I had almost lost my mind over to the sensations, closing off everything else to just feel, when a moment later he stopped for a second. Listening, I heard the cap on the bottle of lubricant click again and jumped in shock when his fingertips administered the cold sweet-smelling gel along my seam.
My buttocks clenched in nervous apprehension as he lubricated the pucker of my butthole. My breath hitched, and my body steeled when he touched the previously unchartered orifice of my body, but I inhaled deeply and relaxed trusting that Flynn would never do anything to hurt me.
He didn’t linger there, tracing back with his fingers along my slit and massaged my clit, drawing small lazy circular movements, before pinching it between his thumb and forefinger. Sliding his fingers down to my entrance one entered inside. Drawing back when he entered me again there with two, and eventually three. Expertly massaging my special spot, he hooked his fingers upward and rubbed until I became frantic and fell apart before him.
My legs shook as my head rose off the bed with the rushed spasms of pleasure he pulled from me with his skilled fingers. I moaned loudly in ecstasy, “Oh, God…Flynn,” before his mouth quieted me, absorbing my words.
As he moved off of the bed he dragged my body along the mattress until I felt my butt at the edge when his hand smoothed over my cheeks to take the weight. A sharp crack shocked me, and mixed feelings of pain and exhilaration ran through my veins. My heart pumped erratically like my breath had accelerated with his deliberate act, the pain and the sound echoing in the room.
I felt the hard tip of his cock as he drew it down my seam as I anticipated him entering me right before he gently pushed forward and filling me tight. It made my need more urgent. “God, I love you... you feel so good, babe,” he whispered then bit my neck as he adjusted slightly and rocked into me gently for the first few seconds.
I couldn’t help the noises I made as I began to lose myself to him.
“You like that?”
“Oh, God, yes,” I answered truthfully as he continued to fuck me so slowly it was like a delicious form of torture. I heard him fumbling with something and what sounded like the cap snapping closed on the gel again. My heart rate spiked to the point where I felt it in my mouth partly from apprehension, and partly from the excitement he was eliciting from me.
“Okay, babe, I need you to relax,” he said as his fingers strummed back and forth over my butthole. Everything in me wanted to tense, but I pushed past it and listened to his instructions.
“Take the blindfold off,” I stated.
Flynn removed it and leaned over to look in my eyes, “Better?” he asked. I nodded, and he moved back to my butt to resume what he’d been doing. “Push gently toward my finger, babe.”
I did what he said, and seconds later his finger pushed inside my butt-hole while he rocked into me slowly again and again.
“Good girl, how does that feel?”
“Strange… like I want to poop it out.”
Flynn chuckled softly, “That’s okay. It feels foreign, I get that. It’s not hurting you?”
“No… it just feels weird.”
“Good weird?” he asked as his finger continued to massage and poke in and out of my butt through the slick gel coating it. The sound of his finger squelching against the lube was a sensory hit.
“Yeah, it’s better now,” I said after the initial sting had passed.
“Okay, I’m going to stretch you a little, just relax for me. I’ve put plenty of lube here so it shouldn’t hurt.”
I did what he asked, and he gently teased my butthole and continued to fuck me slowly until eventually he took his finger out and slid free of me. Bending over he kissed me and positioned me with my knees tucked up to my chest on my side. I laid precariously on the edge of the bed as he moved away again and applied more gel to my butt with his fingers. “Okay, babe you say “out,” and I stop instantly.”
My heart thumped so fast I thought I’d pass out but I wanted to at least try to do this once. Thinking once I’d tried it and hated it he’d know I’d at least explored it with him.
I felt the hard cold butt plug slide slowly down the crease between my cheeks centering over my butthole, and I held my breath.
“When it starts to enter you, Valerie, push back against the plug just like you did with my finger,” he instructed in an encouraging tone.
He massaged me with his finger again, first dipping it in and out, then he positioned the plug and said, “Now, babe.”
I relaxed my muscles and pushed my butt in the direction of the plug. Searing pain shot up my backside, and the burning sensation gripped me. I instantly froze, and it stole my breath while it entered my butt as I gasped for air.
“Relax, babe, you’re doing great, just lie here quietly and kiss me for a while until you get used to it,” he said as he pulled my head back to capture my mouth with his. The plug felt really uncomfortable at first but while we made out, the alien, heavy, burning sensation subsided as my body got used to it being there. Flynn broke the kiss and began to pepper small kisses down my body, his hand trailing down from my breast to my clit leaving a trail of fire in its wake. Using his expertise, he began to tease it until his fingers trailed lazily down to my entrance and stirred my desire once again.
He slipped a finger inside my pussy, pulled it out and sucked on it for a moment as his dark wanton stare penetrated my soul. “So fucking wet, babe. See what I do to you?” he said when he finally removed his finger from his mouth.
Looking over my shoulder at him I saw him glance at the butt plug then up to meet my gaze. His eyes were tinged with the red cloud of lust, his pleasure clearly mirrored in them. “So fucking hot, Val,” he said, gruffly, as he lay down behind me and drew the crown of his cock down my seam.
“Relax. Trust me,” he whispered seductively as he thrust forward and entered me again. His length slid deep inside me filling me fuller than I’d ever imagined was possible. My breath hitched as my body tensed again, but he was right there, anticipating my fears and calmed me.
“Shh, breathe…relax for me,” he coaxed in a quiet voice, while his strong hand stroked down my body in a gentle sweeping motion that soothed me. Tension drained from my body, and I guess he felt me relax, too, because he peppered tiny kisses over my back and whispered again, “Good girl, that’s it. I got you, babe.”
Even though I gave him my trust, I was a bit scared that when he moved it would hurt me, but I felt okay at that point, so I nodded. “All right, I’m going to move; if you have pain tell me and I’m out, okay, babe?”
I bit my lip. “Yes,” I said my nerves audibly heard in my tone.
Slowly, he began to withdraw and gently slid back inside. The sensation touched me in a way I can’t explain, but for some strange reason, I felt closer to Flynn than I ever had. The perverse union between us appeared to have connected us intrinsically stronger than ever. After a few minutes and once he knew I was okay, he fucked me harder and faster. My nerves tingled, fizzing through every nerve cell in my body and within a couple of minutes my will submitted in chaos as a crashing mind melting release had my whole greedy body convulsing uncontrollably. I screamed out loud, and he stopped dead on the spot. “Shit, did I hurt you?”
Breathless, I was still convulsing through the aftershocks of my orgasm even though he had stopped moving. I arched my back into him and shook my head. He pulled out and turned me to face him, “I’m sorry, babe, are you okay?”
Speechless I stared in awkward shame at his concerned expression and knew immediately that he was the only man I’d ever allow access to me in the way he just had.
“I’m fine,” I stated unable to break the intense eye connection we were experiencing at that moment.
Flynn rolled me on my side his fingers gently sliding under the tight space between my skin and the glass, “Push against me,” he stated as he grasped the small plug and pulled when I did. Slowly the small foreign object dropped from my body.
<
br /> “Val…” he said, staring back into my eyes once he’d turned me back to face him.
“That was—”
“Okay,” I said, placing my finger across his lips to silence him. I was still trying to get my head around what had happened, but it wasn’t anything like I thought I’d experience. It hadn’t hurt, but I knew I wasn’t as relaxed as I could have been. It had always seemed such a perverted thing to do, and I wasn’t ready to admit that I’d gleaned a level of pleasure from it I’d never expected to have.
Flynn held me tightly in his arms to the point where it was almost claustrophobic, “Thank you,” he said, smoothing my hair as he stroked across my lips with his thumb, “What we just did? I can’t explain what that means to me. I know you’re mine, babe, and I want to claim you in every way. I want no secrets between us. I want to know you. Every single part of you…all there is to know? You understand? The need we both have for trust and honesty can’t destroy what we have. I won’t let it. The way I feel about you makes me feel so aggressive I want to devour you every time I touch you, but I’d never do anything to hurt you.”
I took his hand and laced his fingers in mine, “I know and I feel the same. Sometimes I…can’t help myself. Knowing you’ve been with a lot of other women…sometimes that makes me feel insecure as well. I worry that I won’t always be able to satisfy you.”
“What about me, Val? Don’t you think I have all that going on, too? Those others? They weren’t women when I bedded them, they were girls…and I was a boy. What about all those hot, powerful men you’re around on a daily basis? I can’t afford to think about you spending time with them without me, or I start to question what if she gets curious? What if she wonders if they are as good as me, or maybe even better in bed than me? It may surprise you to know that scares the shit out of me. Not only was I your first, babe, I’m your only one; that can bring its own pressures in the circles we move in.”
My heart squeezed from the emotion caused by his words; it was a huge revelation that he was just as affected as I was by insecurities of his own. My butt ached a bit, and my legs and hips felt a little stiff, but I ignored that pain and climbed across to straddle him. His hands grabbed my hips, and he stilled me. He sat me down on his belly, and I gave him a puzzled look, “No, babe, we don’t have to do this…”
It was my turn to reassure him, and I gently placed my hand over his mouth to silence him.
“Oh, but I do, Flynn Docherty. I want the last thing I feel inside me tonight to be you, not some piece of ass glass as quirky as it was,” I smirked. Rewarding me with a wide smile, he loosened his grip.
“Well, in that case, I’m not going to deny my woman her opportunity to claim me now, am I?”
“Glad you agree, because now you’ve taken what you’ve wanted your way, I think it’s only right that I do it my way,” I said in a mock domineering tone.
“Oh well, when you put it like that, I’d have to agree that you must,” he grinned wickedly.
He was still hard when I wrapped my hand around his cock. I placed him at my entrance and studied his face as I took him inside me again. His eyes grew heavy and almost closed as I sank onto him. The ultimate connection between us instantly back. Reaching up he pulled me down to lie across his chest and kissed me tenderly around my eyes and forehead, “I fucking love you, babe. I love this, us joined together; no me and you…no end to you or beginning of me. You get what I’m saying?” I totally did.
Our lovemaking was slow and unhurried, and when he came, he cradled me in his arms, still inside me, and held me so tightly I felt every inch of his love. His breathing had changed, and I glanced up at his face. He’d dozed off, totally sated and feeling calm. I stared at him lying beside me and my own eyes grew weary I finally closed them convinced I’d love him until my last breath.
I was just about asleep when I felt him shrink and leave my body, so I stirred, leaving the bed to freshen up. When I came back there was no mistake by the smell in the room what we’d been doing. Flynn was lying on his back with his arm over his face, breathing deeply. I took the warm wet cloth I was carrying and wiped him down gently. He stirred but didn’t wake. When I finished, I discarded the cloth and lay back beside him. When my body touched his he instantly turned to face me and opened his eyes.
“Sorry, I passed out for a minute,” he murmured in a gruff sated tone and stretched his arms high above his head then down to scoop me up against him. Taking a deep breath, his chest swelled against my cheek as his hand cradled my head. I felt precious at that moment, “You might not get this yet, Valerie, but I know you more for what happened tonight, babe. I felt the trust, the way you gave yourself over to me like that and it tells me how much you want us to work.”
“I’m still learning, Flynn and I know I’m probably not the most adventurous partner you’ve had, but I’m willing to learn,” I heard myself admit.
“Maybe it’s time we explored a little more now that there’s more time to breathe. I was serious about us getting to know each other, Valerie. Too much happened too quickly for us, we never got the luxury of time to grow into our relationship. I want to put that right. I want us to put that right. You deserve everything I can give you, and it can only help you to understand I’m yours forever.”
Taking a deep breath, he kissed my neck and settled my head under his chin, “Sleep, babe, there’s more fun to come,” he stated, tracing his fingertips slowly up my spine as he sighed contentedly as we lay in the dark with our limbs entwined. My eyes grew heavy in the safety of his arms, and as I fell asleep, I felt at peace.
*****
The sound of music woke me. I cracked an eye open and recognized the tune on my cell. I wasn’t sure where it was for a moment and glanced around the room. Flynn was no longer in bed beside me, and I’d heard the shower start as I swiped my cell from the bedside table. It was Niven.
“Hey, is everything, okay?” I asked in a concerned tone.
“Oh yeah, no problems, I just have a little man here who wants to speak to his mom.”
Shoving myself into a sitting position I heard the other man who holds my heart giggle as he came on the line, “Hey, Mommy. Is it morning there?”
“It sure is, handsome. Mommy was just about to get out of bed. How are you today?”
“Good.”
“Just good?”
“Niven is taking me to the water park later.”
My heart thumped in my chest, “Can you put Niven back on for Mommy, I’ll come straight back to you, I promise.”
“No, Liam talking to you, Mommy.”
“I promise to come right back, baby, I just need to tell him something before I forget,” I said, gently.
“My mommy wants you,” he said, and I heard him pass the cell back.
“Yeah?” Niven said.
“No, Niven, I don’t want you taking him to the water park.”
“May I ask why not?” his request made me angry.
“Because my brothers drowned, Niven. I don’t want my baby going to a water park with anyone except Flynn or me,” I shouted angrily. I was suddenly too far away from him and the thought that he’d take him somewhere like that worried me. My immediate feeling was that I just wanted to go home and hold my baby tight.
“I’m sorry. I guess I never thought about it that way. I just wanted to teach him how to swim and be confident in the water.”
“Promise me you won’t take him,” I still sounded distressed at the thought.
“Of course. He’ll be disappointed, though,” he stated, honestly.
“I’m sure he will, but you should have checked that out with me first. Take him to a playground. Let him play with other kids, Niven. Tell him anything, and tell him that Flynn and I will take him when we get home tomorrow.”
Flynn came out of the bathroom with a worried expression when he saw my dismay and the cell in my hand,
“What’s wrong?”
“Niven was taking L
iam to a water park.”
“Okay. And you’re worried about that, right?”
I nodded, and tears sprang to my eyes, “It’s okay, babe, we’ll take him when we get home.”
Flynn took the cell, “It’s okay, Niven, we’ll do that tomorrow when we come home. Is Liam there?” he asked and hit the speaker so as we could both hear him.
Niven must have passed the cell back to Liam, “Daddyyyyy!!!”
“Hey little bud, how is my cool rock drummer?”
“I don’t know…me Liam, Daddy.”
Flynn chuckled, “And you play the drums like Uncle Kayden, right?”
“Mm-Hmm,” he answered.
“So that’s you I’m talking about. You’re my cool rock drummer, little dude.”
Liam chuckled, “Daddy and Mommy coming home?” he asked in a hopeful tone.
“One more sleep and wait for the water park, Mommy and I want to take you tomorrow.”
“Okay, Daddy,” he said with a hint of disappointment, “Can me go out today wif Niven?”
“Sure. Niven is going to take you somewhere fabulous, bud, but you gotta be a good boy and do what you’re told like all the other smart boys.”
“Me smart. Is my Mommy there?”
“I’m here, baby, Mommy loves you,” I cooed.
“I love you, Mommy…and my Daddy.”
We chatted to Liam for a few more minutes before Niven ended the call when Liam had begun to focus on missing us. When he placed the cell on the nightstand, Flynn sat on the edge of the bed and kissed me. “Morning, beautiful, shake your ass out of that bed and shower, we have another exciting day ahead.” He said, pulling the cover off and smacking my butt before he turned and walked away taking all of the bedding with him. He left me naked and looked over his shoulder, “Damn, definitely a good morning, now,” he muttered with a grin as I curled up on the bed.
Chapter 22
In the zone
Flynn
Valerie lay on her back sound asleep. Her wild dark hair was cascading around her beautiful relaxed face with her mouth slightly parted and her arms above her head. She looked so serene and peaceful. The temperature in the room was bordering on uncomfortable so without disturbing her I slipped out from between the sheets and headed for the shower. Instant, powerful jets of hot water sprayed from the shower head. I adjusted the temperature and stepped under it. Leaning my head to the side, I let the warm water flow soothingly over my clammy skin as my thoughts turned to what we’d done the night before. Immediately my morning wood twitched when I recalled every graphic detail of what we’d done.
Ready For Flynn,Part 3: A Rockstar Romance: Ready For Flynn Series Page 20