"Come out now, and look."
The Father came into the light, blinking, glanced towards the cage, and saw Napoleon poised motionless on one foot with his head under his wing. He appeared to be asleep. The Professor was pale, and his mobile lips were drawn into an expression of extreme disgust.
"Faugh!" he said.
He walked to the windows of the further room, pulled aside the curtains and pushed the glass up, letting in the air. The bare trees were visible in the grey gloom outside. Guildea leaned out for a minute drawing the night air into his lungs. Presently he turned round to the Father, and exclaimed abruptly:
"Pestilent! Isn't it?"
"Yes - most pestilent."
"Ever hear anything like it?"
"Not exactly."
"Nor I. It gives me nausea, Murchison, absolute physical nausea."
He closed the window and walked uneasily about the room.
"What d'you make of it?" he asked, over his shoulder.
"How d'you mean exactly?"
"Is it man's, woman's, or child's voice?"
"I can't tell, I can't make up my mind."
"Nor I."
"Have you heard it often?"
"Yes, since I returned from Westgate. There are never any words that I can distinguish. What a voice!"
He spat into the fire.
"Forgive me," he said, throwing himself down in a chair. "It turns my stomach - literally."
"And mine," said the Father truly.
"The worst of it is," continued Guildea, with a high, nervous accent, "that there's no brain with it, none at all - only the cunning of idiocy."
The Father started at this exact expression of his own conviction by another.
"Why d'you start like that?" said Guildea, with a quick suspicion which showed the unnatural condition of his nerves.
"Well, the very same idea occurred to me."
"What?"
"That I was listening to the voice of something idiotic."
"Ah! That's the devil of it, you know, to a man like me. I could fight against brain - but this!"
He sprang up again, poked the fire violently, then stood on the hearth-rug with his back to it, and his hands thrust into the high pockets of his trousers.
"That's the voice of the thing that's got into my house," he said. "Pleasant, isn't it?"
And now there was really horror in his eyes, and his voice.
"I must get it out," he exclaimed. "I must get it out. But how?"
He tugged at his short black beard with a quivering hand.
"How?" he continued. "For what is it? Where is it?"
"You feel it's here - now?"
"Undoubtedly. But I couldn't tell you in what part of the room."
He stared about, glancing rapidly at everything.
"Then you consider yourself haunted?" said Father Murchison.
He, too, was much moved and disturbed, although he was not conscious of the presence of anything near them in the room.
"I have never believed in any nonsense of that kind, as you know," Guildea answered. "I simply state a fact, which I cannot understand, and which is beginning to be very painful to me. There is something here. But whereas most so-called hauntings have been described to me as inimical, what I am conscious of is that I am admired, loved, desired. This is distinctly horrible to me, Murchison, distinctly horrible."
Father Murchison suddenly remembered the first evening he had spent with Guildea, and the latter's expression almost of disgust, at the idea of receiving warm affection from anyone. In the light of that long ago conversation, the present event seemed supremely strange, and almost like a punishment for an offence committed by the Professor against humanity. But, looking up at his friend's twitching face, the Father resolved not to be caught in the net of his hideous belief.
"There can be nothing here," he said. "It's impossible."
"What does that bird imitate, then?"
"The voice of someone who has been here."
"Within the last week then. For it never spoke like that before, and mind, I noticed that it was watching and striving to imitate something before I went away, since the night that I went into the Park, only since then."
"Somebody with a voice like that must have been here while you were away," Father Murchison repeated, with a gentle obstinacy.
"I'll soon find out."
Guildea pressed the bell. Pitting stole in almost immediately.
"Pitting," said the Professor, speaking in a high, sharp voice, "did anyone come into this room during my absence at the sea?"
"Certainly not, sir, except the maids - and me, sir."
"Not a soul? You are certain?"
"Perfectly certain, sir."
The cold voice of the butler sounded surprised, almost resentful. The Professor flung out his hand towards the cage.
"Has the bird been here the whole time?"
"Yes, sir."
"He was not moved, taken elsewhere, even for a moment?"
Pitting's pale face began to look almost expressive, and his lips were pursed.
"Certainly not, sir."
"Thank you. That will do."
The butler retired, moving with a sort of ostentatious rectitude. When he had reached the door, and was just going out, his master called:
"Wait a minute, Pitting."
The butler paused. Guildea bit his lips, tugged at his beard uneasily two or three times, and then said:
"Have you noticed - er - the parrot talking lately in a - a very peculiar, very disagreeable voice?"
"Yes, sir - a soft voice like, sir."
"Ha! Since when?"
"Since you went away, sir. He's always at it."
"Exactly. Well, and what did you think of it?"
"Beg pardon, sir?"
"What do you think about his talking in this voice?"
"Oh, that it's only his play, sir."
"I see. That's all, Pitting."
The butler disappeared and closed the door noiselessly behind him.
Guildea turned his eyes on his friend.
"There, you see!" he ejaculated.
"It's certainly very odd," said the Father. "Very odd indeed. You are certain you have no maid who talks at all like that?"
"My dear Murchison! Would you keep a servant with such a voice about you for two days?"
"No."
"My housemaid has been with me for five years, my cook for seven. You've heard Pitting speak. The three of them make up my entire household. A parrot never speaks in a voice it has not heard. Where has it heard that voice?"
"But we hear nothing?"
"No. Nor do we see anything. But it does. It feels something too. Didn't you observe it presenting its head to be scratched?"
"Certainly it seemed to be doing so."
"It was doing so."
Father Murchison said nothing. He was full of interesting discomfort that almost amounted to apprehension.
"Are you convinced?" said Guildea, rather irritably.
"No. The whole matter is very strange. But till I hear, see or feel - as you do - the presence of something, I cannot believe."
"You mean that you will not?"
"Perhaps. Well, it is time I went."
Guildea did not try to detain him, but said, as he let him out:
"Do me a favour, come again to-morrow night."
The Father had an engagement. He hesitated, looked into the Professor's face and said:
"I will. At nine I'll be with you. Good-night."
When he was on the pavement he felt relieved. He turned round, saw Guildea stepping into his passage, and shivered.
5
Father Murchison walked all the way home to Bird Street that night. He required exercise after the strange and disagreeable evening he had spent, an evening upon which he looked back already as a man looks back upon a nightmare. In his ears, as he walked, sounded the gentle and intolerable voice. Even the memory of it caused him physical discomfort. He tried to put it from him, a
nd to consider the whole matter calmly. The Professor had offered his proof that there was some strange presence in his house. Could any reasonable man accept such proof? Father Murchison told himself that no reasonable man could accept it. The parrot's proceedings were, no doubt, extraordinary. The bird had succeeded in producing an extraordinary illusion of an invisible presence in the room. But that there really was such a presence the Father insisted on denying to himself. The devoutly religious, those who believe implicitly in miracles recorded in the Bible, and who regulate their lives by the messages they suppose themselves to receive directly from the Great Ruler of a hidden World, are seldom inclined to accept any notion of supernatural intrusion into the affairs of daily life. They put it from them with anxious determination. They regard it fixedly as hocus-pocus, childish if not wicked.
Father Murchison inclined to the normal view of the devoted churchman. He was determined to incline to it. He could not - so he now told himself - accept the idea that his friend was being supernaturally punished for his lack of humanity, his deficiency in affection, by being obliged to endure the love of some horrible thing, which could not be seen, heard, or handled. Nevertheless, retribution did certainly seem to wait upon Guildea's condition. That which he had unnaturally dreaded and shrunk from in his thought he seemed to now be forced unnaturally to suffer. The Father prayed for his friend that night before the little, humble altar in the barely-furnished, cell-like chamber where he slept.
On the following evening, when he called in Hyde Park Place, the door was opened by the housemaid, and Father Murchison mounted the stairs, wondering what had become of Pitting. He was met at the library door by Guildea and was painfully struck by the alteration in his appearance. His face was ashen in hue, and there were lines beneath his eyes. The eyes themselves looked excited and horribly forlorn. His hair and dress were disordered and his lips twitched continually, as if he were shaken by some acute nervous apprehension.
"What has become of Pitting?" asked the Father, grasping Guildea's hot and feverish hand.
"He has left my service."
"Left your service!" exclaimed the Father in utter amazement.
"Yes, this afternoon."
"May one ask why?"
"I'm going to tell you. It's all part and parcel of this - this most odious business. You remember once discussing the relations men ought to have with their servants?"
"Ah!" cried the Father, with a flash of inspiration. "The crisis has occurred?"
"Exactly," said the Professor, with a bitter smile. "The crisis has occurred. I called upon Pitting to be a man and a brother. He responded by declining the invitation. I upbraided him. He gave me warning. I paid him his wages and told him he could go at once. And he has gone. What are you looking at me like that for?"
"I don't know," said Father Murchison, hastily dropping his eyes, and looking away. "Why," he added. "Napoleon is gone too."
"I sold him to-day to one of those shops in Shaftesbury Avenue."
"Why?"
"He sickened me with his abominable imitations of - his intercourse with - well, you know what he was at last night. Besides, I have no further need of his proof to tell me I am not dreaming. And, being convinced as I now am, that all I have thought to have happened has actually happened, I care very little about convincing others. Forgive me for saying so, Murchison, but I am now certain that my anxiety to make you believe in the presence of something here really arose from some faint doubt on that subject - within myself. All doubt has now vanished."
"Tell me why."
"I will."
Both men were standing by the fire. They continued to stand while Guildea went on:
"Last night I felt it."
"What?" cried the Father.
"I say that last night, as I was going upstairs to bed, I felt something accompanying me and nestling up against me."
"How horrible!" exclaimed the Father, involuntarily.
Guildea smiled drearily.
"I will not deny the horror of it. I cannot, since I was compelled to call on Pitting for assistance."
"But - tell me - what was it, at least what did it seem to be?"
"It seemed to be a human being. It seemed, I say; and what I mean exactly is that the effect upon me was rather that of human contact than of anything else. But I could see nothing, hear nothing. Only, three times, I felt this gentle, but determined, push against me, as if to coax me and to attract my attention. The first time it happened I was on the landing outside this room, with my foot on the first stair. I will confess to you, Murchison, that I bounded upstairs like one pursued. That is the shameful truth. Just as I was about to enter my bedroom, however, I felt the thing entering with me, and, as I have said, squeezing, with loathsome, sickening tenderness, against my side. Then -"
He paused, turned towards the fire and leaned his head on his arm. The Father was greatly moved by the strange helplessness and despair of the attitude. He laid his hand affectionately on Guildea's shoulder.
"Then?"
Guildea lifted his head. He looked painfully abashed.
"Then, Murchison, I am ashamed to say, I broke down, suddenly, unaccountably, in a way I should have thought wholly impossible to me. I struck out with my hands to thrust the thing away. It pressed more closely to me. The pressure, the contact became unbearable to me. I shouted out for Pitting. I - I believe I must have cried - 'Help.' "
"He came, of course?"
"Yes, with his usual soft, unemotional quiet. His calm - its opposition to my excitement of disgust and horror - must, I suppose, have irritated me. I was not myself, no, no!"
He stopped abruptly. Then -
"But I need hardly tell you that," he added, with most piteous irony.
"And what did you say to Pitting?"
"I said that he should have been quicker. He begged my pardon. His cold voice really maddened me, and I burst out into some foolish, contemptible diatribe, called him a machine, taunted him, then - as I felt that loathsome thing nestling once more to me - begged him to assist me, to stay with me, not to leave me alone - I meant in the company of my tormentor. Whether he was frightened, or whether he was angry at my unjust and violent manner and speech a moment before, I don't know. In any case he answered that he was engaged as a butler, and not to sit up all night with people. I suspect he thought I had taken too much to drink. No doubt that was it. I believe I swore at him as a coward - I! This morning he said he wished to leave my service. I gave him a month's wages, a good character as a butler, and sent him off at once."
"But the night? How did you pass it?"
"I sat up all night."
"Where? In your bedroom?"
"Yes - with the door open - to let it go."
"You felt that it stayed?"
"It never left me for a moment, but it did not touch me again. When it was light I took a bath, lay down for a little while, but did not close my eyes. After breakfast I had the explanation with Pitting and paid him. Then I came up here. My nerves were in a very shattered condition. Well, I sat down, tried to write, to think. But the silence was broken in the most abominable manner."
"How?"
"By the murmur of that appalling voice, that voice of a love-sick idiot, sickly but determined. Ugh!"
He shuddered in every limb. Then he pulled himself together, resumed, with a self-conscious effort, his most determined, most aggressive, manner, and added:
"I couldn't stand that. I had come to the end of my tether; so I sprang up, ordered a cab to be called, seized the cage and drove with it to a bird shop in Shaftesbury Avenue. There I sold the parrot for a trifle. I think, Murchison, that I must have been nearly mad then, for, as I came out of the wretched shop, and stood for an instant on the pavement among the cages of rabbits, guinea-pigs, and puppy dogs, I laughed aloud. I felt as if a load was lifted from my shoulders, as if in selling that voice I had sold the cursed thing that torments me. But when I got back to the house it was here. It's here now. I suppose it will always be he
re."
He shuffled his feet on the rug in front of the fire.
"What on earth am I to do?" he said. "I'm ashamed of myself, Murchison, but - but I suppose there are things in the world that certain men simply can't endure. Well, I can't endure this, and there's an end of the matter."
He ceased. The Father was silent. In presence of this extraordinary distress he did not know what to say. He recognised the uselessness of trying to comfort Guildea, and he sat with his eyes turned, almost moodily, to the ground. And while he sat there he tried to give himself to the influences within the room, to feel all that was within it. He even, half-unconsciously, tried to force his imagination to play tricks with him. But he remained totally unaware of any third person with them. At length he said:
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