by Phoebe Conn
He doubted she would ever come back by herself; she was too willful by far to return on her own and beg his forgiveness for leaving his home without permission. He had apparently been much too lenient with her; she was more spoiled than Olgrethe, surely, for that haughty girl had the excuse of her class, but Celiese was no more than a slave. The word caught in his throat, for he had failed completely in his attempt to make her accept such a lowly status. Nothing about the lovely young woman reminded him of other captives he had known.
She always looked directly at him, her gaze neither servile nor defiant, but curious, questioning, until he was usually the one to turn away, for he found the clarity of her expression troubling. It disturbed him greatly that she had such a guileless glance when he knew her to be capable of the most treacherous deceit. Everything about her annoyed him, for she moved about his small house with the grace of a princess, as if she were the finest of ladies surrounded by luxury rather than the housekeeper of one young farmer who despised the land.
Lady Celiese d'Loganville, he whispered to himself, her name rolling off his tongue like the melody of a favorite song, and he halted abruptly, realizing he was doing a poor job of tracking. Giving all his attention to his task, he returned to his home to begin anew. The pail lay where she had thrown it, and when he found the trail of footprints ended at the water's edge he crossed the stream and searched carefully until he found the marks her tiny feet had made as she had sped over the mud. He laughed to himself as he spied her path easily. She had moved too swiftly, carelessly leaving a trail of broken twigs and trampled grass. A boy could track so obvious a trail as the one she had left, and he quickened his pace as his spirits rose in triumph.
The shrill call of the birds greeting the new day startled Celiese as she came fully awake, sitting up so suddenly she struck her head upon the tree that had provided her only shield against the chill of the night wind. She shivered and rubbed her arms, but as she attempted to rise, Mylan clamped his hand down upon her shoulder, forcing her back upon the earth.
"How could you have become so lost while going to the stream, Celiese? Is it not a straight path from my house to the water's edge?" he asked sarcastically, his handsome features set in a taunting leer.
She looked up slowly, fearing the worst. She saw the hopelessness of her fate clearly in his eyes. His fingers gripped her shoulder securely, but when she placed her hand lightly over his he drew away. She had found the warmth of his touch irresistibly appealing, and even on that bitter morning when she sat cold and hungry she longed for the comfort of his embrace and marveled at her own weakness. At least he had come for her alone, and she would not have to face all three of them at once.
"I am not lost," she replied calmly, turning his menacing question aside sweetly.
"Oh, but you must be, for surely you know the penalty for a slave who flees from her master, for one who runs away so foolishly as you did yesterday." As he stepped back his curious gaze swept over her slowly. She looked as though she had spent a most miserable night, and yet her confidence seemed undiminished by her ordeal.
She lifted her hand to shade her eyes from the morning sun. He carried only his bow and quiver, so what did he plan? "I have never been punished by a Viking for any crime, Mylan. I cannot even imagine what cruelty you might wish to inflict."
Her comment sickened him thoroughly, for there was not the slightest trace of fear in her gaze, only a sadness so deep he could scarcely bear to see it. When he tried to answer his voice broke, and he covered that display of weakness by clearing his throat with a deep cough before speaking again. "It is not cruel to teach a slave her place. It is the right of the victor in any battle to make slaves of the defeated and bend their wills to his."
"You and I have fought no battles of any kind. The same villains who are your enemies also attacked my family. Why do you not regard me as an ally rather than a slave?"
"Get up!" He commanded hoarsely, exasperated beyond endurance since her point was well taken, and he had no way to refute it. "I have no desire to make allies of young women. Since you are so dreadfully ignorant, I will teach you that any slave who runs away can expect to be whipped, beaten severely when she is captured and returned to her master."
Celiese rose slowly and smoothed out the wrinkled skirt of her tattered dress. She was sorry to see the pretty garment had been ruined, especially since she had no other. "You cannot afford to whip me, for it would greatly reduce my price if you left me scarred, and I know you planned to ask all you could possibly receive for me. Is the matter not already settled?"
He shrugged, perplexed by her query. "Who would buy such a continually troublesome woman as you?"
Now she was the more confused of the two. She studied his expression closely, but she could discern nothing to help her understand his meaning. "What of your friends who came yesterday, did you not sell me to them?"
Amazed by the ridiculousness of her assumption, he scoffed impatiently, "They are no friends of mine. They wished to hire me to captain a ship for their raids, but I'd sooner rot here on my excuse for a farm than lead a band of pirates out to pillage. I gave them no more than one sip of ale and sent them on their way."
Lying with what he hoped was convincing bravado, he continued, "They took scant notice of you, Celiese. Are you so vain as to think they'd have paid me for you?" They had, in fact, approached the subject, offering a more than generous amount, but seeing his total lack of interest, had not pursued it, despite their great desire to own such a captivating beauty. He had forgotten he had once threatened to sell her; the prospect was unthinkable to him now, and he was sorry she had remembered his boast and feared he had carried it out. Knowing it had been her own fright rather than something he had done that had caused her to flee his home lessened his anger considerably.
She looked away to hide her sorrow, but his criticism had hurt her far more deeply than he had realized. "What I do know is that Vikings think nothing of asking their host for a pretty slave, and no man is so inhospitable as to refuse such a request."
Mylan fought back the wave of red haze that marred his vision, but he was so infuriated by her comment he could scarcely see. "Was that what you saw in Raktor's home?"
"Yes," she replied softly. "But I remained hidden whenever strangers were about."
"So you thought I would give you to any man who knocked at my door?" He stared down at her, horrified she would think him no better than Raktor in the manner of his conduct toward her. He had made no secret of his desire for her, perhaps had been too obvious about it in the last few days, but he had never meant for her to think he would allow others to share her favors when she was his alone.
She did not reply, but her unspoken answer was in the sorrow filling her luminous green eyes, and he reached out to take her arm as he changed the subject abruptly. "Come, it is a fine morning for hunting, and I am wasting time here that could be better spent elsewhere. You are fortunate the bear that lives nearby did not perceive your scent, or I would have found little left of you this morning." Her skin was cool and he drew her close, hoping to warm her slender body as well as lift her spirits.
"Is this where the bear attacked you?" She looked about them anxiously, certain the animal must be lurking close by.
"Yes, and he's a vicious beast who would have devoured you in no more than two savage bites. He is enormous and lives just beyond the rise. Would you care to see his cave?" He pointed the way with a broad sweep of his arm.
"No!" She backed away, still uncertain of his mood. "I believe you."
He eyed her with a skeptical glance. "Then that is the first thing I've told you that you've accepted without an argument." Delighted to have won even so small a concession from her, he started off in the direction he had indicated without once looking back to see if she were following, but she had no desire to be left behind and hurried to catch up with the tall man. He led her on a winding path through the trees, stepping so carefully that not a twig snapped beneath his feet to wa
rn the creatures of the forest of his presence.
When at last he had the cave in sight, he reached out for Celiese's hand and drew her close to his side as he whispered, "Do you see the mouth of the cave beneath that rocky, ledge in the hillside? That is his lair. Bears are solitary beasts, preferring to mate then leave their females to have their young and raise them alone. He roams far and wide, so you must never stray so far from my house ever again, for you would be too tasty a morsel for him to resist." As he glanced at her frightened expression the stern line of his mouth softened to a teasing grin, but she was so intent upon spotting the ferocious beast that she failed to notice his smile.
She scanned the rocky terrain, expecting the gigantic animal to appear at any moment, her tension mounting until it nearly suffocated her, and, at the precise instant in which she thought she would surely faint, the stillness of the morning was shattered by a deep growl that could have come from no other animal. Mylan shoved her behind him as he withdrew an arrow from his quiver and set the notch in his bowstring, ready to attack should there be cause, but no other sound came, nor did the bear show himself. After a long moment Mylan relaxed his alert stance and beckoned for Celiese to follow as he started back in the direction from whence they had come.
That he had moved so swiftly to shield her body with his own at the first sign of danger had astonished her, and she stayed in his shadow as they left the woods. Why had he done so? She wondered. Was it no more than a reflex, a man's natural instinct to protect a woman? She could not help but hope there had been some feeling for her in his action, but the events of the last afternoon had confused her so completely she did not know what to think about him.
She watched him closely as they walked along, his golden curls shining in the bright sunlight with a healthy sheen, the muscles that crisscrossed his broad back flexing and relaxing as he moved, his long legs swinging rhythmically from his narrow hips, his stride confident, despite the slight limp that marred his gait. In every way she thought him the most handsome of men. The sun was high overhead when they came upon a wide, sunlit meadow, and when Mylan paused suddenly to rest she was so lost in her own daydreams she nearly slammed right into his back before she realized he had stopped walking.
"Why are we stopping here?" she asked softly.
He brought his fingertip to his lips to warn her to be silent, and she stood quietly by his side, not wanting to disturb him when he seemed to be straining to hear something upon the morning breeze that she could not yet discern. She watched him casually take an arrow from his quiver and fit it against his bowstring, but when he began to pull back the string and turn toward her she gasped in horror. She saw only the gleaming tip of the deadly arrow as it flashed in the sunlight and shut her eyes tightly to force away the terrifying sight of her own death. The arrow sped by her cheek so closely she could feel the wind made by its path, and, fainting, she slumped forward upon the soft new grass.
Mylan threw down his weapons and gathered the slender woman into his arms, kissing her lips lightly before he called her name. "Celiese, Celiese!" He shook her, but she did no more than moan softly, and satisfied that she would soon revive he laid her down gently and walked across the meadow to the spot where the young buck lay and withdrew his arrow from the animal's neck. It had died instantly, which pleased him, for he derived no pleasure from making an animal suffer needlessly when death should be sure and swift. He wiped the arrow upon the grass to clean it, then replaced it in his quiver and walked back to find Celiese sitting up watching him.
"I thought you enjoyed hunting, why have you been so anxious to come with me when you fainted at the death of a deer? That is the purpose of hunting, which I thought you understood, to kill animals for their pelts and for food." He bent down on one knee and regarded her pale complexion closely before lifting his hand to caress the smooth curve of her cheek. Her face flooded with color as she blushed deeply, and he chuckled as he teased her. "That is better. I cannot carry you back home as well as the deer."
She was dreadfully embarrassed to have been so foolish; it was obvious now he had been aiming over her shoulder and not at her at all. "I'm sorry. I have not been hunting in a long while, but I would not have fainted had I known that animal was your target rather than me."
"You?" He laughed out loud as he got to his feet. "Your imagination seems to know no bounds this morning, woman. Now, the hour grows late and we are a long way from home." Handing Celiese his bow and quiver to carry, he walked back to the deer, got a good grip on the carcass, and slung it over his shoulder. His burden was heavy and he kept his thoughts to himself as they returned home, but his mood was still a good one when they finally arrived. "We will roast some of this venison now and dry the rest to preserve it. I do not even hope that you know how to prepare hides."
"You know that I don't," she admitted readily, for his smile did not waver, and she realized with delighted surprise that he was teasing her for a change rather than criticizing her for her many failings.
"I will prepare the meat. Heat water so I can bathe when I finish. There is a tub on the far side of the shed. Well hurry, fetch it so I'm not kept waiting."
"As you wish," she replied sweetly, but she feared she was the one in need of a bath. She found the tub, and after dusting it out rolled it into the house and placed it near the hearth. Since Mylan was going to skin the deer and carve up the meat she thought it only fair she help him in whatever way she could, but the buckets of water were heavy and she soon wished she had known how to prepare the hide. When at last he came in she had the final kettle of water heated and ready to pour into the tub.
After pulling his tunic off over his head, Mylan sat down to unlace his boots. "I built a fire outside so we'll not fill the house with smoke. You know how to turn the spit, but it does not have to be done so often as with a bird."
"Yes, I understand." She waited a moment, pleased he had taken the time to tell her what to do in a pleasant tone, but when he stood up and reached for his belt she turned to go. It was his home, and he knew where to find soap or a towel to dry himself, but before she reached the door he called her name.
"You may stay here with me if you like, Celiese, I have no objection to your company." He smiled broadly, his invitation a sincere one as he gestured toward the tub.
She gripped the door handle tightly as she lifted her chin. "Surely I'm not allowed to share your tub when I'm not permitted to sit at your table." She left before he could respond, but she had been serious. She would not share one part of his life if he excluded her from all others. Her cheeks burned with embarrassment as she rushed out to check the fire roasting their supper. It was burning well, so she leaned back against the nearest tree and watched the flames dance and sizzle as fat from the venison dripped into the fire.
It was a long while before Mylan appeared, and she could only stare, too surprised to mask the admiration that shone so brightly in her eyes, for he had gone to as much trouble to prepare for their supper as he had for their wedding. Not only was he clean-shaven, he had also trimmed his hair and put on one of the handsomely tailored outfits she had seen in his chest. His tunic and trousers were of a rust-colored suede, the soft lines of the garments defining the powerful contours of his muscular body with an easy grace.
She tried to return his warm smile, but she was so ashamed of her own appearance that she looked away quickly. Her once beautiful gown was no more than rags, her hair a tangled mess, and she hid her hands rather than display her broken and dirty nails. She had never been so unkempt, but she had not realized how sorry she must look until the moment he had come through his front door looking so splendid.
If he noticed her discomfort he did not mention it. He walked over to look at the meat roasting upon the spit and nodded with satisfaction. "I do believe your cooking has finally begun to improve, this is well on its way to being done to perfection."
"My cooking?" she asked coyly. "You killed the deer, hacked up the carcass, put the meat on the spit, built th
e fire. I'd say you did the major portion of the work yourself and deserve whatever credit is due for the quality of the meal."
He opened his mouth ready to argue, since he had no intention of doing any cooking when she was there to do it for him, but he was hungry and the venison so savory he saw no reason not to take credit for it. "Yes, perhaps you are right. I am as accomplished a cook as I am..." After pausing to grin slyly he continued, "as I am at most things I attempt."
She walked back into the house rather than comment on his many talents, especially the one he so obviously meant. At least the man had regained the confidence he had lacked when first they had met, she had done that much for him. But she doubted he had ever stopped to consider how greatly he had changed since they had met.
It took her almost as long to empty the tepid water from the tub as it had taken her to fill it, and she had no energy left to begin all over again to heat water for herself. Still, she wanted to be clean, so took the ill-fitting gray wool gown she abhorred with her down to the stream. She peeled off the shreds of the blue silk dress, and, caring little that Mylan was undoubtedly observing her actions closely, bathed and washed her hair in the ice cold water as she had each day since she had come to his farm. She thought her appearance greatly improved, but when she returned to Mylan's side he shook his head sadly.
"It is unfortunate I had so little time to gather clothing for you before we left my father's house. I have needle and thread; take what you must from my things, but make yourself something that fits tomorrow. That gown is atrocious."
Celiese held the skirt so she would not trip as she moved closer. "Yes, I do believe I said this was hideous too, but..."