by Max Brand
“Cow-hocked,” said Connor, breathing hard. “Go on!”
“Dad made up his mind that the reason they didn’t sell more horses was because the owner only sold to weed out his stock.”
“Wait,” said Connor, tapping on the table to make his point. “Do I gather that the only Eden Grays that are sold are the poorest of the lot?”
“That was Dad’s idea.”
“Go on,” said Connor.
“You’re excited?”
But he answered quickly: “Well, one of those grays beat me out of a hundred dollars. I can’t help being interested.”
He detached his watch-charm from its catch and began to finger it carelessly; it was the head of an ape carved in ivory yellowed with age.
The girl watched, fascinated, but she made no mention of it, for the jaw of the gambler was set in a hard line, and she felt, subconsciously, a widening distance between them.
“Does the deaf-mute own the horses?” he was asking.
“I suppose so.”
“This sounds like a regular catechism, doesn’t it?”
“I don’t mind. Come to think of it, everything about the grays is queer. Well, I’ve never seen this man, but do you know what I think? That he lives off there in the mountains by himself because he’s a sort of religious fanatic.”
“Religion? Crazy, maybe.”
“Maybe.”
“What’s his religion?”
“I don’t know,” said the girl coldly. “After you jerk lightning for a while, you aren’t interested much in religion.”
He nodded, not quite sure of her position, but now her face darkened and she went on, gathering interest in the subject.
“Oh, I’ve heard ’em rave about the God that made the earth and the stars and all that stuff; the mountains, too. I’ve heard ’em die asking for mercy and praising God. That’s the way Dad went. It was drink that got him. But I’m for facts only. Far as I can see, when people come up against a thing they can’t understand they just close their eyes and say, God! And when they’re due to die, sometimes they’re afraid and they say, God — because they think they’re going out like a snuffed lantern and never will be lighted again.”
The gambler sat with his chin buried in his palm, and from beneath a heavy frown he studied the girl.
“I don’t hold malice more than the next one,” said the girl, “but I saw Dad; and I’ve been sick of religion ever since. Besides, how do you explain the rotten things that happen in the world? Look at yesterday! The King of the Sea goes down with all on board. Were they all crooks? Were they all ready to die? They can tell me about God, but I say, ‘Give me the proofs!’”
She looked at Connor defiantly. “There’s just one thing I believe in,” she said, “that’s luck!”
He did not stir, but still studied her, and she flushed under the scrutiny.
“Not that I’ve had enough luck to make me fond of it. I’ve been stuck up here on the edge of the world all my life. And how I’ve wanted to get away! How I’ve wanted it! I’ve begged for a chance — to cut out the work. If it doesn’t make callouses on a girl’s hands it will make them on her heart. I’ve been waiting all my life for a chance, and the chance has never come.” Something flared in her.
“Sometimes I think,” she whispered, “that I can’t stand it! That I’d do anything! Anything — just to get away.”
She stopped, and as her passion ebbed she was afraid she had said too much.
“Shake,” he said, stretching his hand across the table, “I’m with you. Luck! That’s all there is running things!”
His fingers closed hard over hers and she winced, for he had forgotten to remove the ivory image from his hand, and the ape-head cut into her flesh.
CHAPTER SEVEN
THAT EVENING RUTH sent a boy over to the hotel with a telegram for Connor. It announced that Trickster, at six to one, came home a winner in the Murray. But Connor had time for only a grunt and a nod; he was too busy composing a letter to Harry Slocum, which read as follows:
DEAR HARRY:
I’m about to put my head in the lion’s mouth; and in case you don’t hear from me again, say within three months, this is to ask you to look for my bones. I’m starting out to nail a thousand-to-one shot. Working a hunch for the biggest clean-up we ever made. I’m going into the mountains to find a deaf mute Negro who raises the finest horses I’ve ever seen. Do you get that? No white man has gone into that valley; at least, no one has come out talking. But I’m going to bring something with me. If I don’t come out it’ll be because I’ve been knocked on the head inside the valley. I’m not telling any one around here where I’m bound, but I’ve made inquiries, and this is what I gather: No one is interested in the mute’s valley simply because it’s so far away. The mute doesn’t bother them and they won’t bother him. That’s the main reason for letting him alone. The other reasons are that he’s suspected of being a bad actor.
But the distance is the chief thing that fences people away. The straight cut is bad going. The better way around is a slow journey. It leads west out of Lukin and down into the valley of the Girard River; then along the Girard to its headwaters. Then through the mountains again to the only entrance to the valley. I’m telling you all this so that you’ll know what you may have ahead of you. If I’m mum for three months come straight for Lukin; go to a telegraph operator named Ruth Manning, and tell her that you’ve come to get track of me. She’ll give you the names of the best dozen men in Lukin, and you start for the valley with the posse.
Around Lukin they have a sort of foggy fear of the valley, bad medicine, they call it.
I have a hard game ahead of me and I’m going to stack the cards. I’ve got to get into the Garden by a trick and get out again the same way. I start this afternoon.
I’ve got a horse and a pack mule, and I’m going to try my hand at camping out. If I come back it will be on something that will carry both the pack and me, I think, and it won’t take long to make the trip. Our days of being rich for ten days and poor for thirty will be over.
Hold yourself ready; sharp at the end of ninety days, come West if I’m still silent.
As ever,
BEN.
Before the mail took that letter eastward, Ben Connor received his final advice from Jack Townsend. It was under the hotel man’s supervision that he selected his outfit of soft felt hat, flannel shirts, heavy socks, and Napatan boots; Townsend, too, went with him to pick out the pack mule and all the elements of the pack, from salt to canned tomatoes.
As for the horse, Townsend merely stood by to admire while Ben Connor went through a dozen possibilities and picked a solidly built chestnut with legs enough for speed in a pinch, and a flexible fetlock — joints that promised an easy gait.
“You won’t have no trouble,” said Townsend, as Connor sat the saddle, working the stirrups back and forth and frowning at the creaking new leather. “Wherever you go you’ll find gents ready to give you a hand on your way.”
“Why’s that? Don’t I look like an old hand at this game?”
“Not with that complexion; it talks city a mile off. If you’d tell me where you’re bound for—”
“But I’m not bound anywhere,” answered Connor. “I’m out to follow my nose.”
“With that gun you ought to get some game.”
Connor laid his hand on the butt of the rifle which was slung in a case under his leg. He had little experience with a gun, but he said nothing.
“All trim,” continued Townsend, stepping back to look. “Not a flaw in the mule; no sign of ringbone or spavin, and when a mule ain’t got them, he’s got nothin’ wrong. Don’t treat him too well. When you feel like pattin’ him, cuss him instead. It’s mule nature to like a beatin’ once in a while; they spoil without it, like kids. He’ll hang back for two days, but the third day he’ll walk all over your hoss; never was a hoss that could walk with a mule on a long trip. Well, Mr. Connor, I guess you’re all fixed, but I’d like to send a
boy along to see you get started right.”
“Don’t worry,” smiled Connor. “I’ve written down all your suggestions.”
“Here’s what you want to tie on to special,” said the fat man. “Don’t move your camp on Fridays or the thirteenth; if you come nigh a town and a black cat crosses your trail, you camp right there and don’t move on to that town till the next morning. And wait a minute — if you start out and find you’ve left something in camp, make a cross in the trail before you go back.”
He frowned to collect his thoughts.
“Well, if you don’t do none of them three things, you can’t come out far wrong. S’long, and good luck, Mr. Connor.”
Connor waved his hand, touched the chestnut with his heel and the horse broke into a trot, while the rope, coming taut, first stretched the neck of the mule and then tugged him into a dragging amble. In this manner Connor went out of Lukin. He smiled to himself, as he thought confidently of the far different fashion in which he would return.
The first day gave Connor a raw nose, a sunburned neck and wrists, and his supper was charred bacon and tasteless coffee; but the next morning he came out of the choppy mountains and went down a long, easy slope into the valley of the Girard. There was always water here, and fine grass for the horse and mule, with a cool wind off the snows coming down the ravine. By the third day he was broken into the routine of his work and knew the most vulnerable spot on the ribs of the mule, and had a pet name for the chestnut. Thereafter the camping trip was pleasant enough. It took him longer than he had expected, for he would not press the horse as the pitch of the ravine grew steeper; later he saw his wisdom in keeping the chestnut fresh for the final burst, for when he reached the head-spring of the Girard, he faced a confusion of difficult, naked mountains. He was daunted but determined, and the next morning he filled his canteens and struck into the last stage of his journey.
Luck gave him cool weather, with high moving clouds, which curtained the sun during the middle of the day, but even then it was hard work. He had not the vestige of a trail to follow; the mountain sides were bare rock. A scattering of shrubs and dwarfed trees found rooting in crevices, but on the whole Connor was journeying through a sea of stone, and sometimes, when the sun glinted on smooth surface, the reflection blinded him. By noon the chestnut was hobbling, and before nightfall even the mule showed signs of distress. And though Connor traveled now by compass, he was haunted by a continual fear that he might have mistaken his way, or that the directions he had picked up at Lukin might be entirely wrong. Evening was already coming over the mountains when he rounded a slope of black rock and found below him a picture that tallied in every detail with all he had heard of the valley.
The first look was like a glance into a deep well of stone with a flash of water in the bottom; afterward he sat on a boulder and arranged the details of that big vista. Nothing led up to the Garden from any direction; it was a freak of nature. Some convulsion of the earth, when these mountains were first rising, perhaps, had split the rocks, or as the surface strata rolled up, they parted over the central lift and left this ragged fissure. Through the valley ran a river, but water could never have cut those saw-tooth cliffs; and Connor noted this strange thing: that the valley came to abrupt ends both north and south. By the slant sunlight, and at that distance — for he judged the place to be some ten or fifteen miles in length — it seemed as if the cliff fronts to the north and south were as solid and lofty as a portion of the sides; yet this could not be unless the river actually disappeared under the face of the wall. Still, he could not make out details from the distance, only the main outline of the place, the sheen of growing things, whether trees or grass, and the glitter of the river which swelled toward the center of the valley into a lake. He could discover only one natural entrance; in the nearest cliff wall appeared a deep, narrow cleft, which ran to the very floor of the valley, and the only approach was through a difficult ravine. The sore-footed chestnut had caught the flash of green, and now he pricked his ears and whinnied as if he saw home. Connor started down the rocks toward the entrance, leading the horse, while the mule trailed wearily behind. As he turned, the wind blew to him out of the valley a faint rhythmical chiming. When he paused to listen the sound disappeared.
He dipped out of the brighter level into a premature night below; evening was gathering quickly, and with each step Connor felt the misty darkness closing above his head. He was stumbling over the boulders, downheaded, hardly able to see the ground at his feet, yet when he reached the bottom of the little ravine which ran toward the entrance, he looked up to a red sky, and the higher mountains rolled off in waves of light. Distances were magnified; he seemed to look from the bottom of the world to the top of it; he turned, a little dizzy, and between the edges of the cleft that rose straight as Doric pillars, he saw a fire burning at the entrance to the Garden of Eden. The sunset was above them, but the fire sent a long ray through the night of the lower valley. Connor pointed it out to his horse, and the little cavalcade went slowly forward.
CHAPTER EIGHT
WITH EVERY STEP that he took into the darkness the feeling of awe deepened upon Connor, until he went frowning toward the fire as though it were an eye that watched his coming. He was quite close when the chestnut threw up its head with a snort and stopped, listening; Connor listened as well, and he heard a music of men’s voices singing together, faint with distance; the sound traveled so far that he caught the pulse of the rhythm and the fiber of the voices rather than the tune itself, yet the awe which had been growing in Connor gathered suddenly in his throat. He had to close his hands hard to keep from being afraid.
As though the chestnut felt the strangeness also, he neighed suddenly; the rock walls of the ravine caught up the sound and trumpeted it back. Connor, recovering from the shock, buried his fingers in the nostrils of the horse and choked the sound away; but the echo still went faintly before them and behind. The alarm had been given. The fire winked once and went out. Connor was left without a light to guide him; he looked up and saw that the sunset flush had fallen away to a dead gray.
He looked ahead to where the fire had been. Just then the horse jerked his nose away and gasped in a new breath. Even that slight sound flurried Connor, for it might guide the unknown danger to him. Connor remembered that after all he was not a bandit stealing upon a peaceful town; he composed his mind and his nerves with an effort, and was about to step forward again when he saw in the night just before him a deeper shade among the shadows. Peering, he discovered the dim outlines of a man.
Ben Connor was not a coward, but he was daunted by this apparition. His first impulse was to flee; his second was to leap at the other’s throat. It spoke much for his steadiness in a crisis that he did neither, but called instead: “Who’s there?”
Metal gritted on metal, and a shaft of light poured into Connor’s face so unexpectedly that he shrank. The chestnut reared, and turning to control the horse, Connor saw his eyes and the eyes of the mule shining like phosphorus. When he had quieted the gelding he saw that it was a hooded lantern which had been uncovered. Not a ray fell on the bearer of the light.
“I saw a light down here,” said Connor, after he had tried in vain to make out the features of the other. “It looked like a fire, and I started for it; I’ve lost my bearing in these mountains.”
Without answering, the bearer of the lantern kept the shaft staring into Connor’s face for another moment; then it was as suddenly hooded and welcome darkness covered the gambler. With a gesture which he barely could make out, the silent man waved him forward down the ravine. It angered Connor, this mummery of speechlessness, but with his anger was an odd feeling of helplessness as though the other had a loaded gun at his head.
The man walked behind him as they went forward, and presently the fire shone out at them from the entrance to the valley; thus Connor saw the blanket which had screened the fire removed, and caught a glimpse of a second form.
Even the zenith was dark now, and
it was double night in the ravine. With the chestnut stumbling behind him, Connor entered the circle of the fire and was stopped by the raised hand of the second man.
“Why are you here?” said the guard.
The voice was thin, but the articulation thick and soft, and as the questioner stepped into the full glow of the fire, Connor saw a Negro whose head was covered by white curls. He was very old; it seemed as though time had faded his black pigment, and now his skin, a dark bronze, was puckered at the corners of his mouth, about his eyes, and in the center of his forehead, seeming to have dried in wrinkles like parchment. While he talked his expression never varied from the weary frown; yet years had not bowed him, for he stood straight as a youth, and though his neck was dried away until it was no thicker than a strong man’s forearm, he kept his head high and looked at Connor.
The man who had gone out to stop Connor now answered for him, and turning to the voice the gambler saw that this fellow was a Negro likewise; as erect as the one by the fire, but hardly less ancient.
“He is lost in the mountains, and he saw the fire at the gate, Ephraim.”
Ephraim considered Connor wistfully.
“This way is closed,” he said; “you cannot pass through the gate.”
The gambler looked up; a wall of rock on either side rose so high that the firelight failed to carry all the distance, and the darkness arched solidly above him. The calm dignity of the men stripped him of an advantage which he felt should be his, but he determined to appear at ease.
“Your best way,” continued Ephraim, “is toward that largest mountain. You see where its top is still lighted in the west, while the rest of the range is black.
“Jacob can take you up from the ravine and show you the beginning of the way. But do not pass beyond the sight of the fire, Jacob.”