by Brian Aldiss
He just made it. The express glacier ground on, flinging earth into the opening. For a moment the cave lit with a green blue light. Then it was sealed up with reverberating blackness.
Sounds of rain and of his own sobbing. These were the first things he knew. Then he became aware that someone was smoothing his hair and whispering comfort to him. Propping himself on one elbow, Anderson opened his eyes.
The cave entrance was unblocked. He could see grass and a strip of river outside. Rain fell heavily. His head had been resting in Alice's lap; she it was who stroked his hair. He recalled her distasteful remark about Jocasta, but this was drowned in a welter of other recollections.
"The glacier…Has it gone? Where is it?"
"You're all right, Keith. There's no glacier around here. Take it easy!"
"It came bursting down the valley toward me.... Alice, how did you get here?"
She put out a hand to pull his head down again, but he evaded it.
"When Stanley turned you out, I couldn't bear to let you go like that, friendless, so I followed you. Stanley was furious, of course, but I knew you were in danger. Look, I've brought your revolver."
"I don't want it! - It's haunted."
"Don't say that, Keith. Don't turn into a Neanderthal!"
"What?" He sat fully upright, glaring at her through the gloom. "What the hell do you mean?"
"You know. You understood, didn't you?"
"I don't understand one bit of what's going on here. You'd better start explaining. And first of all, I want to know what it looked as if I was doing when I ran into this cave."
"Don't get excited, Keith. I’ll tell you what I can." She put her hand over his before continuing. "After you'd thrown your watch into the river, you twisted and ran about—as if you were dodging something— and then rushed in here."
"You didn't hear anything odd? See anything?"
"No."
"And no glaciers?"
"Not on Nehru, no!"
"And was I... dressed in skins?"
"Of course you weren't!"
"My mind.... I'd have sworn there was a glacier ... moving too fast...."
Alice's face was pale as she shook her head.
"Oh, Keith, you are in danger. You must get back to Earth at once. Can't you see this means you have a Neanderthal layer of your brain? Obviously, you were experiencing a race memory from that newly opened layer. It was so strong it took you over entirely for a while. You must get away."
He stood up, his shoulders stooped to keep his skull from scraping the rock overhead. Rain drummed down outside. He shook with impatience.
"Alice, Alice, begin at the beginning, will you? I don't know a thing except that I'm no longer in control of my own brain."
"Were you ever in control? Is the average person? Aren't all the sciences of the mind attempts to bring the uncontrollable under control? Even when you're asleep, it's only the neocortex switched off. The older limbic layers-they never sleep. There's no day or night that deep."
"So what? What has the unconscious to do with this particular setup?"
"The unconscious' is a pseudoscientific term to cover a lack of knowledge. You have a moron in your skull who never sleeps, sweetie! He gives you a nudge from time to time; it's his crazy thoughts you overhear when you think you're dreaming."
"Look, Alice...."
She stood up too. Anxiety twisted her face. "You wanted an explanation, Keith. Have the grace to listen to it. Let me start from the other end of the tale, and see if you like it any better.
"Neanderthal was a species of man living in Europe some eighty thousand and more years ago, before homo sap came along. They were gentle creatures, close to nature, needing few artifacts, brain cases bigger even than homo sap. They were peaceful, unscientific in a special sense you'll understand later.
"Then along came a different species, the Crows-Cro-Magnons, you'd call them-Western man's true precursors. Being warlike, they defeated the Neanderthals at every encounter. They killed off the men and mated with the Neanderthal women, which they kept captive. We, modern man, sprang from the bastard race so formed. This is where Arlblaster's theory comes in.
"The mixture never quite mixed. That's why we still have different, often antagonistic, blood groups today-and why there are inadequate neural linkages in the brain. Crow and Neanderthal brains never established full contact. Crow was dominant, but a power-deprived lode of Neanderthal lingered on, as apparently vestigial as an appendix."
"My God, I'd like a mescahale," Anderson said. They had both sat down again, ignoring the occasional beads of moisture which dripped down their necks from the roof of the cave. Alice was close to him, her eyes bright in the shadow.
"Do you begin to see it historically, Keith? Western man with this clashing double heritage in him has always been restless. Freud's theory of the id comes near to labeling the Neanderthal survivor in us. Arthur Koestler also came close. All civilization can be interpreted as a Crow attempt to vanquish that survivor and to escape from the irrational it represents. Yet at the same time the alien layer is a rich source for all artists, dreamers, and creators because it is the very well of magic.
"The Neanderthal had magic powers. He lived in a dawn age, the dawn of rationality, when it's no paradox to say that supernatural and natural are one. The Crows, our ancestors, were scientific, or potentially scientific—spear-makers, rather than fruit-gatherers. They had a belief, fluctuating at first maybe, in cause and effect. As you know, all Western science represents a structure built on our acceptance of unalterable cause and effect.
"Such belief is entirely alien to the Neanderthal. He knows only happening, and from this stems his structure of magic. I use the present tense because the Neanderthal is still strong in man; and on Nehru II, he is not only strong but free, liberated at last from his captor, the Crow."
Anderson stirred, rubbing his wet skull.
"I suppose you're right."
"There's proof enough here," she said bitterly.
"I suppose it does explain why the civilization of old Europe—the ancient battleground of Cro-Magnon and Neanderthal—and the civilizations that arose from it in North America are the most diverse and most turbulent ever known. But this brings us back to Arlblaster, doesn't it? I can see that what has happened in Swettenham connects logically with his theory. The Brittany skull he found back in the eighties was pure Neanderthal, yet only a few hundred years old. Obviously it belonged to a rare throwback."
"But how rare? You could pass a properly dressed Neanderthal in the streets of New York and never give him a second glance. Stanley says you often do."
"Let's forget Stanley! Arlblaster followed up his theory… Yes, I can see it myself. The proportion of Neanderthal would presumably vary from person to person. I can run over my friends mentally now and guess in which of them the proportion is highest."
"Exactly." She smiled at him, reassured and calmer now, even as he was, as she nursed his hand and his revolver. "And because the political economic situation on Earth is as it is, Arlblaster found a way here to develop his theory and turn it into practice—that is, to release the prisoner in the brain. Earth would allow Swettenham's group little in the way of machinery or resources in its determination to keep them harmless, so they were thrust close to nature. That and intellectual recognition brought the Neanderthal to the surface, freed it."
"Everyone turned Neanderthal you mean?"
"Here on Nehru, which resembles prehistoric Earth in some respects, the Neanderthal represents better survival value than Crow. Yet not everyone transformed, no. Stanley Menderstone did not. Nor Swettenham. Nor several others of the intellectuals. Their N-factor, as Stanley calls it, was either too low or nonexistent."
"What happened to Swettenham?"
"He was killed. So were the other pure Crows, all but Stanley, who's tough—as you saw. There was a heap of trouble at first, until they fully understood the problem and sorted themselves out."
"And those two patrol ships World Government sent?"
"I saw what happened to the one that brought me. About seventy-five percent of the crew had a high enough N-factor to make the change; a willingness to desert helped them. The others ... died out. Got killed, to be honest. All but me. Stanley took care of me."
She laughed harshly. “If you can call it care."
"I've had my belly full of Stanley and Nehru II, Keith. I want you to take me back with you to Earth."
Anderson looked at her, still full of doubt.
"What about my N-factor? Obviously, I've got it in me. Hence the glacier, which was a much stronger danger signal from my brain than the earlier illusion about having a sister. Hence, I suppose, my new fears of manufactured Crow objects like watches, revolvers, and ... model railroads. Am I Crow or not, for heaven's sake?"
"By the struggle you've been through with yourself, I'd say that you're equally balanced. Perhaps you can even decide. Which do you want to be?"
He looked at her in amazement.
"Crow, of course: my normal self. Who'd become a shambling, low-browed, shaggy tramp by choice?"
"The adjectives you use are subjective and not really terms of abuse. In fact, they're Crow propaganda. Or so a Neanderthal would say. The two points of view are irreconcilable."
"Are you seriously suggesting.... Alice, they're sub-men!"
"To us they appear so. Yet they have contentment, and communion with the forces of Earth, and their magic. Nor are their brains inferior to Crow brains."
"Much good it did them! The Cro-Magnons still beat them."
"In a sense they have not yet been beaten. But their magic needs preparation, incantation—it's something they can't do while fending off a fusillade of arrows. But left to themselves they can become spirits, animals...."
"Woolly rhinoceroses for instance?"
"Yes."
"To lure me from my wheeled machine, which they would fear! My God, Alice, can it be true?..." He clutched his head and groaned, then looked up to ask, "Why are you forcing their point of view on me, when you're a Crow?"
"Don't you see, my dear?" Her eyes were large as they searched his. "To find how strong your N-factor is. To find if you're friend or enemy. When this rain stops, I must go back. Stanley will be looking for me, and it wouldn't surprise me if Arlblaster were not looking for you; he must know you've had time to sort things out in your mind. So I want to know if I can come back to Earth with you"
He shook himself, dashed a water drip off his forehead, tried to delay giving an answer.
"Earth's not so bad," he said. "Menderstone's right, of course; it is regimented—it would never suit an individualist like him. It's not so pretty as Nehru.... Yes, Alice, I’ll take you back if you want to come. I can't leave you here."
She flung herself onto him, clasping him in her arms, kissing his ear and cheek and lips.
"I'm a loving woman," she whispered fiercely. "As even Stanley...."
They stiffened at a noise outside the cave, audible above the rain. Anderson turned his head to look where she was looking. Rain was falling more gently now. Before its fading curtain a face appeared.
The chief features of this face were its low brow, two large and lustrous eyes, a prominent nose, and a straggling length of wet, sandy beard. It was Frank Arlblaster.
He raised both hands.
"Come to see me, child of Earth, as I come to see you, peaceful, patient, all-potent...."
As more of him rose into view in the cave mouth, Alice fired the revolver. The bellow of its report in the confined space was deafening. At ten yards' range, she did not miss. Arlblaster clutched at his chest and tumbled forward into the wet ground, crying inarticulately.
Anderson turned on Alice and struck the gun from her hand.
"Murder, sheer murder! You shouldn't have done it! You shouldn't have done…"
She smacked him across the cheek.
"If you're Crow, he's your enemy as well as mine! He'd have killed me! He's an Ape!" She drew a long, shuddering breath. "And now we've got to move fast for your ship before the pack hunts us down."
"You make me sick!" He tried to pick up the revolver but could not bring himself to touch it.
"Keith, I'll make it up to you on the journey home, I promise. I... I was desperate!"
"Just don't talk to me! Come on, let's git."
They slid past Arlblaster's body, out into the drizzling rain. As they started down the slope, a baying cry came from their left flank. A group of Neanderthals, men and women, stood on a promontory only two hundred yards away. They must have witnessed Arlblaster's collapse and were slowly marshaling their forces. As Alice and Anderson appeared, some of them ran forward.
"Run!" Alice shouted. "Down to the river! Swim it and we're safe."
Close together, they sped down the slippery incline where an imaginary glacier had flowed. Without a pause or word, they plunged through reeds and mud and dived fully dressed into the slow waters. Making good time, the Neanderthals rushed down the slope after them, but halted when they reached the river.
Gaining the far bank, Anderson turned and helped Alice out of the water. She collapsed puffing on the grass.
"Not so young as I was.... We're safe now, Keith. Nothing short of a forest fire induces those apes to swim. But we still might meet trouble this side.... We'll avoid the settlement. Even if the apes there aren't after us, we don't want to face Stanley with his rifle… Poor old Stanley! Give me a hand up."
Anderson moved on in surly silence. His mind was troubled by Arlblaster's death, and he felt he was being used.
The rain ceased as they pressed forward among dripping bushes. Traveling in a wide arc, they circled the village and picked up a track which led back toward Anderson's ship.
Alice grumbled intermittently as they went. At last
Anderson turned on her. '
"You don't have to come with me, Alice. If you want to, go back to Stanley Menderstone!"
"At least he cared about a woman's feelings."
"I warn you that they are not so fussy on Earth, where women don't have the same scarcity value." He hated himself for speaking so roughly. He needed solitude to sort out the turmoil in his brain.
Alice plodded along beside him without speaking. Sun gleamed. At last the black hull of the ship became visible between trees.
"You'll have to work on Earth!" he taunted her. "The robocracy will direct you."
“I’ll get married. I've still got some looks."
"You've forgotten something, honey. Women have to have work certificates before they can marry these days. Regimentation will do you good."
A wave of hatred overcame him. He remembered the priestly Arlblaster dying. When Alice started to snap back at him, Anderson struck her on the shoulder. A look of panic and understanding passed over her face.
"Oh, Keith," she said, "you...." Her voice died; a change came over her face. He saw her despair before she turned and was running away, back toward the settlement, calling inarticulately as she ran.
Anderson watched her go. Then he turned and sidled through the dripping trees. At last—free! Himself! She was a Crow squaw.
His ship no longer looked welcoming. He splashed through a puddle and touched it, withdrawing his hand quickly. Distorted by the curve of the hull, his reflection peered at him from the polished metal. He did not recognize himself.
"Someone there imprisoned in Crow ship," he said, turning away.
The breath of the planet was warm along his innocent cheek. He stripped off his damp clothes and faded among the leaves and uncountable grasses and the scents of soil and vegetation. Shadow and light slithered over his skin in an almost tangible pattern before foliage embraced him and he was lost entirely into his new Eden.
The proud author lay where he was on the floor of the small room, among the metal sheets he had worn as camouflage while hiding with the humots. Since the Tenth Dominant finished reading his story-that poor
thing written before he had wisdom—silence lay between the Dominant and the Chief Scanner; though whether or not they were communicating by UHF, Anderson could not tell.
He decided he had better do something. Sitting up, he said, "How about letting me go free? Or how about letting me go back to the zoo?... Well, at least take me into a room that's big enough for me."
The Dominant spoke. "We need to ask you questions about your story. Is it true or not true?"
“It's fiction. Lousy or otherwise, it exists in its own right."
"Some things in it are true—you are. So is or was Frank Arlblaster. So is or was Stanley Menderstone. But other things are false. You did not stay always on Nehru II. You came back to Earth."
"The story is fiction. Forget it! It has nothing to do with you. Or with me, now. I only write poetry now— that story is just a thing I wrote to amuse myself."
"We do not understand it. You must explain it."
"Oh, Christ!... Look, I wouldn't bother about it! I wrote it on the journey back to Earth from Nehru II, just to keep myself amused. When I got here, it was to find the various surviving Master Boffs were picking up such bits of civilization as were left around the world after Nuclear Week! The story immediately became irrelevant."
"We know all about Nuclear Week. We do not know about your story. We insist: we must know about it."
As Anderson sighed, he nevertheless recognized that more must lie in the balance here than he understood. "I've been a bad boy, Dominant, I know. I escaped from the zoo. Put me back there, let me settle back with my wife; for my part, I’ll not attempt to escape again. Then we'll talk about my story."
The silence lasted only a fraction of a second. "Done," said the Dominant, with splendid mastery of humanic idiom.
The zoo was not unpleasant. By current standards, it was vast, and the flats in the new human-type skyscrapers not too cramped; the liberals admitted that the Hive had been generous about space. There were about twenty thousand people here, the East Coast survivors of Nuclear Week. The robocracy had charge of them; they, in their turn, had charge of all the surviving wildlife that the automata could capture. Incongruous among the tall flat-blocks stood cages of exotic animals collected from shattered zoos— a pride of lions, some leopards, several cheetahs, an ocelot, camels. There were monkey houses, ostrich houses, elephant houses, aquaria, reptilia. There were pens full of pigs and sheep and cows. Exotic and native birds were captive in aviaries.