by Lynne Barron
With a flourish she pretended to catch the oranges in her imaginary apron, her bare hands lifting her skirts nearly to her knees. Smiling and batting her eyelashes she held out one piece of imaginary fruit to Jamison.
“Nelly Gwynn, the orange girl!” Lucinda Davis cried as she leapt to her feet, her eyes alight with laughter.
Emily bowed to her friend then smiled brightly at the assembled players.
“How on earth did you figure that out so quickly?” Bernice demanded. “All she did was juggle for thirty seconds and flirt with Jamison!”
“That’s just what Miss Gwynn did to entice King Charles,” Lucinda replied. “And really, if you don’t mind my saying so, Lord Jamison, if your hair was long and curly you’d look just like the portrait of the king that’s housed in the London Museum.”
Jamison gave a slight nod at her words, a small twist of his lips evidence of his amusement.
Bernice swept her gaze over Jamison where he stood leaning negligently against the wall beside the fireplace, a tumbler of brandy in one hand, the other slowly stroking over the weathered wood of the mantel.
Nick watched his friend lift a brow at the lady’s perusal. Bernice tilted her head, her eyes fixed on the harsh contours of Jamison’s face. From where Nick sat not five feet away, he could see the tremor that ran down her spine, could even hear the rasping breath she drew, before she gave her head a small shake and turned away.
He thought, not for the first time, that Jamison possessed remarkable self-control. He’d been resisting the lady for years when Nick knew full well she was his greatest desire. He was not certain as to the reason for his friend’s refusal to accept what Bernice so obviously offered, but he had his suspicions. He shook his head in regret at the man’s ferocious pride.
He turned away to find Emily studying him with a soft smile from where she perched on the arm of her father’s chair. She locked her gaze with his and he felt a familiar jolt of desire. Her eyes promised, her smile beckoned and when she rose to her feet, her skirts billowing around her, Nick’s breath hitched in his chest.
“Goodness,” she murmured around the hand she lifted to cover a small yawn. “Romping around in the snow all day was quite exhausting.”
“Surely you’re not retiring?” Lucinda asked in surprise, her eyes shifting to the tall clock in the corner. “It’s not yet gone nine.”
“I’ve a mind to ride to the village in the morning,” Emily answered. “There’s a lovely bakery just off Bloom Street that makes delicious scones and I’d like to eat one fresh from the oven.”
“I’ll ride with you,” Bernice offered as she too made her way toward the door.
“I’d be happy for your company,” Emily assured her, wrapping her hand around her friend’s bent elbow and giving her a gentle squeeze. “Lucinda, will you join us for a morning ride?”
“Oh, yes, how lovely,” Lucinda replied happily. Good manners forced her to turn to Veronica who sat beside her on the settee. “Will you ride to town with us?”
“Why not?” Veronica replied with a wave of her hand before turning to Mr. Kildare. “Mr. Kildare, would you and Lady Dillon like to join our merry party?”
“Katherine?” he looked toward his sister.
“No thank you, dear,” she replied. “But perhaps you will bring a scone back for me?”
“It seems we are to be a party to the village,” Emily said to the room at large. “Won’t the rest of you accompany us?”
Murmurs of assent and dissent followed her slender form from the room.
Nick delayed his leave-taking in order to alleviate any suspicions, wasting an hour in a lackluster game of billiards with Jamison who was even more somber than usual. He allowed himself to be drawn into Lady Margaret’s study for a nightcap with his hostess, his father and Charles Calvert. It was after eleven when he finally retreated to his room, half expecting to find Emily waiting there for him.
Alas, he found his room empty, his bed turned back and a low fire burning in the hearth. He stripped and washed at the basin his valet had left for him, the water still warm. Donning his dressing robe he made his way quietly into his dressing room and through it to Emily’s. Her door was open, the room beyond dark but for the glow of embers in the grate.
He walked over to her bed to find her sleeping peacefully under a pale yellow comforter. She was on her side, facing him where he stood looking down at her. She’d pulled her hair into a long braid that trailed across the pillow behind her. One small hand was tucked under her cheek, the other resting on the edge of the mattress, her long elegant fingers dangling over.
Nick smiled to see her sleeping on the very edge of the huge bed and wondered if she’d often shared her bed at home with her sister. It seemed likely. She had a huge heart, and arms all too willing to wrap around a person, offering comfort and compassion.
He shrugged out of his dressing robe, tossed it over a chair and crawled under the covers to settle on his side behind her. Carefully easing his arm beneath her pillow and under her neck, he scooted her back, away from the edge and into his arms.
“Mmm,” she murmured, her lashes flickering.
“Shhh,” he whispered against the back of her slender neck as he draped his other arm over her waist, tucking her more firmly against him.
They were separated only by the thin cotton of her night gown, a pristine white garment with neither lace nor ruffles that was twisted around her thighs. He’d never understood how anyone could sleep in such a garment. He’d attempted night shirts only to awaken in a tangle of cotton bunched around him uncomfortably.
When they were married, she’d sleep naked in his arms, he thought as he relaxed onto the pillow, buried his nose in Emily’s warm nape and closed his eyes. He thought back over the day, over the laughter and merriment Emily had given them all with her impromptu snow figure competition. He suspected she’d made that wager with Timothy Parker intending all the while to garner his assistance in saving Lucinda from his brother’s clutches. Hell, she’d probably planned the entire thing before she’d come down to join the group for breakfast.
He remembered telling Lady Margaret that her niece was bossy. He hadn’t known the half of it then. She was so like her aunt, although he guessed she’d not like to hear it. There was some strange element to their relationship, some sort of strain between them. It was clear they loved one another, although he suspected it had crept up on them unawares. All those months ago in London, Margaret had seemed to find her niece a vexing creature, one she had to tolerate in order to see the lady’s fortune given over into the hands of her lover’s son, and inevitably into her own.
And Emily? How had she found her aunt during those weeks she’d been ill after her journey? When she had failed to fit in with the ton, to win his regard, when the papers had named her the Sleeping Wraith, what had she thought of her aunt? Had she resented the lady’s machinations? Had she been too ill to recognize them?
Whatever had transpired between aunt and niece after they had retreated to the country, whatever accident had occurred to mar Emily’s tender flesh, it had clearly altered their relationship. Margaret still wanted to see her niece matched to her lover’s son, but Nick knew she would not force Emily to marry. Even had the lady not told him so, he would have known it. There was something oddly tender and infinitely protective in the way she looked at her niece now. Nick suspected Emily possessed scars beyond those that marred her pretty pink flesh, and that Lady Margaret felt in some way responsible for them.
He wished Emily would simply explain the mystery to him. He’d seen her physical scars twice now. He hadn’t a clue as to the extent of the emotional ones she carried and he wondered if she’d born them before crossing the Atlantic. Just as he wondered if they weren’t at the root of her fear that he would not be a faithful husband to her. And it was fear. He’d seen it in her eyes that morning in the stables. He’d also seen a desperate hope.
He wasn’t at all certain how to convince her that she could tr
ust him to love her, to remain true to her for all the days of his life. Words would not be enough. He must show her.
As he drifted to sleep with the woman he loved warm in his arms his last thought was that if she would only share her secrets with him, he would finally know how to win her trust.
It seemed to Nick that he’d only been asleep for a few minutes when something woke him. He was on his back, the blankets lowered to his waist, soft, warm hands drifting delicately over his chest. He cracked his eyes open to find Emily kneeling beside him, her head bent as she watched her fingers comb through the curly hair surrounding his nipples.
Her head lifted and she met his sleepy gaze with bright eyes and a soft apologetic smile.
“I didn’t mean to wake you,” she whispered, one hand resting over his heart, the other lifting to brush a wayward curl from her eyes.
“You thought you could put your hands on me and I would sleep right through it?” he asked in amazement.
“I thought that if I was quiet and gentle, you might,” she said as her eyes fell away again to sweep from his neck to his waist where the blanket was twitching and rising. “I guess I was wrong.”
“Don’t stop,” he said when she lifted her hands from him.
“I only wanted to explore,” she replied softly. Then her hands, her dainty hands with their long nimble fingers, were dancing over him once more, tangling in his chest hairs, skimming over his nipples.
“Explore all you want.” He fought to keep still, to refrain from capturing her hand and dragging it down beneath the blankets to where his cock rose insistently.
“You are so strong,” she murmured as her hands came up to knead his shoulders. “So hard.”
Nick held back a strangled laugh.
“Are your nipples as sensitive as mine?”
Emily didn’t wait for a response but bent and swirled her tongue around one tight bead. Nick’s hips twitched, his hardening shaft pulsed.
When she nipped him with her teeth he groaned, his hands fisting in the covers and his back arching off the bed.
“Like that, do you?” she asked, her breath a cool breeze on his hot skin, her voice a low musical drawl.
“Yes,” he growled.
“And this?” she asked as her lips closed around the nipple she’d been toying with. She sucked delicately, clasped his flesh between her teeth and swirled her tongue around and around.
“Emily,” he moaned, need clawing at him.
“I want to pleasure you,” she whispered as her hot mouth relinquished her prize, and she trailed kisses up his chest, around his neck, along his jaw to his ear. Gently she tugged on his earlobe with her soft lips and sharp teeth. “Will you teach me what pleases you?”
“You please me,” he breathed and finally allowed his hands to release the mangled covers and come to rest on either side of her tiny waist. He spread his fingers, encircled her until he held her clasped, his fingertips touching.
She rose above him, leaned down and pressed her open mouth to his, brushed her tongue along his bottom lip, drew it over his teeth, before fusing her lips to his.
Nick pulled her onto his chest, ran his hands down her back, over her lush round arse, and gripped the backs of her thighs, parting them, pulling them down to rest on either side of his hips. She relaxed onto him, her weight pulling her down onto his cock. He held her there, his hands firm on her thighs, and gently pushed up against her.
“Mmm,” she hummed into his mouth, squirming, rubbing her breasts against his chest, tilting her hips forward to meet the next thrust of his hips. She tucked her hands beneath him, gripped his back and drove her tongue into his mouth in perfect time to the movement of their bodies.
They found the rhythm they both craved and rocked against one another, her soft moans vibrating on his lips, her braid trailing over her shoulder and down along his side, tickling him like a kiss with each desperate lunge he made.
It was amazing. It wasn’t enough.
“Your gown,” he growled. “Take it off.”
As fast as lightening she rose up and straddled him, her lithe thighs tight on either side of his hips. She wiggled until she’d freed the gown from where it was bunched between their joined bodies. Whipping it over her head, taking the ribbon wound around the end of her braid with it, she sent the garment flying across the bed.
With trembling hands she reached beneath her to tug the blanket past his hips to his thighs. His freed cock sprang up, hard and heavy, resting against the curls between her legs. Slowly she lowered herself until she was seated high on his thighs with his erection flush against her warm flesh from the base nestled in the juncture of her thighs to the shaft pulsing against her belly to the engorged head resting at her navel.
Nick sucked in a ragged breath at the feel of all that warm soft flesh against the sensitive underside of his cock. His eyes rolled back in his head and a raspy growl flew from his lips when she leaned forward, her breasts with their hard little points brushing his chest, and her open mouth claiming his in a wet, wild kiss.
With her hungry mouth devouring his senses, she began to move, undulating above him in an attempt to capture their previous rhythm. Nick wrapped his arms around her back and pulled her down until she surrounded him, until his straining flesh was wedged between their bodies. He held her immobile on him, his hands drifting over her hips, her back, the indent at the base of her spine, the gentle swell of her bottom.
Her lips softened on his, she melted into him, onto him, around him.
“There’s no rush,” he whispered against her lips. “We’ve all the time in the world.”
“Yes,” she murmured even as her hips rocked against him and she arched her back to rub her nipples over his chest.
Nick swept his hands lower, over her firm round ass and the backs of her thighs. She shivered and her hips gave a quick jerk, her thighs tightening along his hips, the movement bringing her wet heat against him.
“Em,” he murmured and again she shivered, gave an almost imperceptible nudge against him. He knew what she wanted. He gripped her ass and tilted her hips forward until her hot core rested against him. He slowly pulled her up along his length, dragging her soft flesh over his hard shaft before easing her back down again.
“Nicholas,” she whispered against his neck. Her hands gripped his arms, fingers flexing as his hands tightened on her derriere and he eased her up over him again. He thrust up, seating himself tight against her and pushed her down once more.
He set the rhythm she needed, felt her fall into it, and relaxed his grip, allowed her to move on him, over him. She pressed down hard and moaned, the sound dark and needy. He knew she was close. He wanted to feel her come against him cock. He thrust up, wishing he could thrust into her, bury himself in her tight, little cunny.
Her movements took on a desperate, frantic quality and he knew she was chasing her release, that it was just out of reach. He nudged her head up with his chin and fastened his lips on hers, driving his tongue hard and deep into her mouth. With one hand still firmly gripping her ass, he reached around behind her with the other, probed her center and pushed one finger into the wet heat he found there.
She moaned into his mouth, pushed back, taking his finger deeper into her body and lunged forward again, pressing her clitoris hard against his shaft. Nick’s breath left him on a groan that turned into a growl as pleasure rolled over him in waves.
“Please,” she panted, her breath warm on his chin, his neck. She pushed back against his hand and Nick thrust his finger into her again, his other hand squeezing her ass and pulling her hard against his straining cock. He held her there with his hard shaft pressed to her aching flesh and his finger working deeper and harder into her body. He lifted his hips and dragged his length over her again and again as she moaned and trembled above him.
Nick felt his own climax looming, his balls tightening in anticipation, his skin beading with sweat.
“Come for me, Em,” he begged as she strained against h
im.
He pushed a second finger into her quim, slowly, relentlessly foraging into her incredibly tight heat, eased out and thrust back in, her flesh stretching to accommodate the invasion. He kept up the slow, steady pace until she was once more pushing back to welcome his penetration, riding both his fingers and his shaft.
“Nicholas!” Her breath hitched, left her on a wail as she undulated wildly above him, bearing down and impaling herself on his fingers, her inner muscles clenching and tremors running through her limbs.
“Thank God,” he groaned as he allowed his orgasm to wash over him. He bucked against Emily, one hard hand clasping her to him, the other buried between her legs. He pumped his seed between them, wishing he could pour it into her tight cunny, wishing her pulsing inner walls were clasping his cock instead of his fingers.
“Soon,” he whispered against her damp forehead and the tangled hair plastered to it.
Chapter Twenty-Three
Emily rose early the next morning and rolled onto her back to stare up at the canopy above. She stretched, luxuriating in the cool crisp air, the first rays of morning sun slanting through the tall window, the pleasant ache of her thigh muscles and the tenderness between her thighs.
The things Nicholas had done to her last night, the ways he had brought her body to life above him, beneath him, beside him, it was amazing. And he had yet to place that wonderful, hard, hot part of himself inside her. His cock, he’d called it, his voice a ferocious rumble.
“Cock,” Emily whispered the word in the silent room, tasting it on her lips. There was something wicked in it, something dark and dangerous.
She’d never known men and women did such things to one another at night. How could she have guessed that a man would use his hands, his long fingers, his open mouth and his tongue to give such pleasure, such perfect relief? She’d only ever heard women speak in whispers of quick couplings in the dark, of night gowns raised and furtive fumbling. A woman’s duty, they called it, something that must be endured to satisfy men’s animal urges and produce children.