by Andre Brink
And, above all, Karina, you, for bringing a roundness and a happiness and a meaning to it all.
With love,
André
1935: Six months old, on my father’s lap.
1936: Some habits start early.
1938: With the Sotho nanny Aia who first made me conscious of the rhythms of language.
1938: With my sister Elbie on her first birthday.
1945: With my sisters Elbie and Marita.
1950: My father’s side of the family. My grandparents and Ouma’s sister, Aunt Anna, in the back row from middle to right, I am in the same row second from left, my father front row left, and my sister next to him and Johan on her left.
1950: A homemade boat on the farm dam of Oom Jannie and Auntie Dolly. My parents are far left, I am rowing.
1949: Preparing for a tennis match.
1953: The pianist, before I learned to accept my limitations.
1959: At the Place de la Concorde, Paris.
1963: With Etienne Leroux, Ingrid, Jan Rabie and Marjorie Wallace in Somerset West, near Cape Town.
1963: Ingrid on a holiday farm in Franschhoek.
1963: The same occasion.
1965: Ingrid’s funeral, with her family on the left. A few friends are restraining Jack Cope from jumping into the grave. (Copyright: Cloete Breytenbach)
1966: With Etienne Leroux and Breyten in the Rue Soufflot, Paris.
1967: After Ingrid, in Grahamstown.
1980: At the founding meeting of the Soweto PEN Centre, with Ahmed Essop, Es’kia Mphahlele, Nadine Gordimer and Sipho Sepamla.
1986: Addressing an anti-apartheid students’ meeting at Rhodes University.
1987: Visiting Dakar with a group of Afrikaners to meet the ANC in exile. I am in the second row, second from right.
1998: With Ariel Dorfman in Mandela’s cell in the prison on Robben Island.
2006: With the Russian soprano Anna Netrebko in Salzburg.
2007: With Carlos Fuentes and Nadine Gordimer in Johannesburg.
2006: In Sarajevo, with Antjie Krog in the striped shirt, and the French ambassadorial couple, Geneviève and Henry Zipper de Fabiani.
1998: With Olga.
2006: With my sons Anton and Danie at the restaurant of The Cock House in Grahamstown, the British Settler home where we lived in the 70s.
2006: Wedding with Karina. Back row: my children Sonja, Danie and Gustav. Sadly, Anton couldn’t make it.
2008: Karina.
2006: My birthday celebration with Karina.
2007: With Karina and Nelson Mandela in his Cape Town home.
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p. vii: from Dreams From My Father by Barack Obama, first published in Great Britain by Canongate Books Ltd, 14 High Street, Edinburgh, EH1 1TE
pp. 1–2: from an interview published in William Kentridge: Flute, edited by Bronwyn Law-Viljoen, published by David Krut Publishing, Johannesburg
p. 83: permission granted by Peter Louw for the author to quote and translate from ‘Julle is die oorheersers’ from the collection Versamelde gedigte by N.P. van Wyk Louw, co-published by Human & Rousseau and Tafelberg, Cape Town
p. 273: permission granted by Mrs E.H. Gili to quote from the essay ‘The theory and function of the duende’ from Lorca: Selected Poems by Federico García Lorca, translated and edited by J.L. Gili, published by Penguin, London
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p. 379: permission granted by Albie Sachs to reproduce an extract from his speech ‘Preparing Ourselves for Freedom’, quoted in Exchanges, edited by Duncan Brown and Bruno Van Dyk, published by University of Natal Press, Pietermaritzburg
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