I just couldn’t see him again because I didn’t think I could stop myself from putting my hands all over him again. No matter how much I wanted to feel him just once more, I just couldn’t .
It was over before it even began. He’d know that. He was probably trying to think of a way of telling me that .
I’d tell him first .
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Chapter 5
Heath
I sat in my chair gripping the armrests so tightly my fingers felt stiff. What had I done ?
I’d betrayed my entire flock. How would they ever be able to forgive me ?
I couldn’t tell them .
I’d beg for forgiveness. Surely God would understand. Everyone makes mistakes. I am not perfect. No one was .
The only problem was that I wanted to see her again. Liv was beyond beautiful. She was like an angel, perfect to me in every way .
If I closed my eyes, I could still feel what it had felt like to run my hand against her silky soft curves. My cock throbbed in my pants at the thought .
I quickly stood up and tried to force myself to think about something else. I had to get her out of my mind .
It was weird how she’d only been in my home once, but suddenly everything reminded me of her. Beautiful Liv .
She’d grown so much .
She was a woman .
Oh, dear God. I had to stop thinking about her .
I wanted to see her again, but could I? No. She’d understand though .
I dropped down to my knees and folded my hands tightly. “Dear heavenly, father, what am I supposed to do ?”
I squeezed my eyes shut hoping I could hear his voice, but there was nothing except for the buzzing of my lights .
“I will await your guidance,” I said bowing my head .
When my phone rang, I popped up quickly as if I’d been caught doing something wrong. Only half of that had been true .
“Hello?” I said into the receiver .
“Father? It’s Dan McPherson.” His voice was low .
“How can I help you, Dan?” I asked placing my hand on my forehead. How dare I offer help after what I’d done ?
He cleared his throat. “Father, I need advice. I’ve done something terrible,” his voice lowered even more, “I don’t know where else to turn .”
“I’m sorry to hear you’re in turmoil. Let me know how I can help, and I’ll do whatever I can.” I clenched my teeth .
Dan took a deep breath. “I’ve cheated on my wife. Oh dear, God,” Dan said sobbing wildly. “I’ve made a terrible, terrible mistake .”
It was the first time in my entire time as a priest I’d been speechless. Dan’s wife, Mary was a lovely woman. She was shy but helped out frequently in the church and in the community. Everyone knew and loved her dearly .
“I’m going to lose her forever, Father,” Dan wailed .
“Dan, may I ask why you did it ?”
“I hadn’t seen her in years. She’d been my first love long before I married my Mary. It was a mistake. I just… just forgot who I was. And the alcohol, Father, I hate to say this, but there was so much alcohol in my system, that I barely remember. Just flashes,” Dan said .
“I see,” I said. My sin couldn’t even be blamed on alcohol. “Dan, you must talk to Mary. I cannot tell you what to do or say, but I believe you should be honest .”
Dan chuckled and then sniffed. “You know she won’t forgive me .”
“Do what feels right in your heart. God will guide you,” I said making the sign of the cross. “Know that we all make mistakes. We are human. God will forgive you .”
“Dammit Father, I need Mary to forgive me!” Dan didn’t bother hiding his anger .
“Would you like to pray with me?” I asked gripping my counter top as my own anger filled me. I should come clean with my people. God already knew what I’d done. But I didn’t know if I’d be forgiven .
Dan hung up without another word. I was alone again with my thoughts and the buzzing lights .
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Chapter 6
Heath
I sat on the park bench with my hands folded in my lap. Maybe being out in nature would help me organize my thoughts .
Nearly every thought I had was about Liv. When I was thinking about what to do about what I had done, I was thinking about what I wanted to do to Liv .
I closed my eyes and turned my head towards the sky. I breathed in deeply, and the air suddenly smelled of lilacs .
“Hi Father,” Liv said, her voice smooth like honey .
I cleared my throat and looked around. “Good morning, Liv .”
“May I sit?” she said .
My heart raced, and my cock stiffened, just at the sight of her. Those lips. Those breasts .
“Of course,” I said gesturing at the bench .
We sat for a few moments in silence. I opened my mouth to say something, but she got her word out first .
“Father, we need to talk,” Liv said. I could tell out of the corner of my eye that she was looking at her feet .
Her legs were bare. Her skirt was short .
I swallowed hard. “Yes. I think that we do .”
There were kids playing at a nearby playground while their parents huddled together sipping their coffee. Not far from us was a young man sitting with his back against a tree reading what looked like a textbook .
“Let’s walk,” I said standing .
Liv nodded and followed me towards a gravel path. We walked down the trail silently for several minutes .
“Father,” Liv said breaking the silence .
“Heath,” I said. “Please .”
I already knew the conversation was going to be a personal one. It felt right to have her use my name .
“Heath,” she said with a tight-lipped smile. I loved how she said my name. “About what happened .”
I nodded .
“I’m so sorry,” Liv said bowing her head .
“Are you serious?” I shook my head. “You are not to blame. I am the one that should be sorry. Begging for your forgiveness and begging for His forgiveness .”
“It’s just that… well, all my feelings came rushing back. I shouldn’t have — ”
“I shouldn’t have .”
Liv frowned .
“Oh, God no, not like that. I loved it. Dear God, I loved it. I can’t stop thinking about it,” I said grabbing her hand. The second our skin touched it was like electricity .
I could tell by the look in her eyes that she felt it too. But Liv was much better at pushing it away than I was .
“You know we can’t let it happen again,” she said, her voice soft. She was saying the opposite of what she really wanted to say .
“I know,” I said .
The trees around us got thicker, and the trail thinner. We’d managed to get further from the park than I had thought .
She stepped in front of me and ducked under a low tree branch. Her skirt was so short, and her legs, so long .
I wanted to know what she had on under that skirt. Would that be so wrong ?
If only I could push her up against one of these trees, and run my hands up and down her curves. Who would it hurt ?
“Liv,” I said reaching out for her shoulder, but she unknowingly stepped just out of reach .
“Yes?” she said glancing over her shoulder .
I stopped walking. I couldn’t take it. I couldn’t watch her hips sway a second longer .
“Everything OK?” she said noticing I’d stopped moving. Her lips were curved downward ever so slightly .
“I’m fine it’s just that… I… I have to ….”
I grabbed her hips and guided her off of the trail. My entire body throbbed with need .
The second we were far enough away from the trail I didn’t think anyone could see us, I pressed her back against the tree and put my hands on her shoulders .
At first, my fingers shook, but then something warm rushed through my body, and I couldn’t fight i
t anymore .
I jammed my leg between hers and slid my hands roughly down her arms. Liv parted her lips and let out the tiniest breath .
“Father,” she said in a sharp breath .
“Heath,” I said instantly .
“What are you doing?” she said, placing her hand on my abdomen. My cock throbbed at her touch .
I kissed down the side of her neck. “No matter how hard I try,” I said placing another, “I can’t resist you .”
“But you have to,” Liv said, opening her eyes wider. “I can’t be the reason — ”
“You’re not. Does this feel wrong to you?” I asked sliding my hand between her legs and up her skirt. Nothing. No panties. I growled as I slipped my finger into her already wet pussy .
“Heath,” she moaned as she writhed against the tree. “We shouldn’t .”
“We should. Oh dear, God, we should.” I grabbed her breast roughly through her soft, flannel top. I could feel her erect nipple. I stroked her slit and slipped my finger deep inside her wet pussy. “You’re so wet .”
She exhaled slowly. “It’s you. You do this to me .”
I grabbed her hand and placed it on top of my perfectly ironed black pants. “This is what you do to me .”
She gripped me tightly through my pants and moved her hand up and down my length. Every muscle in my body contracted .
“You’re so fucking hot,” I said thrusting my cock against her hand harder as I stuck another finger inside of her .
Liv cried out, as I fucked her with both fingers. “Heath, please! We shouldn’t .”
“Oh?” I said stopping abruptly .
She looked up at me, the look in her eyes told another story .
“I won’t do anything unless you want me to,” I said slowly pulling my fingers out of her .
“No! Stop,” she said grabbing my hand and holding it in place. “I don’t want you to .”
“Beg me,” I said, raising an eyebrow .
She looked up at me, her chest rising and falling with each breath. “Are you serious ?”
“Yeah, beg me. Tell me how much you want me to stick my fingers inside of you.” I leaned closer. “Or maybe it’s my cock you want ?”
“Your cock,” she whispered, but I pretended not to hear her .
I slid my fingers out and grabbed both tits, thumbing her erect nipples. “What was that ?”
“I want your cock,” she said spreading her legs and hoisting up her skirt. “Please. I can’t stop thinking about it. I need it. Just one last time .”
I unzipped my pants and pulled out my cock. It surprised me just how fucking hard it was. What she did to me was like nothing I’d ever experienced .
“It’s so big,” Liv said looking down into the space between us .
I grabbed her ass and lifted her. Her head jerked back into the tree trunk as I entered her .
“Oh, God,” Liv cried out as she wrapped her hands around my neck .
I pressed myself into her deeper and deeper. Her eyelids squeezed tighter with each inch .
I loved watching her face as I hammered myself into her. Her sexy pink lips parted, looking as though she’s just about to call out my name. Her tits bouncing sharply with each thrust .
I roughly pushed up her shirt and pulled down her bra exposing her tit to the air. Liv moaned and twisted her fingers into my hair .
“Oh, God!” she cried as I thumbed her nipple .
I couldn’t believe how hard I was fucking her, and she seemed to only want more. I grabbed her perfect tit and pounded her so hard I could hear the leaves rustling above us .
“Come, Liv,” I said grabbed her hips so I could slam myself into her even deeper. “Fucking come for me .”
“Heath!” she said rolling her head back. “Heath, I’m so close! Harder! Harder !”
I crashed into her so hard my balls slapped against my thighs. If she didn’t come soon, I wasn’t going to be able to stop myself .
She was so fucking sexy. Her curves. Her tit bouncing there with that thick, nipple so erect it looked painful .
I slapped her ass, and she moaned. “More !”
I spanked her again. Maybe a little too hard. I was pretty sure she was going to have a red mark the size of her hand there for a while .
“Oh! Oh God!” she cried out. “I’m coming !”
She rolled her hips wildly into me. I pulled her nipple as she came and when she clenched down around me, there wasn’t anything I could do to stop my release. Not that I wanted to .
“Oh, fuck me,” I groaned as I pressed myself into her deeply. I exhaled and rolled my hips as we both rolled down from the mountain of absolute bliss. “Dammit, you’re so fucking beautiful .”
I licked her nipple and made a trail all the way to her beautiful begging lips. Her breathing was quick and sharp .
“No one has ever fucked me like that before,” she said as I carefully lowered her to the ground .
“I’ve never fucked anyone like that before,” I said raising an eyebrow .
“Goddammit,” she said pushing her tit back into her bra. Liv was quickly adjusting all of her clothing. “Shit I shouldn’t have said that. Father, I’m so sorry. Please, you have to forgive me. Jesus Christ, I am the worst! I’m going to hell, aren’t I ?”
I shook my head. “Of course you’re not going to hell .
“Fuck,” she said touching my shoulder lightly. “I have to go .”
“Live wait!” I said tucking myself into my pants. By the time I’d zipped myself up, she was gone .
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Chapter 7
Liv
I looked over my shoulder to see if Heath was following me. There was a huge part of me that hoped he was, but there was another part of me that hoped he wasn’t .
I couldn’t keep doing this to him. I was a terrible person .
He was amazing. There wasn’t a single thing about him I didn’t love .
Love?
Love.
Dammit.
How had I let this happen ?
I had every intention of stopping things, but it was worse than I’d thought. Being close to him was too much .
What kind of priest has so many muscles anyway? And that cock. I’d never… never imagined .
When I was finally home and inside my bedroom, I locked the door. I could still smell him. My body started to tingle .
I grabbed the phone and dialed his number before I could stop myself .
“Liv, what the hell? I mean heck… no, I mean hell. What the hell was that?” Heath said .
“Father—”
“Stop it Liv .”
I could hear the frustration in his voice. He knew just as well I did that nothing could ever be with us. He was a priest. He was devoted to his God and his flock .
“No, you stop it,” I said putting my hand on my hip as I paced my bedroom floor. “This has to be done. We can’t keep doing this. I can’t be near you. Whatever this is, it has to stop. You know it, and I know it .”
“But, Liv — ”
“This is how it has to be. I’m sorry,” I said and swiped to end the call. Before I could even set it down, it buzzed. Heath .
I powered down my phone .
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Chapter 8
Heath
I clenched my fists into tight balls. If I wasn’t a man of God, I’d probably feel like hitting something, but of course, I wouldn’t .
I drew in a deep breath and folded my hands in front of my abdomen as I paced my kitchen floor. There had to be something I could do. It wasn’t like I could just go over to her parent's house and ask to see her .
That would draw far too much attention. The neighbors would see my car. They would ask questions. They’d talk .
But I had to do something .
I loved my people, and I loved God, but I couldn’t deny it any longer. I was madly in love with Liv. It couldn’t end like this .
I had to see her. I had to do something. She had to k
now how I felt before she gave up on us .
Her parent's house wasn’t that far. I could walk. And I could think .
I grabbed my keys and left .
The air was colder than it had been when Liv and I fucked in the park. The park. I shook my head. Anyone could have walked by and seen us. Seen the town priest fucking the young, and beautiful Liv .
I was an idiot. My brain didn’t even work right when I was around her .
I couldn’t help it though, I’d never felt anything like this before in my life. It was so powerful. I couldn’t deny it to anyone .
I loved her .
I loved Liv .
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Chapter 9
Liv
A fter my shower, I pulled on a pair of panties and old t-shirt that clung to my still damp body. I flopped down on my bed and tried not to think about Heath .
Of course, I failed. He was all I could think about. I pressed my lips together and slid my hand over my breast and down my stomach. It didn’t take long before I felt a twinge of need .
I spread my legs wide and slid my hand inside my panties. My eyes closed and I could imagine Heath there with me. The vision was so clear. I could feel his tongue swirling around my clit .
“Mmm,” I said pressing my lips together tighter .
My fingers froze when I heard soft voices in the hallway. Shit. Had I locked the door ?
“Yes, Father, this is her room,” my mom said. “I’m so glad you came. She’s been acting so strange lately. I’m sure she will really appreciate your visit .”
“Thanks,” he said, and I grabbed my blanket and pulled it over myself even though I heard my mom’s footsteps as she walked away .
There was a light knock at the door. My heart pounded against my chest .
“Yes?” I said, and Health quickly opened and closed the door .
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