The hair on the back of my neck rose. Did he know what I was? I raised my eyebrows, taking in the line where the towel met skin. Demon or psycho, he didn’t fool me. I didn’t chalk it up to some higher intelligence on my part or even a Rasha talent for seeing through demon bullshit. We didn’t have that. But I’d had Rohan. I knew what hot and raw and need looked like.
Samson didn’t want me. This was calculated.
“You don’t play fair,” I pouted, pretending to buy it.
“What did you think of the chase?” he asked.
“You were phenomenal.” Truth.
“Yeah, I was.” He looked at me with such a cocky grin that I was almost tempted to shoot him down. “I’m going to get dressed,” he said. “Make yourself comfortable.”
By the time I’d taken off my jacket, gloves, and sweater, he’d already returned. He’d only thrown on a pair of jeans, so not a huge wardrobe change. I glanced down at his feet. Bare. Big surprise.
“You look different,” he commented.
“It’s the fifty-seven percent more clothing. I get cold easily and didn’t want to freeze.” I sat down, the leather butter soft.
Samson took a seat next to me, placing his hand on my arm. I looked pointedly between his fingers and his eyes. “You know how many women would kill to be in your position? Show a little gratitude.” He unbuckled his belt.
That was the moment I decided that the gogota had been some random attack. King didn’t know I was Rasha. This was about one thing and one thing only. Now, what would it take for Samson to think he’d achieved full payback for Evelyn? A revenge fuck? My disappearance? Neither was going to happen.
“I’m not interested in a quick screw.” I sent a withering glance at his pants, as he popped the top button of his jeans. “You’re not either, so let’s skip the bullshit.”
Samson sat back, his gaze shrewd. “Negotiations, huh?” I hadn’t meant my words that way but if it got him to back off, I’d take it. “What’s to stop me from a hostile takeover?”
I smiled sweetly. “I’ll rip your balls off.”
He smirked but not quickly enough to hide his surprise.
I pressed on in a husky voice. “That said, I’m open to the possibility of a merger.”
“What’s in it for me?”
I leaned in close, resting my hand on his upper thigh. “You have that blond, good-looking charm going for you, but Rohan is something else altogether. Bad. Dangerous.” His nostrils flared. “You wouldn’t have offered him a record deal if you weren’t exactly aware of how bright he burns.”
“I stand to make a lot of money off him,” he replied. “I don’t need to stoop to his left-overs.”
I blinked away the tears that instantly flooded my eyes fast enough that I’m pretty sure he didn’t see them. “You think I’m a left-over? Give Rohan six months. Babe, you’ll be a vague memory. Everyone knows rock stars trump actors. Especially actors out of the spotlight.”
The air around us charged with an undercurrent of violence. I braced myself for some show of demonic power. When was the last time anyone had openly mocked him? The danger of claiming to be the center of the universe was being a victim of your own PR.
Samson stood up, grabbing himself a water from the bar fridge. “Mitra doesn’t give a damn about you.”
“Don’t believe everything that you see. The other morning? He wanted you to see me leaving his bed. And at the cigar bar, he allowed you to be with me and everyone saw it except you. He likes his power games.” I leaned back against the leather, my arms splayed along the top. “People forget the pecking order. They need reminding.”
I thought I was being so clever. A guy who’d believed he’d been cuckolded was capable of some pretty ugly behavior. A potential demon who got off on misery on a good day? Let’s just say, I hadn’t thought this through.
“We can’t have that.”
I barely processed the menace in Samson’s voice before a bolt of despair ripped through me. It left me cold and bereft, in ravenous pain, desperate to please him.
“I’m sorry.” I jumped to my feet, my voice reedy and pleading. I couldn’t seem to get enough air into my lungs and my muscles felt locked into place.
“Better.” He prowled toward me. “You may be right about Mitra. He was drunk that night and from what I saw the other times? Yeah, I think you have some value to him. Some value to me.”
He slid his arms around my waist. “Give me something.”
His words warmed me into submission. I hadn’t messed up. Whatever he wanted, I’d give. I ran my hands around to the small of his back. “Anything.”
Samson’s fingers bit into my hips. “Make him hurt.”
I didn’t even need to think about how. Rising onto tiptoe, I kissed Samson.
My fingers tangled in his hair. Nipping, licking, tongues tangling, moans that vibrated through me.
Say what you will about my issues, they brought me to my senses, blowing away Samson’s hold on me. I pushed against his chest.
Samson let me go, staring in bafflement.
Using his demonic compulsion on me, because I had no doubts about his status anymore, wasn’t what had me racing for the door, lightheaded. It wasn’t even thinking a kiss was the one thing that could hurt Rohan. It was the fact that I’d broken my kiss embargo with someone who wasn’t Rohan and wanted to cry over the loss.
I fumbled for the door handle needing air. Needing to collect myself because, just no. I ran out, my legs giving out on me about ten feet outside the door.
Anya caught up to me. “Are you all right?” She shot a concerned glance at Samson’s trailer.
Not in any reality. “Can you get me a taxi?”
“I’ll get you a driver. Come.” I followed her on shaky legs over to a bearded Teamster who introduced himself as Jan and offered to drive me back to the Praha WS.
I zipped up my coat with clumsy trembling fingers, not able to get away from there fast enough. Only once I was halfway back to the hotel did I realize I’d failed to get the meet-up for tomorrow.
22
Drio answered my frantic knock on Rohan’s door.
“I messed up.”
He pulled me inside. Rohan wasn’t there.
Drio didn’t say a word, just let me sit down and waited. The story tumbled out of me. “I knew intellectually what Samson was capable of. But I hadn’t truly understood. He made me feel things.”
My hand shook on the shot of bourbon Drio had given me. Between the bitter ache of my failure, the fading rush of adrenaline, and my brain trying to lockdown replays of my epiphany, it was a miracle my motor skills worked at all. “I had to get out of there and I didn’t get the meeting for tomorrow.”
“It’s a setback. It’s not the end of the world.”
“I should have handled the situation better. I know I didn’t have the ritual blade to kill him and I couldn’t use my magic and tip our hand, but I should have–”
“Screw that.” Drio was furious. Weirdly, not at me, but on my behalf. “We fight evil. That means we do whatever necessary to stay alive and fight another day. A plan is not worth your life. Not worth any part of your body or well-being.” His eyes narrowed at the way the glass shook as I held it in my lap. “You ever feel threatened like that? Go off-book and flambé his dick.”
I was starting to realize that off-book and me might not be the best pairing. I’d gone off-book contacting Gelman, resulting in my possession of a secret ritual that could get me and my brother killed. I’d gone off-book by creating Lolita, resulting in…
I shot back the booze.
“We’re so close,” I said. “I was scared to blow it. If the Brotherhood learned I was responsible for Samson getting away?” I rubbed my temples.
“We’ve all screwed up.”
“You get more leeway than I do.”
“True.” Drio took my glass, holding it up in question. I shook my head. “Doing what we do, it’s easy to get caught up in the rush and charge forw
ard into danger. It’s fun and hell, the Brotherhood encourages it.” He rubbed his finger over his glamoured up Rasha ring. “Battling darkness, we become convinced that light shines out our ass.” He tapped his head. “It fucks with us because if our big heroic quest is the only thing that matters, failure stops being an option. Any action, any emotion not related to the cause pales in comparison. Then one day we get a harsh reality check and understand what failure really is.”
I barely dared to breathe, more curious than ever about his story.
His cell went off, ending sharing time. Drio glanced at the screen, then tapped it a couple of times. “Hey Ro, you’re on speakerphone.”
“Lolita there?” In addition to voices in the background, I heard snatches of musical instruments.
I pressed my palms into the tops of my thighs with a brief irrational fear that he’d forgotten my real name. “Yeah. I didn’t get the meeting. I’m sorry.”
There was silence on the other end. “We’ll Plan B it.”
“Ro, I got you some water.” Lily was with him.
“Gotta run. See you both later.” Rohan disconnected.
Drio nudged me with his shoulder. “Put this out of your mind. Go pretty up. Ro performing?” He whistled. “A lot of women wanting a piece of that. You’ll want to look good.”
“He can do what he likes.”
“Yeah, sure. You’re both free agents.” He snorted.
I shot him the finger and went to get my glam on.
The production had rented out a large, stylish art deco lounge with a plush interior for the wrap party. Everyone glittered, ready and willing to have a good time.
I wore a midnight blue sheath dress that hit below my knees and hugged my curves–very pin-up girl. Mesh connected the sweetheart neckline to sequined blue fabric around my throat and arms. I’d paired it with what I termed my dominatrix heels: four-inch red stilettos lacing up the front that I’d found in an exclusive shop near the hotel. My hair was pulled back into a sleek bun at the nape of my neck and I had on very little make-up other than mascara and red lips.
I looked chic and confident, a taste-maker. Exactly how Samson needed to see me tonight. Just Samson? I ignored my bitch of an inner voice. The wrap party was my only chance to get the demon to agree to meet me tomorrow and I wasn’t about to blow it with self-doubt. Rohan would be busy performing, which probably wouldn’t endear him to Samson, and it would be odd for Drio to ask Samson for a meeting, which meant this was all on me.
I wandered through the space, taking in the curved built-in booths and tin ceiling, and making it all the way to where a DJ spun tunes on a low stage without any sign of my team. For a while I was content to hang out by the bar, people watching, letting the music and loud chatter wash over me. Watching Samson’s group with particular interest.
Decked out in a flashy suit, the demon held court, standing in the middle of a group wanting to bask in his magnificence. That wasn’t sarcasm, most of the people around him wore expressions of slight desperation, smiling too broadly at whatever he said. Jostling each other to stand next to him.
Samson put his drink on the high bar table beside him but when he reached for it again, it was gone. I hadn’t seen a waiter take it away. He frowned, studying everyone in his vicinity but they all held wineglasses as opposed to his highball.
Samson excused himself, headed toward me. Well, toward the bar, his progress hampered by everyone wanting a word. I finally intercepted him, holding out the drink I’d procured. “This is me saying sorry, and hoping you’ll let me bribe you into forgiving me for acting like a complete weirdo earlier.”
He didn’t answer me or take the drink, so I placed it on the bar. “When I kissed you?” I shivered. “You made me feel things and I freaked. Forgive me?” I tilted my head, my eyes wide.
“You’re not in the clear yet.” He looked down for the drink but once again, it was gone. His lips compressed into thin white lines.
Wanting his attention on me instead of some overly enthusiastic server who was removing glasses with invisible aplomb, I ran a hand over his arm. “I want to make it up to you.” I looked at him through my lashes, running my finger along his chest. “I know you’re busy tonight and everyone is gonna want a piece of you. Tomorrow. Meet me.”
Still nothing.
I caught his hand, playing my last card. “Please. I can give you what you want to make Rohan hurt. Who you want. Just don’t let one mistake ruin everything for me.”
Samson nodded. “Text me the details.”
I kept a relieved smile on my face as he moved over to the bartender to place an order. Mission accomplished. My gamble that the one thing that would convince him was Lolita’s burning desire for the spotlight, combined with her insider knowledge of all things Rohan had paid off. The fact everything I’d said was a lie wouldn’t matter so long as he showed.
Speaking of Rohan, I needed to find him. The kiss epiphany had freaked me out to the point of paralysis. In the same way that people who were afraid of spiders were given tarantulas to hold to desensitize them to their fears, I needed to see him and remind myself that there was only one thing I wanted from him.
I spotted Anya standing hand-in-hand with a willowy redhead, so went over to say hello. She introduced me to her girlfriend Fiona, who had a posh British accent.
“Have you seen Rohan?” I asked. “The guy who is supposed to perform tonight.”
Anya shook her head but Fiona lit up. “I saw him. Wouldn’t kick him out of bed for eating crackers.” Anya stared at her girlfriend incredulously but Fiona simply tossed her hair. “Please. He’s yummy.” She winked at me.
Anya pointed at a door next to the bar. “There’s a small green room for performers. He might be in there.”
I thanked her and headed over. The door was unlocked and no one seemed to care that I was about to enter, so enter I did. It wasn’t much of a green room. There was a lame cut-fruit platter and some bottles of water on the table.
A leather jacket was thrown over a chair. Feeling only moderately stupid, I sniffed it. Iron and musk, the unique pairing of blades and spicy cologne that was Rohan’s signature scent. He’d been here, so where was he now? Another door led off this one. I checked it out, but it was a supply closet.
I was about to close the door when I heard Lily say, “Today has been perfect.”
I slipped inside, keeping the closet door open a crack. Enough to spy on her and Rohan as they entered the room. I couldn’t see him from where I hid, but I heard him teasing her about a cheesy set of souvenir magnets that she’d bought.
Lily, however, was in clear view. Close enough that I could reach out and touch her. She wore a super cool pink cocktail dress that looked as if it had been made from sari material. “I’ve missed you,” she said.
“Me too, Lils.”
My hand tightened on the door knob.
“If you’re going to be jet-setting around the world now, the least you could do is come rescue me from my dissertation from time to time.” She twirled a lock of hair around her finger. Her eyes without her glasses seemed huge as she blinked up at him.
“Take you to Paris for dessert?”
She laughed. I might have laughed too at the farfetched suggestion until she said, “You have no idea how much mileage I still get out of that story.”
Excuse me?! He took her to Paris for dessert? From California? I thunked my head against the door but they were too busy chatting to hear me. Too busy engaging in a gentle flirtation that bore no resemblance to any interaction that Rohan and I had ever had.
I think I had late onset claustrophobia. I tugged on my neckline, desperate enough to get away that I considered texting Drio to come for Rohan so I could sneak out. I peered out through the crack.
Lily motioned for him to turn around. “You know the drill.”
He chuckled but I’m guessing did as he was told as I still couldn’t see him. “My pre-show check. You realize I haven’t caught my shirt in my zipper in
years.”
“I concede that you might know how to dress yourself now.”
“I’m much better at undressing.”
Lily stilled, caught under the weight of his blazing gold stare. I didn’t need to see Rohan to know what made her sway in toward him, her lips softly parting.
My phone hit the tile floor with a loud clatter.
Lily’s head jerked up. I flattened myself back into the shadows and closed my eyes.
There was a loud knock on the green room door. “Rohan, I have some people I want you to meet.” Bless Forrest.
Rohan hesitated before answering and I held my breath, certain I was about to be discovered. “Sure,” he finally said. “Come on, Lils.”
I waited an extra few minutes to make sure they were gone. And because my fist was stuffed in my mouth so I wouldn’t scream. This was so stupid. I was so stupid. Rohan and I weren’t dating. Big deal, I’d lose a fuck buddy. A phenomenal fuck buddy but it wasn’t the end of the world. There was absolutely no reason for my irrational anger and even more irrational yearning and damn it! I yanked my fingers away from my lips.
Rohan and I had run our course and as the chic, confident woman I was, I wanted to be the one to end things. I smoothed down my dress, picked up my phone, and stepped back out into the green room.
“Spying?”
I screamed, fumbling my phone at hearing Drio’s voice by my ear. He’d flash stepped to sneak up on me, and now leaned against the wall, looking cool and polished in a deep blue suit, his blond hair slicked back. Very Mad Men.
I shoved at his shoulder. “Give a girl a heart attack, why don’t you? Who said I was spying, anyway?”
“You didn’t leave with the rest of them. Where were you hiding?” He glanced around and saw the closet. “Ah. How close were you to getting caught?”
I grimaced. “If I’d breathed out at the wrong time, it would have been a threesome.”
He threw back his head and laughed. I shoved him again, then headed back into the main lounge. Drio caught me around the waist, steering me in a different direction. “They’re at the far end of the bar. Go this way.”
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