He came to consciousness, choking and spitting at the water. When he saw Keaton, he backed against the wall. “Yo, man, I wasn’t gonna… what the hell, you broke my nose…”
I stepped forward, pointing at my chest. “No, I broke your nose when you tried to rape me. You’re lucky Keaton walked in, or you’d be dead. I’m a ninth degree black belt.”
Sounds good. Were there nine degrees?
I continued, on a roll. “Go clean yourself up and make up a story that’s better than a little girl breaking your face. I’ll try not to tell Robin what you did.”
He held his bloodied shirt up to his nose, looking between me and Keaton, and then back to me again. Finally, he climbed to his feet. “Don’t tell Robin. I’ll tell her I… I don’t know yet.”
“Just get the hell out of here, you fucking jackass.” Keaton grabbed him by the arm, and I opened the door in just enough time for him to toss Dean into the hallway.
The door slammed closed, and I stared at Keaton.
“Now what?” I asked, exhaling slowly, staring at the blood on the wallpaper and in the carpet. “I can’t believe that just happened.”
“Now, I have him escorted out of the hotel. You tell Robin what happened. I’ll meet you here in twenty minutes.”
I nodded, turning toward the door. He caught me and spun me around, and I gazed up at him, holding my breath.
He looked grave. “I would have killed him. Thank you for stopping me.”
“Thank you for… defending my honor.”
He grinned, that wide, crazy grin that made my knees buckle.
“I had to defend it, because I’m taking it later.”
I smiled, letting him tuck a loose strand of my auburn hair behind my ear. “Are you sure you didn’t set this up? I don’t think I can handle another cliché. I leave my door unlocked, waiting for you, and random rapist guy meanders in for an easy target? If I catch the bouquet tonight, you’d better not touch that garter.”
His eyes focused on my lips. “Did you just say meander? You are fucking awesome, kiddo.”
I sighed, flicking his aviators from his forehead to his eyes again. “Likewise, Maverick.”
He smirked. “I’m going to catch that garter. Then, I’m going to do the Hokey Pokey with you, the Electric Slide, and maybe even the Chicken Dance.”
“Oh, God,” I groaned, and he grinned against my lips.
“You’re mine, Vivian Hale.”
I was never one for the possessive types, but those words from Keaton’s mouth tightened my body in all the best places.
“I like that. Let me go mop up my passion potion, and let’s get the hell out of here.”
He laughed, smothering my grin with his kiss.
Save the Last Dance
K
“I’m sorry. I’m so sorry. I am so so sorry.”
“Robin,” Vivian protested, dabbing at my sister’s cheek with a tissue. “Please don’t. It’s not your fault.”
“Why do I always fall for these assholes? Why do I have such a big mouth? I mentioned the contract, but never even insinuated… that you…” She shook her head and sniffed, and Vivian sighed. “I didn’t want anything to ruin Luke’s day, and it’s my own fault-”
“It’s not your fault, Robin. Come on,” I turned to Vivian, taking her hand and squeezing it before moving toward the procession. “Vivian, you’re sitting with our mom, okay?”
“I know.” She squeezed back, nodding and dropping her voice. “You look so handsome.”
I traced her palm with my thumb, shooting her a roguish smolder. “So do you.”
She rolled her eyes, and I grinned, remembering watching her as she emerged from the hotel room dressed in the blue gown I’d bought her from the bridal store. Her eyes were popping accordingly, and throughout the entire ceremony I’d focused on only Vivian, sitting in the audience. When it came time for me to produce the rings, Luke had to elbow me to draw my attention, which only made her smile brighter.
“Which do you find more attractive about me, my rugged physique or my strong, manly jaw?” she teased, and I tugged her close, pretending to examine her face.
“Hey.” Robin took a deep breath and brushed at the last of her tears, turning to us both. “I don’t know what you two have planned, but you need to know that you look amazing together. I’ve never seen either of you smile more than in the past two days. Please, please be careful with each other’s hearts, okay? Love you both.” With that, she kissed my cheek, and then Vivian’s, before taking my arm. “Come on, procession time.”
I followed her to the line and took my place next to Lindsey, but all I could think about was the way I’d lost my entire mind when I walked in on that fuckface holding Vivian against the door. His hands were all over her, and she was crying, doing her best to fight him off.
The rush of fury nearly forced me to my feet. I was ready to hunt him down and finish what I’d started.
Robin sat at the table across from me, and it was as though, even after all these years, she could still sense when I was losing my temper. She raised her hand to her forehead and saluted me, a secret gesture that used to mean something between us.
You’re the head of this house, Keaton. Not Dad. You’re in charge.
When I’d left, her words only added to my guilt.
It’s all my fault, I wanted to confess to Robin. The contract was my idea, my stupidest one yet, and I was surprised at how Vivian had completely taken over the situation in the hotel room. She found her seat next to my mom, Kelsey’s seat, and I had to laugh at the thought of Kelsey sitting next to my mother for the whole evening.
The dinner and the reception were held at the banquet hall in the hotel, and we were served our meals while Frank Sinatra and Dean Martin crooned from the DJ’s speakers. I knew that Madeline and Luke had butted heads over a DJ versus a band, and in the end Luke had won. “There’s no way a band is going to rap a Nelly song at my wedding,” my brother had argued.
“There won’t be any Nelly songs at my wedding!” Madeline had shrieked.
I grinned, remembering the summer of 2003 when I was sixteen and learning to drive, and Luke was my eleven-year-old eager co-pilot. We blasted Nelly from the speakers of my grandfather’s Buick, riding as low as possible.
Academically, high school had been a boring breeze for me. I had the highest GPA in my graduating class- and the worst attendance. Apparently, my give-zero-fucks attitude was hot with the girls, and I had my pick of any one of them.
So I picked them all.
My longest high school relationship lasted three weeks, and as I scanned the crowd from the banquet table, my gaze stopped on Lucy Mayer. She was watching me, and the moment our eyes made contact, she blushed and looked down at her lap. I watched her lean closer to the man at her side as I deflected a fuck-you look from him.
I assumed he was her husband.
I’d taken her virginity, I remembered, and then her best friend’s, too. After an all-out war between the two of them, they ended up mutually hating me. Looking back, I couldn’t blame them.
Luke responded to the customary tapping of forks against glasses, kissing his new wife, and I watched him with pride.
Luke and I had remained close. The summer after I’d graduated, I took him under my wing like any good big brother would and helped him buy beer for himself and his friends, only to be the one picking their asses up at the police station at one o’clock in the morning.
“What the fuck, Luke! Dad is gonna kill you.”
“I ain’t skurred.”
“You sound like a fucking asshole. Get your shit together and stop trying to be Chingy.”
I smiled at that memory, and when it was my turn for the best man’s speech, Luke turned my way nervously. I gave him a reassuring grin.
“Hi, I’m Luke’s big brother Keaton,” I began, winking at Vivian as several of the women actually catcalled me. “I recognize a lot of faces,” I managed, and Madeline chimed in.
“
And a lot of pissed off husbands,” she added, under her breath, and I raised my eyebrows while the crowd laughed nervously.
“Well, that’s my gorgeous girl, Vivian, right thurr, right, Luke?”
Luke turned his face to mine, laughing, and I raised my glass at him. He pointed toward Vivian. “Right thurr?”
“Right thurr,” I confirmed, and the guests chuckled, entertained by our shared memories. “Luke, you have been the best brruther that any man could as furr. You trreat a woman with rrespect,” I continued, and he laughed in protest, shaking his head.
The DJ chimed in with a sample of Chingy’s “Right Thurr,” and the entire cheesefest going on up at the wedding party table was genuinely constricting my chest as I turned to my little brother with pride.
“Anyway. I’m not a marriage expert. Obviously. But I can tell you a few things not to do.” I turned to my mom, warmed to see that she was gripping Vivian’s hand, tears lighting her eyes.
“You don’t hit, you don’t cheat, and you don’t leave. Everything else in between is negotiable.”
The laughter and applause I was used to, but the look on Vivian’s face took me completely by surprise.
She released my mother’s hand and clapped, stopped, and covered her heart. I watched her mouth the word yes to me as she nodded, and I raised my glass, first to her, and then to Luke and Madeline.
The first dance was Garth Brooks’ version of “To Make You Feel My Love.” Madeline and Luke took the floor, and as I settled back into my seat at the head table, I watched them sway together on the spot-lit dance floor.
The dreamlike atmosphere, the music, the formalwear and the people, all of it seemed to give the entire reception a stage-like quality. I made note of the young flower girl sitting on her father’s lap as she played with her gown, kicking her feet impatiently during the ballad.
Details. A server paused near the kitchen with a pitcher of water, a faraway look in her eyes, and I wondered who she was thinking about at that moment.
The attention is in the details. I gazed at Vivian through the semi-darkness, watching the thumb of her left hand rub against the base of her ring finger.
She’s thinking about her fiancé. I wondered about Numero Uno, trying to determine how hung up on him she still was. My mother reached for her hand, and Vivian turned to her, smiling reassuringly.
The bride and groom were the center of the room, and yet all I could see was Vivian.
I thought back to when I was a kid, and how I’d lie awake in bed and listen to my dad yell at and berate my mom. My mom had pleaded with me to not get involved, because when I’d try to defend her, he’d turn on me. One night in particular, when I heard him hit her, I burst from my bed, catching Robin in the hallway.
“Let me go!” She gave a whispered half-cry, trying to fight me for the stairs.
“No. Go check on Luke.” Even at eleven years old, I had the ability to take charge of the situation. Robin had continued sobbing, and I remembered wondering if I should hug her or let her cry it out.
“I’m gonna kill him, Keaton. This time I am.” She carried a long bread knife that she must have stolen from the kitchen and hidden in her bedroom.
“No. Go to Luke. Turn up the radio so he can’t hear. I’ll go downstairs.” I recalled that I was wearing white pajamas with a random sports number on the front.
I remembered because, by the end of the night, they had been so saturated with blood that my mother had to throw them away.
Robin had offered me the knife, but I shook my head, pointing her back to Luke’s room. Our little brother couldn’t have been more than five or six years old.
I made my way down the stairs, hating the way the pendant light in the kitchen swung back and forth, casting shadows in a repetitive drone on the walls. My mother was crying, and my father was screaming at her.
I’d gone into the kitchen.
That was the night my father had broken my nose. It never healed exactly right after that, and at the Emergency Room, my mother made me swear to tell Children’s Services that I’d fallen down the stairs. My father, being that he was the town pastor, garnered all the appropriate sympathy from the doctors and nursing staff. I sat waiting on the cot quietly, bleeding into a wad of fucking paper towels.
And I vowed to never lie again in my whole fucking life.
Vivian stood, pulling me from my memories just in time. I watched as she quietly excused herself. Sliding my chair back to follow her, the groomsman to my right called after me.
“We have to go dance with our partners after this song, you know,” he reminded. I think his name was Brandon. Or Braden, or Brendan, or some annoying variation of Brandon.
“I’ll be right back,” I promised, slipping along the side wall to the back of the reception hall. The music muffled in the lobby as soon as I let the door close, and I made my way toward the restrooms.
I pushed open the door for the ladies’ room, catching her by surprise. She stood at the sink, dabbing her eyes with toilet paper. “Keaton? What are you doing in here? Go, you have to dance!”
“I know.” I closed the door behind me, turning the lock on the single-stall restroom. “Are you okay?”
“Me?” She sniffed, that brave smile returning to her heart-shaped lips. “Of course I am. Chicks cry at weddings, director.”
I dipped my hand into my pocket, retrieving the small, gray velvet box. She dropped the tissue in her hand, narrowing her eyes.
“You’re my fiancée. I just proposed. Happy birthday.”
As I pulled back the hinges of the jewelry box, she exhaled quickly, her hand curling into a fist at her mouth. The 1.5 carat, princess cut diamond engagement ring seemed to steal all of the air from her lungs.
“Oh…” she managed, and then cursed herself as she gave a resolute shake of the head. “No! I can’t pretend this. This is too much,” she hissed, trying to escape around me. I caught her in my arms and took her hand, slipping the ring onto her finger.
“Come on, the song’s ending, and I have to go dance with Lindsey,” I hurried, lifting her fingers to my lips. She paled at the way the diamond caught the light, pleading with me.
“Please, Keaton, don’t do this. To your mom, to Robin…,”
To me. I could hear her silent words as she struggled with them. Holding her chin in my hand, I tipped her face to mine.
“I’m engaging myself to you.”
“What? You can’t engage yourself to me! You’re not a king! You have to ask me!”
“Fine, then, will you marry me?”
“No! You’re crazy,” she cried, starting to turn, but my mouth was on hers, persuading.
I backed her against the wall and kissed her slowly, taking my time. I could feel her tremble in my arms. She gripped my wrists as I cradled her face, and I felt the moment that she finally surrendered. She responded to me in the way that I’d been waiting for all weekend, rising to her tiptoes and tilting her head to allow me better access to her mouth.
I grinned against her lips.
“I don’t know what’s real anymore,” she murmured, dropping her forehead to my chest as the song came to an end.
“Meet me on the dance floor in three minutes.”
She sighed and lifted her hand to look at the ring, a slow smile playing on her mouth. “Okay. But I can’t keep this.”
I raised my eyebrows, adjusting my tie. “V, when I give you something, it’s yours. Forever. I already told you that. Now, get out there, do your goddamn job, and teach me how to Dougie.”
She burst with laughter, nodding resolutely and putting her hand in mine. “Fine. Come on, fiancé.”
Fucking hell, she felt good in my arms as we walked through the doors of the reception hall. The DJ was rambling some bullshit into the microphone to stall the bridal party dance, and as soon as I entered the hall, Madeline shot me a homicidal glare.
The spotlight swung to us as the groups of tables gave a sarcastic round of applause at our tardiness, and I tu
gged Vivian against my hip.
“Show ‘em why we were late, V.”
Vivian grinned and flashed the back of her left hand, and the white light caught the diamond in a spray of twinkling beams.
“Oh!” my mother cried, and Robin sent me a shitty smirk, downing a shot.
“Well, love is in the air! Let’s give a round of applause for the best man!” the DJ announced, and suddenly I was dancing with Lindsey, not Vivian, while my mother, Aunt Meems, and several other women gushed over my fiancée’s ring.
Lindsey held on to my arms with polite distance as we danced to “Friends in Low Places.” I was glad that it wasn’t a sappy ballad, and in no time guests were joining us on the floor.
Lindsey gave my elbow a pat, releasing me. I jogged over to the mob surrounding Vivian, offering the chummiest smile that I had for the group surrounding her as I pulled her to the dance floor.
For the next three hours, I drank, she drank, and we danced.
And I couldn’t take my eyes off of her.
The corny traditional dances became my favorite moments. First up, a polka, and Uncle Charlie cut in for a chance to dance with Vivian. She accepted his arm with a dazzling smile, promenading with him over the floor. The song quickly moved into “The Chicken Dance,” and I did something I hadn’t done since I was seven years old.
I clapped, I twisted, and I fucking chicken danced.
Vivian laughed at my side, tugging my arm and encouraging me to go lower, and somewhere between Little Eva’s “The Locomotion” and Chubby Checker’s “The Twist” (and the open bar), we ended up laughing and kissing on the floor beneath the limbo stick. I already knew that she could dance, but when she pulled out swing-dance moves for Glenn Miller’s “In the Mood,” she earned herself a line of my older relatives just waiting for a chance to relive their youth with my gorgeous girl.
The DJ moved into another polka and the bridal dance began. When I produced a hundred dollar bill for the white, satin bag, Robin snatched it from my hand, arching one eyebrow. “Thanks, director.”
I ignored her, listening to Ben E. King sing while dancing with my new sister-in-law, Madeline. “Congratulations, Keaton. Way to upstage my wedding reception,” she chided, semi-playful, semi-pissed.
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