She licked her lips, “It is for me too.”
He watched the moisture on her lips, and wanted so bad to capture her flavor on his tongue, but he didn’t want to frighten her. He simply smiled down at her to let her know he would be patient.
Her eyes darkened with mischief, “What, you don’t want me anymore now that I’m pregnant? I’m not sexy anymore, or do I smell bad?” She tried to push him away but he held her close.
His grin infuriated her. She was about to start yelling at him when he abruptly crushed his mouth to hers, in a scorching kiss that stole her breath. She felt ravished. He was possessive, and demanded entrance to her mouth.
Conner licked the seam of her closed lips, and then sucked her full lower lip into his mouth. He was hot and hard. He hoped she didn’t notice his stiff manhood hidden behind his flimsy boxer briefs.
He tried to pull his hips away when her hands found his firm shaft. She reached into his undies, and stroked him with a gentle grip. When she got to his tip, she placed her finger over his slit, and spread his moisture over the head. When she brought her finger up to taste him, he had never been so aroused in his life. She was innocent, yet brazen. His perfect mate.
He fumbled for entrance into her panties, before he lost his patience and ripped them at the crotch. “You feel so soft and you’re drenched for me. I’ve missed you so much. There is not a moment I’ve not thought of you.” He nibbled wet kisses down her neck and put his teeth to the spot where he had marked her. And as he licked the spot, he felt her shiver. She had missed him too.
He slid down her body and parted her thighs. She briefly struggled, just to give him a challenge, but she wanted what he could give her. She had ached for him all month. His broad shoulders held her thighs open, and his hands gripped under her ass and tilted her up to his mouth. When his mouth lowered to her sex, and he licked her, she couldn’t hold back her moan. She was so primed with him being naked next to her; she’d forgotten everything except the feel of his body next to hers.
Conner slid a finger into her tight, wet sheath and she almost exploded. She wanted this to be good for him too, but she was a novice in the bedroom. She abruptly felt self-conscious. Conner stilled and his head came up. He looked right into her eyes and licked his lips. She was burning for him. No longer doubtful she said in a husky whisper, “I’m ready Conner. Claim me again. I need to feel you inside of me. I’ll never forget the way you moved the night we were together.” She whimpered.
He leveraged his weight above her, and rubbed his thick head from her opening up to her clit. She was writhing under him trying to find her release. He murmured under his breath, “Stay still babe. I’ll take you there I promise. Be patient.”
She hissed back, “I swear to God, if you don’t put you cock in me now, I will shoot you.”
He shot forward burying himself in her to the hilt. She sighed and wiggled her hips. He plunged in her over and over, tilting her hips up so that he hit her G-spot. So good.
Katie turned her head instinctively and he licked her neck again where he’d marked her, and she was thrown into orgasm. She came hard and milked his shaft, feeling his hot semen spilling into her.
They lay there next to each other listening to themselves struggle for breath. Katie burst out laughing and said “Yes! I didn’t puke. Woo hoo!”
As soon as their amusement died down, there was a knock on the door. “Katie, Paul’s here and would like to talk to you. If you’re feeling up to it.” The way Shana emphasized the word up, made it known that they knew what had happened just moments ago. And that quickly, her ardor was gone.
Katie jumped up and dressed quickly, while Conner simply lay back and smiled at her eagerness. “Hurry up and get dressed or they’ll know what we were just doing.”
“I’m pretty sure they heard, and if not they’ll be able to smell it on us.”
She sat down on the bed with her head in her hands. He started to get worried. Even more so when she said, “Can I take my gun to this meeting? I swear, if one more person smells me, or even looks at me funny I’m gonna pop em’.”
“Let’s compromise. We’ll take your gun, but I’ll hold onto it for you.” He was afraid with all of her, fleeting, strong emotions she just might shoot someone. They’d heal but it would be unpleasant.
“Never mind, no one holds Gunner but me.”
“You named your gun?”
“Duh, he’s Gunner, my good luck charm.” He could feel the enthusiasm she had for her gun, and he secretly wished she held a passion like that for him. Soon.
Chapter 6
She hadn’t realized it was that bad. When Katie spoke with Paul, he stated coolly that all four of her tires were slashed; along with the horrible picture found on the windshield. Paul explained, they took the car into the station, and they would send it to Tinker to fix. Apparently he was the town mechanic.
He’d questioned her appropriately. Katie stated the only people who knew where she was going were her boss, and Decker. The sheriff questioned her about several cases, and she gave all the information she could remember. And if it wasn’t enough, she told him to pull the files if he needed additional information.
Katie walked around in a daze. Shana tried to cheer her up, but she had this sinking feeling in her gut. Something big was going to happen, and she was helpless to stop it. She needed to be in a secure location, protected, and she needed to get back to work.
She wasn’t poor, but the thought of dealing with the insurance company regarding her house burning to the ground, most of her belongings needing replacement, and her being pregnant, made her want to weep again. She was too proud to show weakness in front of these people. Plus, the poor sheriff looked at her as if she would suddenly bite his head off or start to cry.
“Thank you for taking the report. If you find anything please keep me updated.” She turned and walked stiffly away, with her head held high.
She went into pack house and called Decker. She gave him the rundown. He wanted to put her in protective custody, but that was going to be difficult when they didn’t know who they were protecting her from. He’d questioned her much like the sheriff had. Decker was her partner and knew all about their cases, so he simply asked who knew her location.
She’d only told Decker, and their boss, because there was no one else who needed to know where she was. The case they were working on was mostly over. They’d gone undercover and busted several people in a drug ring. They were making and running drugs from their beautiful suburban home, a shame really. The trial was going to be grueling, and Katie was not looking forward to testifying.
“I really don’t think it has to do with the drug case. Is there anything else that you can think of? Any threats or disturbing incidents you can think of?” Decker’s smooth voice came through the phone. “Maybe you should come and stay with me for a while. I have the extra room.”
Katie was actually thinking about it when she suddenly felt queasy. She was pregnant. She couldn’t in good conscience take her baby away from its father, could she? It’s not like it was even born yet but the thought of leaving Conner made her feel cruel.
“I don’t know who is after me, but it’s probably not a good idea to return to a town where my home was destroyed while I was in it. Plus, it could be dangerous to you. I know for a fact your homeowners insurance would skyrocket.” She tried to make light of the situation but she was worried.
“I could come stay with you if you need…support, or protection.” Gosh he hated feelings.
Katie felt warmed by his concern, but a little panicked. Conner would not be happy if Decker showed up to ‘protect’ her. “I have an idea. Why don’t you stay in Petaluma, and keep your ears open. You should carry on like nothings amiss, and let me know if you hear anything. Or if anyone is acting funny.” Whew, hopefully crisis averted.
“If that’s what you thinks best. The second I hear anything I’ll call. Please take care, and stay inside, and keep the windows locked, and keep yo
ur gun near, and for crying out loud stop pissin’ people off.” Decker was like her big brother. He worried over her safety, and knew she was essentially alone. With no family support, he was a great partner.
“Now, don’t go getting all mushy on me. I’ll be fine. I’m sure it’ll blow over. You need to stay safe too, because remember we work the same cases, so if I upset someone, you did too.” She suddenly felt very lonely. If she were home she’d have work to keep her busy.
“I’m gonna go so I can call in to update Big Eddie.” Katie said while inwardly cringing.
They called their sergeant Eddie, Big Eddie. He loved the title, and the power. He was a very ambitious forty year old man who was average height, chunky build, with black hair that he slicks back daily. He was a fair boss, but Katie had some reservations about his leadership skills. Once, about a year ago, he cornered her in the ‘huddle room’ and tried to make several passes. He’d come onto her, asking her out, and complementing her on her athletic build and bright future with the force.
She declined his advances; and yet he still felt he had a right to be in her personal space. She told him there was no way in hell she would date him, because they were co-workers and she wasn’t interested in him like that. He then put his hand near her breast. And she, without thinking, snapped his wrist back almost breaking it. He wore a brace for a month, pansy.
Since then, she’d been denied several transfers to other departments, and was given the crappy dangerous assignments. She knew she was getting payback, and was so sorry that she’d inadvertently dragged Decker along. She still caught Eddie sneaking peaks at her, and a couple times he brushed against her, but she had never felt threatened. She also never told Decker about what had gone down, she knew he would flip his shit, like a big brother.
She dialed Eddie’s number at the station, secretly hoping that he was out and it went to voicemail. She was never that lucky.
“Lo,” his scratchy smoker’s voice.
“Hey there Big Eddie, it’s Ward. I was just calling to let you know I’m going to need more time off. I was planning on coming back this week, but my car was vandalized, and I need to ensure the repairs are done before I drive home.” She relayed the entire story, all along wishing at the end, he would just say okay and disconnect.
“Well, Katie I’m so sorry to hear about all of your problems, but it’s so nice to hear from you. We’ve been worried somethin’ fierce about you here at the station. You can go ahead and take an additional week off, no problem. Where you gonna stay when you get back in town?” His voice alone made her shudder with revulsion.
“I’ll probably rent a place. I don’t have a lot of stuff to move, so I should be fine.”
“You know you’re more than welcome to stay a while with me, just ‘til you get back on your feet.”
She knew all the nasty and vile things he was thinking about, and she felt like heaving. After all, he did whisper his repulsive sexual needs into her ear last year. She gagged.
“I’m really sorry but I’m not feeling very well. I’m going to have to decline your offer, but thank you so much for your concern. I’ll start looking for a place to rent now, so I should be fine on my own.” Plus, your small, creepy, and smell like rot.
“You know how to get a hold of me if you change your mind, beautiful. Call me if there is anything new to report, Big Eddie is here to help.” She heard the click of the phone disconnecting the call. Thank God!
She walked out of the room, and immediately went out to the back porch to get some air. She hated all conversations she had with Big Eddie. He was revolting, and she always felt filthy after interactions with him. She had requested a new sergeant, but was denied, each time.
Chapter 7
“How ya holding up?” She hadn’t heard Conner approach, so she jumped a mile.
“Whoa, hot stuff. Why’re you so jumpy? Is everything okay, you seem on edge?” He put his hands on her shoulders and she seemed to calm, a little.
“I just hate to be in this position. I feel helpless and weak. Plus, I’m putting everyone here at risk. I just want to leave, and be back on my own. Plus, I haven’t been out of this house for a couple days, so I’m going stir crazy. Want to run out for a bite to eat?” She just needed a break from her reality right now.
“I’d love to take you on a date. Where would you like to eat?”
“Uh, you can cool it with the date stuff. It sounds kinda silly seeing as how I’m knocked up, don’t you agree?”
He gave her a gloomy look, “Okay, if that’s what you want. Where shall we lunch?”
“I’m not from around here, what do you recommend? Just so you know, I’m very hungry, and I pretty much eat anything.”
“We could go into Napa and eat at this great deli, if you’re up for it. They have the best sandwiches, and right down the street there’s the best cupcake bakery. I’ll enjoy showing you all around this area. Napa is known for their wine and fine cuisine.” You could see the delighted look in his eyes. It was hard to be in the room with Conner, and not be cheerful.
“Sounds fun, but we’ll have to take your car since mine has been violated. Do you mind?”
“I’d like nothing better than to drive you around and show you all the wonders of this area.” He was actually extremely happy that his mate would accept his protection, and he wanted nothing more than to feed and care for her-forever.
Katie still felt a bit on edge when they got into Conner’s red Chevy Camaro, but she didn’t understand why. She buckled her seatbelt and laid her head back to catch a few moments of sleep, she was always so tired lately.
Katie woke feeling the car lurch suddenly to the side. Conner threw his arm around her chest to hold her against the seat, while the car went off the road and into a ditch. Conner was yelling something at her, but she couldn’t hear him over the sounds of metal crunching and glass breaking. She was still trying to orient herself when the airbags deployed and her head was thrust against the seats headrest. Lights out.
Katie woke up cold, and half naked. Her whole body ached and her head felt like it was splitting open. She slowly opened her eyes and saw Conner pacing the length of a small room. That’s funny; it looked similar to a hospital room. She was stuck to a hard board, and she tried moving her legs without success. “What the hell is going on?” She couldn’t turn her head very far.
“Oh my God Katie, are you okay? I was so worried about you. I called Shana and she’s on her way. Do you hurt?”
While he was leaning over her she saw a huge gash running from his forehead to his temple. “Uh, did you know you’re bleeding? What happened, are you alright? Will you please let me up, I’m uncomfortable.”
He looked hesitant to answer, “We were pushed off the road by another car. The paramedics put you on a backboard and placed the collar on your neck, just in case you have a spinal injury. I’m so very sorry.” He had tears in his eyes as he bent his head and rubbed his cheek on her hair.
Oh yeah, now she remembered. “It’s okay Conner it could have happened to anybody. No biggie. Could you please get the doctor to get me out of these restraints?”
“They came in a moment ago and took blood. The doctor said he thought you were fine, but that we should get him when you woke.” He brushed his lips against hers barely even touching, “I’ll go get him.”
When Conner came back into the room, there was a short older man with him wearing a white coat, and he asked Conner to step out. At Conner’s growl and aggressive stance in front of Katie the man submit by retracting his statement, and telling Conner he could stay.
“Hello, Ms. Ward, I’m Dr. Holtz and I’m going to be taking care of you today. This is my nurse, Betsy.” He said pointing to a lovely woman with red hair who appeared to be in her mid-thirties. “Are you having any pain?”
“My whole body aches, and I have a headache. But most of the pain is coming from being on this hard board.” She felt silly strapped to this board with the collar. She was probably the on
ly one in the room that didn’t turn into an animal, yet she was the one wearing the collar, unnecessary.
“I’m glad you’re not in a lot of pain, but we need to check you for a spinal injury, and then send you to x-ray. I’m going to take the straps off you but I don’t want you to move just yet. We’re going to turn you over to your side and I’m going to run my hand down your back and neck, you need to tell me if anything hurts, okay?”
Conner growled deep in his throat for a second time, but this time his eyes turned golden.
Dr. Holtz eyed Conner with understanding, “So, this is your mate? I promise I’ll take good care of her.”
“Get out Conner. No one wants to deal with your shit right now. Send Shana in when she gets here, but you need to leave until you can calm down.” Why the hell did she always feel like she was alone? Even though Conner was standing next to her, she felt like she couldn’t have him here because he couldn’t take it. What about when she went into labor and the doctor needed to check her cervix? She should have thought about that before she had sex.
Just then she heard Shana, “I’m here.” Shana walked into the room, “I’ll stay with her Conner. Go get stitched up; you’ve waited too long as it is.” She was pushing Conner out the door and right into Jake. “Watch him,” and Shana slammed the door in their faces.
Shana went to the head of Katie’s gurney and supported her neck as Bertha rolled her over like a log. Katie could feel Dr. Holtz running his hand down her back, which wasn’t painful at all. The doctor came up to remove the cervical collar and palpate her neck, but stiffened halfway through the exam. He sniffed and then sniffed again before saying, “Uh, did you know you were pregnant Ms. Ward?”
Not again with the smelling, “Yes, thank you genius doctor for bringing that up after, yet another, traumatic event. When you’re done here, maybe we could go outside, and you could kick some puppies.”
Shana tried to make excuses for her friend, “She’s just a little upset lately, pregnancy hormones.”
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