“Thanks,” she said. “I do appreciate the opportunity. First, let me introduce myself. I’m Yarah Rodriguez”—she paused briefly—“and I see you don’t recognize the name, though I was once in a situation very similar to yours. Forty-five years ago, I was part of the team that broke the world record for the women’s 400-meter relay. I believe the record still stands.” She smiled nostalgically. “We achieved moderate recognition, though not nearly as much as you’ll receive. For whatever reason, the men’s 100 meters is the iconic track event.”
Delroy began to speak, but his visitor overrode him. “I’m not here to complain about some historic quirk that says one distance is more significant, or solo races are more newsworthy than the relay. It doesn’t matter why your event is the most prestigious—it just is. That’s why your decision is so important.”
“My decision?”
“About what you’ll do afterward. Perhaps you’ll still keep running”—her tone dismissed this as unlikely—“which would be one decision. But if you retire, then what next? The world will be watching you, waiting to see what you choose.”
“And I take it you wish to make me an offer.” Delroy sighed, disappointed at such crass mundanity. “Look, my agent handles all my endorsements. I’m not interested in talking about anything commercial. That’s why I have an agent, to deal with all that crap.”
“I’m not asking you to advertise gold jewelery,” Yarah said waspishly. Delroy stifled a giggle; it felt incongruous to be chided by someone the size of a little girl.
She pointed at Delroy’s body, which even when seated still towered over her. “This is a lot more fundamental. Are you going to keep the body you were born with?”
“Ah ... I see your angle.” Delroy paused. It wasn’t a subject he’d considered deeply, because it had never seemed urgent. “I guess I’ll keep it for a while. I mean, what’s the rush? There’s plenty of stuff I haven’t done in this body, before I start to think about upgrading it.”
Drugs, for instance. There were thousands of recreational chemicals, and he’d never sampled any of them. The restrictions were a legacy of the old prohibition laws from the early days of athletics, along with a precautionary paranoia that any exotic substance might be performance-enhancing in some obscure way.
Not that he wanted to turn himself into a quivering blob of orgasmium. What lured him wasn’t so much the desire for any specific drug, but the prospect of choice: the luxury of having myriad options to explore.
“You’d consider changing your body in future?” asked Yarah.
“Sure, I’d consider it,” said Delroy. “Maybe I’ll remodel, maybe I won’t. But I’m not one of those Natural Life freaks who says that no one should ever be Enhanced.”
Yarah smiled. “They’ll be disappointed to hear that. After tomorrow, you’ll be a hero to them. You know what they’ll say: if you can run faster than anyone who ever lived, that proves there’s still plenty of potential left in the Ancestral Model. There’s no need for intelligence enhancements—there might yet be a Standard who’ll surpass Newton and Einstein.”
“Yeah....” Delroy didn’t like the intelligence enhancements. Their possessors all seemed to be smug, supercilious snobs. “I guess I can live with being a figurehead for a while. Like I said, I’m in no rush to change.”
“Neither was I. But the longer you live in your old body, the harder it becomes to adapt to a new one.” Yarah’s gaze dropped. “It makes a difference, it really does. I wish I hadn’t left it so long.”
“And so I presume you’d advise me to change straight away,” Delroy said, his own voice becoming waspish as he realized what the woman wanted. “You said this wasn’t about endorsements. But it is, isn’t it? You want me to become Enhanced. And by doing so, I’d endorse the whole concept of enhancement. I’d look like I was rejecting the Ancestral Model. It’d be a kick in the teeth for the Natural Life movement, if their figurehead went straight from breaking a record to taking a new body.”
“You said you weren’t one of the Natural—”
Ignoring her protests, Delroy went on, “I don’t agree with everything they say, but that doesn’t mean I want to publicly slap them in the face. I’m not getting caught up in some political squabble between the Standards and the Enhanced—”
He broke off, gripped by a dark suspicion. Michito was Enhanced. The security team would all have various enhancements. Rather than being overpowered, had they deliberately let this woman arrive, in the hope that she would persuade him to their cause?
Rage overtook him. Those damned Enhanced—they were all in league together; they thought they were so superior....
The anger dissipated as Delroy struggled to control himself. His years of regimented living meant that he saw his coach’s hand in everything. Yet rationally, he knew it was preposterous to accuse Michito. Why would Michito set up the purdah, then have it interrupted by a stranger? It didn’t make sense. After the success of their long athlete-coach relationship, Delroy would trust Michito himself far more than any stranger.
And Michito’s mental enhancements were completely different from Yarah’s physical ones. The Natural Life movement talked of the Enhanced as a collective mass, scheming together with sinister intent. Yet in reality the Enhanced were a vast array of divergent body-types and mind-types, with little reason to cooperate.
“This isn’t about the Standards against the Enhanced,” said Yarah. “If it were, we’d want to prevent you breaking the record. But it isn’t, it really isn’t.”
“Then what is it about?” demanded Delroy. As soon as he spoke, he regretted the harshness in his voice.
“It’s just that if you do decide you want a new body, you’ll have to choose which particular set of enhancements—”
“Oh, I see,” Delroy said, in a calmer, more cynical tone. “And naturally, you have a recommendation—”
“Yes. On behalf of my clade, I’m authorized to make you an offer. If you join us, we’ll pay for the resculpting procedures, and assign you a mentor, and show you all the joys of flying....”
“Getting wings is expensive, isn’t it?” It wasn’t only the cost of the wings themselves; the rest of the body had to be adapted and pared down. Delroy stared at the pixie-like woman, who was surely less than a quarter of his own weight.
“Yes, but having a mentor is the most important thing. Flying isn’t easy; people have no instinct for it.”
“And am I correct in assuming ...?”
“I could be your mentor, if you wish,” Yarah said, again looking down at the asphalt rather than meeting Delroy’s gaze. “Obviously I was chosen to approach you because my background is similar to yours. I know what it’s like, because I went through it myself. It’s hard. Don’t let anyone tell you it isn’t. It’s especially hard for athletes, because we’re so attuned to our bodies. When we run or jump or hurdle, we’re accustomed to precise control and high achievement.... Then you wake up in a different body, and you find you’ve lost that harmony, that mastery. It’s like being crippled—”
“You’re really selling it to me,” Delroy commented with a smile, yet admiring Yarah’s honesty.
“—and you struggle for a long, long time. But eventually it clicks, and then you’re in a whole new realm. Flying is so perfect, so magical....” Yarah’s expression had a fervent joy. “We have races, you know. London to Paris is the classic, but there’s lots of others. And racing in the air is much more challenging than on land. Let’s face it, running requires only a limited amount of thought. Flying is far more subtle: there are more things to weigh up—winds and thermals and weather fronts—and more choices to make. Once you’ve raced across the sky, you’ll be hooked.”
It sounded seductive. As a sales pitch, it was intended to be seductive. But Delroy knew the drawbacks that Yarah hadn’t mentioned. He knew them very well, because they were precisely the factors that made Standard athletics such a popular spectacle, the Olympics such a major event, and breaking a world record
so difficult and prestigious.
Restrictions—all the constraints that Delroy found so irritating—were what made the whole thing work. A race was only meaningful between fairly matched competitors. Thus the rules of all Standard sports forbade the use of body resculpting, exotic substances, and the like.
Once you allowed enhancement, an equal contest became impossible. The enhancement process itself was constantly being refined; the latest generations of flyers were far more graceful in the air than the earliest crude efforts. And no two individuals were the same, particularly when remodelling wasn’t a once-only makeover, but a lifelong process of continual tinkering. The various Enhanced clades were social communities as much as physical templates, based on broad distinctions among a vast spectrum of constantly shifting body-types.
Delroy had seen pictures of the last London to Paris winner. She was a tiny scrap of a thing, unrecognizable as human: just a sliver of brain in an airborne arrow. The human form wasn’t meant to fly, and consequently the further you optimized for flight, the further you moved from the Ancestral Model. Yarah, as disconcertingly small and grotesque as she looked, had—so far—taken only a few steps down a long, long road....
Sure, you could define broad categories of shape and size, just as Standard boxers were divided into weight classes. But with such a huge range of variation to classify, either a few categories all contained significant divergence, or a large number of categories had only a tiny population in each.
Neither outcome was satisfactory. Consequently, Enhanced sports lacked a mass audience. All famous sportsmen—not just athletes, but the stars of football, tennis, golf, and so on—were Standards.
Delroy didn’t bother saying any of this to Yarah. There was no point in reiterating what they both understood. Instead he said, “It’s a generous offer. And you’ve gone to a lot of trouble to come here and make it. Why? What’s in it for you?”
“We need your prestige,” said Yarah. “When you break the record tomorrow, you’ll be famous. If you subsequently choose Enhancement, you’ll join a clade, and they’ll become famous, too. You talked about endorsements—I don’t like the word, but that’s effectively what it is. If you join our clade, then you’re endorsing us.
“You know how the Enhanced are divided: lots of body-types, lots of turnover. It’s unsustainable. This is an experimental phase—every permutation of body and mind is out there somewhere. But it can’t last. People will find that some variations are better than others, and they’ll want to live in communities of the like-minded and like-bodied. Over time, the top few clades will expand their population ... and a lot of unpopular clades will find their members drifting away to join the successful ones. We want to be among the winners, not the losers.” Behind Yarah’s composed expression and polished words, Delroy thought he glimpsed a hint of urgency, perhaps even anxiety.
“And so we have a recruitment plan,” Yarah continued, “based on persuading the right kind of people to join us: leaders, achievers, role models. You’re one of them.”
“You mean I will be, if I break the record tomorrow,” said Delroy.
Yarah smiled. “Don’t worry about that. I was a record-breaker myself, remember. I can see when the conditions are right, when everything is coming together. It’ll happen, for sure.”
“I appreciate your confidence,” Delroy said, trying not to sound sardonic. He assumed that predicting success was Yarah’s polite way of signaling that her clade only wanted him if he broke the record. Failure wouldn’t make a good figurehead.
Did he want to graft wings onto his back and soar through the air? It sounded pleasant enough, although many other things might be just as desirable. If he succeeded tomorrow, he’d receive plenty of offers. The prospect intoxicated him. It was flattering to be courted, but even more delicious to contemplate an endless vista of choice.
Yet the accomplishment of winning a race—and setting a record—depended upon the extensive rules defining a true contest, and the arduous training that achieved results. Without such structure, would he merely waver between a thousand kinds of empty hedonism and trivial goals? In a search for meaningful accomplishment, would he end up seeking a Michito-like flight coach to teach him aerial racing, and find himself reverting to a rigidly scripted life?
That would be one choice. Surely there were others.
Delroy stood up, sending a signal of his own: that the conversation was over. “I’ll consider your proposal later. I’m sure you understand that right now I’m focused on the race.”
“Yes, of course,” said Yarah. “I hope you do decide to join us. And here’s a quick sample lesson: take-off is a lot harder than landing. You need to work up some speed.” She looked at the starting blocks in front of the lane markers. “Guess I’ll use these, for old times’ sake.”
She knelt and assumed the “set” position, her tiny feet looking incongruous in the Standard-size blocks. Delroy raised his hand, miming a gun. He shouted, “Bang!”
Yarah burst out of the blocks and started running down the straight. Her wings unfolded. They began to beat in a slow rhythm, one flap to every four strides.
As she crossed the finishing line, Yarah left the ground and ascended into the sky.
On the morning of the race, Delroy realized that he had never previously known what freedom meant. He’d resented his tightly controlled training sessions, his rigorously specified diet, his calibration against a brain-dead electronic emulation. But he’d never appreciated just how much leeway he’d had on a minute-by-minute basis. Now, even that tiny degree of freedom vanished. The schedule became all-encompassing, turning him into a giant marionette without the slightest volition.
Dop had become a hologram, following him around. It was the most efficient way to convey instructions even more meticulously detailed than last year’s drill before the Olympic final. Delroy scrutinized Dop’s image and copied every single action: every bite of food, every warm-up exercise, every little arrangement and adjustment.
Michito, normally so sensitive to his athlete’s mood, seemed not to notice Delroy’s discontent. Perhaps the coach was simply too busy trying to control the real world with the atomic level of precision achieved in the simulator. More likely, he expected Delroy’s reaction and allowed for it. Only the record mattered, not whether the athlete enjoyed the pre-race preparation.
With his bodily movements enslaved to the script, Delroy’s only freedom lay inside his head, where rebellion brewed. As he walked into the stadium and heard the familiar expectant buzz from the crowd, he found himself wondering whether to hold back, to refrain from the uttermost paroxysms of effort required to beat the record.
It would be a splendid gesture to deliberately throw away everything he’d striven toward during his career. It would assert his freedom, his individuality, and show that he couldn’t be reduced to a mindless marionette.
Delroy lined up with the other runners, and shook their hands without looking into anyone’s eyes. He wasn’t racing against his peers; he was racing against the mark set seventy years ago. As predicted, the weather was perfect: wind, temperature, humidity. All conditions were propitious. Delroy crossed himself and said a short prayer.
On command, everyone set themselves in the starting blocks. The race official pointed his starting pistol at the sky. As always—it formed a key part of his preparatory routine—Delroy remembered the words of a long-dead sprinter: “You start on the B of the bang.” The phrase acted like a mantra, priming him to react to the very first decibel of the gun’s noise.
But should he make the effort, or should he hold back?
Delroy yearned to escape the strictures that had bound him for so long. And he would have the maximum scope, the widest variety of tempting choices, if he became a world-record holder.
That was the end of his conscious thoughts. As soon as the starting pistol fired, he became the automated puppet for the last time, obeying the final few words of the script as he raced toward the freedom of the fi
nishing line.
Copyright © 2010 Ian Creasey
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