by Ryan Parker
I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable and I certainly didn’t want to scare her.
In those few moments, with just a few reactions to rather innocuous questions, I had no doubt there was great pain in her past. I’d known this, ever since seeing her face when I left the hotel room suddenly that night, but this was different. I was seeing it on a deeper level.
Still, it was well-hidden. We were both very skilled at hiding our pasts.
Arriving back from the dog shelter, we had gone into her den, where we sat and talked about her book collection. She had asked me to look and see if I noticed anything of value, something she could sell, but a cursory examination revealed that she didn’t.
I thought maybe she was going to say she had money problems, but when I told her there was nothing of great market value on her shelves, she didn’t look the slightest bit disappointed. “They’re worth everything to me,” she had said, and that was the end of that.
The tension between us remained palpable. It wasn’t something I’d tried to induce, but once it was there, all it did was heighten the excitement when I showed her the cards that I’d brought with me.
“Pick one,” I said. I held out my hands, ten note cards fanned out for her to choose from. The side she could see was blank. “Every card has something written on it. Whichever one you pick, that’s what we’re going to do.”
She was sitting on her couch. I stood in front of her.
She looked a little nervous, which I found myself enjoying. There was an element of responsibility in this for her. I was still in control, having written down the sexual acts on the cards, but she was the one choosing, not knowing which one she’d draw. Watching her eyes drift from mine down to the cards, I knew she was feeling the risk.
And I loved seeing her in that frame of mind. It was perfect for what was about to happen.
She drew one of the cards. I put the rest of them on her coffee table. I watched her read what was on it, her lips parting slightly as her eyes scanned back and forth across my written words.
She didn’t say anything.
“Read it out loud to me,” I said.
She closed her mouth. I saw her swallow hard. She licked her lips before reading.
“Rachel is naked, wearing only heels. She sits on the edge of her bed as I kneel before her.”
That’s all I had written. She knew the rest. She’d just brought it up two days ago.
“Lucky me,” I said.
“Lucky me.”
“Lucky us.”
Chapter Twenty-Three (Rachel)
Finn walked into the kitchen and reached into the paper shopping bag. I hadn’t looked in it, so I had no idea he had something for me at the bottom of it.
He came back into the den holding a shoebox, handed it to me and said, “Open it.”
I removed the top off of the box and saw a pair of red stilettos with five-inch heels.
“Confession,” he said. “Before leaving Sunday morning I looked in your closet and didn’t see any heels with the height I like. I also checked your shoe size.”
I took the shoes out of the box. They had tags on them, but Finn had removed the portion that showed the price. I immediately recognized the brand because of the red sole, and knew they were expensive. He was right—I didn’t own anything like this. Never had. They weren’t stripper shoes, by any means, but they were sexy as hell. Elegant. Just as I’d pictured back when he’d written that email to me about his fantasy.
“These are gorgeous,” I said. “They’re just as I imagined.”
I looked up at him, and once again saw that intense, deep stare in his eyes. Whatever happened to him when he got turned on, it was like nothing I’d ever seen in a guy before in my admittedly limited experience. Some kind of primal, maybe even predatory, look.
He extended his hand and took mine, making me rise off the couch. Wordlessly, he led me to the bedroom, letting me walk in first.
“Undress for me and put on the heels.”
I had on a spring dress and sandals. They came off fast, and once I was down to my bra and panties, Finn told me to slow it down. “Not a strip tease. No exaggerated movements. I just want to watch you undress like you normally do, as if I weren’t even here.”
My stomach fluttered at his directions. He knew exactly what he wanted, and how he wanted it. I hadn’t expected the voyeuristic aspect of his fantasy to turn me on like it did, but I suddenly found myself enjoying the vulnerability as excitement pulsed through my veins.
Finn was leaning against a wall, arms folded across his chest, one ankle over the other. A casual pose, as he observed me, almost as if doing some kind of appraisal of an item he wanted to own.
When I was completely naked, he told me to sit on the edge of the bed and put the heels on. “Try to keep your legs together as much as you can,” he added.
“Right,” I said. “A little mystery?”
He nodded and smirked.
I put the shoes on, making sure not to open my thighs too much.
“Now sit back with your hands flat on the bed, and cross your right leg over your left,” he said.
I followed his very specific instruction.
He stood straight. “Fucking perfect.”
Even though it only took a few steps, I noticed that sexy stride of his as he walked toward me. Our eyes locked and he held his gaze on mine as he slowly knelt on the floor in front of me. He leaned forward and kissed my knee, and then I felt his hand grasp my right ankle, moving it slowly upward and over so my legs were no longer crossed.
He positioned my ankles together.
Then, just as he’d described in his email he said, “Put your right leg over my shoulder.”
I lifted it and draped it over his left shoulder.
“Now press the heel against my back.”
I followed his words.
“And when you’re ready,” he said, softly, slowly, teasingly, “pull my face toward your pussy.”
I shivered when he used the word. I loved it when he wrote explicitly to me, and hearing him say it was even more of a turn-on. I felt little goosebumps popping up on my arms and legs, a chill curling through my body as I anticipated feeling and watching everything he was about to do to me.
Finn kissed and licked and sucked my inner thighs. I watched him, but hadn’t yet lost my ability to think straight, and the thoughts that flooded my mind were all about how different I was when I was with him. It was as though there was a part of me that I set free when Finn was around. A part of me that was just behind those walls, lightly knocking on them, asking to be let out to play with him.
I couldn’t resist any longer. I put more pressure on the heel against his back and instantly my thigh muscle contracted, forcing him against me.
His mouth was on my already-wet flesh, kissing, sucking, then suddenly it was gone.
He licked the insides of each thigh, lingering a little on the left one, opening his mouth and letting his lips, tongue, even his teeth drag along my skin. If his touch wasn’t enough to make me more than ready, his warm breath on my inner thighs was.
Seconds later, his tongue was fluttering along my slickness, changing it up every few seconds to long strokes against my clit.
Finn used his fingers to part me, fully exposing my excited clit to him.
My hips rolled along with his touch—his tongue alternating between firm and flattened, making circular movements, my body making movements in the opposite direction, creating a friction like I’d never felt. My body was begging for it and he was giving me all I could handle.
I loved listening to noises he made—almost growling in his own pleasure, pleasure he was getting from pleasing me—which created a vibration on my pink skin.
“Talk to me,” he said, his voice soft and somewhat muted.
“I can’t….”
Those were the only words that would come out of my mouth. Between the way my mouth was almost locked in an O-shape and my staggered breathing, it was a won
der I could say anything at all.
I felt his hot breath on me as he spoke between licks. “Come for me, Rachel. Come in my mouth.”
“Yes, yes...” My hands held onto his head and I grabbed handfuls of his hair.
I writhed along with his tongue strokes, the orgasm jolting through me. My stomach muscles flexed, relaxed, repeated, and my body shook as I threw my head back into the pillow and cried out his name.
He moaned, adding a vibration to the licking, and the orgasm intensified as it rocked through every inch of my body.
As the force of my orgasm decreased, Finn stayed where he was, kissing my inner thighs. After a moment, he moved up over me, his mouth immediately going to mine. I felt the hunger in his kiss—deep, passionate, wanting, needing.
He knelt between my legs and ripped open the foil packet holding the condom, unzipping his pants but otherwise staying clothed. He had one hand between my legs, his thumb keeping me primed. I looked down my body and watched that for a second, but my eyes were torn from that and drawn to his other hand. He freed his cock, pulling it out and gripping his shaft.
I had never seen a man touch himself before. I watched the way he held himself lightly, then squeezed harder as his hand moved toward the end of his shaft, making the head plump up. Watching him, and feeling his thumb on my clit, I could have come again just like that.
But he apparently didn’t have the same thought.
I watched as he rolled the condom down his beautiful length. I could hear and feel my heart beating in my ears. I wanted more. I needed more of Finn.
My head almost rolled to one side when he put his hand beside it on the bed. The weight of him and the forcefulness with which he moved causing the mattress to give way. My arms were just over my head. Finn grabbed them both with one hand, holding my wrists together like he’d done with my panties before, but this time with just his strong hands, pinning me in place.
I watched his face. His lips pressed together, his nostrils flared, and his eyes were staring hard at me with lust. I was underneath a man who was intent on having me, owning me sexually, driving toward his own release.
His hard cock was notched between my legs, right there against my clit.
“Finn.”
He looked deeply into my eyes.
I said, “Do it. Please.”
“I love when you beg for my cock.”
Without warning, he slid into me. I gasped. He was stretching me as he pushed in, farther, deeper, slowly at first and then he plunged it all the way in.
He pulled out, not all the way but a long stroke retreating from me. Then, back in, this time faster and deeper, his hips slamming into mine.
He sat straight up, his cock deep within me, looking down at me he started rocking his hips back and forth.
“You feel so fucking good,” he said. “You look so fucking amazing.” He looked down and watched himself sliding in and out of me.
All I could do was breathe heavily. I didn’t have anything to say. I just didn’t want him to stop.
“Do you love my cock inside you?”
“Yessss.”
“Tell me, Rachel.”
“I love your cock.”
“Tell me you love my cock fucking your tight pussy.”
I took a deep breath so I could get the words out that he wanted. “I love your big cock inside me.”
Talking like we did in our emails—or even dirtier—drove me wild, and I felt my orgasm surging, and I came quickly, hard, my back arching up off the bed as my fingers grabbed the sheets.
I felt his erection twitch, then pulsate more, twitch again and then he said, “Fuck, I’m gonna come, Rachel.”
I watched as he looked down at himself plunging in and out.
His face going red.
His eyes squinting.
The cords in his neck flexing along with the muscles in his chest and stomach.
Finn’s body was straining with pleasure as he powerfully moved inside of me. It was as though our bodies had merged into one. For a fleeting couple of seconds, I thought that if this intensity stopped my heartbeat, his would be enough to keep both of us alive.
He’d been holding his breath for a few seconds, before letting it out and groaning.
I felt his cock throb, could almost feel the hot semen filling the condom inside me. Finn trembled as he pumped his orgasm into me—one after another, like he would never stop coming.
But when he finally did, he collapsed on top of me. I threw my arms around his shoulders, pulling him tightly to me, loving the heavy, hot, sweaty weight of him on me.
I wanted to feel that thousands of times more in my life.
. . . . .
Finn left about eleven o’clock that night, citing the fact that we both had to work in the morning and he had an hour drive back to Baltimore. I had wanted him to stay, but didn’t press the issue.
He kissed me in the doorway and promised that he would see me soon.
I couldn’t help but wonder if he could possibly be going home to a wife and kids, but I tried not to let Tara’s theory occupy too much of my thinking. We’d had a great night. No, it was more than that. It wouldn’t be an exaggeration to say that it was the best night of my life.
As I walked into the den to turn off the light before going to bed, I noticed the other notecards Finn had brought. He had placed them on the coffee table after I’d picked one. I wondered if he had meant to take them with him and had simply forgotten. Maybe he had it in his mind to play the card game again. I certainly did.
I picked them up, turned them over, and flipped through them one by one. Each of them had the identical fantasy written on them.
Chapter Twenty-Four (Finn)
Tuesday and Wednesday were like the old Rachel and Finn. We didn’t see each other, didn’t talk on the phone, didn’t text. Instead, I sent her emails in the morning and she wrote back in the afternoon.
We didn’t exchange any messages on Thursday, which was good because I couldn’t afford any kind of distraction. I had closed the bookstore for the day, preparing for something that needed to be taken care of that night.
I spent all day testing the connection to the cameras. Some were mounted on the top of a van. Others on night-vision goggles.
And still more were hidden inside the house where all of this was going to go down. I had staked out the place early Wednesday morning and when I was sure no one was inside, I went in and hid a camera in every room.
I watched the video feed of the five guys starting their day on Thursday, coming and going from various places, sometimes in pairs or threes, but never all five together at once.
I got word that one of the trips was to a truck rental place. Another was to a farm supply company about thirty minutes outside of Baltimore. They were moving fast.
So was I.
I had all of the feeds displayed on three different computer screens in my basement. I only went upstairs to get food or use the restroom. Otherwise, I watched those feeds all day. Including the ones coming from the equipment that the team would be using that night.
I watched them prepare, took a few phone calls from them when they had questions about the floor-plan of the house, but it wasn’t until 10 p.m. that things started to get interesting.
My feeds gave me a view of their drive to the house, as though I were in the front seat. The driver parked the van with the front facing the house, so I could watch them go in and come out.
We waited until 1 a.m., when the mission was to start.
Once they got inside, the night-vision feed took over. All greens and blacks, the brightness adjusting to the darkened rooms.
The foyer, for starters. Then the den, where there was no one. All checking out nicely.
Then down the hallway toward the three bedrooms. One guy had a room to himself; the other two rooms contained homemade bunkbeds.
The three guys I had recruited for this job split up, one at each bedroom doorway. The leader put his hand up, three fingers s
pread out, lowering one after another, counting down.
And then it was a burst of light coming from all views. The muzzle-flashes of gunfire.
My eyes flicked between the three screens, trying to watch it all unfold live. I was recording it, and I could play it back later, but I wanted to see it in real-time.
First bedroom—the guy on the bottom bed sat up, then went down almost immediately. The guy on the top bunk lifted his head, but it quickly fell.
Second bedroom—the guy on the top bunk reacted to the door being opened, sitting up, then falling. The guy on the bottom bunk rolled to the floor, tried to reach under the bed for something, probably a gun, but he was face-down in a millisecond.
Third bedroom—the guy didn’t move at all, at least until he was hit, then there was a flinch and his body jerked twice as he remained in the same position he was sleeping in.
All of this happened in the span of ten seconds. Maybe fifteen rapid shots in all. My recruits had shown remarkable restraint in their firing, as I knew they would.
Then a blur, as the guys ran back down the hallway. Two of my guys exited the house, one stayed behind. When the third finally came out, they stayed in the van for a few moments, cameras still aimed at the house.
I watched as the first few flickers of flames licked at the front windows.
Mission accomplished.
Aside from a slight feeling of relief, I had no visceral reaction to what I’d just witnessed. It reminded me of something I’d done years ago, and could no longer do myself.
Now it was just like watching a movie.
Chapter Twenty-Five (Rachel)
To: Rachel
From: Finn
Subj: The effects of you
Growing up, I never liked Mondays. I didn’t much enjoy Sundays, either, because it meant the next day was Monday. One of my chief talents as a child was the ability to dread. Aside from English and History, I hated school. Sundays are terrible even for adults. It means work the next day. It means the end of a two-day break from the drudgery, a free playtime.