by Roy Blount
One Fell Soup
Or, I’m Just a Bug on the Windshield of Life
Roy Blount Jr.
CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION
On Miscellaneity; Juice-Swapping
ISSUES AND ANSWERS
The Singing-Impaired
Loss: A Guide to Economics
Reagan, Begin, and God
99 Percent Foundation
Eat That Wig, Wear That Sandwich
I Think It Was Little Richard
The Socks Problem
ANIMAL AND VEGETABLE SPIRITS
Chickens
Hide the Razor on April Fools’
A Near-Score of Food Songs
Corn Prone
One Pig Jumped
USED WORDS
Is the Pope Capitalized?
Gryll’s State
How Miss Wren Stood in de Do’
On Hearing It Averred …
More Like a Buffalo, Please
Whose Who?
Syntax’s Tack
The New Writing Aids
Total Nudes and Bubbling Babies
Light Verse
LOVE AND OTHER INDELICACIES
You Make Me Feel Like …
So This Is Male Sexuality
I’d Rather Have You
Don’t Be Rambunctious around Your Grandma …
The Times: No Sh*t
To Live Is to Change
The Orgasm: A Reappraisal
Valentine
The Family Jewels
Thought She Was Eve
After Pink, What?
Between Meals Song
Jealousy Song
The Wages of Fun
No Bigger than a Minute
SPORTS AFIELD
Five Ives Gets Named
Why There Will Never Be a Great Bowling Novel
Ballooning with Slick
My B.P.
Merely Shot in the Head
A Bait Box of Green Jade?
Jock Lingerie
Get Out There and Make Statements!
The Presidential Sports Profile
M.D. to The Greatest
Dedicated to Fair Hooker
WIRED INTO NOW
Wired Into Now
The In-House Effect
The Teeth Festival
Thinking Black Holes Through
Weekly News Quiz
That Dog Isn’t Fifteen
Notes from the Edge Conference
Facing Ismism
For the Record
Acknowledgments
About the Author
To Susan and Lou
INTRODUCTION
I THEN TENDERED ON explanation spontaneous and unsolicited concerning my own work, affording an insight as to its aesthetic, its daemon, its argument, its sorrow and its joy, its darkness, its sun-twinkle clearness.
—Flann O’Brien
ON MISCELLANEITY; JUICE-SWAPPING
I WROTE ALL THESE PIECES myself. They are all, like life and Albert Einstein, short. And if you take one letter, or sometimes two, from each piece and arrange them all in a certain order, they spell out THE PROPER STUDY OF MANKIND IS PROBABLY SOMETHING THAT IF IT EVER HIT YOU, YOU WOULD BE AT A LOSS FOR WORDS.
And yet no single title seems to cover the whole shebang. All of a Piece? Fifty-nine Easy Pieces? President Franklin Piece? How about Umbrella Organization? It may be that I am just not good at titling books.
No, no, I mean it. I can title songs. (Though I may, see p. 13, be singing-impaired.) “You’re Nothing But a Hickey on My Heart” is mine, and “Styrofoam Woman,” and “I-40, You Jane” (an interstate highway song). “We Did Everything Right (And Now There’s Nothing Left).” “We Pool Our Incomes Together (But Go Out and Get Sloshed All Alone).” And “I’m Just a Bug on the Windshield of Life”—which brings together such concerns of this book as animals (the bug), sex (but then I live in a remote area), the media, and disintegration.
Take my first book, though: About Three Bricks Shy of a Load. People today call it things like Two Bucks Short of a Lot. They get the of a right.
How about More Fool I? (To be followed by More Fool II.) “The Iliad” Hasn’t Been Used in a While?
Friends of mine produce great titles: Lost It at the Movies, Semi-Tough, Pumping Iron, Crazy Salad, Caged Heat, Long Gone, Acting Out, Fighting Back, Happy to Be Here, Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, Soft, Babe, Embryo, Wrinkles, Blessed McGill (now, I realize, I’m going to have to put in a title by every god damn person I know), Blood Will Tell, The City Game, The Hog Book, The Best Little Whorehouse in Texas, The Last Day the Dogbushes Bloomed, Whiskey Man, Annie, North Dallas Forty (well, I’m leaving out several people, mostly kings and glamorous actresses), Let Not Your Hart, A Door to the Forest, Calling Collect, Robert Lowell: Nihilist as Hero. What this book is, you know, is a collection.
Okay! Okay! Every movie you see anymore, it’s people hollering “Asshole!” in ways meant to be ingratiating. And yet you hear the word collection and you flinch. My second book wasn’t a collection. I swear. But many reviewers alleged that it was, because a few parts of it had surfaced earlier, between covers that were … less then hard. One called it a “shameless” collection.
I reject that point of view. Some of my favorite things are collections. The Bible. How about the Bible? And the United States. I thought of changing my first or last name, so this book could be called either E Pluribus Eunice or E Pluribus Noonan.
Crackers was my second book’s title. I wanted something fancier, like Pollyanna Cracker or Jimmy Cracker Corn and I Don’t Care. But I figured, keep it simple. And yet the book itself was classified, in various stores and on various lists, as Current Affairs, Sociology, Humor, Fiction, Politics, Essays, Southern Studies and Belles Lettres. There it was, in the (dwindling) Belles Lettres section of the Fifth Avenue Doubleday’s, the one up around Fifty-sixth. That’s when you wish you had a camera.
Essay Have No Bananas. Available in Stores. A Load of This. A Can of Words. League of Notions. Used Frontiers.
The Book of Love. Answering the question, raised by the Monotones in 1958, “I wonder wonder wonder who … m’badoo-oo who, who wrote the Book of Love?”
Selected Shorts. Ties in with the Jim Palmer piece (p. 204). The cover could show people standing around in different kinds of underwear.
I Love Your Hair. To attract the woman book-buyer. (Just kidding, women! Oh, Jesus.) For a while, recently, one set of women was urging me to take as my title The Family Jewels (see p. 139), and another set of women was saying, No, Never, and the first set on hearing the response of the second was clearly wondering whether I was a person or a mouse. The irony of this situation—as opposed to the situation itself—did not escape me.
A title that appeals to me thematically is Wanton Soup. I always wanted a title that derived, at least partly, from either Shakespeare or a folk song. The only folk-song line left is “Her feet all over the floor,” but there is this from Shakespeare:
Lear: Oh me, my heart, my rising heart! but, down!
Fool: Cry to it, nuncle, as the cockney did to the eels when she put ’em i’ the paste alive; she knapped ’em o’ the coxcombs with a stick, and cried “Down, wantons, down!”
For are we not all eels thrashing about in paste, or soup, or casseroles, alive? This quotation not only shows that I have read at least part of King Lear. It also evokes several specific concerns of this book: eels, batting, food, people’s entanglements with media, and, excuse me, male sexuality. Male sexuality, I realize, is not something that men are to be trusted with, at least in mixed company, but still. Sometimes I feel it. I can’t help what I feel!
And I love collections! I even love to read the page, up front, that tells where the various pieces first appeared (see up front)
. I got a whole level further into a person once because of how eagerly she crouched by the anthology shelf at the Gotham Book Mart. What kind of fool am I? Miscellaneous.
But mixed-breed dogs are best. And name three great Americans who weren’t mixed blessings. Just my luck to be writing in a time of (at best) one-track-mindedness. A time of Shiites, Moral Majoritarians and Ronald (see p. 22) Reagan.
There the President stands, in jodhpurs, pointing toward an off-camera horse. The horse, at least, has a job. And Evolution is back in the courts. And the conscience of the Senate is a man who once caused a college professor to be fired for teaching “To His Coy Mistress.” Hey, I hold some reactionary views: that sports heroes should not pose in their briefs, that the Edge is not all it is cracked up to be, that if there were a Revolution we wouldn’t like it either. I even considered calling this book In With the Neo-Old Era. However, it is not an era that I feel in with. To me, anyone who would cause a college professor to be fired for teaching “To His Coy Mistress” should be kept in a box with tiny airholes, and Ronald Reagan is a pod person.
Okra (see p. 59) is something like eels. I like to think that the vivacity-in-paste of vegetables and meat comes through in my food songs. Wild Giblets? Scrambled Edge? “When you got to the table,” complained Huckleberry Finn, “you had to wait for the widow to tuck down her head and grumble a little over the victuals, though there warn’t really anything the matter with them. That is, nothing only everything was cooked by itself. In a barrel of odds and ends it is different; things get mixed up, and the juice kind of swaps around, and the things go better.”
Until now, these pieces have never had a chance to join gravies. Most of them have been served before, but in twenty-one almost pathologically disparate publications. If the truth be known, I have also written for thirty-two periodicals not represented here—and have long wanted to appear in Hood and Trunk, but I don’t know anything about cars and in any case Hood and Trunk is a magazine my friend Paul Hanes made up, and claimed to be the editor of, one night in an Atlanta hotel at a stock-car reception. That was the night we went over to the Waste Management banquet in the next ballroom and got up on the dais and announced that the banquet was over, everybody should hustle on out and take their silverware to the kitchen, and a Waste Management League official tried to hit me with a plaque.
These pieces include reviews, diatribes, investigations, meditations and worse; fiction, nonfiction, semi-nonfiction, and even, there is no getting around it, verse:
There was an old person of Lee
Who had an affair with a bee.
She said, “I can’t say
Just exactly what way
It hit me, but he is for me.”
Some of these pieces are gamier than others. (For a partial explanation, see “The Times: No Sh*t”) Some of them any fool could read, and some of them I myself view, in retrospect, with consternation. One item is more or less about ballet, which I don’t know anything about, and one is roughly about bowling, which I don’t know anything about.
Occasionally you will find a reference to “this column.” Well? I have had a regular column somewhere, off and on, since I was fifteen. (“Roy’s Noise,” Decatur High Scribbler—no examples here.) Sometimes in conversation with family and friends, or even just out in the woods nude, glowing eerily, late at night alone, I will refer to myself as “this column.” But it doesn’t make me feel monolithic.
It makes me feel like writing about teeth, hyphens, cryptorchidism, TV and chickens. Genius, nude grandmothers, cricket-fighting, pigs, wigs, dogs, lentils, a man willing to dye himself green to wrestle, grits, nuclear holocaust, Eugène Delacroix, black holes, socks, pork bellies and flesh wounds.
Maybe you think I should have written something heftier and more unified. A novel. Preferably a great novel. At least a novel entailing wave after wave upon wave of top-of-the-line orgasms (see p. 133), or vast sweeps of historical pageantry, or serious miniseries (rhymes with miseries) possibilities. Or one of those massive novels about what goes on inside the massive novel industry. Well, I started to call this book You’re Entitled (But Not This Book). Personally, I see novelism as a snare. It traps people who think they will at last feel whole if they can get a novel written, and also people who feel called upon to keep on writing novels. A couple of these pieces started out to be novels, but they wound up shorter. Hey, a lot of novels never wind up.
Legs in the Air: A Series of Leaps and Bounds. Or Leaps and Bounds: A Series of Legs in the Air. Well. I guess whatever I end up with won’t be as good as Wise Blood, or as bad as We Must March, My Darlings.
At one point I nearly yielded to the suggestion—put forward by a blue-ribbon panel of title experts including Phyllis George, Martin Chuzzlewit, Winton Blount, Mel Blount, Y. A. Tittle and the Duchess of Windsor—that this book be called Blountly Speaking. In the tradition of Said and Donne, Putting It Wildely and Poe-Mouthin’. Such a title would have helped to redress an outrageous thing that happened when James M. Cain’s novel The Butterfly was filmed: the character Wash Blount, who winds up with the sexpot, was changed to Wash Gillespie.
But not all of these pieces are in the same person. (My friend Lee Smith once assigned her class to write something in the third person and got back a paper that began: “When I entered the room, Mack and Irene were there.”) In some of these pieces, it’s as close as I can come (in all good conscience) to me speaking; but in others, it is God knows whom. (In some pieces I scoff at people’s grammar, in others my own grammar is spotless, and when it isn’t—don’t ever forget this—I am just screwing around.)
Oliver Reed is working on Vol. II of his life story. So far he has written down only a great title, “Sit Down Before I Knock You Down.”
—Liz Smith
One-trackism. Of course you can err on the side of too many tracks, too. Jimmy Carter did that. And you see it in the recording industry: “Now We Are Taping on Thirty-two Tracks (But Which One of Them Is for Heart?).”
Mack! How’s it going, boy? And Irene! Irene …
ISSUES AND ANSWERS
Home of the brave, land of the free—
I don’t want to be mistreated by no bourgeoisie.
—“Bourgeois Blues,” a song by Huddie Ledbetter
THE SINGING-IMPAIRED
A WORD ABOUT THE singing-impaired. The singing-impaired are those who like to sing, who are frequently moved to sing, but who do not sing—according to others—well.
When the singing-impaired begin to sing, others do not join in. When others are singing, and the singing-impaired join in …
There is nothing quite so vulnerable as a person caught up in a lyric impulse. The singing-impaired are forever being brought up short in one. When the singing-impaired chime in, they may notice a sudden strained silence. Or just a sudden loss of afflatus in the music about them. (The singing-impaired can tell.)
No national foundation exists for the singing-impaired. Nor does any branch of medical science offer hope. No one provides little ramps to get the singing-impaired up onto certain notes. There are, to be sure, affinity groups. One of these has a theme song. I wish you could watch a group of the singing-impaired sing it together, it would touch your heart:
Don’t be scared
If you’re singing-impaired.
Sing out, sing free;
Just not audibly.
I, myself, was once singing-impaired.
Perhaps that surprises you. But people once looked at me as if I had no more sense of melody than a Finn has of cuisine.
I would lie awake nights wondering: “Is there no other soul in America who, while trying to stay on the tune of ‘La donna è mobile,’ will lapse, now and again, into the tune of ‘It’s Howdy Doody Time’?”
I did not ask whether anyone should do it. I did not ask whether it argued a fine musical sense. All I asked was, did it not make some sense?
All the people I ever lived with said it didn’t. They said “It’s Howdy Doody Time” was nothin
g like “La donna è mobile.” Categorically. Whatsoever.
“All right,” I would say. “Not nearly so good, certainly. Not nearly so sophisticated. But surely …”
They never wanted to discuss it further. They would suck their breath in, just perceptibly, and change the subject.
For some years of my life, as long as I sang only in church, I was harmonious. At the evening service there was a man up front pumping his arms and urging everyone to “let the rafters ring.” I could do that.
Then I went to grammar school, and had to be in the clinic. The clinic was conducted by our music teacher while the chorus was off to itself, running over the tones it had mastered. Many of the people in the clinic were there because they couldn’t behave in the chorus. I was there because, the feeling was, I couldn’t sing.
Everyone in the fourth grade had to appear in the assembly program given by the chorus. But some of us were directed to stand there and move our lips silently, as the rest rendered “Mockin’ Bird Hill,” “The Aba Daba Honeymoon,” and “The Thing.”
Well, I was permitted to come in on “The Thing,” which may be recalled as a Phil Harris recording of the late forties. The refrain ends, “You’ll never get rid of that Boomp-boomp-boomp, no matter what you do.” I came in on the “Boomp-boomp-boomp.”
If it had been “Ave Maria,” I wouldn’t have minded so. But being deemed unfit to sing “‘Aba, daba, daba, daba, daba, daba, dab,’ Said the Chimpie to the Monk” with other children …
In graduate school my roommate, besides having read all of Samuel Richardson, had perfect pitch. And perfect tempo, I suppose, because he would sit for hours by his FM radio, tuning it finer and finer and rolling his shoulders subtly to the classics and saying, “No, no, no, too fast.” I could not hum where I lived without running the risk of shattering my roommate’s ears like crystal. So I didn’t hum.
It is only in recent months that I have taken hold of myself and said, “Listen. This is not American. This is not right.” It is only in recent months that I have begun, whenever the chance arises, to say a few words about singing-impairment; about how my life was marked by it for so many years. I pause for a moment to let it all sink in. And then I sing.