“You’re my saving grace.”
She really is. Charlotte keeps this business running while I focus on all things creative. Without her, I’d be lost. She makes sure I pay attention to my calendar, my bills, and all the other parts of running a business that I feel are less important than my creative work.
I work for another hour or so sculpting my ideas. I don't even notice the time when Charlotte walks back into my office.
“It’s time,” she says.
I look up from my computer.
“Already?”
I scramble to pull together all my notes and computer and anything else I might need. I stuff it all into my vintage leather satchel and then I pull a black suit jacket over the silky, white camisole that’s tucked into my pencil skirt.
“Do I look okay?” I ask Charlotte.
“Everything except the pencil in your hair,” she laughs.
I reach up and feel the sharp point sticking through my bun. I take it out and with it all my blonde hair comes tumbling down over my shoulders.
“Better?” I ask.
“Yes, here’s your green tea. I have an Uber waiting for you downstairs.”
“Oh, thanks Charlotte,” I say as I gather up my things.
“And Claire, good luck!”
Claire
I feel very out of my element.
I'm downtown, in a big box building, with a lot of executives.
Most people in my position—those from a little agency like mine—might be sweating under the pressure, but not me. I have no trouble working with that extra energy pumping in my veins.
This is what I live for. I like to take the business away from the big sharks. There's something that gets me off about knowing that I can bring high-quality clients into the boutique range of advertising.
For now, the meeting is going well. We're all seated around a very long glass conference table in a very prestigious building. All the big guns are here, trying to land this big campaign for Velvet Luxe.
It's a lingerie company that's gaining traction every year.
For me and my little company, it would be a very big steal and a great amount of business. This is the big break we’re waiting for; it would set us up for life to have a company like this under our belt.
It's my turn at the front of the room to present my very rough proposal. With nothing decided yet, it's hard to know what to go on, what the client needs. I have to second guess what specifics the company might like.
I take a deep breath and put on a smile. I'm here to show my best work and I'm gonna give them everything I've got so that we can land this campaign.
I'm the last presenter of the day, and I try to hide my nervousness as I make my way up to the podium. A PowerPoint shines brightly behind me and it showcases our newest ideas.
"So our agency, Epica, would like to represent Velvet Luxe in a new way. We anticipate that since this is a winter campaign, there should be lots of faux fur linings, snow, and sparkles, everything glamorous and chic to get people into the holiday spirit and into the spirit of buying."
I look around the room to see what the sharks are thinking and to see what the executives from the agency think. So far, so good. Everyone seems satisfied, except for the sharks.
"So, I suggest a gold on white color scheme and anything else that might add to the newness of the season. I think this could carry well over into the New Year's looks and so the ad marketing campaigns could run through Christmas and up through January at least."
My designers have come up with an array of ideas that are flashing on the screen behind me. I can tell the executives are happy. Everything is white and gold and shimmering, everything you'd want in a lingerie company.
"I have complete faith that my company can handle a marketing campaign this big and this intense. What we specialize in is bringing the impersonal experience down to a personal, intimate level. We operate out of a small building and we keep things close and this is reflected in our work. You'll see that we're able to reach the trendiest new audiences to the most traditional. That's what we pride ourselves on, having scope."
My presentation ends and the executives look very interested. They tell us all to come up with a more specialized campaign mock-up for them to review more closely. It's standard in the industry, but my heart sinks at having to go up against the sharks once again.
It's not like I don't like their work, I just find it v¬¬ery distant and fundamentally shaped under the broader umbrella of corporate enterprise. I don't think that's what this company wants. I think they want to shine brightly on their most loyal clients and yet also attract new ones.
Nobody wants a marketing scheme like we've all seen a million times, especially over Christmas when you could capitalize on the season for more sales. People want something special.
Just then something very special indeed walks into the room.
“Hi, I’m Liam, this is my assistant Trish. Sorry we’re late.”
He takes a seat and I’m dumbfounded by the pure amount of hotness in the room. My eyes glaze over as I imagine this 6’4 hunk of man between my legs.
He takes a seat and as he does so, a couple locks of sandy brown hair fall over his piercing green eyes. He peers up at me and I blush. Fuck. I’ve been caught staring.
He flashes me an incredible smile and I have to squeeze my legs together to prevent the wetness from oozing all over this fine, leather chair.
I’m not usually one to come in my panties for just anyone. It takes someone...unique to make me even enjoy the experience.
My friends call me frigid, but I know I just have really high standards and nothing will make me waver from that...nothing except for him. He’s my standard. I don’t even know the guy yet I can tell he embodies everything I would want in someone.
That is until I see his assistant, Trish, make her way to the front of the room.
“On behalf on my boss, Liam Alton, I’m going to present the ideas from Dignity Creative,” she says.
Two things are running through my mind. First of all, he’s Liam Alton, as in the playboy Alton who owns the biggest ad agency in town. This guy is not just a CEO...he’s a billionaire.
My stomach tightens, and I get a little bit nauseous as I realize this handsome man—my dream guy—is also my competition. Suddenly, my little company seems smaller than ever, dwarfed by the presence of this man.
The second thing that grabs my attention though is the fact that he can’t even be bothered to present his own ideas. His assistant is doing it. This to me screams of smugness and arrogance and I realize that you can’t judge a book by the cover. Liam’s hot. Like fantasy-level hot, but it speaks a lot about his personality.
“Our firm would like to take Velvet Luxe up to a new level. We can bring this lingerie brand to an international level with the ad ideas we have in store. We are used to dealing with clients of this magnitude and more than that, we propel them to even greater heights of success.”
God, this assistant seems to be bragging more than presenting any ideas of consequence. All the while that she’s talking, I see him staring at me. He’s brooding and dark, and his eyes are all over my body. It makes me uncomfortable to be the focus of his gaze and I squirm in my seat.
Trish continues with the details of their presentation.
“Our campaign will feature rich tones that reflect the lingerie. Deep reds, blacks, and purples will get people in a sexy mood toward the end of the year. There will be nothing light and bright about this. The campaign will get a sensual and dark treatment.”
Damn. Their pitch is polar opposite to my own. I’m imagining lots of white and gold while Dignity Creative wants to make things dark and shady. I wonder what the executives think? I wonder if I still have a chance at this?
Finally, the meeting is over. I can’t get out of there and away from Liam’s prying eyes fast enough.
Yes, I felt flushed being the center of his attention. But no, I can never date him. I know his reputa
tion. He was probably staring at me with such intensity because he figured I could be another notch on his bedpost.
What he doesn’t know is that I have self-respect and I don’t go for guys merely based on looks, or for one night flings. I’m in it for passion, transparency, and longevity...which is probably why I’m frequently single.
I leave the giant building and get into a cab, trying to shake Liam from my mind. I mentally go over the additional ideas I come up in my head. I'm so creatively inspired by this company. I love lingerie and I love this time of year. What could be a better project for me? Any way to use my artistry is just a bonus for me.
The cab winds its way down the busy New York City streets and I write some notes in my little notebook. I have a lot of ideas for the campaign, which may or may not be fueled by the fact that Liam’s, or rather his assistant’s, presentation was so great. I have to win. I deserve this account and I intend to earn it.
I place one heel on the sidewalk and then the other before thanking the cab driver. Then I breathe in a sigh of relief as I see my brick building, Epica, the company I’ve made from scratch.
I’m home. But I also have to get to work...my new motivation is beating Liam and proving to him that he shouldn’t be so cocky as he thinks.
Claire
I am unnerved by the meeting.
I'm thrown off by the guy.
Liam is the hottest thing I've seen in a while.
His gorgeous, chiseled face and deep green eyes are on my mind, tormenting me and throwing me off my game.
I walk into Epica and feel home at last after a big afternoon of dealing with ad agencies that outsize mine in so many ways.
"How was it?" Charlotte asks me as she greets me with green tea and a smile.
"It was...fine."
"Fine? That's all you have to say about it? It was just fine? Come on, tell me everything. How'd they like your ideas?"
She walks with me as I head to my office in the back of the building. It's surrounded by glass and exposed brick walls. I have a view of the city and it excites me. My office also has bean bags, books, and feels very cozy.
Charlotte plops down on a faux fur bean bag and proceeds to procure answers from me.
"Why are you being so aloof, Claire? Usually, you're an open book after important meetings, dying to tell me everything. What happened?"
I sit behind my glass desk, sip my green tea, and eye her cautiously. To tell or not to tell?
"Fine, Charlotte. I'll tell you. The meeting went well. The executives seemed to like my ideas and my presentation was better than the rest, except for one done by one man, or rather his assistant. Have you ever heard of Liam Alton?"
She looks at me in surprise.
"Heard of him? Of course, I have. He's known as one of the hottest and richest men in town. He's also the consummate player. Every girl wants him, but he's like forbidden fruit. No one can land Liam. Why was he there?"
I look into my tea mug with consternation. I knew he was a player but I had no idea it was such common knowledge.
What am I thinking, wanting a guy like him? I'm like all those other women wanting to land him. It's pathetic. I internally kick myself for being so naive.
"Yeah, he was there all right. And he appears to be our biggest competition. His ideas are good, very good."
She looks at me pensively. "Well, he does own the biggest ad agency in town. Doubtless, he's good at his job. But it's okay because you're also good. And remember that we're a little agency for a reason, to fill that niche in the market.”
Charlotte has a point so I let her continue.
“Not everyone wants to be handled by a corporate agency. Most of our clients prefer the small size of this firm and how we cater to them creatively. Remember that."
She's right, I know. Sometimes it's hard to remember my mission in this world, which is to stay small and to do what I do best. Liam has me teetering on the edge of my morals and my direction.
My heart still races every time I think of the way he was looking at me, as though I were his already.
"Hello? Earth to Claire. Are you in, Claire?"
I realize I've just zoned out, lost in thought again about Liam.
"Sorry, my mind was somewhere else."
"And could have something to do with a certain someone, a certain handsome playboy?" she prods.
"Yes, okay? He's so fucking gorgeous and he was literally staring at me throughout the entire meeting. I thought maybe there could be something there, but I know he's a creep, a one-night stand kind of guy and you just reminded me of that, so thanks."
She looks at me knowingly, as though it all suddenly makes sense to her.
"You like him, Claire. You really like him, don't you?"
"Shut up!" I throw my pen at her. "Besides, I only kind of like him. And he's a player so what does it matter?"
"It matters," she says, "because you never like anyone. The fact that he's even on your radar is a big deal."
"Yeah, well, I'm not about to get hurt by a guy like that. So, I'm gonna push him out of my mind and just focus on winning this campaign. Then, I can prove to him and all the others that we're a company to contend with."
"Sounds like a plan," Charlotte says with a smile. "Why don't we go out to celebrate tonight? You've very nearly landed the campaign and that in itself is a big success. Let's go to a club or something."
That actually sounds like music to my ears. I could use a night out to forget about work, and to forget about him. I can't believe I've only just met the guy and already he's occupying my thoughts like this. I need to shut it down and a night out will help.
"Definitely. Let's go out. There's that new club uptown called Embassy. We should go there."
"Sounds like a plan. Let's wrap up the day and then we can change here and go."
"Okay, Charlotte. I'll just finish some stuff and we can leave in a few hours."
She leaves me to it and I go about making changes to the Velvet Luxe campaign. Now that I see what I'm up against, I also see more clearly where I can make changes to my ideas and make them stronger.
I love working. Designing is basically my entire life. I do it for fun, I do it for work, and everything in between. I guess you could say I'm an artist at heart. I was always doodling as a child and now I've somehow turned that into a career.
I try to lose myself in the work, but somehow, I still see Liam in my head. I can't help thinking that this is dangerous territory.
I cannot allow myself to fall for a playboy, much less my professional competition. It's just not a good look.
I spin around in my chair and look at the view. Storm clouds are threatening the city and I think that tonight I might need an umbrella.
His handsome, rugged face is on my mind again, but I attempt to shake it off, telling myself that it's just because he's so hot. I'm in lust not love, and I need to keep a firm distance between Liam and myself.
I work some more and put all my energy into creating the most fabulous ad campaign the lingerie world has ever seen. I decide to take it up a notch in terms of sexiness, sure that this will win them over.
At last, night falls and it's time to take off. Charlotte wheels a clothing rack into my office. We always keep an array of extra outfits on hand so we don't have to go home to change before hitting the town.
"What'll it be tonight?" She's perusing several of my new purchases. "You know, if you spent less money on Gucci, maybe the company wouldn't be in such dire straits."
I laugh. I do have a penchant for shopping.
"Hey, why do you care? You wear all of my stuff anyway."
She runs her hands over my new Chanel dress. "It's so lucky that we're the same size."
"You should wear that," I say. "It's super cute on you."
She pulls it off the rack and we both strip and change after we pick our desired outfits.
Then, I pull out my vanity mirror and we do our makeup.
"I say we look pretty good," Charlotte
says.
"No babe, we look hot."
I'm wearing a very small, black lace dress with six-inch heels. It almost feels like I'm wearing nothing and that's how I like it tonight. Tonight, I plan on flirting with so many guys and I will forget all about Liam what's-his-name.
Liam
What the fuck was that?
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I think I just met the most beautiful girl in the world.
What I thought would be a boring meeting with executives from Velvet Luxe turned into a mesmerizing experience.
My cock hardens at the thought of the angel I just saw.
The way her curly blonde hair fell just so over her delicate shoulders is haunting me. And those blue eyes, cold as the Arctic sea, reveal layers of character and strength.
She doesn't seem like the type of woman I can fuck and be done with, and that intrigues me. She's complicated, I can tell. I should know. I watched her throughout the entire meeting.
I watched the way her garter stuck out slightly from underneath her skirt when she crossed her slim legs. I watched the way her breasts pressed through the little camisole she was wearing under her suit. And most of all, I watched the way she squirmed under my gaze.
The thought of that, of making her flush with lust for me, is what's making my cock hard even now, as I drive away in the limo.
"Trish, I need you to figure something out for me. There was a woman there. She has blonde hair and blue eyes and I need to find out her name," I say to my assistant.
She looks slightly annoyed at my interest in another woman. What can I say? My focus is on this mystery girl now.
Trish is on the phone, trying to find out who she is. Once I discover her name, I'll make it my mission to bed this girl. She really is that fucking gorgeous.
"Okay, Liam I got her name. It's Claire Peirce and she owns Epica."
"Hmm, Epica. Where have I heard that name before?" I wonder aloud.
"Well," Trish begins, "I've heard about it. It's a little company that's making waves in the advertising world. They're on the brink of a financial collapse, but that doesn't erase all the clients she’s had. The company is not very business-oriented; hence, the money problems. Apparently, this Claire girl built it from scratch."
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