“I wish I’d never discovered that damn virus! I’ve always felt that if there’s a global pandemic, it’ll somehow be my fault.”
“It you hadn’t discovered it, someone else would have. And now that the virus is there, you have people working on vaccines. That can’t be a bad thing.”
Grace sniffed. “Well damn, here I just made this about me when it’s about you and what you went through. I’m sorry he did that to you, Brooke. And that you’ve been suffering for so long.”
“I shouldn’t have let it fester. I should have at least told my therapist, which I did not. I know, I know,” she said when Grace looked shocked. “I shut it down completely. I thought if I pretended that part didn’t happen, then I could deal with it on my own when I learned how to deal with the fear of someone coming in my house and getting me. But I never did.” She shrugged. “But Cade told me I needed to tell the doctor. And he’s right.”
“You told him what happened?”
“Please don’t be mad I told him before I told you.”
Grace shook her head. “I’m not. I’m just… Wow, I had no idea there was anything between you two. Not like this.”
“I hope there’s something between us.” She bit her lip and glanced at the giant clock on the wall that was part of the French-country decor. “I can’t help but worry about him, you know?”
Not that she’d told Grace what was really going on with Scott or Amy Lewis or the cartel. The reason she’d given Grace for coming to stay with her tonight was that Cade had to be at HOT and Brooke didn’t want to stay home alone yet.
Grace smiled softly. “I definitely know. Garrett has been gone for over two weeks now. It never gets easier. I think I hoped—no, I know I hoped when Daddy got elected that Garrett wouldn’t be allowed to go anymore. He fought for the right to stay with his unit though. How can I try to take that away from him? Or demand he give it up? I can’t.”
Brooke went back to her dough, rolling it out so she could make biscuits. She didn’t know why she wanted to make biscuits, but she found it soothing to play with the dough. Not that she’d offered biscuits in her bakery, but she had offered scones. Similar. Sort of.
“No, you can’t. And I guess I can’t either. Not that Cade and I are at that stage. But it scares me to think of what he does.”
Grace’s look was a little sad, a little too knowing. “Yes, it does.”
Brooke’s stomach was a hard knot cowering in her abdomen. “You never really let on, you know that? I mean I knew, based on my experience with HOT, but I didn’t really know. Does that make sense?”
“Perfect sense.” Grace stood and came around the island. “Okay, let’s stop talking about the bad stuff and get these biscuits in the oven. The girls are coming over, and we’ve got to get ready.”
Brooke’s heart skipped. When Grace had told her she was inviting some of the HOT women over for dinner, Brooke hadn’t been sure she wanted that. She still wasn’t sure. But Grace had already invited them, so there was no backing out now. It wasn’t that Brooke didn’t know them or like them, but her feelings about Cade were still so raw that she wasn’t quite done processing them. How would she hide her fear and worry while they were here?
Her cell phone rang and she jumped on it, flour, lard, and all. It took a couple of tries, in which she smeared her screen with sticky dough, but she got the call answered and held the phone to her ear while her heart pounded.
“Cade?”
“Hi, angel. You doing okay?”
“Fine. You?”
“Doing good. We’re still working on this thing. I might not be in touch for a while. Just wanted to let you know that.”
Brooke gripped the phone tight, goose bumps prickling her skin. “Okay.”
“Gotta go, angel. Think of me tonight.”
“I will… Cade?”
“Yeah, angel?”
“I…” She swallowed. “Take care of yourself.”
“You too, angel.”
The line went dead. Brooke had to remind herself to breathe. Then she turned and pasted on a smile. Grace was frowning.
“Everything okay, Brooke?”
“Yep. Just fine. Let’s get busy on the shrimp and grits, okay?”
They worked on the food for another hour, and when it was all hot and piping and perfect, the HOT women showed up. There was Evie Girard, without her kids who were with their nanny; Georgie McKnight; Olivia Blake; Lucky MacDonald; Emily Gordon; Sophie Daniels; Annabelle Davidson; and Christina Marchand. The other women—Gina Hunter, Victoria Brandon, Miranda McCormick, Ivy Erikson, and Kat Mendez—were unable to make it this time.
They crowded around the table, eating and talking for hours. Brooke felt like one of them, though they didn’t know she was involved with Cade because she’d asked Grace not to say so just yet. But if and when that happened, she knew she’d love being a part of their sisterhood. They made this life seem so normal, so doable. If they could deal with their men being gone for long stretches, so could she.
By the time the last cupcake was eaten—because of course she’d baked cupcakes after she’d made biscuits—and the last cup of coffee was consumed, it was almost ten o’clock in the evening. They said their goodbyes with hugs and promises to do this again soon.
When the house was empty, Grace yawned and stretched. “Ordinarily I’d suggest we watch a movie together, but I’m beat.” She frowned. “In fact, I’m beat quite often these days.”
“Pregnancy hormones,” Brooke said. “You know that.”
“Yes, I do.” She sighed. “Still, I guess I’d thought it might be different for me.”
“Why? Because you’re a hotshot scientist?”
Grace snorted. “Something like that.” She stretched, putting a hand on her back as she did. “Good night, Brooke. I love you and I want you to be happy.”
“I love you too,” Brooke said, hugging her friend. “And I am happy.”
Grace left her alone in the downstairs. The house was quiet because the Secret Service had their own area and stayed out of the main living quarters. Brooke went and got Max to take him out in the yard for a last run.
A guard nodded to her as she let Max off the leash. She felt safe here, and yet she also felt helpless. Amy Lewis was out there somewhere, scared and alone, and Cade was preparing to head into danger in order to rescue her.
All because Scott had been a criminal asshole who’d fooled Brooke with his bumbling gee-shucks ways.
Her cell phone rang and she glanced at the screen before answering. It wasn’t Cade though, but it was still important.
“Bert? Have they found Amy?”
The man on the other end of the line burst into tears. “No, not yet.”
Brooke’s throat ached. “They will. I know they will. You just have to have faith.”
“I’m trying… Miss Sullivan, please, I need your help. It’s Shelly…”
Brooke’s heart skipped a beat. “What can I do for Shelly?”
“She’s losing hope. I need you to talk to her.”
“Put her on the line.”
“No, please. She needs to see your face, Miss Sullivan. You’re the only one she’ll believe.”
“But I don’t know anything…”
“She trusts you. You’re honest, and you’ll talk her off the ledge. Please.” He broke down, and Brooke’s throat closed up.
“Where are you?”
“We’re at the IHOP.” He told her the name of the street. “If you could just come by and talk to her.”
Brooke squeezed her eyes shut. Cade had told her not to leave Grace’s house. She didn’t want to leave Grace’s house.
And yet it wasn’t far to the IHOP. She owed poor Shelly Lewis that much, didn’t she? She could get a taxi, pop over, and be back in an hour. IHOP was a public place. A taxi wasn’t, but so long as the Secret Service put her in it and took down the information, no taxi driver would think of raping her. On the way back— Well, maybe she could get Bert and Shelly to d
rop her.
“Okay,” she said, her throat still tight. “I’ll be there in about twenty minutes.”
*
They’d been at this for hours now. Cade rubbed his eyes and cracked a yawn. Hacker sat at the computer, the blue light glowing in his face, his concentration not ebbing at all. They’d gone to Brooke’s place and retrieved the books. There’d been a flash drive tucked into one of them.
Cade had been angry when they’d discovered it. The motherfucker had put Brooke in danger, not only with his dealings with the cartel but also by using her to hide the evidence. He hadn’t been subtle in his obsession, which meant he’d painted a target on Brooke’s back too.
Because Bert Lewis knew that Scott was obsessed, and he’d no doubt shared that knowledge with the men who’d paid him for information. Which meant they could reasonably expect that Brooke might have knowledge of where Scott Lloyd had hidden his information.
Cade hadn’t told Brooke about Bert. He hadn’t been able to do it, not when she’d been through enough shocks recently. If he’d had to tell her that her favorite security guard was responsible for allowing criminals unauthorized access to the building, it would have crushed her. She had enough to worry about knowing that the cartel had Bert’s daughter.
Bert and his wife were currently sitting in a DEA field office, waiting for news about their daughter. Since Bert’s involvement in the scheme was murky at best, he wasn’t being charged with anything. Yet.
Ivy Erikson was working the case from that side, which meant Viking was here with them, waiting for a go order if the SEALs were needed. He was the liaison between the DEA and HOT at the moment. The whole damned thing was a clusterfuck, and Cade couldn’t wait for it to be over.
He wanted to get Amy Lewis to safety, and then he wanted to spend the next couple of days in bed with Brooke.
Hacker was still working on the files. Lloyd had encrypted his information with something a little better than your typical household encryption, and Hacker was busy running his programs, trying to break in.
“Not much longer,” he said when he looked up and caught Cade’s gaze.
As soon as they had the information on where Lloyd had sent the weapons, they’d have something to negotiate with. At least until they could figure out where Amy was being held so they could go and rescue her.
And then they needed to mop up the cartel’s men in the US because if they didn’t, Brooke—and Bert, though Cade wasn’t too inclined to give a shit about him right now—would never be safe. It pissed Cade off to think of how Lloyd had dragged Brooke back into a world of shadowy players and illegal transactions. The very things she’d never wanted to experience again, and he’d thought nothing of pulling her into his world. Pulling her into danger.
“Halle-fucking-lujah,” Hacker said about five minutes later, both fists pumping in the air.
Cade was on his feet. “You got it?”
“I’m in. Need to sort it all out, but the information is— Wow, this shit is detailed. Yeah, I’ll find where he stashed ten thousand semi-auto rifles before we’re done.” Hacker was scanning the documents as he scrolled. “Jesus, this dude was sitting on millions in illegal sales revenue if this is anything to go by.”
Cade went to look over his shoulder. Malcolm “Mal” McCoy whistled as he looked over Hacker’s other shoulder. “Damn. How many guns did he shuffle for those guys? And how much did he skim for himself without Black Eagle knowing?”
Viking strode into the room with Harley, who’d gone to get him once Hacker broke into the files. The tall blond Navy SEAL looked fierce.
“You’ve got enough to bury those motherfuckers?”
“Yep, it’s all here. It’ll take someone with more patience than I have to parse it out, but there’s enough here to interest the DEA and ATF for quite some time.”
“I’ll call Ivy.”
Cade glanced up. “Nothing from the Espinozas?”
“Ivy said that Bert got a call, but it wasn’t them. It was his supervisor at his regular day job.”
“So no more demands then.”
“Not yet.”
Cade scraped a hand over his head. “I don’t like any of this. It’s not adding up. They take the little girl, tell Bert to find those files, but then don’t call back to demand anything else in hours? Why not?”
“That’s a good question,” Viking said. “But we won’t know anything until he hears from them again.” Viking’s government-issued phone rang. “Hey, baby.”
Cade and the others watched him, wondering if the cartel had made contact with Bert Lewis. But the look on Viking’s face wasn’t encouraging. In fact, it set the alarm bells in Cade’s gut to ringing like they’d been swept up in a tornado.
“Yeah,” Viking said grimly. “Thanks, honey. Gotta go. You too.”
“What happened?” Cade asked, his gut churning with apprehension.
Viking looked pissed and distressed all at once. “Bert was lying. The call he took wasn’t his supervisor at all. It was Andreas Lopez… He made another call after he got off the phone with Lopez. I’m sorry, Saint,” he began, and Cade’s world started to crack in two. “He called Brooke and told her he needed her help. She left Grace Spencer’s house an hour ago. Shit, man, I’m sorry. But they’ve got her. The cartel took her.”
Chapter 20
Brooke was numb. Numb was better than scared, but scared was probably coming. She’d taken a taxi to the IHOP, but when she stepped out of the car, she was grabbed by two men who came out of nowhere. In spite of her screams, she’d been hooded, trussed up like a goose, and tossed onto the floor of a van. All she could think was it’s happening again.
The men spoke Spanish as they drove, and she listened hard, trying to figure out what they were saying. She didn’t know much Spanish, but she knew a little. It was far better to concentrate on that than let herself fall apart. She refused to fall apart.
But she didn’t know enough Spanish to figure out where they were taking her or who they were. Not that she needed to be told who they were. Certainly they were the Columbians Scott had been selling weapons to. Who else would grab her? Was one of them the man she saw in the hall before she found Scott’s body? And what did that mean for her?
She hated to think.
The van screeched to a halt and she was soon yanked out of the vehicle and made to walk while someone gripped her arm like a vise and steered her. The scents of water and fish assaulted her nostrils. She wanted to sink into panic, but she forced herself to focus on what that smell could mean.
The Chesapeake or the Potomac, though she was banking on the Chesapeake. The Potomac wasn’t quite this fishy. Yes, concentrate on details!
Brooke stumbled along, propelled by cruel hands, until her feet hit a ramp that took her upward. The ramp was hollow—and the structure she stepped onto rolled with the current.
A boat.
A moment later they shoved her into a room where she fell on the floor, her hip hitting a pile of something hard. Brooke’s wrists were bound at the front of her body rather than the back, so she reached up to shove the hood off as soon as the door closed.
“Miss Brooke?” a soft little voice asked, and Brooke whipped her head around, searching in the gloomy cabin for the source. As her eyes adjusted, her gaze focused on a little girl in a Girl Scout uniform sitting on the floor.
Brooke gasped as she scrambled toward Amy, gathering her between her bound arms as best she could.
“Amy. Sweetie. How are you?”
“Scared.”
Brooke trembled. She’d been holding her own fear at bay behind a giant wall she’d erected, but she knew it was close to tumbling over the top and engulfing her. Except now she needed to keep it together for this little girl. She had to keep it together. That’s what Cade would do.
The thought of Cade sent a wave of despair—and hope, oddly enough—crashing through her. He would know she was gone by now, wouldn’t he? And he’d be angry that she’d left the safety of Gra
ce’s house. Grace, with her Secret Service detail and her alarm system complete with cameras and codes and who knew what else?
Things that didn’t work so well when you left them behind and ventured out because you wanted to help someone. She couldn’t quite reconcile how these men had found her, but they’d probably been watching Grace’s place. She should have thought of that and maybe suggested an alternative to Bert. Like what if he’d brought Shelly to her?
She hugged Amy tightly. “It’s going to be okay, sweetie. There are some really good men coming to get us soon.”
“I don’t like the man who brought me here. He wasn’t nice.”
Brooke’s heart skipped. Oh God, if anyone had abused this child… “I know, kiddo. They are not nice men at all. But the nice ones are coming.”
She had to believe that. Because if she didn’t, she’d fall apart—and she was afraid that if she did, she’d never come back together again.
She sat with her arms around Amy and tried to calm her racing heart. She had to keep it together for Amy. And for Cade, because she was determined she would see him again.
“Have you eaten? Did they feed you?” Brooke asked, trying to focus on the most basic things in order to keep from dwelling on the horror of their situation.
“I’m hungry, Miss Brooke.” Amy started to cry and Brooke squeezed her tighter.
“I’m sorry, honey. Maybe they’ll bring something soon.”
She didn’t think these bastards intended to bring them anything, but she wasn’t going to tell the little girl that.
“Are you okay? Nobody… hurt you, did they? Did they touch you?”
“The bad man picked me up and carried me. Then he put me in here.”
Brooke’s heart hammered. “Did he do anything else? Did anyone?”
She could feel Amy shake her head. “No.” She cried harder. “They left me all alone. I was scared.”
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