He was crouched to leap up an oak tree and across the rooftops to Jack Reed's when he was rudely snatched up-for the second time that day. Jerked right off the ground. Yowling and snarling, Joe twisted around to face his housemate and lifted an armored paw. Clyde wasn't going to stop him, there was no way he was going to miss seeing this one come down.
''Oh, child! It's freezing out here!" The words came through Lori's dream as soft as velvet. Pulling the quilt tighter around her, she was propelled suddenly through her dark, alarming dream into the safe place she'd been trying so hard to reach. She felt herself lifted up, wrapped in the soft comforter. Warm arms held her safe, and she smelled Cora Lee's jasmine scent.
Safe in Cora Lee's arms, she woke fully. Cora Lee carried her into Genelle's house, out of the cold, bright wind, and set her down on a sofa and tucked the comforter around her. Kneeling beside the couch, Cora Lee looked at Lori, her dark eyes worried. "Oh, child. I looked everywhere for you. No one found you in the library! No one looked for you!" she said, biting every word. "I went straight there from the hospital to get you. That woman-that Nora Wahl! She did nothing! She told no one. Didn't even look for you. I can't believe she…" Cora Lee's dark brown eyes flashed with such anger that Lori had to swallow a laugh. The tall, honey-skinned woman was even more beautiful when she was mad.
"Oh, Lori! You came to Genelle running from that man, you didn't tell us, and now… Who is he? He's out there somewhere looking for you? And you were waiting here all alone." Cora Lee grabbed her up again, hugging and rocking her as if she was a tiny little girl.
"What happened?" Lori said softly, dreading to hear what Cora Lee would say. "Why did you-"
"It was Genelle, they took her to the hospital. She fell, and was unconscious. I've just come from there."
Lori pulled away, staring at Cora Lee.
"She's feeling stronger already," Cora Lee said. "They think she'll be all right. She… She insists she wants to come home."
"How did she fall?"
"She had stepped away from her walker, couldn't reach it or her oxygen. There, by the bookcase, maybe ten minutes after Mavity left. Mavity Flowers is my housemate, one of them. When our friend Wilma got here, she found Genelle on the floor, and she called nine-one-one."
"My mother… She had oxygen," Lori said. Then, "Genelle is going to die?" The emptiness was all inside her. Like the hollow dark dropping away in her dream.
Cora Lee hugged her again, speaking into her hair. "It will soon be Genelle's time, Lori, but maybe not quite yet. We all have our own time. I don't think that's the end of us at all, how could it be?" She looked intently at Lori.
Lori swallowed, trying to push back the hollow darkness. She managed a watery smile. "Genelle said she can talk about death if she wants, she can say anything she wants. She… told me… she keeps wondering what's next."
Cora Lee nodded.
"She told me… this world is a nursery," Lori said.
"A nursery for souls," Cora Lee said. "That when we're born we dive down into this world and swim the best we can. Does that seem logical to you?"
Lori didn't answer.
"She says that it's here we learn how and why," Cora Lee said. "That makes sense to me. I find it comforting."
"Can I see her? Can I go to the hospital?"
"Genelle would like that very much."
Lori didn't realize until she said it that she couldn't do that, that Pa might find her. Except, if he'd taken that beetle man somewhere and was so angry, maybe he wasn't looking for her at all right now. Maybe he was too busy.
Maybe that man would tell Pa about the basement, she thought, her heart sinking. And Pa would go back to the library looking for her and find Uncle Hal's billfold. Then he would be mad.
"What?" Cora Lee said. "You don't want to see her?"
"Would we go in a car, and right into the hospital?"
Cora Lee nodded. "We will. Just let me get her things together. You don't have a cold or the sniffles? They won't let you in if you're sick."
"I'm okay. Cora Lee? I don't want her to die."
Cora Lee turned away, not speaking. And Lori thought, I didn't want Mama to die. But that didn't make any difference.
Joe dug his claws hard through Clyde's jacket into his tender flesh. "What the hell are you doing!" he hissed in Clyde's ear. "Drop me. Put me down." He couldn't remember when he'd clawed Clyde like this, and he wasn't sorry, not even with Clyde's blood on his claws. Clyde pulled him off fast and held him away as if holding a bomb about to explode. His expression was shocked, embarrassed. He looked around to see if anyone could hear them, but they were alone. "I wanted… I guess I interrupted something important?"
"Damn right you did. They're about to bust Patty's killer, he could be the same guy who did those kids." Behind Clyde, Max Harper's police unit sped out from behind the station headed in the direction of Jack Reed's house. "Hurry up, Clyde. Where's your car?"
Clyde didn't move.
"You have wheels? Where's your car!" Joe looked across the parking lot until he spotted a flash of red nearly hidden between two trucks. "Come on! You can drop me off, you can at least do that. Come on, Clyde. This is the guy who shot Patty-"
"I'm not taking you where there's shooting."
"I didn't say there'd be shooting. Put me down, then!" He started to fight again, ready to leap onto the oak tree. Clyde grabbed the nape of his neck like a kitten, so enraging Joe that he screamed and yowled and was about to bloody Clyde's face.
"Stop it! Stop it, Joe! This is me, Clyde!"
"Put me down or I swear you're hamburger!"
Clyde stared at him, shocked, then took off running, clutching him, swinging into his car. He dumped Joe on the seat. "Where…?"
"Jack Reed's place."
"Why would-"
"Will you hurry! My god, Clyde…"
Clyde started the car, spun out of the lot. "Hang on. And keep your claws out of the upholstery."
Joe considered the expensive white leather beneath his paws, brand new, as soft as velvet and far more costly. The cherry red 1926 Rio was worth enough to keep Joe in smoked salmon for twenty decades; even one claw mark, according to Clyde, would decrease its value. Swinging a U-turn, Clyde followed the police units at a decorous pace that drove Joe crazy. "Could you step it up a bit?"
"You want me to get stopped for speeding?"
"If I can't slip in behind those guys' heels, I'll have to go through the attic, drop out of the crawl space right in their faces."
"How do you know?"
"Already been in there. Already done that. There's no other way in. Damned house is boarded up like a prison."
"I'll take you in through the front door."
"This is a bust, Clyde, not a Saturday-afternoon ball game. You're not going in through the front door."
Clyde just looked at him.
"Keep your eyes on the road. You're a civilian. Even if you are Harper's best friend you can't go charging into a police bust. Even if you were carrying, you-"
Slowing for a stop sign, Clyde looked at him hard. Joe wished sometimes he could carry, that a cat was equipped with more effective weaponry than claws and teeth. Clyde slowed at Jack Reed's street, looked up toward Reed's house. The block was dominated by police units. They could see Reed's truck parked farther on; Reed was just getting out. Harper and Garza stood on the walk waiting for him, Max's hands at his sides.
Pulling around the corner, Clyde slid to the curb. Joe was pawing at the door handle when Clyde snatched him up again. "You can go under the house, I'll pull a vent cover off. You can-"
"Won't work," Joe said. "Grids are nailed tight; Dulcie and I already checked." This was amazing, this was for the record, that after their San Francisco caper, Clyde would even think to help him again.
Hauling Joe out of the car, clutching him close, Clyde cut through the neighbor's backyards, approaching the blinded Reed house with its plywood-sealed windows. Moving along the side of the house, they could see, out f
ront, the tail end of one police unit.
"Just drop me, Clyde, and get out of here. I can hear all I want from the bushes," he lied. Feeling Clyde's distracted grip loosen, he made a powerful leap and was free, diving for cover.
From deep in the bushes he hissed, "Get out of here before one of those cops sees you. You could never explain this to Max."
Clyde gave him a look, but he turned and left. Joe didn't relax until he heard the Rio pull away, the sound of its engine fading in the direction of the village.
31
"Genelle's asleep," Wilma Getz said, taking Lori's hand. Lori watched the former parole officer uncertainly, then glanced up at Cora Lee. She'd seen Ms. Getz in the library. Did Ms. Getz remember her from when she was little and she had gone there with Mama? Did Ms. Getz know who she was? A parole officer had to be nosy, had to be the kind to ask questions.
There were two other women with her, a small wrinkled woman who always wore a white maid's uniform-Lori had seen her around the village-and a tall, redheaded woman who was younger and had freckles. They were sitting in a small waiting room at one end of the hospital corridor, a flowery room with magazines, nothing like the empty, medicine-smelling corridors. Cora Lee drew Lori to a couch and introduced them, using only Lori's first name. Lori tried to mind her manners. Mavity Flowers lived with Cora Lee. The redheaded woman's last name was Harper; Lori was sure she was the wife of the chief of police. Oh boy, she'd really stepped in it. Even if Pa hadn't told anyone else that she was gone, by now he might have asked the cops if a runaway child had been found. And the chief's wife would likely know all about that.
Mrs. Harper wasn't dressed like Lori thought of a cop's wife; she wore faded jeans and a pale-blue sweatshirt over a green turtleneck, and muddy, scuffed boots that smelled of horse. Her hair was really red, long and kinky, and was held back with a piece of brown yarn crookedly tied. When she rose and left the room, Lori was afraid she'd call the station. She'd said she was going for coffee, and to see if Genelle was still sleeping.
"Sometimes," Mrs. Harper said, "the nurses get busy and forget to come tell you when someone's awake." She looked at Lori. "They have cocoa. Or a Coke if you'd like."
"Cocoa, please," Lori said, swallowing.
Cora Lee said, "Mavity and Wilma and Charlie and I have already seen her. She got sleepy, but we thought we'd stay in case she wanted company again, or maybe a malt from the cafeteria, something besides hospital food." The waiting room was like a pretty parlor you'd see in North Carolina, with peach-colored walls and a flowered couch and matching flowery chairs. The only thing missing to make it into a little southern parlor, like their Greenville neighbors who had nicer houses than they did, was doilies on the arms or little figurines on a shelf. Sitting on the couch between Cora Lee and Ms. Getz, Lori didn't like to think that Genelle might not go home again. Mama died in a hospital. Alone.
"She asked for you," Ms. Getz said softly. "She's already stronger than when we brought her in."
"She was by the bookcase when she fell?" Lori asked.
Ms. Getz nodded.
"Why was she by the books, all alone, and without her oxygen?" Lori had such a sinking feeling Genelle might have been searching for a book for her, because they'd been talking about books. Because Genelle had asked if she'd read Roller Skates, and Lori had said no. "What book was she looking for?"
"She… I don't know," Ms. Getz said quickly. "Quite a few books had fallen."
Cora Lee was studying Lori, her brown eyes deep and caring. "You know she has a lung disease, one that cannot be cured. It makes her weak, Lori. Easy to take a fall."
Lori nodded. "Cancer," she said softly. And she thought, Like Mama.
Cora Lee said, "As pressure in the lungs increases, one is apt to faint. It's not surprising that she fell. But what the doctors are looking at now is an increased pressure in the heart, too-pulmonary hypertension.
"Genelle doesn't want to do anything radical. She's willing to take her medication, but…" Cora Lee put her slim hand gently on Lori's arm. Her nails were perfect ovals, not too long, prettily rounded, and polished a pale coral. "Does it make sense to you, Lori, that Genelle doesn't want surgery? Doesn't want any huge and cumbersome effort to prolong her life? That she doesn't want to linger when it's so hard for her to breathe, and will become harder?"
"It makes sense," Lori said, hurting inside. "What could the doctors do? What do they want to do?"
"They could put a shunt in her heart, to open the vein wider so there's less pressure. Genelle doesn't want to do that."
Lori tried to understand how Genelle felt. "I guess… I guess she's not afraid."
"No," Cora Lee said. "She's not afraid. Genelle holds a clear vision of what she believes comes next, when we leave this world. I can only believe her, I have no reason not to."
"Nor do I," Ms. Getz said. She smoothed Lori's hair with a surprisingly gentle hand. She was a tall woman, and slim. She had what Mama would call good bones. She was wearing faded jeans, freshly washed and creased, a white turtleneck sweater that looked soft enough to be cashmere, and a tweed blazer with little flecks of pale blue among the tan and cream. Her brown boots were well polished. Though she had more than enough wrinkles to be a grandmother, she didn't look like a grandmother. She looked tougher and stronger than grandmothers in books and movies. Lori had never known either of her own grandmothers.
"Over the years," Ms. Getz said, "Genelle has collected works written by many scholars and medical people about an afterlife. Well, you can find proof of anything if you try; there's no way to know until we get there-but I'll throw in with Genelle."
Lori liked Ms. Getz. She talked to her, as did Genelle and Cora Lee, not as a child. They didn't talk down to her the way that welfare woman did. The little wrinkled lady in her white uniform, Mavity something, watched them and said nothing. Lori couldn't guess what she was thinking. She had no idea that there was another presence in the room until she heard a deep and steady purr. Looking around her and then down into Ms. Getz's shopping bag, she laughed out loud.
A pair of green eyes looked up at her from the depths of the bag, and Dulcie purred louder. Ms. Getz said, "Genelle was asking for my little cat, so I smuggled her in. You won't tell?"
Lori laughed again. "I won't tell." And as Lori leaned over to pet Dulcie, Mrs. Harper returned to say that Genelle was awake and they could see her, one or two at a time. "You go," Mrs. Harper said, touching Lori's shoulder.
Following Cora Lee, Lori felt cold and afraid. Afraid to see Genelle here in this hospital that, beyond the pretty parlor, was chill and unfriendly and smelled of medicine and sick people. Passing the partly open doors of the rooms, she could see people propped up in metal beds, or lying flat and pale with tubes sticking out, as if they were already half dead. Some were watching TV, though, and that was nicer.
Genelle Yardley was sitting up in bed beneath a white blanket and white sheets, reading a little paperback book that looked like all the weight she could hold in her pale hands. But when she saw Lori, she smiled, laid her book open across her lap, and put out her hand. Her smile shone bright, and her faded brown eyes looked so pleased that Lori didn't dare be afraid or uneasy.
"Will you read to me?" Genelle said when Lori sat down beside the bed in a straight wooden chair. "My eyes grow tired, even my hand gets tired. Do you know this book?"
Lori shook her head.
Genelle handed the thin volume to Lori, her finger marking the place. "I'm not very far, you could start again, I'd like that. It's a story written for grown-ups, but maybe you'll like a bit of it."
Lori opened to the first page, and was at once drawn into the story, "'The baloney weighted the raven down,'" she read, " 'and the shopkeeper almost caught him as he whisked out the delicatessen door. Frantically he beat his wings to gain altitude, looking like a small black electric fan. An updraft caught him and threw him into the sky. He circled…'"
Cora Lee Watched the child and the old woman for a moment, then slip
ped away, quickly returning to the waiting room, to Wilma and Charlie and Mavity.
"I don't think she needs us anymore, for the moment. Moral support is wonderful, but a child with a book is better. Except…" She looked at Wilma. "Genelle was asking earlier for your little cat again. Maybe she and Lori would both like to have her there."
Amused, sharing a secret look with Charlie, Wilma rose with her shopping bag. "I'll just hang the 'Do Not Disturb' sign on the door so no nurse walks in and finds a cat in the hospital. Who knows what that would stir up."
In Genelle's room, Wilma settled into a small upholstered chair and set Dulcie's shopping bag by the bed. Dulcie, looking out, met Lori's pleased glance, but Lori didn't stop reading. When the door was securely closed, Dulcie reared up out of the bag and jumped onto the bed.
Genelle wasn't as pale as Dulcie had expected. Lori sat close beside her on a straight chair, her feet dangling, her voice soft but clear. " 'One mausoleum was set away from the others by a short path. It was an old building…'"As Lori read, Dulcie nosed the blanket and slipped underneath, out of sight. Gently Genelle reached under and stroked her ears.
"The front door itself was open," Lori read, "and on the steps there sat a small man in slippers. He waved at the raven as the bird swept down…"
Dulcie purred and dozed, listening. This story always made her smile. Genelle was smiling, too.
'The raven was puffing for breath a little and he looked at the small man rather bitterly. "Corn flakes weren't good enough," he said hoarsely. "Bernard Baruch eats corn flakes, but you have to have baloney."
"Did you have trouble bringing it?" asked the small man, whose name was Jonathan Rebeck.
"Damn near ruptured myself." The raven grunted.
"Birds don't get ruptured," said Mr. Rebeck a little uncertainly.
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