up with a handful of sisters who were each more than a handful themselves. She decided not to play fair and licked his palm. It was a mistake, a terrible one and not just because it was unladylike but because he tasted salty and sweet. He tasted rather like something she might want to nibble. So she did the unpardonable. She licked him again.
“Christ.” To her mingled relief and disappointment, he removed his hand. “Say a word and I’ll throttle you.”
Footsteps sounded in the hall just beyond the closed door. If Cleo had been tempted to end their ruse before, her sudden reaction to Thornton rattled her too much to do so now. She kept mum.
“Perhaps you are mistaken?” Thornton’s sister, Lady Bella ventured, sounding meek.
“Don’t be an idiot, Bella,” the dowager snapped. “I know my own son when I see him. All your novels are making you addle-pated. How many times must I implore you to assert yourself at more improving endeavors like needlepoint? Women should not be burdened by knowledge. Our constitutions are too delicate.”
Cleo couldn’t quite stifle a snicker. The situation had all the el
ements of a comedy. All that yet remained was for the dowager to yank open the door so Cleo and Thornton would come tumbling out.
“You smell of lavender,” he muttered in her ear, an accusation.
So what if she did? It was a lovely, heady scent blended specifically for her. Lavender and rose geranium, to be precise. “Hold your breath,” she retorted, “if you find it so objectionable.”
“I don’t.”
“Then what is the problem, Thornton?”
“I find it delicious.”
Delicious. It was a word of possibility, of improbability, improper and yet somehow…seductive. Enticing. Yes, dear heaven, the man enticed her. She leaned into his solid presence, her neck seeking. Even better, her neck’s sensitive skin found his hungry mouth.
He tasted her, licking her skin, nipping in gentle bites, trying, it would seem, to consume her like a fine dessert. His hands anchored her waist. Thornton pulled her back against him, all semblance of hauteur gone. Her dress improver cut viciously into her sides.
She didn’t care. She forgot about his mother. Their quarrel and complicated past flitted from her mind. Cleo reached behind her with her right arm and sank her fingers into his hair. He stilled, then tore his lips from her neck. Neither of them moved. Their breaths blended. Thornton’s hands splayed over her bodice, possessive and firm.
“This is very likely a mistake,” he murmured.
“Very likely so,” she agreed and then pressed her mouth to his.
He kissed her as she hadn’t been kissed in years. Strike that. He kissed her as she hadn’t been kissed in her lifetime, deep and hard and consuming. He kissed her like he wanted to claim her, mark her. And she kissed him back with all the passion she hadn’t realized she possessed. Dear heavens, this was not the political saint who took her mouth with such force but the sinner she’d once known. Had she thought him cold?
Thornton twisted her until her back slammed against the door with a thud. His tongue swept into her mouth. Her hands gripped his strong shoulders, pulling him closer. An answering ache blossomed within her. Somehow, he found his way under her skirts, grasping her left leg at the knee and hooking it around his lean hip. Deliberate fingers trailed up her thigh beneath three layers of fabric, finding bare skin. He skimmed over lacy drawers, dipping inside to tease her.
When he sank two fingers inside her, she gasped, yanking back into the door again. It rattled. Voices murmured from far away in the hall. “Thornton,” she whispered. “We should stop.”
He dropped a hot kiss on her neck, then another. “Absolutely. This is folly.”
Then he belied his words by shifting her so her body pressed against his instead of the door. She no longer cared why they should stop. Her good intentions dissipated. Her bodice suddenly seemed less snug and she realized he had undone a few buttons. Heavens. The icy man of moments ago bore no resemblance to the man setting her body aflame. Scarbrough had never touched her this way, had never made her feel giddy and tingly, as if she might fly up into the clouds.
Scarbrough. Just the thought of her husband stiffened her spine. Hadn’t she always sworn to herself she would not be like him? Here she was, nearly making love in who knew what manner of chamber with Thornton, a man she didn’t even find pleasant. The man, to be specific, who had betrayed and abandoned her. How could she be so wanton and foolish to forget what he’d done for a few moments of pleasure?
She pushed him away, breathing heavy, heart heavy. “We must stop.”
“Why must we?” He caressed her arms, wanting to seduce her again.
“My husband.”
“I don’t hear him outside the door.”
“Nor do I, but I am not a society wife even if my conduct with you suggests otherwise. I do not make love with men in closets at country house parties. I don’t fall to his level.”
“Madam, your husband is a louse. You could not fall to his level were you to roll in the hay with every groom in our hostess’ stable and then run naked through the drawing room.”
She stiffened. “What do you know of him?”
“Plenty.”
“I doubt you do.” The inescapable urge to defend her wastrel, blackguard husband rose within her. How dare Thornton be so arrogant, so condescending when he himself had committed the same sins against her? And had he not just been on the verge of making love to a married woman in a darkened room? He was no better.
He sighed. “Scarbrough’s got scads of women on the wrong side of the Park in St. John’s Wood. It’s common knowledge.”
Of course it was, but that didn’t make it any easier to hear. Especially not coming from Thornton, the man she’d jilted in favor of Scarbrough. “I’m aware Scarbrough is indiscreet, but that has little bearing on you and me in this moment. This moment should never have happened.”
“We are once again in agreement, Cleo.” His voice regained some of its arrogance. “However, it did happen.”
Her name on his lips startled her, but she didn’t bother taking him to task for it. After the intimacies she had just allowed, it would be hypocritical. She wished she could see him. The darkness became unbearable.
“How could you so easily forget your own sins? You had your pretty little actress all the while you claimed to love me.”
He said nothing. Silence extended between them. It was obstinate of her, but she wanted him to deny it. Thornton did not.
“Aren’t there orphans about somewhere you should be saving?” She lashed out, then regretted her angry words. That was badly done of her. But this, being in Thornton’s arms after what he’d done…it went against the grain.
“I think you should go,” she added.
“I would if I could fight my way past your bloody skirts. There’s no help for it. Either you go first or we go together.”
“We can’t go together! Your insufferable mother may be lurking out there somewhere.”
“Then you must go first.”
“I shall precede you,” she informed him.
“I already suggested as much. Twice, if you had but listened.” He sounded peeved.
The urge to stamp her foot hit her with fierce persistence. “You are a vexing man.”
“And you, my love, are a shrew unless your mouth is otherwise occupied.”
She gasped. “How dare you?”
“Oh, I dare lots of things. Some of them, you may even like.” His voice had gone sinful and dark.
The dreadful man. She drew herself up in full countess armor. “I’m leaving now.”
Then he ruined her consequence by saying, “Lovely. Though you might want to fasten up your bodice before you go. I should think it terribly difficult to convince my mother we were talking about the weather when your finer bits are on display.”
Her finer bits? It was the outside of enough. She slapped his arm. “Has the Prime Minister any idea what a coarse scoundrel you are? None of my…person would be on display if you hadn’t pulled me into the room and accosted me.”
“You were well pleased for a woman being accosted,” he pointed out, smug.
She hated him again, which was really for the best. He was too much of a temptation, too delicious, to borrow his word, and she was ever a fool for him. “You’re insufferable.”
“So I’ve been told.”
Cleo gave him her back and attempted to fasten her buttons. Drat. She pulled. She held her breath. She tugged her bodice’s stiff fabric again. The buttons wouldn’t meet their moorings. “Did you undo my lacings?” she demanded, realization dawning on her.
“Perhaps.” Thornton’s voice had gone wistful. Sheepish, almost.
Good heavens. How did he know his way around a woman’s undergarments so well he could get her undone and partially unlaced all while kissing her passionately? Beneath his haughty exterior still lay a womanizer’s heart.
There was no help for it now. She couldn’t tight-lace herself. “I require some assistance,” she mumbled.
“What was that?”
Cle
o gritted her teeth. “I can’t lace myself.”
“Would a ‘please’ be in order?”
“You’re the one who did the damage. It seems reasonable that you should repair it.”
“Perhaps I can slip past your voluminous skirts after all,” he mused.
“Please help me,” she blurted.
“Turn around,” he ordered.
Cleo spun, reluctant to face him again. She could barely see him in the murkiness, a tall, imposing figure. His hands slipped inside her bodice, expertly finding the lacings he had loosened.
“Breathe in,” he told her.
She did and he pulled tightly, cinching her waist to a painful wasp silhouette once more. “Thank you. I can manage the buttons.”
He spun her about and brushed aside her fingers. “I’ll get them.” She swore she heard a smile in his voice. “After all, it only seems reasonable I repair the damage I’ve done.”
“Fine then.” His breath fanned her lips and she could feel his intense gaze on her. She tilted her head to the side to ease her disquiet at his nearness. Was it just her imagination, or did his fingers linger at the buttons nearest her bosom?
“There you are.” Thornton fastened the last one, brushing the hollow of her throat as he did so.
She closed her eyes and willed away the desire that assaulted her. This man was not for her. He ran the backs of his fingers along her neck, stopping when he cupped her jaw.
“Thank you,” she whispered again.
“You’re most welcome,” he said, voice low.
The magnetism between them was inexorable, just as it had been before. Despite the intervening years, despite all, she still recalled the way he had made her feel—weightless and enchanted, as though she had happened upon Shakespeare’s moonlit forest in A Midsummer Night’s Dream.
His thumb brushed over her bottom lip. “If you don’t go, I’ll undo all the repairing I’ve just done.”
She knew he warned himself as much as he warned her. Sadness pulsed between them, a mutual acknowledgment their lives could have turned up differently. So many unspoken words, so much confusion lingered.
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