Then he tells me, “Lean forward” and I obey. He walks around and ties my arms to the chair in front of the desk.
“Very good,” he says, looking into my eyes, as I continue to talk about the motions and pleadings that have been filed in the case.
He walks back behind me and sits down in his chair. My pussy is exposed directly in front of his face. He begins to slide the feather up and down my clit.
“Oh my god,” I say, leaning back and enjoying the sensation.
“Bad Pet,” he says, slapping my ass.
“Ouch!” I cry out.
I’ve never had my ass slapped so hard before. The only other time was the last time that Asher spanked it, but this time is different. It feels hard and possessive and commanding. It stings.
“What is the current status of the case?” he asks me, as he returns the feather to my pussy.
“A motion to dismiss has been filed and briefed, and set for oral argument,” I respond.
“That’s right, Pet.”
He puts his mouth on my clit and licks gently, where the feather had been. My pussy shakes. My entire body shakes.
“Continue. What is the best argument against the motion to dismiss?”
I can barely think. My legs wobble underneath me. I had typed up a whole outline of arguments, yet had left it unprinted on my computer because I hadn’t known Asher would be here and would call me into his office. And it’s not like I’d be able to look at it anyway, all tied up like I am.
“Continue,” Asher says again, and then he slaps my pussy.
“Oh my god.”
I feel pain and pleasure, mixed together. I want him to fuck me, and keep slapping me, all at the same time.
“I mean, yes, Boss. The best argument counters the statute of limitations time bar by stating that the claims didn’t arise until after the son and nephew began fighting…”
“Very good, Pet,” he says, sucking on my clit while using the feather to play with my pussy hole.
I continue with my arguments, now that I can remember them, and his finger travels to my ass hole. He lets it linger for a minute, but then decides to put it into my pussy hole instead.
I’m both relieved and intrigued.
“Have you ever wanted to be fucked in the ass?” he asks me, his tone casual and everyday-like, as if his question is relevant to something I’d just said.
“Not particularly,” I tell him honestly.
I’ve always felt really weird about the whole asshole area, but I leave that part out. I have a feeling he’ll expand my horizons about that, just like he has done with everything else.
“I took my little pet’s virginity and now I need to take her anal virgin,” he says, lightly biting on my clit while fingering my pussy.
He rubs the feather on my asshole and sucks on my clit.
“Oh my god,” I tell him, and then he slaps my ass, hard, and says, “Continue your argument.”
I do, as well as I can because I’m close to coming. I hope he lets me reach climax. I try not to let on how badly I want him to make me come.
“I need to punish you for being a bad pet,” he tells me. “I need to take something else from you today. You need to tell me how much you want me to.”
“Please, Boss,” I tell him, my legs trembling as he eats my pussy. “I want you to take me.”
I’m not sure what he thinks I need to be punished for. If anything, he’s the one who needs to be punished. But I’ve missed him so much and my desire for him is so great that I can barely think straight. I let him do what he wants.
“Do you now?” he asks, as I feel my juices gushing into his mouth. A warm shiver runs through my entire body as I come all over his face.
“Do you want to make me come like I’m making you come?” he asks me, in between licking up my wetness.
“Yes, Boss, please,” I beg.
I lay my head down, panting on his desk.
“Please what, Pet?”
“Please fuck me. I’ll do anything you want. Just fuck me.”
Chapter 35 – Asher
I stand up, tasting Madilyn’s pussy juices on my lips. I look down at her supple ass, still red from where I’ve slapped her, and her open, inviting hole.
I still tell myself not to take her— to make her wait longer— but my impatient cock presses up against her naked body, growing harder by the second.
I hadn’t planned on any of this, and that isn’t like me. Sure, I wanted to tie her up and tease her. To find out how much she’d missed me, to see whether she was still willing to do what I wanted after I’d been gone and to punish her for letting her wimpy ex-boyfriend give her flowers.
But I hadn’t wanted to let myself go to this extent. To give in to my every whim for her.
She has an effect on me like no one else ever has. I both love and hate it at the same time.
She’d surprised me, by crawling to me on the floor like that. By having my lingerie on even though it was impossible for her to know when I’d be back. She’d begged me to fuck her. And she’d even offered up her anal virginity.
I can’t take that, can I? I’m already too far ahead of myself.
But I’m too far gone to stop now. I picked the very best pet this time and I’m not sure what she’s doing to me. She doesn’t even know it— I hope. But all I want is this.
I take off my pants and underwear and press my cock up against her wet pussy.
“I want to…”
I stop, and reach into my desk drawer.
Fuck, Asher.
This isn’t like me at all.
“I’m going to fuck you now,” I tell her. “And you’re going to let me.”
“Yes, Boss,” she says obediently.
She’s so fucking obedient. I love how much she wants me. I can’t believe I was about to say I wanted to fuck her raw. Naked. Bare. Without protection.
I’m breaking a lot of rules, but that can’t be one of them. I’ve had pets beg me to come inside them. They’ve told me they’re on the pill, they have an IUD, they have some condition that prevents them from getting pregnant.
But I never take any chances. I know from everything I went through with my ex-wife that getting someone pregnant, or even trying to, is way too big of a responsibility. It opens emotional floodgates that I’ve worked so hard to close again.
I’m not going to go back there again. Not for anyone. Not even for her. For Madilyn.
Even though she’s the first girl I’ve been with who makes me want to.
My cock pulses. Damn, how it wants to pound her pussy raw. But I make sure to wrap it up, before pushing it into her perfect hole.
“Yes,” she says, and I reach over and grab onto her tits.
I thrust in and out of her, taking what I’ve wanted— what’s been mine— since the moment I saw her. I hate how good it makes me feel. I reach back and squeeze her ass, punishing her for making me want her so badly that I had to break down and take her.
“Your cock feels so good in my pussy,” she says, and I feel her getting even wetter as she moans. “I’m coming on your cock, Boss.”
“Come on my cock, Pet,” I tell her, as it pulses and throbs inside of her. “I’m going to…”
Spill my seed inside you, I almost say, but I catch myself. I breathe a sigh of relief that the condom is on but I still rip my cock out of her pussy anyway.
“I’m going to fuck your ass,” I tell her. “You’ve been a bad pet and I have to punish you.”
I reach down on the floor to where my belt is. I spank her ass once, twice, three times with it, and she jumps a little higher each time.
“Do you like when I punish you?” I ask her.
“Yes, Boss,” she says, her eyes squeezing back tears.
“If I get too rough, just tell me to stop,” I tell her. “I don’t want to punish my pet too harshly.”
“Yes, Boss,” she says. “But I like it.”
“You do?” I ask, and hit her again with the belt.
Whap.
“Yes,” she says, as the marks I’m making on her skin redden.
I squeeze the areas that appear, claiming her as my own.
“I don’t know why I’m being punished, Boss, but you’re free to do with me what you want.”
“Good,” I tell her, as I thrust my cock into her ass hole.
“Ow,” she moans, but then she breathes deeply and relaxes, allowing me further in.
“Because I wanted this. Your ass. Your anal virginity.”
I play with her clit with one hand and her nipple with my other and feel her come again while I fuck her ass. I thrust my cock in and out her small ass hole, tearing it up.
“Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god,” she moans, and I love the sound of her pleasure mixed with pain.
I love it so much I’m going to come.
“Holy fuck,” I shout, as I let my load loose inside her.
She moans, and I walk over and fall back into the chair, not even bothering to pull up my pants. I’m exhausted. I’m spent. And I know I’m way too into Madilyn St. Clair to back out now.
Chapter 36 – Madilyn
I walk into work excited for what the day will bring. Last night after we had sex Asher told me that he needs to talk to me about some things but that we should both go home and catch up on sleep first. He said he wants to take me to dinner tonight.
I hope what he wants to talk about involves his “wife.” But I’m also so happy to be going on a real date with him that I don’t really care what we talk about.
As soon as I get into work, Monique tells me that my real office will be ready to move into by the end of the week.
I have a feeling that Asher’s behind this move— as he is everything at the firm, or at least everything that affects me— and so I log onto the firm’s instant message program.
In the back of my mind, there’s a big fear that being with Asher can have negative repercussions on my career. It’s funny, because at first I was afraid that everything had been building up to the last hurrah— sex in his office— and, as much as I’d wanted it, I’d feared that as soon as he took my virginity, that would mark the end of our “relationship.”
Instead, I feel that it marked the beginning of something. The beginning of us.
And if nothing else it’s marked a phase in my life where I’ve learned the power of letting go, of giving in to something I want so badly but that I would have been afraid to take in the past.
It feels good to not only be the over achieving associate anymore. It feels good to be the boss’s pet, to let him tell me what to do, and to do it with eagerness and submission.
I know that Asher’s too prideful to admit it, but he’s smitten with me. And the feeling is quite mutual.
I don’t fool myself that I can be different from his other string of mentees— all right, sometimes I do. I don’t fool myself that I can change him, soften him— all right, sometimes I do.
But I do know that he has a certain weakness for me, and that he and I are already different than he and any other former pet. It’s been quite a rollercoaster ride but I’ve been a happy passenger.
I decide to just assume that he’s behind the office move, and to thank him over instant message.
Madilyn St. Clair: Thanks, Boss.
Asher Marks: No sweat. I figured you’d need your own, quiet space to get ready to argue the upcoming hearing in the Schwartz Capital case.
Madilyn St. Clair: Really?
I let out a squeal, and then turn around wondering who heard it. Some other paralegals shoot me annoyed glances, but many of them have headphones on, translating dictation, or they’re too busy typing away to be bothered by my outburst.
I don’t know of any other new associate who would be given such an opportunity. I can’t believe I’ve gone from summarizer of Janice’s deposition transcripts to head arguer at a big dispositive motion hearing for an important client of Asher. And from new, ostracized associate to his mentee.
Cankles and all.
Asher is definitely good for both my professional and personal life. And I know he feels the same about me.
Madilyn St. Clair: Thank you, thank you, thank you, Boss!
Asher Marks: You’re welcome, Madilyn. Anything for you. Also, true to my word I’d like to take you to dinner. At the Alcove tonight at 6:30 pm. I've made reservations.
My entire body tingles with anticipation of an actual date with Asher. I can’t help but think that this means we’re taking things to an entirely new level. I’ve been his pet for a while now, but does he want me to be something more as well?
I’m not sure, but I know that it’s what I want. And I’ve learned from him to go after what I want. No matter how scary or risky it might feel.
Chapter 37 – Madilyn
At 6:30 on the dot I walk into the Alcove and let the host know that I'm there with Asher Marks. It's a fancy restaurant in a resort hotel high up in the mountains, and it took me about half an hour to drive here.
I decide to surprise Asher a little bit. I’m wearing my fishnet stockings— which are thigh-highs and have lace on top of them— and sexy little black dress. Before I left home I topped off my ensemble with a blazer so that I still look professional, yet underneath I'm wearing a new tiny G-string thong with lace and bows and my sexiest push-up bra.
"This way, Madam," the host says, and leads me to Asher.
My face flashes bright red when I see him, and I swear I get weak in the knees.
"Hello there, Mr. Marks," I say, smiling coyly as I take my seat.
“Ms. St. Clair.” He smiles at me in an adorable mix of awkwardness and sweetness. Then he tells the host, "She'll have some of this Chianti."
“How do you know that’s my favorite?” I beam at him.
The host pours the wine into my glass and proceeds to tell us about the specials. This restaurant is so expensive that I've never been here. I can barely understand the names of the foods he's reciting. I figure that's fine, since Asher will probably order my meal for me anyway.
“To us,” Asher says, raising his glass to me.
“To us.”
As we clink our glasses together, a chill runs through me, but it’s the good kind. I like the way he said “us.”
Asher does order for me, as I predicted, but I'm happy with the choice since it's something I would have ordered myself— the filet mignon. It surprises me how well he knows me.
In the middle of dinner, he reaches for my hand across the table, which surprises me, and says, "I need to tell you something. I was very upset with you and that’s why I left.”
“What?”
I swallow the bite of meat in my mouth and look at him in surprise.
“I saw what Jimmy posted on your Facebook page,” he tells me.
“What?”
Now I’m even more surprised.
“You go on my Facebook page? You know about Jimmy? I mean, other than what I’ve told you?”
He glares at me, as if he has the right to be mad at me for being mad at him for doing this stuff. It borders on stalker-like behavior. But I have to admit, it gets me kind of hot. He was obviously more into me than he was even letting on.
“If you haven’t been able to tell, I’m not a man who likes to share.”
He shrugs, and takes a drink of his wine.
He’s got that right. I know he’s a possessive, demanding man. A take charge guy who knows what he wants and goes for it and doesn’t accept anything less. And it’s exactly why I like him. So what am I so upset about?
“It’s not what you think,” I tell him. “And I wish you would have just asked me before running off to the edge of the universe.”
He raises an eyebrow at me.
“Tell me the whole truth.”
“The whole truth is that he came over before you and I ever had sex. It was definitely over when I told you it was.”
I take a breath.
“Well actually…”
“Uh huh,�
� he says, with a smug look on his face.
God. I hate that he’s right. It was kind of same old same old with Jimmy before Asher left. Perhaps it took him leaving to get me to realize what I needed to do to save any kind of relationship I hoped to have with him. And to save myself.
“Well, I was never very good at breaking it off with him no matter how many times I tried,” I admit. “But I had really tried. He just wasn’t taking the hint very well. But it was before you and I had had sex. And it wasn’t, like, some romantic night at home watching TV like he tried to portray to me on Facebook. I got really mad at him about that. I ended it with him for good this time. I promise.”
I look at him eagerly, begging him to believe me.
“I know,” he says, with a shrug.
“You know?”
I try to think about whether I or anyone else posted anything on Facebook to confirm that it was over.
“I can just tell,” he explains. “I know you.”
He looks me straight in the eyes and I look back at him, knowing that he does know me and loving that about him.
“Well since we’re here talking about other relationships,” I say.
“Oh no,” he says, shaking his head. “You’re the one with the psycho ex posting on your Facebook page.”
“And you’re the one with the wife calling your office,” I shoot back at him.
“What?”
Now it’s his turn to look shocked. I explain to him what happened with the call at his office.
“She would say she’s my wife,” he says. “Just to get at you. But we got divorced over five years ago.”
I look at him and see a mix of pain and defiance on his face. I can tell he’s over her but that the journey to getting there hadn’t been easy.
“You know my tattoo?” he asks. I nod.
“After my ex and I got divorced and everything was finalized, I went to Katmandu for an extended mountain climbing trip and decided to start over. Rebirth. For myself, for my dreams, for what never was.”
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