The town gossips were obviously hard at work.
"Dinner smells delightful," Savannah forced herself to say, with an affable nod in his direction. She would make it through this night or die trying.
Zach turned back to his cooking with a grunt.
Savannah felt her temper spark and begin to blaze. Of all the rude—
"Oh, I'm so thrilled to see you." Elle crossed the kitchen in record time, pulling Savannah into a fierce hug. She would not let her brother-in-law and her best friend, people she loved with all her heart, remain enemies. It just wouldn't do in a town the size of Pilot Isle. They could argue all they wanted at the jail or in front of the oyster factory; they could tear each other apart for the sake of independence and jurisdiction; but they would not at the first supper Elle hosted after her return from her honeymoon.
"You look wonderful, Savannah."
"You, too," Savannah said, stepping back. Elle had noticed before that her friend didn't like being held; it made her wonder what Savannah's life had been like as a child.
"I'm happy. Noah makes me happy." Elle looked over her shoulder, found her husband standing at his brother's side, teasing Zach about his flowery apron.
After a brief series of introductions, Elle slipped her arm through her friend's and said, "Let's take this outside."
She led them out a back door and onto a wide porch, to a table set with blue and white dishes, many of them chipped. "Happy, Vannie. Can you believe I'm saying that? A man has made me happy! A man. One of those uncompromising, inflexible beasts."
"I always believed a fruitful union was possible," Savannah said, seating herself across from Elle. "Many of the women working for the cause have wonderful marriages." Pouring a glass of water, she sipped slowly. "Others, well, not so wonderful."
Elle propped her elbows on the table and leaned forward. "But not you?"
"Me?"
"Don't you want to love someone, Vannie? And have him love you?"
"Ah, I recognize this. The stage where you're so blissfully delirious that you want everyone to have what you have."
Elle laughed and slid a saltshaker in a wide circle. "Would you think me demented if I agreed?"
"No, of course not. I'm delighted for you. You've spoken of nothing but this man since we met at university. On the quad near that old dogwood tree. Remember the conversations we used to have about your life here? Anyway"—she waved her hand to shoo away a persistent fly—"it isn't for me. Marriage isn't for me. It's not as if I haven't been courted. And experienced all the nonsense that goes along with that charming ritual."
"You can't mean Henry Bolton Finch the Third?"
Savannah smiled. "He had all the necessary equipment, didn't he?"
"Vannie, you were engaged for all of two days before he ran off with his bulter's son."
"I was relived, truth be told."
Elle sat back with a sigh. "I know. That's the problem. Suffering cats, I bet you never even kissed him."
"Kissing is vastly overrated, if you ask me."
A deep laugh sounded behind her. "Depends on who's doing it, Miss Connor."
Savannah tilted her head back, embarrassed, but damned if she'd show it. "I think I'd prefer to heed the testimony of a more reliable witness, Constable."
Zach shrugged and sat a pan of biscuits on the table. As she watched him walk back into the house, she noted that his apron was absent. And that his trousers fit extremely well. "Ohhh, that man. What I wouldn't like to enlighten him about. Depends on who's doing it, my eye."
She swiveled to find a wide smile crossing her friend's face. A glow of discovery lit Elle's cheeks. "Oh no, you don't. Don't go getting any crazy ideas. I despise the man, and he despises me."
"You think he's attractive."
Savannah pleated the tablecloth between her finger and thumb. "Well, yes, I suppose. A little. He's not the ugliest man I've encountered. So what?"
"So, every woman in town has been trying to get his attention since his wife passed away. Over two years now without a dash of success."
"He's capable and fair-minded. A leader, without doubt. Why wouldn't they try?"
"They're not interested in his mind, Vannie. Or his leadership skills, unless you mean the ones he'd use in bed."
Savannah looked across the table, into her friend's mirthful green gaze. "Is it good?" she whispered.
Elle nodded, humming beneath her breath. "Very."
"Worth all the trouble? The mess? The bother?" She had read about it, and in literal terms, it sounded a touch distasteful.
"More than you can imagine."
"But wouldn't it, I mean, couldn't the situation be unpleasant in some cases?"
"I'm sure. If you got the wrong man."
Smoothing the tablecloth with the heel of her hand, Savannah said, "But I don't like him."
"You like him enough."
"He doesn't like me."
Elle laughed softly. "He likes you enough."
Savannah glanced over her shoulder just to make sure no one was observing them, her stomach dancing. "What do you mean?"
"Vannie, let's speak plainly. I didn't wait until I got married. Noah's proposal came late in the day, do you understand? And I wouldn't change anything I did because it was wonderful."
"But you loved him."
"I do. And I did, yes. But love doesn't have to be there. For centuries, people have been experiencing passion without being in love. In fact, in this case, it would be a detriment. You don't want to get married, and Zach will never marry again." Elle nodded her head, fully convincing herself. "Why should two beautiful, loving people be lonely because of society's dictates when they could come to a reasonable agreement that would benefit them both?"
Savannah paused, never one to rally around society's decrees, especially when they hampered a woman's progress. "Do you honestly think sexual relations might aid my growth as a woman? Will I be stronger? I certainly never imagined I would need it."
"Mercy above, it's changed my entire outlook. I understand men much better than I used to, I can tell you that much. It simplifies the mystery."
"Truly?" Savannah finished the rest of her water and tapped the glass against the table. "That would be very helpful in my line of work."
"Plus, my grandmère always told me I needn't be married to experience passion."
"Ah, yes." Savannah nodded. "You're French. I sometimes forget."
The men stumbled out the door just then, their hands loaded with plates and tins, the smell of freshly baked biscuits drifting along behind them. They laughed, Rory dogging their heels.
All at once, Savannah was surrounded by men. Surrounded by new and liberating visions of what she could do with them.
"You'll think about it?" Elle whispered.
Yes, she thought, noting the way Constable Garrett's shoulders flexed beneath his pressed cotton shirt. The way he smiled at his son, a flash of white teeth and firm lips.
She would.
* * *
The glass of wine had gone straight to her head.
A thick, sultry flavor colored her vision. The candles, sputtering in pools of wax and casting obliging shadows across the faces of those at the dinner, didn't hurt, either. In the balmy darkness, the sound of crickets chirping and waves rolling into the shore a soothing distraction, the people surrounding the table looked beautiful. Elle and Noah, who touched with increasing frequency; Rory, who had long ago fallen asleep in his father's lap.
And Zachariah, most of all.
Savannah drew a deep breath, finishing the last of her wine. She needed to leave before she made a grave error and considered her friend's words too carefully. Before she could rise, Elle and Noah did, in one fluid movement, their hands linked.
"Let me get him to bed," Noah said, lifting Rory from Zach's arms and into his own. "Good night, Savannah."
Zach nodded, an amused tilt to his lips. "Fine. 'Night."
Elle grasped Savannah's hand as she passed. "I'll see you at the sc
hool in the morning. Zach will see you home."
"Of course," he murmured, the smile still in place.
The tablecloth flipped in the breeze, the gentle snap filling the awkward silence. For a moment, the murmur of Rory's sleepy voice drifted from an upstairs window. Then it faded away.
"He's a bright child," she offered.
"Interesting observation from someone who doesn't like children."
She paused. The man didn't miss much. However, it sounded terrible to admit the truth. "I like them; who doesn't like children? I simply am not inured to them. I was the youngest and have obviously never been married. Opportunities to fraternize with children have been limited."
"Fraternize. Inured," Zach repeated, draining his wine glass. "More of your substantial words."
"Is there something wrong with speaking well, Constable?"
Zach laughed, a lock of hair dropping across his brow, his gray eyes almost lost to the shadows. "About as much wrong with it as there is with enjoying kissing."
"I didn't say I thought there was anything wrong with enjoying it. I merely stated that I thought it is overrated."
"It being kissing, I take?" He leaned in, his elbows sliding onto the table for the first time that evening. She could have taken the man to a presidential dinner and he would have fit in.
"Yes. Kissing. Overrated."
"I could change your mind," Zach said, surprising the hell out of them both. Why would he take something as simple as this banter as a challenge? "I don't know that I want to, but I feel right sure I could."
"How arrogant. How typically male."
"I suppose." He shrugged and reached for the wine bottle. "More?"
She nodded, frowning now. "How do you know you could change my mind? It's been a long time since you... well—"
"Over two years." The pain was there, an ache in his chest he imagined he would feel every time he thought of Hannah.
And he thought of her every day. Dreamed of her about as often. But lately, maybe only in the past week, he'd begun to realize that his life had not ended with his wife's.
He either had to die or start living again.
Because of Rory, there really was no choice at all.
"Were you happy?" she asked.
Glancing across the table, he watched the flickering candlelight wash over Savannah. A soft glow highlighted the mass of chestnut curls she was not capable of controlling. Long lashes brushed her fine-boned cheeks as she blinked slowly, watching him watch her.
With those looks, it was no wonder the men in town were buzzing about her.
"I was happy," he said, letting the wine trickle down his throat, hoping it would dull his heartache.
"What was she like?"
Zach closed his eyes and rested his head on the back of the chair, remembering. The crash of waves in the distance and the rustle of pine branches in the breeze soothed him. A little. "She was fragile. Like an angel made of glass. The kind they blow until it's so thin you think it'll break if you touch it."
He had often been afraid to touch her, to hug her with even half his strength, but that was far too personal a memory to share. "There wasn't a cross bone in her body or an evil thought in her head. She was good... kind." He blinked, refocused. Savannah had moved forward in her chair, her arms propped on the table, her eyes gleaming in the candlelight. "But she wasn't strong. I knew when I asked her to marry me that I would have to take care of her, that it wouldn't be the other way around. I accepted that, I wanted it."
"You wanted her."
Yes. He had wanted Hannah, had loved her intensely—something he had not felt for a woman since. But as the years of their marriage passed, and she seemed to wither under his care, he had often questioned whether he was the right man for her. If any man could be the right man for her. At the very end, he had almost decided that staying in the nurturing care of her family would have been best. He was a man, and he had needed certain things.
Things Hannah had given freely but without genuine interest. Without fire or enthusiasm.
It horrified him, made him feel guilty as hell, to think he'd loved a woman so completely, yet had very little in common with her in bed.
Conversely, the woman sitting across from him—uppity, proud, and sassy—was everything Hannah had not been. He sure as heck didn't like her... but he liked watching her. Watching swift, joyful smiles cross her face, hearing her gusts of uninhibited laughter, and the way her mirth pressed her bosom against her crisp shirtwaist.
She enjoyed life, or so it looked to him.
He even imagined she might be an entertaining companion, maybe even pleasant on a good day. And just when he felt safe thinking that, she would turn and deliver a crushing line of superiority and irritate him so bad he wanted to spit.
On her.
But she was intriguing, all right. That, he could not deny.
"What about you, Miss Connor? Never felt the urge to shackle yourself to a man?"
She straightened in her chair, her spine locking one vertebrae at a time until she sat as rigid as a dried-up schoolmarm. "Me?" With a scant laugh, she took a hasty sip of wine.
Zach smiled, sinking low in his chair, balancing his glass on his stomach. So, she doesn't want to talk about herself. "It's a customary question, isn't it? I thought most women wanted marriage."
She sniffed. "I'm not most women, Constable."
No kidding, he wanted to say, eyeing her over the rim of his glass.
"Furthermore, I have a calling which keeps me decisively engaged for most of my waking—"
"Busy."
She started, sliding forward a bit. "Pardon me?"
"Busy. Your calling keeps you busy. 'Actively engaged' sounds so"—he took a thoughtful sip—"frosty."
"Frosty?"
"Cool."
"Cool?" If he could see her well enough, he'd bet money her cheeks were blazing. "Constable, I'm neither frosty nor cool, nor—"
"Frigid."
Flattening her palms on the table, she rose to her feet, her shadow washing over him. "I'm not frigid."
He paused, felt an undeniable urge to challenge her. But, no, he couldn't do that. Could he?
"Prove it," he said, confirming that wine had indeed distorted his reasoning.
"Okay," she whispered. "I will."
He lifted his head, jerked ramrod straight in his chair, searching Savannah's face for any indication that she was bluffing. Her clothes, her skin, her features were all obscured in gray and black, giving him no clue.
"Are you joking?"
She released a pent-up breath and started to edge around the table toward him. "You said you could change my mind. Perhaps I can change yours."
He waved her back with his glass, sloshing a drop or two on his trousers in the process. "You must know that I'm not a marrying man. Never, ever again."
She halted, surprising the heck out of him by throwing her head back and laughing, her body curving with it. It was a masculine laugh and damned appealing. "Oh, heavens, Constable, is that a call for marriage in your world? I've never been kissed well enough to get me in front of a minister." Covering her mouth with her hand, she gasped, "Must be some—what would you call it—mighty fine kissing to make people take vows."
"Well," he said, feeling a frown bunch his brow, "it could be good. That's not out of the realm of possibility."
"Prove it," she said around another burst of laughter. "Prove it, prove it, prove it."
He rubbed a hand across his chin, debating the wisdom of having any more wine. Had he actually thought he was in control of this situation? "I don't know. This all seems crazy to me. And it was my idea."
She gulped a breath and patted her chest. "My, from the fantastic entertainment I've witnessed in this town, I'm sure it does." Taking a step forward, she held out her hand, as if she were trying hard not to startle him. It was downright insulting. "Rightly, Constable, you asked me first. And I'm willing to go the distance to solve a disagreement."
"I bet
you're always willing," Zach muttered, wondering if he'd lost his mind sitting in his backyard on a lovely twilight evening. Gambling with a woman who wouldn't back down if a tiger had her latched in its jaws.
"Are you willing?"
Through the shadows, he found her gleaming eyes, her slightly curved mouth. "No, it's too reckless. Too irresponsible."
"You're sounding like a father. Or a constable, Constable."
"I'm both, Miss Connor."
He watched her lips tilt and flow into a glorious smile. "Rory's in bed, safe and sound. Most of the town is in bed, safe and sound. And you're here, with a pragmatic woman who can take care of herself. Two adults and one magnificent challenge."
"More like a dare," he said and drained his glass.
She took a step closer, until her skirt brushed his knee. "Call it a dare if you like."
"No." His resolve slipped a notch when she crouched before him, the pleasing angles of her face flooding into view. She was much, much too tempting.
"I'll do it all. You don't have to participate. That should be enough to prove my case."
"I wasn't serious when I said that. I'm sure you're not, hell, frigid."
She leaned in, her hands sliding along the arms of the chair, her face fading out of view as it closed in on his. A scent, provocative and earthy, stole in with his stuttered breath. "You see, Constable, I'm always serious." He watched her moisten her lips, so near he could almost taste her. "Close your eyes. I've heard that's the way it's done."
Chapter 3
The brain is not, and cannot be,
the sole or complete organ of thought or feeling.
~Antoinette Brown Blackwell
Savannah held her breath, waiting, her pulse tapping against her temples in a potent rhythm, her fingers trembling where they gripped the chair. Who was this woman? This boastful, immodest woman challenging the most attractive man in town to a sexual dual?
Zachariah Garrett was right: she was crazy.
A moment passed; then he closed his eyes.
Dear God, he closed his eyes.
She moved in, nearly resting in his lap, all the while keeping his lips in view. They looked firm and very nicely shaped. Harder than hers, most assuredly.
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