by Rice, Anne
Neither of us dared take a step. The precious articles surrounding the burial were too beautifully arranged. We could see the ear ornaments now, glinting, as the soft moldering earth nearly swallowed them, and across the would-be chest of the being we saw a long richly carved scepter, which perhaps he had held in his hand.
“Look at all the debris,” she said. “No doubt he was wrapped in fabric full of precious amulets and sacrifices. Now the fabric’s gone and only the stone objects remain.”
There was a loud noise behind us. I could hear pottery smashing. Merrick gave a short cry, as though something had struck her.
Then willfully, indeed, as if driven, she plunged forward, dropped to her knees, and picked up the brilliant green mask. She darted back with it, away from the remains of the corpse.
A flying stone struck me on the forehead. Something shoved at my back.
“Come on, let’s leave the rest for the archaeologists,” she said. “I have what I came for. It’s what Oncle Vervain told me to get.”
“The mask? You mean you knew all the time there was a mask in this tunnel, and that’s what you wanted?”
She was already on her way to the outside air.
Scarcely had I caught up with her when she was pushed backwards.
“I’m taking it, I have to have it,” she declared.
As we both tried to continue, something unseen blocked our path. I reached out. I could touch it. It was like a soft silent wall of energy.
Merrick suddenly gave over her flashlight to me and in both hands she held the mask.
At any other time of my life, I would have been admiring it, for it had an immense amount of expression and detail. Though there were holes for eyes and a gash for the mouth, all features were deeply contoured and the gloss of the thing was beautiful in itself.
As it was, I moved with all my strength against this force that sought to block me, lifting both flashlights as if they were clubs.
Merrick again startled me with a gasp. She held the mask to her face, and as she turned to look at me it appeared brilliant and faintly ghastly in the light. It seemed suspended in the darkness, for I could scarce make out her hands or her body at all.
She turned it away from me, still holding it to her face. And again there came a gasp from her.
The air in the cave fell silent and still.
All I could hear was her breathing and then my own. It seemed she began to whisper something in a foreign tongue, though I didn’t know what tongue it was.
“Merrick?” I asked gently. In the abrupt and welcome stillness, the air of the cave felt moist and sweetly cool. “Merrick,” I said again, but I could not rouse her. She stood with the mask over her face, peering ahead of us, and then, with a surprising gesture, she ripped the thing away and gave it over to me.
“Take it, look through it,” she whispered.
I shoved my flashlight through my belt loop, gave hers back to her, and took the mask in both hands. I remember those little gestures because they were so ordinary, and I didn’t know yet what I thought about the stillness around us or the dimness in which we stood.
Far, far away was the greenery of the jungle, and everywhere above us and around us the coarse but beautiful mosaics glittered with their tiny bits of stone.
I lifted the mask as she had directed me. A swimming sensation overcame me. I took several steps backwards, but whatever else I did, I don’t know. The mask remained in place and my hands remained on it, and all else had subtly changed.
The cave was full of flaring torches, there was the sound of someone chanting in a low and repetitive manner, and before me in the dimness there stood a figure, wavering as if he were not entirely solid, but rather made of silk, and left to the mercy of the scant draught from the entrance of the cave.
I could see his expression clearly, though not define it entirely or say what feature conspired in his young male face to evince what emotion or how. He was begging me in dumb eloquence to get out of the cave and to leave the mask behind.
“We can’t take it,” I said. Or rather I heard myself say this. The chanting grew louder. More shapes closed in around the one waver-ing but determined figure. It seemed he stretched out his arms to beseech me.
“We can’t take it,” I said again. His arms were a golden brown and covered with gorgeous stone bracelets. His face was oval and his eyes dark and quick. I saw tears on his cheeks.
“We can’t take it,” I said, and then I felt myself falling. “We must leave it. We must bring back the things that were taken before!”
An overwhelming sadness and grief swallowed me; I wanted to lie on the ground; so great was this emotion and so right was it that I felt it and expressed it with my entire form.
Yet no sooner had I hit the ground—at least I think I did—than I was jerked upright, and the mask was ripped away. One moment I felt it in my fingers and against my face, and the next I felt nothing and saw nothing but the distant light flickering in the green leaves.
The figure was gone, the chanting had stopped, the grief was broken. Merrick was pulling me with all her strength:
“David, come on!” she said. “Come on!” She would not be denied.
And I myself felt an overwhelming desire to get out of the cave with her, and to take the mask; to steal this magic, this indescribable magic which had enabled me to see the spirits of the place with my own eyes. Boldly, wretchedly, without any excuse whatsoever, I reached down, without losing a pace, and caught up a handful of brilliant glinting stone artifacts from the thick moldering floor, stuffing them into my pockets as I went on.
We were in the open jungle in a matter of moments. We ignored the unseen hands that assailed us, the volleys of leaves, and the urgent cries of the howler monkeys, as though they’d joined in the assault. A slender banana tree crashed down into our path, and we moved over it, hacking the others that seemed to be bowing to strike us in the face.
We made remarkable time, moving through the hallway of the temple. We were almost running when we found the remnants of the trail. The spirits sent more of the banana trees flapping towards us. There was a rain of coconuts, which did not strike us. From time to time small pebbles came in a little gale.
But as we continued, the assault gradually fell away. At last there was nothing but a soundless howling. I was crazed. I was a perfect devil. I didn’t care. She had the mask. She had the mask which enabled a person to see spirits. She had it. Oncle Vervain hadn’t been strong enough to get it, I knew it. And neither had been Cold Sandra nor Honey nor Matthew. The spirits had driven them out.
Silently, Merrick clutched the mask to her chest and kept going. Neither of us stopped, no matter how bad the ground under us, no matter how bad the heat, until we reached the jeep.
Only then did she open her backpack and put the mask inside of it. She threw the jeep into reverse, backed up into the jungles, turned the car around, and headed for Santa Cruz del Flores at a boisterous and furious speed.
I remained silent until we were alone together in our tent.
15
Merrick flopped down on her cot and for a moment did and said nothing. Then she reached for the bottle of Flor de Caña rum and drank a deep gulp.
I preferred water for the moment, and though we’d been driving for a considerable time, my heart was still pounding, and I felt my age miserably as I sat there trying to catch my breath.
Finally, when I started to say something about what we’d done and how we’d done it, when I raised my voice in an attempt to put things in some sort of perspective, Merrick gestured for me to be quiet.
Her face was flushed. She sat as if her heart too were giving her the worst, though I knew better, and then she took another sizable drink of her rum.
Her cheeks were blazing as she looked across at me as I sat on my cot facing her. Her face was wet with sweat.
“What did you see?” she asked, “when you looked through it?”
“I saw them!” I said. “I saw a weepi
ng man, a priest, perhaps, perhaps a king, perhaps a nobody, except that he was beautifully dressed. He wore fine bracelets. He wore long robes. He pleaded with me. He was grieving and miserable. He let me know it was a dreadful thing. He let me know the dead of the place weren’t gone!”
She sat back, resting on both her arms, her breasts thrust forward, her eyes fixed on the top of the tent.
“And you?” I asked. “What did you see?”
She wanted to answer, but she seemed unable. She sat forward again and reached for her backpack, her eyes moving from side to side, her expression what is aptly called wild.
“Did you see the same thing?” I asked her.
She nodded. Then she opened the backpack and removed the mask so carefully one would have thought it was made of glass. It was now, in the dim daylight of the tent and the gold light of the one lantern, that I perceived how carefully and deeply the features were carved. The lips were thick and long and spread back as if in a scream. The eye ridges gave no surprise to the expression, only a sense of calm.
“Look,” she said, putting her fingers through an opening at the top of the forehead, and then pointing out an opening over each ear. “It was strapped to his face with leather, most likely. It wasn’t merely laid over his bones.”
“And what do you think it means?”
“That it was his, for looking at spirits. That it was his, and he knew the magic wasn’t intended for just anyone; that he knew it was magic that could give harm.”
She turned over the mask and lifted it. She wanted clearly to put it over her face again but something stopped her. At last she stood up and went to the door of the tent. There was an open seam there through which she could peer out and along the mud street to the little plaza, and she seemed to be doing this, holding the mask below her face.
“Go on, do it,” I said, “or give it to me and I will.”
Hesitantly she pursued her course. She lifted the mask and held it firm over her face for a long moment, and then jerked it roughly away. She sat down exhausted on the cot, as though the entire little enterprise of only a few precious moments had tapped her strength at the core. Once again, her pupils danced wildly. Then she looked at me, and she grew a little calm.
“What did you see?” I asked. “Spirits of the village?”
“No,” she answered. “I saw Honey in the Sunshine. I saw her watching me. I saw Honey. Oh, dear God, I saw Honey. Don’t you see what’s she done?”
I didn’t immediately respond, but of course I saw. I let her speak the words.
“She’s led me here, led me to a mask through which I can see her; she’s brought me to a means by which she can come through!”
“Listen to me, darling,” I said, and I reached out and took her wrist. “Fight this spirit. It has no claim on you any more than any other spirit. Life belongs to those who are alive, Merrick, and life is to be honored over death! You didn’t drown Honey in the Sunshine, you have that from her own lips.”
She didn’t answer me. She put her elbow on her knee and rested her forehead in her right hand. The mask she held with her left. I think she was staring at it but I couldn’t be sure. She began to tremble.
Gently, I took the mask from her. I laid it carefully on my cot. Then I remembered the objects I’d collected before leaving the cave. I reached inside my pocket to retrieve them. They were four perfectly carved little Olmecoid figures, two of bald, somewhat fat, creatures, the other two of lean scowling gods. A shiver passed through me as I looked at these small faces. I could have sworn I heard a chorus of voices for an instant, as though someone had turned up the dial on a piece of amplified music. Then the silence rushed at me as if it were palpable. I broke out in a sweat.
These little creatures, these little gods, had the same luster as the mask.
“We’re taking this all back with us,” I declared. “And as far as I’m concerned, I want to revisit the cave as soon as I’ve regained my strength.”
She looked up at me.
“You can’t be serious,” she said. “You would challenge those spirits?”
“Yes, I’d challenge them. I don’t say we take the mask back to the cave to look through. Dear God, I wouldn’t dream of such a thing. But I can’t leave behind such an unexplored mystery. I have to go back. What I want to do is examine what’s there as carefully as I can. Then I think we must contact one of the universities active here and let them know of just what we found. I don’t mean to speak of the mask, you understand. At least not until we’ve made certain that it’s ours to keep beyond any dispute.”
It was a tangled question, this matter of universities and digs and claims to antiquities, and I was in no mood for it just then. I felt hot all over. My stomach was heaving, which almost never happens to me. “I’ve got to see that cave again. God help me, I know why you came back here. I understand everything. I want to go back at least once, maybe twice, how do I know—.” I broke off. The wave of sickness passed.
She was staring at me as if she were in grave and secret distress. She looked as sick as I felt. With both her hands, she clawed at her thick hair and drew it back from her lovely forehead. Her green eyes appeared hot.
“Now, you know,” I said, “that we have four men with us that can get this mask out of the country and back to New Orleans with no difficulty. Shall I give it to them now?”
“No, don’t do anything with it just yet,” she said. She stood up. “I’m going to the church.”
“What for?” I asked her.
“To pray, David!” she said impatiently, glowering down at me. “Don’t you believe in anything really?” she demanded. “I’m going into the church to pray.” And on her way she went.
She’d been gone for about twenty minutes when I finally poured myself a glass of the rum. I was so thirsty. It was strange to be thirsty and sick at the same time. Except for the sound of a few chickens or turkeys, I didn’t honestly know which, the village was quiet, and no one came to disturb my solitude in the tent.
I stared at the mask, and I realized that my head was aching terribly, that indeed a throbbing had commenced behind my eyes. I didn’t think too much about it, as headaches have never been a torment to me, until I realized that the mask was becoming a blur in my sight.
I tried to refocus. I couldn’t. Indeed, I felt hot all over, and every tiny insect bite which I’d suffered began to make itself known.
“This is nonsense,” I said aloud, “I’ve had every damned injection known to modern medicine, including several that weren’t known when Matthew got his fever.” Then I realized I was talking to myself. I poured another good shot of the rum and drank it down straight. It seemed to me, rather vaguely, that I would feel much better if the tent weren’t so crowded, and I wished that all the people would leave.
Then I realized that there couldn’t be people in the tent with me. No one had come in. I tried to regain a consistent memory of the last few moments, but something had been lost. I turned and looked at the mask again and then I drank some of the rum, which by now tasted marvelous, and I put down the glass and picked up the mask.
It seemed as light as it was precious, and I held it up so that the light shone through it, and it seemed for a moment to be quite definitely alive. A voice was whispering to me rather feverishly as to all manner of small things which I had to worry about, and someone said:
“Others will come when thousands of years have passed.” Only the words I heard were not in a language which I understood. “But I do understand you,” I said aloud, and then the whispering voice said something that seemed a curse and an ominous prediction. It had to do with the fact that certain things were best left unexplored.
The tent seemed to be moving. Rather, the place where I was seemed to be moving. I put the mask against my skin and I felt steadier. But the entire world had changed. I had changed.
I was standing on a high pavilion and I could see the beautiful mountains all around me, the lower portions of the slopes covered in deep
green forest, and the sky itself was brightly blue.
I looked down and I saw a crowd of thousands surrounding the pavilion. Over on the tops of other pyramids there stood huge masses of people. The people were whispering and shouting and chanting. And there was a small group on my pavilion, all of them faithfully at my side.
“You will call down the rain,” said the voice in my ear, “and it will come. But one day, the snow will come instead of the rain, and on that day, you will die.”
“No, that will never happen!” I said. I realized I was growing dizzy. I was going to fall from the pavilion. I turned around and reached out for the hands of my fellows. “Are you priests, tell me, what you are.” I asked. “I’m David and I demand that you tell me, I’m not the person you believe me to be!”
I realized that I was in the cave. I had all but fallen to the thick soft floor. Merrick was shouting at me to get up. Before me stood the weeping spirit.
“The Lonely Spirit, how many times have you called me?” said the tall being sadly. “How many times have you, the magician, reached out for the lonely soul? You have no right to call those between life and death. Leave the mask behind you. The mask is wrong, don’t you understand what I’m telling you!”
Merrick cried my name. I felt the mask ripped from my face. I looked up. I was lying down on my cot, and she was standing over me.
“Good God, I’m sick,” I told her. “I’m very sick. Get me the shaman. No, there’s no time for the shaman. We must set out for the airport now.”
“Quiet, be quiet, lie still,” said Merrick. But her face was dark with fear. I heard her thoughts clearly. It’s happening all over again, just as it happened to Matthew. It’s happening to David. I myself have some deep immunity, but it’s happening to David.
I grew very quiet within myself. I’ll fight it, I resolved, and I let my head roll to one side on the pillow, hoping that the pillow would be cool against my cheek. Though I heard Merrick crying out for the men to come to the tent immediately, I saw another person sitting on her cot.