"Very much so," Brown Elk said, lifting his chin proudly. Then he placed a firm hand on Kirk's shoulder. "You will come with me now. There is no room any longer in Spotted Eagle's dwelling for you. You will come to my tepee until you are able to travel to the large white canoe for your travels back to Saint Louis."
For a moment, Kirk stood as though frozen to the floor, then started backing up, as though trapped. "Jolena, help me to understand all of this," he said, his voice tiny and desperate. He gave a pleading stare to Moon Flower and reached a hand to her. "Moon Flower, help me…"
Moon Flower stepped up beside Brown Elk and gave Kirk a firm, unwavering stare, showing her loyalty to a man who had taken her in after she had been banished by her parents.
Jolena went to Brown Elk and gave him a soft kiss on the cheek, then went and stood beside Spotted Eagle, showing her choice of loyalties. "Kirk, Spotted Eagle and I are going to be married as soon as possible," she said, her heart pounding as she watched her brother's eyes become misty with tears.
She went to Kirk and embraced him. "Kirk, I love you," she whispered. "Please love me no less now that I have found my true place in life. Help me where our father is concerned. Only you will be able to make him understand."
Kirk gave her a pitying look, then brushed past her and went outside.
Moon Flower shuffled her feet nervously, then went after Kirk.
Brown Elk went to Jolena and enfolded her within his arms. "My daughter, Kye, life becomes confused, then it passes, and tomorrow comes with smiles and sunshine," he said, patting her back. "I will go to your white brother. I will talk with him again. He will see what is best for you, his sisterand that is for you to stay with your true people and have many children in the image of the Blackfoot."
Jolena reveled in her true father's closeness, then stepped back to Spotted Eagle's side as Brown Elk departed with dignity from the tepee.
Spotted Eagle turned to Jolena. "Everything that I said to your brother had to be said," he assured her. "It is best for you. It is best for him. It is best for this Blackfoot warrior who loves you."
Jolena's eyes filled with tears as she melted into Spotted Eagle's arms. "Hold me," she cried. "Oh, darling, hold me."
Spotted Eagle held her close, then eased away from her. "Time soon comes for your man to leave for the buffalo run," he said, bending over to gather up his fancy leggings into his arms again. "You see these?"
Jolena wiped tears from her eyes and nodded as she gazed down at the leggings. She had noticed earlier how proudly he had held and gazed at them. They were beautifully embroidered with porcupine quills and bright feathers.
"These are my hunting leggings," Spotted Eagle said, slipping into them. "They are great medicine. Your man will bring home much meat for the long winter."
Jolena's thoughts were catapulted back in time, to when he had found the beautiful buffalo rock, and its meaning. "I no longer have the buffalo rock," she confessed. "It was lost to me the same day my journals and butterfly collection were destroyed. I'm so sorry, Spotted Eagle. Having it with you could have doubled your chances of a good buffalo run."
"The Sun will follow me all the day and bless my hunt," Spotted Eagle said, then knelt and began going through his bundles of clothes again.
When he rose to his feet again, with another buckskin outfit across his arms and handed these to Jolena, she looked up at him with wondering eyes, not sure why he would want her to put on the clothes of a man.
"You wear these with me to the buffalo run," he said. "I see it now that it is important that you accompany me there. You ride horses?"
"Somewhat," Jolena said, still stunned by his change of heart about allowing her to go. Yet the more she thought about it, the more she did understand.
It was because of Kirk.
He didn't want to leave her alone with Kirk!
He did feel threatened by him!
"Then you will ride at my side and watch your man kill his first bull buffalo of this buffalo run," Spotted Eagle said, forcing the clothes into her hands. "Dress quickly. The sun rises steadily into the heavens. It soon will be time to go."
Her heart pounding, the excitement building within her, Jolena beamed as she scrambled into the clothes. She giggled when she looked down at how loosely the breeches fit her.
Spotted Eagle soon remedied that. He tied a rope around her waist and stood back smiling at her.
"Let us go, my woman," he said, reaching a hand out to her. "You have much to learn today."
No longer thinking about kirk, or anything else that stood in the way of her becoming Blackfoot in all ways important to her, Jolena left the tepee hand in hand with Spotted Eagle, feeling very much aliveand needed!
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Jolena felt awkward on the black mare, yet managed to stay on the soft saddle blanket as she rode beside Spotted Eagle. The other women rode either on pack horses or on travois behind the horses ridden by their husbands.
After enough buffalo were killed, these women would do most of the butchering and transporting of the meat and hides to camp. The women who remained in the village would not be idle. All day long they would tan robes, dry meat, sew moccasins, and perform a thousand and one other tasks.
Holding securely to the reins, her knees pressed into the sides of the horse, Jolena looked around her, once again admiring the sharp contrasts of the Blackfoot country. There were far-stretching grassy prairies, affording rich pasturage for the buffalo; rough bad lands for the climbing mountain sheep, wooded buttes loved by the mule deer, and timbered river bottoms where the white-tailed deer and the elk could browse and hide.
The Blackfoot country was especially favored by the warm Chinook winds which ensured mild winters. Today the wind was so strong that Jolena had to fight it to stay in her saddle. The wind was so brisk, she could feel its force against her body, plastering her clothes against her. Her hair fluttered wildly in the wind, and her cheeks burned as the wind whipped hard against it.
Suddenly in the wind came the strong stench of the buffalo, and soon they came into sight. There seemed to be hundreds of the black animals with their long, black beards, humped backs, and large, dark eyes, grazing lazily in a field of tall grass.
Spotted Eagle wheeled his horse around and stopped, raising his hand in the air as a silent command for everyone else to stopexcept for the medicine man, who was to lead the buffalo to their death.
Then came Clouds Make Thunder's final prayer for a successful buffalo run today.
"Hear me now, Sun!" he cried in a monotone that seemed to echo back at him. "Listen, above people! Listen, under-water people! Allow us to return home rich with meat."
When he was through, it seemed to Jolena that no one breathed as he broke away from the others and rode ahead of them
toward the buffalo.
Jolena's eyes widened, realizing that the buffalo sensed that danger was near. Some raised their short tails and shook them and tossed their great heads and bellowed. Others pawed the dirt, snorting.
Spotted Eagle made another silent command to his people. They followed his lead, leaving their horses, travois, and dogs behind and rushing toward the bluff. Panting with exertion, the people moved upward, until they came to the top of the bluff over which the buffalo would tumble to their death.
Jolena walked beside Spotted Eagle, who was well armed with his bow and quiver of arrows. She was glad when they reached the top of the bluff and everyone quickly hid behind the piles of rocks and bushes.
Jolena knelt down beside Spotted Eagle and breathlessly waited for the medicine man. After a short while "he who leads the buffalo" was seen coming, riding his horse, shouting at the buffalo, bringing a large band after him.
Soon the buffalo were inside the lines. The people began to rise up behind them, shouting and waving their robes.
Now that she saw the buffalo close up, Jolena was too awestruck to participate. They were formidable and frightening looking animals when excited to resistancetheir long, shaggy manes hanging in great profusion over their necks and shoulders, often extending down to the ground. The cows were less ferocious, though not much less wild and frightful in their appearance.
The Blackfoot were not intimidated by the beasts, however, and soon the buffalo were jumping and tumbling over the steep precipice.
Jolena scrambled down the sides of the steep hill with the Blackfoot, and once they reached the pis-kun, the women and children ran up and showed themselves above its walls. By their cries they kept the buffalo that were still alive from pressing against the walls in an effort to escape.
As the surviving buffalo ran round and round within the enclosure, the warriors raised their bows and arrows.
Arrows began whizzing about Jolena, and the buffalo made loud, thundering sounds as one by one they fell to the ground, dead.
Although Jolena understood the meaning of a good Buffalo run, she was still appalled at the sight and was just about to turn her eyes away when Spotted Eagle fitted his elk-horn arrow to his bow and joined the others in the massacre. The butchering would be done in the pis-kun, and after this was over, the place would be cleaned out, and the heads and feet would be removed. Wolves, foxes, badgers, and other small carnivorous animals would visit the pis-kun and would soon make away with the entrails.
The Blackfoot would return home singing and carrying great loads of meat for the long winter ahead.
The wind blew even more fiercely now, making whining, whistling noises and whipping Jolena's hair around her face. Then something else blew against her face, momentarily blinding her.
With clawing fingers, she reached up and grabbed hold of a piece of paper that was fluttering against her face. When she saw what it was her heart did a flip-flop.
''It's a from one of my lost journals," she whispered, staring down at the paper on which her entries were smeared, yet still legible.
Her heart skipped a beat when another flew past her and was speared by a branch on a tree close beside her.
With wild, disbelieving eyes, she stood frozen to the ground as many more s flew past her in the wind.
"Lord," she whispered to herself, her heart hammering against her breast as she turned and peered down the long avenue of the valley that stretched out between other high buttes on each side of it. She knew that the scene of the accident had to be many miles away, yet the wind had plucked the s from her journal and was handing them to her today like a gift!
Jolena soon forgot the women who were now busy at work butchering the large animals. She even forgot about Spotted Eagle, who was now mingling with the other warriors, going from animal to animal to be sure they were dead before being butchered. Frantically, Jolena began running around, grabbing the s as they blew past her, gathering them into her arms, holding them as though they were pieces of precious gold. Then when she saw one of the pieces of cardboard fly by, on which she had pinned many of the butterflies that she had caught, she began chasing after it.
Spotted Eagle turned and saw what Jolena was doing. His heart skipped a beat when she began struggling and climbing up the steep hillside, intent on following the cardboard that he now also spied, as it seemed to be lifting as though by someone's hand, higher and higher, above Jolena's head, exactly as the nymphalid butterfly had done as it had teased her into danger.
Spotted Eagle's gaze shifted upward. He gasped, and his heart felt as though it had dropped to his feet when he saw one lone buffalo bull that had not followed the others over the cliff. It pranced about as though it sensed the slaughter that had occurred below him.
Spotted Eagle's gaze shifted back to Jolena, who was almost at the top of the butte, too stubborn to let the prized cardboard of butterflies get away from her. Once she got to the top and met the bull face on, she would be the one forced over the cliff to her death.
Spotted Eagle nervously notched one of his elk-horn arrows to the string of his bow and aimed, then cursed silently to himself when he found that the buffalo had moved out of eye range.
Yet Spotted Eagle could still hear the animal's loud, crazed bellows.
He could even see it in his mind's eye as it pawed angrily at the ground, fire in his eyes and rage in his heart! Jolena breathed heavily, and her fingers were stinging as she pulled herself farther up the side of the hill. She frowned when she could no longer see the flying cardboard, then her eyes opened wildly when once again it fluttered along the ground, just at the edge of the butte overhead.
"Damn," Jolena whispered beneath her breath. "But I shall have it. I lost it once. But not a second time. I must have something for Kirk to take home to father."
Determination moved her onward, knowing that she now only had to reach up and grab a root that was growing out from the side of the hill and she could pull herself up onto solid ground.
Spotted Eagle cupped a hand over his mouth and shouted for Jolena. He called her name over and over again, but she still did not hear.
His muscles corded, his jaw tight, Spotted Eagle slung his bow over his shoulder and started climbing the hillside. Being more skilled at climbing, he found himself close behind Jolena just as she pulled herself up and out of sight.
Jolena was so intent on what she was after that she had not noticed Spotted Eagle climbing after her. Nor did she pay any attention to the buffalo that was eyeing her with bloodshot eyes and flaring nostrils, a hoof digging grass up by the roots as it pawed over and over again into the ground.
Her heart thumping, Jolena bent to her knees and reached for the cardboard of butterflies. When she had it fina
lly within her fingers, she gazed down at the collection, heartbroken. Most of the butterflies were missing, and those that had survived were incomplete, only their bodies still pinned to the cardboard, or perhaps a wing or two, stripped of their colors.
"Oh, no," she whispered, slowly shaking her head back and forth. "Why didn't I realize it could be no more than this?"
"Do not move, Jolena," Spotted Eagle said, swinging himself up to solid ground.
"Do not even move your head to see what I am doing," Spotted Eagle said as he yanked the bow from his shoulder and notched an arrow onto it. "It could provoke the animal into charging me before I can send an arrow into its heart."
Jolena's throat went dry and her insides grew numb. She didn't move a muscle, but not so much because Spotted Eagle had told her not to, but because she was too frightened even to breathe.
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