She pulled at Mist’s arm, but he resisted her. “We can’t go in.”
Her exhaustion flared into rage. “We are going in that fucking truck stop if it’s the last thing I do!” she growled. “You do what the hell you like. Find Rufus, kill each other, I don’t care.”
She hobbled away from him. It had been a mistake to stop; a minute’s pause was enough to turn her legs to rods of red-hot iron.
Mist hurried after her. “Stevie.”
“If you know what’s good for you, you’ll shut the fuck up and come with me.”
“I’m with you,” he said, his tone contrite. “It’s just … we’re a mess. I’m so sorry I brought you into this.”
With a start, she realized that Mist was as scared as she was, if not more so. “Hey,” she said more calmly. “It will be all right. If anyone asks, we’ll tell them we’re British tourists and our car broke down. And we have credit cards, which are waterproof, I hope. We can buy food while we sit and have a think.”
She put her arm through his, feeling how cold he was beneath the damp jacket. She felt his heartbeat shaking his ribs. He looked as rough as she felt, but there was a fierce and desperate glow in his eyes.
“Ready?” she said. “Come on. Just try to act normal.”
* * *
They crossed a wide parking lot and pushed open a glass door. Inside, heat enveloped them. The glare of fluorescent lights was dazzling. Stevie blinked, reeling from pure sensory shock. They were in a wide corridor with a convenience store on the right, a diner on the left, restrooms and some kind of amusement arcade at the far end.
There were perhaps twenty people in the place; enough to give a gentle air of activity, not enough for the open-plan space to feel crowded. No one seemed to take any notice of them. Stevie pulled Mist’s arm and said, “Let’s head for the ladies’ and gents’. We can dry our hair and check we’re not covered in dirt. Tidy up a bit. Look,” she said, as they progressed. “There’s a cash machine. See if you can get some dollars out, then go in the restaurant and order breakfast. Anything. I’ll meet you in there. I’ve had an idea.”
“What?”
“Just do it!”
In the restroom, Stevie washed her hands and face, looked at herself in the mirror. She saw a bloodless, haunted face staring back. She pinched her cheeks to raise color, tried to relax her expression and produce a carefree smile.
“Eugh,” she said to her reflection.
She bent her head under the hand-dryer to fluff up her bedraggled hair, then removed her still-wet jacket and stood in the hot-air stream to dry her clothes as best she could. She estimated she’d have to stand there for an hour before she was bone-dry, but it was better than nothing. The hot air burned. She stopped when another woman came in, passing her with a quick “Hi” and a smile.
No one’s interested in us, she thought with a wave of relief.
Emerging, she headed to the store and found a rack of road maps. California. Nevada. The West Coast. Arizona. Promising, but she didn’t know which one to choose.
“Excuse me,” she said to the assistant, a wiry dark-haired woman who looked as if she’d been on duty all night. A badge labeled her Glenda. “I need a map of the state.”
“Sure, help yourself.”
“The thing is, we’re lost. Tourists. First time here. And, er, the map we had in the car wasn’t that good and we’ve driven off the edge of it. The road went on forever. Could you show me where we are?”
“Oh—no problem, hon.” Glenda, despite her weary demeanor, seemed pleased to help. “Where you from, Australia?”
“Er, no. England.”
“Man, I always get those accents mixed up,” she said, emerging from behind the counter. “You having a good trip?”
“We were, until we got lost.” Stevie smiled, hoping she didn’t resemble a grinning skull. “We’re so glad to find this place, I can’t tell you.”
“So here we are…” Glenda unfolded a map of southern California and Nevada onto the counter and circled her finger over an array of intersecting roads and contour lines. The area looked a long way inland. Stevie was so pleased to find herself in a definite location, she felt like crying. “So you’re near the top of the Mojave Desert, see, just inside the Nevada state line. Where are you headed?”
The question threw her. She stared at the map and picked a place at random. “Death Valley.”
“Oh, you like the deserts, then?”
“Love them,” Stevie said emphatically.
“They’re pretty spectacular. Death Valley’s amazing. The one thing you have to watch out for in the desert is freezing or roasting to death! We only do extremes. Did you know it was seventeen degrees around here last night?”
Stevie did a quick conversion in her head: that was about minus eight Celsius, well below freezing. “Really?” Trying not to look stunned, she refolded the map, grabbed some chocolate bars and paid for everything with her card, thinking, If we weren’t Aetherial we probably would have died. “Is there a telephone I can use? My cell phone isn’t working.”
“Sure, go down the aisle past the restrooms, you’ll see the booth on the right.” Glenda added as Stevie thanked her, “You take care, now. Have a good trip.”
Stevie hurried to the far end of the building again, realized she had no change, then saw that the pay phone accepted credit cards. She felt in her top pocket and extracted her poor notebook, which was swollen with water. The pages were close to disintegrating as she turned to the one she needed and read the blurred ballpoint ink.
“Any time you’re in the States, call me,” Fin’s brother Patrick had told her on Christmas Day. But where had he said he lived? San Diego? San Francisco?
Hands shaking, she punched in Patrick’s number.
The ring tone sounded for so long that her heart fell. Then a voice answered, thick with sleep. “Yeah?”
“Is that Patrick Feehan?”
“Yeah, speaking.”
Her throat went into spasm and she could barely get any words out. “It’s S-Stevie…”
“Steve who?”
“Stevie. Fin’s friend. Christmas? Remember you said I could call you any time I was in the States?”
A pause. Her heart sank further. It was so easy, she thought, to say convivial things at a party that you didn’t mean in the cold light of everyday life, and the slurred voice was grumpy with displeasure. “Yeah, but d’you know what time it is? It’s six o’clock in the bloody morning! What, what…?” She heard a rustle of sheets, as if he was trying to wake up.
“I know, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to disturb you but I’m, I’m in a mess and I thought you might…”
“Where are you? Stevie, you sound terrible. Can you call the police, or something? I’m not feeling great … I’m really hungover and I’m s’posed to be at work.”
She took some deep breaths. “I’m sorry, Patrick. No, I can’t call the police. I know we barely know each other, but I don’t know anyone else to call. I’m stuck in the Mojave Desert. I was hoping maybe you could come and get me. Really sorry.”
“How the hell d’you manage to get stranded there?”
“I, er … it’s complicated but I’m really desperate.”
Another silence. “Shit. You know I live on the coast, right? I’m in San Luis Obispo.”
“I knew it was San something.”
“You’re talking two hundred miles, minimum.”
“That’s okay,” she said hoarsely. “We’ll think of something else.”
“No, wait.” His tone changed. “Stevie, of course I’ll come get you. Don’t worry, that distance is nothing in the States. You need to tell me exactly where you are. Five minutes for shower and black coffee, and I’ll be on the road. But you know it’s going to take me three or four hours to get there?”
“That’s okay.” Tears ran freely down her cheeks. She told him the location, as detailed by Glenda. When she finished, she said, “There’s a restaurant we can sit in. Thank
you, thank you so much.”
“What the hell happened to you?”
“Crazy story. I’ll explain when you get here.”
* * *
Slipping past the queue at the “Please wait to be seated” sign, Stevie found Mist in the diner. He was in a booth with cushioned seats and a red gingham tablecloth. Country music played in the background and the place had a nostalgic ambience that seemed to please the truck drivers and families who were slowly filling the place.
Mist looked up, his face pallid beneath unkempt raven hair. There was orange juice and coffee on the table. Stevie seized a glass of juice and drained it. Freshly squeezed, it was the most divine liquid she’d ever tasted.
“I asked for the best breakfast they make,” he said. “The waitress grinned knowingly. Heaven knows what we’ll get.”
“As long as it’s hot, I don’t care. I found out where we are.” She placed the folded map on the table. “And Patrick is coming to pick us up. We just have to wait.”
“Who’s Patrick?”
“Oh—you remember Fin at the museum? He’s her brother. But he’ll take a few hours to get here.”
“Did he mind?”
“At first. He was no grumpier than I would have been, woken up by someone I barely know. But he’s on his way.”
Mist nodded in tired relief. “Stevie, thanks. I wish we didn’t have to involve someone else. Again.”
Rosie, Luc, Sam. Stevie shuddered. “I, I know, but even if they rented cars from here, which they don’t, you can’t rent a car without proper ID, like a passport and driving license. I know that much.”
Breakfast arrived on huge plates containing omelettes stuffed with cheese and ham, hash browns and pancakes, toast on the side. Stevie’s eyes widened. Surely there was enough here for four people who hadn’t eaten for a week. She began to pick at the omelette, feeling guilty about eating while Rosie and the others were frozen, imprisoned, left for dead.
“Try to eat,” said Mist. “We need all our strength.”
“According to Albin, proper Aetherials don’t need food.”
“Albin is deranged.”
“Do you know how cold it was last night? If we were human, we might have frozen to death.”
Mist poured coffee into her mug. “That’s our trouble. We’re Vaethyr; Aetherial enough to survive hardships, but human enough to collapse in a heap at the end.”
“So let’s resign ourselves to needing Patrick’s help.”
“I should have come to terms with it by now.” He gave her a wan but tender smile. “You’re right, we would’ve been mad not to come in here. Forgive me for being stubborn.”
“Forgiven,” she said. “I’ve never seen such vast portions of food. I never thought I’d be in the States … mind you, I imagined a beach in California. Not this. I can’t stop thinking about…”
“I know, but we won’t help them by starving ourselves.”
She obeyed, eating steadily until the plate was three-quarters empty. The overstuffed omelette was luscious; the pancakes, drenched in maple syrup, obscenely good. A waitress came past and refilled their coffee mugs, dropping half-and-half creamers on the table.
“You guys okay?” she said. “You need anything else?”
“We’re fine, thanks.” Stevie managed to produce a smile. Everyone was so friendly and solicitous. “Only … is it okay if we stay for a couple of hours? We’re waiting for someone to collect us.”
“Oh, you got car trouble?”
“Er … yes. Broken down. It’s okay.”
“No problem, you can stay right there unless we get super-busy. I’ll keep the coffee coming. I thought you looked a little frazzled when you came in.”
To Stevie’s surprise, a huge man sitting a couple booths away turned to them. He had long hair straggling from beneath a cowboy hat, a wild mustache, forearms black with tattoos. “Hey, ma’am, I’m driving a tow truck. Can I look at your vehicle for you?”
The kindness of strangers. Stevie opened her mouth, speechless. Mist spoke first. “Thank you, but we ran off the road into a dip and it’s a mess. You’d never find it, and even if we did, it would be impossible to pull out.”
“It’s all right, I’ve called my, er, my brother,” Stevie added hurriedly. “He’s on his way. But thank you so much for offering.”
“Well, you all just let me know if you change your minds. You called the cops about the accident?”
“My brother is a cop,” Stevie lied by reflex. “We’re fine, but thank you.”
He tipped his hat and turned back to his breakfast. Stevie and Mist stared at each other in vague alarm. It was so easy to become entangled in a mire of lies without even thinking. She prayed no one else would start asking friendly but awkward questions.
“Why did you say we ran off the road?” she whispered as the trucker left.
“Why did you say your brother’s a cop?” he retorted. “I think we need to say as little as possible.”
“I should have said you’re a gambling addict who can’t pass a slot machine without playing for hours while I sit stewing with frustration.”
“What is a slot machine?”
“Didn’t you see, near the restrooms, the arcade area with flashing lights? Never mind.”
“I’m not averse to gambling,” said Mist. “Perhaps I’ll give it a try.”
“Perhaps you’re more like Rufus than you realize,” she remarked.
His eyes narrowed, very dark. “Don’t say that, even as a joke.”
“It wasn’t a joke. It was sheer nastiness, because I’m tired and pissed off. Sorry.”
“You’re angry with me?”
“Yes and no. Yes, because you saved me but not the others. No, because the situation was Albin’s fault, not yours. I’m just … exhausted and scared.”
“And so am I. Don’t let’s argue. I’d have rescued them too, if I could.”
“And so would I.” Stevie ate a piece of buttered toast and sipped her coffee. Guilty heaven. “What are we going to do?”
“Find Rufus, as we planned.”
Mist’s eyes took on a strange expression, cold yet burning. Stevie wasn’t sure that he was entirely sane any longer. Any mention of Rufus made him look as driven as Albin.
“And Daniel,” she said softly. She was silent for a moment, then added, “I feel terrible that Rosie and Sam and Lucas got involved.”
He reached across the red gingham and gripped her left hand. “I know, but even if we could go back this minute, how could we help them? I don’t even know how I got the two of us out. Albin had a hold over the others that he didn’t have on you and me. I repelled his attack, grabbed you and jumped. It happened so fast.”
“Well, Iola’s on her way to the Spiral Court,” said Stevie. “Let’s pray to Estel—is that the goddess’s name?—that she makes it. That someone can help them.”
“Estel the Eternal,” he murmured. “Not a deity, exactly, but she’s said to be the very first of us. Which makes her goddess-like, I suppose.”
“In the non-intervening sense?” She rested her head on one hand and stirred her coffee. “I don’t know why people get so excited about gods, because they never bloody do anything.”
Mist laughed, giving the quick, beautiful smile that made her heart twist. The smile vanished as fast, as if darker thoughts had snuffed it out. Through a window, she saw a police car cruising slowly across the car park.
“Mist,” she said, “when we find Rufus, what are you actually going to do?”
He became very still and looked straight into her eyes. “I intend to kill him.”
“Oh,” she said. “Oh. In cold blood?”
“Not cold, when it’s been brewing for centuries.”
Stevie broke the gaze. She asked herself, How am I supposed to travel with someone who means to kill his own brother? Will that make me an accomplice to murder? If I stay with him, it’s like I’m condoning it. But I can’t not go. If anything, I must try to stop him … or at le
ast to rescue Danny. If he wants rescuing. If he’s even there. If, if, if.
“Has it occurred to you that Rufus is exactly who we need to help us against Albin?”
“I already asked for Albin’s help against Rufus. He brushed me off.” Mist shook his head. “It won’t happen. Rufus never helped anyone but himself, in his entire existence.”
“But isn’t Rufus … unkillable?” She dropped her voice to a whisper.
“I can sever him from this life, at least.”
“But you can’t simply execute him. What if he kills you?”
“Then we’ll die together.”
Stevie stared, resisting a desire to throw something at him. “Will you please cut out the melodrama? Is it too much to ask that we sort things out in a civilized manner?”
Her heart jumped as she saw a policeman at the restaurant entrance, talking to their waitress. She heard the officer say, “Highway Patrol, ma’am. A truck driver flagged us down to report that a vehicle had skidded off the road into a ravine? He said the driver and passenger were here, waiting for help? British tourists?”
The waitress waved in the direction of their booth.
Mist’s eyes locked onto Stevie’s in mutual alarm. Before she knew what was happening, he was rising, grasping her elbow, and the world was rushing past in a strange shimmery blur. She heard the waitress respond, “That’s weird, they were right there a moment ago.”
* * *
They slipped out the rear entrance and paced around the parking lot, looking at the desert. Mist, acting faster than thought, had pulled her into the Dusklands as they fled the restaurant, and they were still hiding in that realm, which gave the world an eerie patina of ultraviolet tones. A sensation that Stevie previously dreaded as a frightening temporal-lobe storm, full of hallucinations, now felt welcome.
In the Dusklands, human eyes could not see them.
“Why did that truck driver have to call the police?” she groaned.
“I suppose he was trying to help,” said Mist. The purplish light catching his face and ebony hair accentuated his unearthly beauty. His eyes and teeth shone very white.
“Did you pay, by the way?”
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