My loved one, I am profoundly happy to have been reunited with you. Yesterday I thought it was all over. Forgive me once again, oh, my dear darling.
You know very well I love you more than anything in the world. I am yours from the very depths of my being and of my heart, and when I think of all our embraces, I can feel myself dying just as I die beneath your kisses. Ah, how wonderfully well you took me, my love, and how wonderfully well you have learned to keep hold of me, for I have not stopped loving you for a moment from the first day. In a few days’ time, we shall have reached our second anniversary, my beloved. Cast an eye back and see how high we have climbed. Remember our first quick shy fondling and think of how we spend our time together now. More important, think of the times we shall have in the future when we are both freed of the chains that bind us and can escape for a whole night to the wonderful paradise conjured and exhorted by our longing.
Yes, Charles, the time will soon come when you can at last experience the ultimate sensual pleasure. First of all, if you want it, we shall have the prelude to this debauchery here, in my house. The big bed will play host to three bodies, three naked forms in the shaded light, affording glimpses of thighs and arms and heads, a great accumulation of warm pink flesh, and your voluptuous moans will soar through the darkness. You will watch your mistress, your big dirty bitch, sucking wildly at her young, dark-pelted girlfriend. She will hold her mysterious little button between her lips and feel it swell to her kiss, while her agile hands wander over the girl’s quivering body. Watch her, just watch that young virgin climax to her mistress’s kisses…see how her stomach shudders, see how her breasts swell…She gasps and cries as these expert ministrations make her swoon…You can hold out no longer, you push her aside violently and now it is your turn to suck your mistress. Your cock is hard and full of come, so tempting for my mouth…Come here, I want you to swoon to my kisses too. Give me that big prick…Ah! There, there, feel my tongue running the full length of its smooth, warm skin…My tongue goes up, and up again…toward the head, then back down all the way to the balls…yes, you want to offload in my mouth, you dirty boy, I can tell…You can bear it no longer…Go on, push it right down my throat, give all of it to me, all of it down to the last drop. Then, to rekindle your desire, I ask my girlfriend to frig me and suck me in front of you. Our bodies adopt the most brazen positions. Now you see her ass, now mine and you have a furious erection again. So, while she pleasures herself, you and I make love in front of her, and you fuck me, my love, you make me come till I beg for mercy.
A bedroom there; together we have chosen a fine young boy with a generous body, a beautiful cock, and a beautiful ass. You are lying naked on the bed and your lover is ready to satisfy you. He lies down beside you and soon his hand is tugging your cock, but his is not hardening fast enough for my liking. Here, let me help him; I take his member in my mouth while he masturbates you. Watch your mistress down between his legs. She is kneeling and you can reach out a hand and stroke her big ass, but his shaft is perfectly stiff now…Come on, Lottie, kneel by the side of the bed. Your hole is already half open, so tormented are you with longing. A thrust of your lover’s hips, and you gasp, touched to your very depths. His big balls bash against your ass while his cock plunges into your hole. My Charles, you are being buggered by a real cock, and you will soon feel his warm come drenching you. To heighten your pleasure, I take your cock between my lips, and you come in my mouth like the beautiful bitch that you are. Meanwhile, I frig myself vigorously, drunk on the sight of this tableau, and the three of us roll around pell-mell, smothered in come and exhausted by our shared climax.
Is that really what you want, my love? Is that the last sensation I must give you? Oh, how happy I shall be that day, my Lottie…
Tell me you want to continue our dream together just as much as I do. Tell me you still need to feel my body on yours. But also tell me that you still love me, despite the passing time, despite our little disagreements, in spite of everything!
As for me, Charles, I adore you. You know I shall never turn away. You do not always understand me, and this sometimes hurts me. Do let’s stop tearing each other apart, my love, it is too painful. Let’s love each other as we did before, let’s love each other with the fire we once had, and if we can, let’s add more wonderfully passionate and depraved moments to our memories. We should go together to find the beautiful bastard who will fulfill all our last desires, would you like that, Lottie?
You will receive this letter tomorrow just as you wanted. It is very late, I shall stop writing. I too should like to have a few pages from you in reply to this letter, to draw the last pictures hovering around my happiness. Will you do that, darling? You know how I love your letters; they are so rare, they have become so rare. Make me happy, darling treasure, make a little effort and on Friday I shall have a delicious letter that will make my button swell helplessly.
Goodbye, my dear darling treasure, I shall go to sleep thinking of you. I love you with all my soul, do you know that, my Charles? And I want to keep you forever and ever.
Write soon to tell me you love me too.
Pressing myself against you, treasure. I adore you.
Your Simone
FRIDAY, GONE MIDNIGHT
My great love,
True to the promise I made yesterday, I am sending the letter you requested. And yet what can I tell you that you have not already known for a long time, my beloved? Did my last letter not describe once again all our most ardent, our most secret desires, and do you not now know all the follies we shall soon commit?
You want me yet again to give you a long-distance erection, my beautiful filthy darling, and you will most likely be alone when you read these words at your office, sitting with your thighs spread and your cock in your hand. I can picture the scene as I write, and I wish I were there now to watch it first-hand.
Whatever will it be like then, my love, when you watch me take my little girlfriend in my arms and we ride each other on the bed in a fiery embrace? Whatever will it be like when I suck a gorgeous big prick in front of your eyes?
Yes, my darling love, we shall commit a thousand follies when we have one or two beautiful accomplices. I shall invent obscure pleasures to make every ounce of you quiver. When the two of you are really good and hard, I shall rub your two pricks together. I shall bring your two bulging pink heads together. It must be an exquisite sensation, touching another man’s cock with your cock. Don’t you think, darling beloved? If I only could, I should like my mouth to be big enough to suck you both at the same time, but what I want to see is you and your “lover” sucking each other’s cocks in an impressive “69.”* Meanwhile, the two of us, the other two players, will be usefully occupied, for we shall be doing the same, and the four of us shall then form two intermingled couples in a scene of indescribable debauchery. If you do not have faith in this man’s ability to suck you, then I shall do it and he, meanwhile, can bugger you with all his might, right up to his balls. Last time we met I gave you a foretaste of that rare coupling, and you seemed to find it deliciously pleasurable. We shall do it again sometime soon if you would like, my love. Then you will be able to wait more patiently for the great day itself.
You know I am prepared to try every adventure with you, whatever it might be. No action, no idea to please you would meet with my resistance, for what I want above anything else is for you to have such powerful experiences in my arms that you would not think of leaving me to seek them elsewhere. I show no hesitation in throwing you between the thighs of a handsome man, but, oh, what if you prefer him to me? I know the pleasure you will have, my love, when you feel that wonderfully hard rod of flesh up your ass, delving every angle of your most secret folds. You will feel that huge head slowly stroking the furthest walls of your insides, for the sensation is so powerful it is as if you are being probed right inside your stomach. It is hallucinatory and exquisite. It is maddeningly arousing and wonderful, and you yourself can have only a meager notion of the pl
easure afforded by a cock offloading in your ass. At this very moment, that cock is swelling and swelling, and you can feel that warm stream showering over you. Oh, I run every risk of losing you by giving you this passionate experience, for will you make do with the feeble means at my disposal once you have come like that? This will be the greatest proof of love I have ever given you, for with it I risk all my happiness.
For it is this that you are asking me to show you, my little Lottie, am I right? You will be satisfied, I know you will, unless you back down at the last moment. But no, you are a gorgeous filthy bastard and all your dreams are filled with pricks and balls. When you are in my arms, you think of this lover, the lover I must give you, and you thrill in anticipation with barely contained desire.
If you want, we shall spend many a wonderful hour together this summer. We can have a few moments together every evening before having to part, or you could come and join me in my “bachelor flat.” We can spend an hour together, making love at our leisure and committing a thousand follies. Would you like that, my beloved? I shall invite my little girlfriend and the three of us can perform every possible filthy exploit. If we manage to find a “bastard,” we can invite him too.
My love, we are bound by our all-powerful debauchery, which chains us to each other, to bring us endless happiness. Can you even imagine lovemaking now without all these exalted but perverse ministrations? Can you imagine loving a quiet, prudish mistress? I for one could not make love with another lover but you; the very thought of belonging to another man makes me smile. You once told me: “It’s not as if you don’t want to.” Don’t go thinking that, darling Lottie, for I love you alone, you can be sure of that. If others hope to charm me, do they have your beautiful bottomless eyes, or your hot tender lips, which are so good at kissing my mouth? More particularly, do they have that wonderful body, or that warm silky skin on which I like to rest my cheek? And that beautiful, big hard cock that works such wonders between my thighs?
My darling little treasure, my little god, how I love you and how happy I am! I hope I shall prove it to you soon, for I want you very much, my beloved. And what about you? Do you not want to fondle my body? Do you not want to press your ardent kisses onto this ass you once adored? Think of all the fantastical ecstasies you owe to that lovely big firm white backside, but how you abandon it now! You want my mouth, only my mouth, to give you an erection, to make you come, to suck you, you big filthy darling.
No point telling you I am now going to bed and, oh, how terribly all these excesses have aroused me! I shall lie down naked on the fur cover on my bed and, thighs spread and stomach taut, I shall frig myself vigorously while I think of everything you would do to me if you were beside me.
Goodbye, my dear love. I hope you will receive this letter on Monday. Telephone me soon to tell me whether you like it and whether you have time. Write me a long reply on Tuesday.
Till Monday, darling treasure. I adore you.
Your Simone
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* Readers may be surprised to see the term “69” being used here; however, after some Internet research I found its first usage in a quote dating back to 1893 (although with no author reference given).
My dear treasure,
I have been very sad all day, for the letter I was expecting this morning never arrived. But I have been rewarded this evening, for I have it in my hands at last, and I have never read one better designed to excite my senses. My letters may please you, my love, but what can I say of yours?! They put me in the wildest of states. So I have just reread at my leisure the four pages you handed me, and my button is as stiff as your cock would be before a titillating performance. I see so much of you in it, my darling little bastard. Yes, you are a beautiful debauched creature, and I love you all the more for it, for you afford me moments of intense voluptuous delight.
One evening when you are free, as I am, we shall savor the wild exhilaration that obsesses us both. Come, I very much want to find a companion-in-vice for each of us, one to bugger you just the way you want, a beautiful, vigorous well-hung male, whose cock you can suck and whose balls you can fondle, and who will rub your dick with a frenetic hand. Subjected to his brutal attentions, you will feel your strength drain away, you will cry out with both pain and pleasure. Do you picture the scene as I do? You are lying on your side. Your “man” is buggering you. I kneel in front of you and suck you while the other accomplice fucks me. What I should also like would be to be fucked while at the same time vigorously pleasuring two cocks. Oh, I am not sure what I want now, you are making me lose my mind. Yes, perhaps I would agree to your fucking another person in front of me. I would watch your cock disappearing into my girlfriend’s cunt, while I frigged myself. But I should like you to see me sucking her with my deft tongue to pump out her come. I feel sure you would be rigid with insatiable desire at the sight of such a scene. And then you in turn would offer up your member for my ardent attentions. My loved one, I am happy you have such arousing sensations in my arms, and nothing gives me greater pleasure than sucking your lovely cock after it has made me come so wonderfully. When it comes out of me, it is so hard that it feels ready to burst with the pressure of the come inside it, and emptying it is an incomparable pleasure for me. Yes, I put all my skill into this act, for I adore it. Sucking you is my favorite thing. My button is swelling just at the thought of it.
We shall soon enjoy the debaucheries we have promised ourselves, but in the meantime you will make me die with pleasure. I shall be more depraved, more passionate than ever, and I shall excite you with my perverted words and deeds.
Give me all of you. I am bringing my tender, tender lips to your beloved eyes.
Simone
THURSDAY EVENING
My dear darling love,
I told you yesterday evening that we have found the partner to help us realize our ultimate dream, and I wonder whether I succeeded in satisfying you. I had a vague but painful feeling that some part of you was balking at the idea that I had managed to come this far, that I had managed to ask this man to join us. I wonder, Charles darling, whether you are a little angry with me for being so bold, and I am very sad to think I may have displeased you.
You know how much I love you, my dear treasure, and how much I want you to find ever more happiness in my arms. You know the full extent of the tenderness I have shown for you for nearly two years, and I hope you also know that you are my one and only and true love. So, as I have a constant need to please you and a still more burning need to keep you for myself, I have put all my depravity in the service of my love. I have known for a long time that you wanted to experience the brutal, unfamiliar attentions of a man as ardent and dirty as we are. I know you want to feel between your lips the beautiful soft skin of a nice long hard prick, and you are even more eager to feel it up your ass. I sought and I found. Are you angry with me, my beloved, for having gone almost halfway to achieving your satisfaction?
It is now entirely up to you, Lottie, if you want to experience this ultimate ecstasy. If you want it, you can soon surrender yourself to this man’s embraces. Perhaps he will suck you more fiercely than I can, and you can reciprocate. You will hold his big cock between your lips while I suck on yours. Your hands can fondle his balls bursting with come, while I frig myself for you both to see. Would it not arouse you, then, to feel a real prick between your lips, to feel it swelling in your mouth, and also to put your own cock into a man’s mouth? You will no longer have a fervent mistress between your thighs, but a vigorous male with an erection like a dirty bastard, for, to arouse him in preparation for this debauchery, you and I shall couple fiercely before his eyes, and he will be unable to resist such a scene. You will see his big cock straining helplessly toward your ass, and he will claim your hole, taking brutal possession of it as he drives his hard dick in up to the balls, and then you will have that supreme voluptuous sensation.
If you dare not be the one to touch him first, I shall do it for you, in front of you. I shall suck
his cock while he tugs yours, and you can frig me too, at the same time. We shall be three gorgeous bastards, all quite naked, and our bodies will take each other on in strenuous, peculiarly indecent positions. You said in your last letter that you would not be against watching me being taken by our partner. If you want, if it will help arouse you, I shall give myself to him while you watch. You can watch our every move. If the scene gives you new strength, you can follow straight after him and take me in a fierce coupling, fucking me furiously right up to your balls, for my pleasure will be complete only if I can be sure you are happy, my dear love. I do not doubt for one moment that you will derive the rarest of pleasures from these new games but I shall do nothing without your formal consent.
I know this man is a beautiful bastard like you and me, who stop at nothing and are afraid of nothing. He is a good strong lad who must surely have a well-hung cock. I felt it only through his trousers to reassure myself you would not be disappointed by its girth. But you seem to be holding this liberty against me, and that is what upsets me so. I shall tell you again, my darling love, it was for your sake that I showed such audacity. I wanted to keep my promise and give you the sensation you have wanted for such a long time, but if you do not feel you have the heart to see this adventure through to the end, if, more important, you should withdraw your love once I have given myself to this man in front of you, we must stop in our tracks and never attempt anything like this again.
If, on the other hand, you would step out of this house a happy man, if you have it in you to appreciate this ultimate proof of my love, then we must do it, and soon.
I shall expect your answer tomorrow evening, Charles. You must reply tomorrow. I shall do nothing without knowing what you want.
Would you rather give up the idea of this cock and these balls you could fondle to your heart’s content? Or do you want me to throw you between that beautiful bastard’s thighs? Ah, I should like to watch the two of you taking turns to suck each other. I should like to watch your slightly awkward maneuvers as you tug each other at the same time. Did you not once write that you used to pleasure your little school friends? Well, you can repeat the performance in front of me. You will masturbate him with passionate gestures, and when his cock is nice and hard, you can put it in your mouth and you will feel his come pulsing right to the back of your throat in a powerful stream. Or I could be the one to suck him in front of you, and when his member is stiff and ready to come, I shall steer it toward your already opened hole, and he can come inside you.
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