Killer in Sight (A Tom Lackey Mystery)

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by Sandra Carrington-Smith


  the window, her eyes fixed on something only she could

  see and her mouth slightly parted but otherwise

  motionless. A barely noticeable rivulet of saliva had

  spilled from her parted lips and had run down her chin.

  Kathy checked her pulse and felt relieved when she felt

  a strong beat. She sat on the bed beside her and gently

  caressed her hand. “Alexis, it’s me, Kathy. I know you

  can hear me.”

  Alexis didn’t move. Mike and Rose Howard walked

  closer to the bed but Kathy raised her hand to silently

  stop them from coming any closer.

  “Alexis, I know what happened. I know that the

  Lieutenant confirmed what Lily told you, and it is a lot

  for you to comprehend. It is okay, Honey. I believe you.

  I believed you when you called me and told me what

  Lily said.” From the corner of her eye, Kathy saw

  Alexis’s parents exchanging glances. “It is a huge

  burden for you to carry alone, Alexis; please, let me help

  you. I can’t help you if you won’t talk to me. Lily

  doesn’t want to see you like this, does she…? And I

  don’t want to see you like this. I know you and Lily are

  together right now, but being with her is not your place

  yet. Lily is dead, and she is lonely, but your place is here

  in this world with your mom and dad, and with your

  other friends.”

  “Ms. Spencer,” Mike Howard’s voice sliced through

  the air of the room, “may I have a word with you?”

  “Of course.” Kathy gently let go of Alexis’s hand

  and got up from the bed.

  “Would you be so kind as to go downstairs with

  me?”

  Kathy nodded and followed him, and only when she

  looked into his eyes did she notice an icy layer that

  wasn’t there before. They rode the elevator down in

  silence, and only when they walked out the main door

  toward the restaurant, Mike Howard let his frustration

  burst.

  “What do you think you’re doing?”

  “I’m sorry…I don’t think I understand. You are the

  one who came looking for me.”

  “Yes, I did; because I thought you could actually

  help Alexis. I didn’t expect you to push her deeper into

  the abyss of insanity.”

  Kathy felt heat rising quickly to her cheeks. “I was helping Alexis! Alexis needs to have someone who

  believes in her, someone who doesn’t think she is crazy.

  And yes, I do believe her, and do you know why?

  Yesterday Alexis called me very early in the morning to

  tell me about a dream she had, and she explained that

  she was terrified because Lily told her Tracey was

  pregnant. Now, Lily, her imaginary friend as you call

  her, told her this before any of us knew of Tracey’s

  pregnancy. How – tell me how, Mr. Howard – could

  Alexis have just imagined that? I am a rational woman,

  but I am also open to the possibility that some things

  cannot be explained. Alexis has a gift, and you and her

  mother make it sound like a curse!”

  Frustration cursed through Kathy’s body like an

  electrical current, and she couldn’t fight back the tears

  that suddenly poured from her eyes. “You have a little

  girl up there who’s beginning to think her parents don’t

  want her because she is crazy. She is shutting out the

  outside world to stop it from delivering more pain. How

  can you not see that?”

  Mike Howard just stood without saying anything,

  the expression in his eyes impossible to read.

  “Please let me talk to Alexis, Mr. Howard, I know I

  can get her out of her state.”

  “How, Ms. Spencer? By feeding her fantasies? Or

  are you actually saying that this Lily is a ghost?” Mike

  Howard’s voice was swollen with anger and pain.

  “I wish I could show you something, Mr. Howard. I

  have some photos that I took at my house, and they all

  show a very eerie image of Tracey’s face imposed over

  the items I was trying to photograph….”

  Mike Howard laughed nervously. “Are you hearing

  yourself, Ms. Spencer? I have had enough of this. My

  whole family has had enough of this. My wife has gone

  through all she can take, and I would appreciate it if

  from this day forward you stay away from us.” He

  turned on his heels and left Kathy standing alone in the

  parking lot. Her heart ached for Alexis, and in fact, her

  heart ached for the whole family, but if they didn’t allow

  her to talk to Alexis there was very little she could do.

  She walked back to her car and wiped her eyes before

  she started the engine and left to go home. As she drove

  off, she looked up toward Alexis’s room, and when she

  did, she thought she saw a little girl wearing piggy tails

  waving goodbye.

  #

  Alexis had never seen a prettier park. She didn’t

  know where Lily was taking her, but so far she loved the

  area. There were flowers everywhere, of all shapes and

  sizes, and in the distance she could hear children

  squealing excitedly.

  “Where are we, Lily?”

  “I don’t know the name of the place, but it is nice,

  isn’t it? There is a play area over there, right past that

  hill. Come on, let’s go look at it!”

  The two girls ran toward the green hill, their hair

  sparkling like dew in sunshine, and their clothes flowing

  in the soft breeze that lifted just a few seconds before.

  “I have a surprise for you,” Lily said, “but I can’t

  tell you what it is yet.”

  “For me? I love surprises, Lily! You are the best

  friend anyone could have in the whole wide world.”

  They ran the short distance to the hill and suddenly

  Alexis stopped to look around. She spun around herself

  to take it all in – the puffy white clouds that looked like

  cosmic cotton candy, the tall, majestic trees that seemed

  perfect for a book and an apple, and the bright yellow

  playground with three swings and spiral slides.

  “Wow! This place is amazing! But where is

  everybody?”

  When Alexis looked at her friend, she was taken

  aback by the sad look in her eyes.

  “I don’t know. I can hear the other children too, but

  I can never see them.”

  “Oh Lily…is that why you are always so eager to

  play?”

  Lily smiled. “Yes. This beautiful playground is

  lonely if I always have to play alone.”

  “Where are your parents, Lily?”

  “I’m not sure. I was told my mother sent me back

  because she wasn’t ready for me. It was hard to accept

  in the beginning, but I got used to it. That’s why I was

  trying to help William when I saw him looking for his

  mother. I swear, I tried! It was like he couldn’t even hear

  me – he just kept on walking and crying.”

  “But who takes care of you now? How do you do

  things without adults helping you?”

  “Oh, adults do help me sometimes. Not all the time,

  but they do when I need them.”
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  “That doesn’t sound too bad then…at least you

  don’t have people telling you that you are crazy.”

  “Yes, I don’t have to worry about that. In fact, I

  don’t have to worry about anything at all. And I have

  warned you about telling your parents about me. If they

  give you medicine, the door is going to close, and I

  won’t be able to get through any more to see you.”

  “I know, Lily. I do my best to keep it all to myself,

  but sometimes it is really hard. Like, for example, when

  you told me about Tracey’s baby…how could I not say

  something?”

  “It’s okay, Alexis. Now close your eyes and I will

  show you your surprise.”

  Alexis did as her friend asked and when she opened

  her eyes again, Tracey was standing in front of her,

  holding a tiny baby. Alexis wanted to jump and hug her,

  but she was afraid to harm the small creature Tracey was

  cradling in her arms. “Tracey! Is that really you?”

  Tracey smiled. Her hair was no longer just blond

  but a cascade of gold; her eyes were deep pools of blue

  Alexis wanted to dive into. “Of course it’s me, silly. I

  am not sure exactly where we are, but I like this place.

  And I got to meet your friend Lily – we talk a bit from

  time to time, when I am not too busy taking care of

  Justin.”

  Alexis couldn’t wipe the grin off her face. “Is Justin

  the name of your baby?”

  “Yes. Do you like it?”

  “I do! I am going to be the best aunt ever. He is

  going to love auntie Alexis.”

  Lily’s soft voice broke into the conversation. “You

  can’t play with the baby, Alexis. In fact, you are not

  supposed to be here at all – you know that.”

  “But, I thought you said you wanted me to stay,

  Lily.”

  “I do, but Uncle Jessie says you can’t stay.”

  “Who’s Uncle Jessie?”

  “He is one of the adults I was telling you about. He

  said that you need to go back and help.”

  “Help? Who?”

  “He didn’t say. Uncle Jessie always talks in riddles,

  it seems. But we can’t argue with him.”

  “Well, okay then…but can I talk to Tracey a little

  longer?”

  Lily thought for a minute. “Okay, Alexis. You can’t

  stay long, but I guess a little chat with your sister can’t

  hurt anything.”

  When they turned around, Tracey was gone.

  “Oh? She was here just now…where did she go?”

  Alexis asked.

  “I’m not sure, but we can look for her after we play

  for a while. Come on, let’s go.”

  The two girls ran together toward the playground,

  and Alexis never heard her mother calling her name.

  Chapter 13

  Mike Howard glimpsed at his wife sitting in the

  chair beside him, and for the first time he fully realized

  the toll this tragedy had taken on her. In the past, Rose

  Howard always took pride in her appearance, but now

  her face was free of make-up, her hair appeared dull,

  and her silk shirt hung loosely on a body that had

  become too thin in a matter of days. Her eyes were fixed

  on the doctor in front of her, but Mike wasn’t sure if

  Rose could actually hear him talk. Like Alexis, Rose

  had withdrawn into herself, and Mike was quickly

  losing the ability to reach out to her.

  “I believe it is best for Alexis to be reintegrated into

  a more familiar environment.” The voice of Dr. Brenner

  spread through the small office, and Mike was grateful

  for the distraction – worrying about Rose had become

  his number one job these days.

  “Then I will make arrangements today, Doctor. We

  were planning on staying in the area for the length of the

  investigation, but since our daughter’s body is ready to

  be released for burial, we really don’t have a reason to

  stay. We can stay in touch by phone, and if necessary I

  can fly back here on my own. I believe it will also be

  good for my wife to go home.”

  The doctor took a good look at Rose and nodded. “I

  agree with you. What she has been through is very hard

  to process in a foreign environment.”

  Rose didn’t respond, but rather sat motionless, her

  eyes dark and empty. Her hands were clamped over her

  lap and her face was so still that Dr. Brenner – a man in

  his late fifties with a receding hairline and a salt-andpepper beard but still quite attractive in his own distinguished way – felt compelled to look at her

  repeatedly to see if she had moved at all. Rose Howard’s

  heart was still beating, and blood was still being pumped

  through her body, but her soul had taken a leave of

  absence the evening she saw her daughter’s body laying

  lifeless on the gurney.

  “What exactly is wrong with Alexis, Doctor?”

  “In all honesty, Mr. Howard, I don’t know. Like

  Mrs. Howard, Alexis seems to have found a sanctuary

  within, and she has shut the door on the outside world. It

  is a fairly common defense mechanism, but her refusal

  to eat and drink can be extremely dangerous, especially

  at such a young age. My advice is for Alexis to be taken

  back home after she is released from this hospital, to see

  if getting back to everything that’s familiar to her will

  help her snap back. Of course, I would like to admit her

  and keep her overnight just to make sure she is getting

  the fluids and the nourishment she needs. Once you are

  home, you can talk to her pediatrician and maybe get a

  few referrals for mental health practitioners in your

  area.”

  Mike nodded, but Rose did not budge, her

  detachment from reality keeping her safe in a cocoon of

  denial.

  “Of course, Doctor. Whatever you think is best for

  her.”

  “Is Mrs. Howard eating and drinking?”

  “Yes. Not as much as she should, unfortunately, but

  it is to be expected I suppose.”

  Doctor Brenner nodded and stood up, extending his

  hand to shake Mike’s as he pushed back his chair. “Very

  well, then. I will instruct the nurse to get Alexis into a

  room and to start an intravenous drip. She will also

  bring you any paperwork you need to fill out.”

  “Thank you, doctor.” Mike shook the other man’s

  hand, glad for the direct contact with a human being.

  Doctor Brenner stood by the door of his office to

  see the Howards out, and felt his heart tighten as he

  watched Rose leaning on her husband for support.

  Mike held Rose’s hand as they walked toward the

  triage area where Alexis was being monitored by a

  nurse, and he helped her sit on the chair near the bed.

  “Stay here Sweetheart. Can I get you something to

  drink? Coffee? Tea?”

  Rose just shook her head but didn’t speak, and her

  eyes filled with tears as she focused on Alexis’s small

  body being swallowed by a white sheet on the large bed.

  She wept softly and reached out for her daughter’s hand,r />
  then brought the tiny hand to her lips and kissed it

  tenderly. “Alexis, please come back to me. I can’t lose

  you too.”

  Mike felt his heart shatter in his chest from the

  impact of Rose’s words, and he swallowed hard to push

  back his own tears. He placed his hand on Rose’s

  shoulder and squeezed it gently. “She will come back,

  Rose. You heard Dr. Brenner – being home, surrounded

  by everything she loves, will help her. I am going to call

  the funeral home and the Lieutenant right now, and try

  to arrange everything by tonight. Hopefully they will

  release Alexis tomorrow and then we will leave as soon

  as possible. There is nothing for us to do here right now,

  and our daughter needs to go home.”

  For the first time since acknowledging Tracey’s

  death, Rose’s eyes filled with resolve. The fog that had

  kept her shielded from absorbing the truth had lifted.

  She lost one daughter, and she would have to bear the

  weight of that pain the rest of her life, but right now she

  needed to pull herself together for Alexis. “Go back to

  the hotel, Mike, and work on getting us back home. I

  will stay here with Alexis.”

  In the last few weeks, Mike had felt completely

  alone; now, he and Rose were a team again. The relief

  he felt from Rose’s unexpected reaction flooded his

  body and tears ran freely down his face. He didn’t even

  bother wiping them away and, instead, he hugged his

  wife and kissed her tenderly on the forehead.

  “I’m sorry, Mike.”

  “What are you sorry for, Love?”

  “I’m sorry I let self-pity get in the way. Neither you

  nor Alexis deserved that. I feel terrible that I got so

  wrapped up in my own feelings that I forgot how hard

  things were for the two of you.”

  “You lost a child, Rose. Nobody can fault you for

  that.”

  “You’re right, but I have another child, Mike – one

  who is alive; who’s suffering from losing her sister and

  is surely confused about a lot of things. It is up to me to

  help her through this.”

  Mike nodded. “It’s up to us, Rose. And I am glad we

  found out that talking to that woman was only making

  things worse.”

  Rose didn’t respond.

  “Hopefully Dr. Brenner is right,” Mike continued,

  his energy renewed by his wife’s response, “and Alexis

  will shift back to her old self once she is exposed to

  familiar things in her own environment.”

 

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