I explored his length, tracing every inch of his strong length with my tongue. I must have been doing something right because he was moaning my name over and over and flexing his hips.
“J-J-Jess, I’m close,” he warned, and even though I was inexperienced I knew what he meant…he didn’t want to come in my mouth. The thought excited me but if it freaked me out I didn’t want to be embarrassed if I didn’t like it. I wanted to please him. I kept licking and sucking as best as I knew how until he started to pull me away.
“Jess, I’m going to come,” he growled loudly, and I let go of him just in time to see his release shoot out into the shower. I was breathless; I couldn’t believe I just did that.
“Oh my God Jess…”
I stood to reach his eyes.
“Was it okay?”
He chuckled and wrapped his arms around me. He kissed me, sliding his tongue into my mouth. I melted into him as his hands roamed up and down my bare back.
He pressed his forehead to mine and answered, “Jess that was unbelievable. You were amazing.”
I felt a swell of pride and I grinned.
“Really?”
“Really,” he answered before shutting the water off. I hadn’t even noticed it was still on. I followed him out of the shower and he wrapped a towel around myself before leading me back out into the room. He led me over to the bed and I sat next to him. He took my hands in his and sighed.
“How did I not notice you all this time?”
I shrugged and smiled.
“That’s a good question.”
Kris let go of one of my hands and combed his fingers through my wet hair.
“So, where do we go from here?”
“Well, that’s up to you. I told you how I feel about you, Kris, so the next move is yours.”
He nodded but didn’t say anything for a minute. When he did finally speak, he said, “Jess, whatever this is between us…I think I’m ready for it.”
I laughed. “You think you’re ready?”
He chuckled and said, “I’m not good at this, am I?”
“You’re better than you think,” I replied, winking at him.
“So, what exactly are you saying? Do you want us to be a…couple or something?”
Kris’s mouth curved into a half smile.
“I guess that’s what I’m saying.”
I blinked at him.
“You’re not really saying anything.”
He ran a hand through his messy wet hair and pulled at it frustratingly.
“All I know is that I want you, Jess. Everything is falling into place and it just feels right.”
I smiled brightly at him.
“It really does. I can’t believe this is actually happening to me right now. This is everything I’ve ever wanted since I was five years old.”
“I can’t believe you felt that way for so long and never said anything.”
My pulse began to race as he moved closer to me. I had been so comfortable with him that I hadn’t even realized that he wasn’t wearing a towel.
“I’ve always thought you were beautiful, Jess.”
I swallowed hard and toyed with the bottom of my towel, sliding it slightly to the side so my leg was exposed.
“Then why didn’t you ever make a move until now?”
“Because you’re…well, you. You’re so sweet and perfect and…fuck, I don’t know,” he said, and I reached up and wrapped my arm around his neck. “I feel like you could do so much better than me but I also know that if any other man ever touches you I’ll fucking lose my mind.”
“No one will ever get the chance to,” I whispered seductively, my lips only inches from his. “I’m yours, Kris, and I always will be.”
Before I could stop myself, I let go of him and untied my towel, letting it fall around me. I was bare and exposed next to a gloriously naked Kris. He groaned with satisfaction.
“You’re trying to kill me, aren’t you?”
He tried to scoot away from me, but I snaked my arm around his neck again and pulled him closer to me.
“Please don’t pull away,” I begged. “I promise I feel okay. I was a little sore when I woke up but I’m not anymore. I’m not going to be able to last until the next time.”
Kris gently ran a thumb over my nipple, which pebbled at his touch. “I’ve created a monster, haven’t I?”
I huffed out a laugh. “You didn’t create a monster. You’ve unleashed one.”
Talk time was over at that point when I pulled his face to mine and kissed him hard. In one swift movement, I moved off the bed and straddled his bare lap.
We both moaned as I ground into his erection, which was already hot, hard, and ready. I shivered at the feel of being skin to skin with him. Every part of him felt amazing.
I combed my fingers through his hair at the nape of his neck and murmured against his lips, “I want you Kris. Now.”
His big, warm hands rested at the small of my back and pulled my body closer into his.
“You promise to tell me if you are hurting in any way?” he asked huskily.
“I promise,” whispering. I lifted my hips until my entrance was just above his throbbing erection and slowly began to lower myself down onto him.
My eyes went wide and I gasped sharply; not from pain (even though I was still a tiny bit tender) but from sheer pleasure. As I slowly took him in inch by glorious inch, I looked at his handsome face and my heart started beating faster.
His eyes were half closed and his jaw was tight as he gritted his teeth. “Holy fuck!” he hissed out before covering my mouth with his. He moaned loudly and his fingers dug into my hips as he tried to keep from losing control. “Oh my God, you feel so good.”
“Kris,” I panted, and I continued lowering myself onto him until he was all the way inside me. My body was alive with sensation and I gripped his shoulders from the intense feeling of him being so deep inside me. I could never have imagined that being with him would feel this good.
Even though I was new to sex, I knew what to do from walking in on Crystal with her many men over the years so I instinctively started to move. Kris growled and began kissing and sucking my neck. I continued to rock my hips back and forth and he gripped me tight as we slowly and gently made love again.
It wasn’t long before I felt myself racing toward an orgasm…my fourth one from Kris (not that I was keeping count). I kept up my pace, wanting desperately to feel that sweet release again. Moaning and whimpering, I said, “It’s coming, I can’t hold on.”
His green eyes snapped open and locked with mine. In that moment, with him deep inside me and looking at me like I was the only girl in the world, I felt intense pleasure as my building orgasm finally hit me.
“Fuck, I’m coming!” he growled through his teeth. His body went rigid as he emptied inside me…I could feel him letting go deep within me and it was incredibly intense.
As we came down from our post-sex highs, Kris lay back on the bed and took me with him, still holding me in his arms. He pulled out of me and I winced at the strange feeling. “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” he asked.
“No, I’m totally fine. I feel wonderful,” I replied, trying to catch my breath.
He smiled at me and kissed my forehead. He was about to say something but before he did, his eyes went wide. “Oh fuck,” he said loudly.
“What is it?” I asked, leaning up and looking down at him.
He sat back up and ran a hand through his hair. “I forgot to wear a condom.” He was breathing like he’d ran a marathon but I was sure that it wasn’t from the mind-blowing sex we just had.
I ran a hand over his strong back and said, “Kris, don’t freak. I know my cycle and I think we’re okay.”
“You think so?”
I leaned in and kissed his shoulder.
“I know so. I don’t know how much you want to know about my girl stuff, but I am supposed to start my period in two days and I’ve never been late. If we had unprot
ected sex two weeks ago, I’d be worried, but this isn’t anything to worry about.”
“Good,” he replied, breathing a sigh of relief. “I just…I don’t think a baby is something either of us can handle right now.”
“You’re right about that,” I agreed. “Your band is on the brink of hitting the big time and I am close to getting my own place. We are on the verge of getting everything we’ve ever wanted and neither of us need something like this. We’re safe, I promise.”
“Thank God,” he said, exhaling in relief, and he leaned in and kissed my lips.
“Well, now that’s settled,” he said, grinning, “we should probably get dressed and head home.”
I frowned.
“Why? Don’t you want to be with me today?”
“I want to be with you all day,” he said, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. “It’s just that check out is in thirty minutes and I only paid for one night.”
“Oh right,” I smiled, but inside I was sad to see our time alone together end.
Last night and this morning had been so incredible for me and I wasn’t ready to say goodbye to it yet. As soon as we left the hotel, our little safe haven from the rest of the world, we’d be going back to reality and I wasn’t ready yet. I hadn’t been this happy in my whole life and knowing I’d be going home to Crystal’s insults had me on the verge of tears.
Even though Kris just told me he wanted us to be a couple and try to work on a relationship, I was still so scared that when we went back home to our lives he would realize he’d made a mistake with me and not want me anymore. I would be devastated and heartbroken if he changed his mind…
Kris caressed my cheek. “Hey,” he said, “don’t be sad.”
Swallowing the quick-forming lump in my throat, I answered, “I’m not sad. This has been the best birthday of my entire life.”
Kris smiled at me, his jade-green eyes crinkling at the corners.
“Jess, I know you better than anyone. I know you’re either afraid that when we leave here I’ll change my mind about us, or you’re afraid to go home to that fucking bitch Crystal.”
Before I could reply, he continued. Grabbing my face, he said, “You don’t have to be afraid of either one of those scenarios. I will make sure Crystal doesn’t touch you when you go home, and I guarantee my feelings about you aren’t going to change, ever.”
“They won’t?” I asked, my eyes wide at his words.
“Of course not. I know this is new and no one knows what will come of it, but I promise you here and now that I have never, ever felt this way about anybody. Jess, being with you last night and just now…sex has never felt that fucking amazing for me. I haven’t begun to get my fill of you,” he said, leaning in and kissing my lips.
Tingles shot through me as I let his words sink in and I felt hope for the first time in forever. I gave into his kiss and held him close to me, happy in the knowledge that this kiss would be the first of many kisses I shared with Kris.
I was so happy…I just hoped with all of my heart that this was the beginning of things finally going good in my life and not something that I would eventually lose.
Chapter 5
Kris
Three Weeks Later
I looked at the clock on the wall of the warehouse and sighed. The last ten minutes of my shift were always the longest, especially these past three weeks. Knowing that I was clocking out and heading home to see Jessie made the minutes feel like hours.
The past three weeks with her had been some of the best of my life. We’d been friends for such a long time and I was used to seeing her every day, but now that we’d taken that step toward a relationship, being with her was ten times better.
I adored everything about her…her huge, blue eyes that were as deep as an ocean, her full pouty lips that tasted as sweet as candy, her long silky brown hair that smelled like the sweetest flowers in the world, her soft, sexy body…
Fuck! Just the thought of her was giving me a boner. I looked up at the time again…two more minutes. This was killing me. I couldn’t wait to get the hell out of here, meet Jessie at my apartment (which had become our routine so we could be together without either of our parents interrupting), and spend the afternoon buried inside her and making her scream my name.
As I put away the last of a pallet full of cereal, the timer on my watch beeped. It was finally time to get the fuck out of here. I quickly took off my apron and barely muttered a goodbye to my manager before I grabbed my keys from my locker and took off out the back door. I ran to my truck and jumped inside, quickly starting it and speeding out of the parking lot and into traffic.
I was at the apartment building in ten minutes and I quickly parked my truck and jumped out. I ran inside and took the steps two at a time until I was standing at Jessie’s front door. I banged three times and breathlessly waited for her to answer the door.
I heard her sliding the chain off the door and unlocking several locks. After the most agonizing three seconds of my life, the door opened and there stood a smiling Jessie, looking sinfully sexy in a pair of cut off jean shorts and a black tank top. Ever since we’d gotten together she’d been wearing shorts and skirts more often because I mentioned that I loved looking at her killer legs. It just made me want her more to stare at them, knowing those long, toned legs would either be wrapped around my waist or have my head buried between them soon.
“Hi,” she said brightly. Her face was flushed and she had a slight pink color to her cheeks.
I stepped to her and immediately picked her up into my arms and twirled her around. I pulled her mouth to mine for a quick kiss. “Hi back.”
She carelessly pulled the door closed and I carried her down the hall to my apartment. Once we were inside, I walked us to my room and closed the door behind me.
We didn’t talk at all as we began to undress each other, throwing shirts, pants, and underwear all over my room. It wasn’t long before I had Jessie on her back and I was buried inside what was quickly becoming my favorite place on earth.
Jessie felt amazing; she was warm, inviting, familiar…being inside her was heaven. As I slowly drove her to the brink of ecstasy, I opened my eyes and watched her.
She was breathing heavily and her eyes were closed, but her lashes were fluttering against her cheeks. Her warm brown silken hair was splayed out around her head on the pillow in chestnut waves and her cheeks were a beautiful, flustered shade of pink. Jessie was absolutely the most breathtakingly beautiful girl I’d ever known.
When we were both finished, I collapsed on top of her in a boneless heap before rolling off of her. “Oh wow,” she stated breathlessly. “That was amazing.”
“Yes it was,” I replied, panting like I’d just run a mile.
“I can’t imagine sex being better than this. I mean, I have absolutely nothing to compare it to, but still…”
I chuckled. “Well, I can compare sex and let me just tell you, Jess, you are fucking spectacular,” I answered, laughing.
She was silent for a moment and I looked over at her. She had her arms crossed, covering her chest, and her plush lips were formed into a pout. She was so fucking adorable.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“Oh nothing. I just love hearing you compare me to all the girls you’ve slept with in the past. Glad I came out on top of the list,” she grumbled.
I smiled widely at her and pulled her into my arms. She tried to fight me but as soon as I began kissing her neck, she caved and gave into me. I would have to always remember to kiss her neck if we ever fought because the second my lips were on her there, she would melt.
“Come on, don’t be like that. You know you’re it for me now, Jess,” I said, tickling her sides.
I knew that I had some extremely intense feelings for Jessie, but whenever the moment would present itself for me to tell her I loved her, I would always fall short and stop before I said it. I was pretty sure I loved her, but I had no idea why I couldn’t say it to her.
“Dude!” I heard someone shout. “Open the fucking door!”
Jessie’s eyes widened and she jumped out of my bed and immediately began to get dressed. I pulled on a pair of sweats and a tee shirt and ran to answer the door.
“What the hell is going on?” I asked, opening the front door to find Ryder, Jude, and Beau waiting impatiently in the hall.
Jude walked inside the apartment and wrapped an arm around my shoulder, shaking me hard. “What’s going on is that Cory Brewer just called Ryder and they want Bad Blooded Rebel to open for Sticks and Stones for the next three fucking months!”
“Are you serious?” I said, running a hand through my messy “just fucked” hair.
Just then Jess came out into the living room and walked up to me, her brows furrowed. My cock jumped as I looked at her wearing her cut off shorts and one of my tee shirts with her hair all mussed and crazy. Lord this girl was gorgeous. “Hey guys, what’s wrong?”
“Nothing’s wrong, Jess. In fact, everything is fucking perfect!” Jude exclaimed.
I told Jessie the news I had just gotten and she shrieked and her eyes sparkled. “Oh my God, are you serious?”
“Hell yes! We head to Pennsylvania tomorrow to meet up with the tour!” Beau stated.
“We did it, man, we fucking did it!” Ryder shouted out, pulling me into a back-pounding hug.
We all high fived and celebrated our good news. Shortly after I broke from hugging the guys, I picked Jessie up into my arms and swung her around the room.
Suddenly, a thought hit me like a ton of bricks; not only was I leaving this town tomorrow, but I was leaving Jessie too. The thought made my chest ache…I didn’t want to leave her behind but there was no way that I could bring her with me. The happiest day of my life was also going to be one of the hardest. I was about to go out and live my dream, but I might lose the only girl I’ve ever cared for.
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