by T A. McKay
I'm sitting waiting for Madison and the arse to pull up outside, I bet he drives a Prius, he looks like the kind of guy who drives a Prius. I don’t want to see her with him, but in my head she will scream at him that she hates him and never wants to see him again. It’s a nice daydream. While I'm enjoying the mental image I actually miss the car pulling into the space, yup it’s a Prius. Fucking planet saving idiot. I look out as the engine stops and both doors open. The arsehole is walking her to the door, at least he is doing something right, but I hope he doesn’t think he’s coming inside with her.
I walk to the front door and wait a few minutes before opening it. Madison is just walking up the walkway towards the door, with Lex behind her. She looks shocked to see me there, I don’t know why, she knew I was coming home today.
“Noah? Are you alright?” I stand in the middle of the door opening with my hands crossed over my chest, using my size to try and intimidate Lex. I know it’s working when he stays firmly planted behind Madison’s body. He is a good five inches smaller than me, with a body that looks one stage up from a teenage boy, I outweigh him by a lot. What does she see in this guy? He looks like he could blow over in the wind?
I look back to Madison who’s now standing right in front of me. She looks pissed at me and I really don’t give a fuck. She can give me all the nasty looks she wants, there’s no way in hell I’m letting this guy in our home.
“Noah, move so we can come in.” I don’t move my stare from her, letting her see that there is no winning this for her.
“No.” There. Clear and simple to understand.
“Stop being an arse and let me in.” Oh that I will do. I can feel a twitch in my jaw when Lex smiles at the way Madison’s speaking to me.
“You can come in anytime, Angel. But he isn’t coming into our home.” Madison reaches out and punches me in the chest. That’s okay beautiful, but it isn’t changing anything. Yes I know I'm being an idiot, stubborn and mule headed but I don’t give a shit.
“Noah! Move it!” I unfold my arms and reach forward, grabbing Madison behind the knees and lifting, putting her firmly over my shoulder. I ignore her punching at my back and shouting obscenities at me while I face Lex.
“I will take it from here, Lex. Good night.” I don’t even give him a chance to answer before I slam the door in his face.
When I walk into the living room I give in to the screaming that Madison’s doing and put her down on her feet again. She looks really pissed off and that look does things to my dick.
“What the hell is wrong with you, have you lost your fucking mind? What was that all about?” I let her continue to rant as she paces backwards and forwards across the floor in front of me. There is nothing sexier than my little Angel when she gets all riled up.
“Answer me!” I’ve been concentrating so much on watching her, getting myself all worked up that I’ve missed what she was saying to me. Damn, this won’t go down well.
“What do you want answered first?” I'm hoping that answer might save me from a punch, it’s not completely admitting that I missed what she said.
“Why did you just act like that? You acted like a crazy guy. You have no right to do that.” She doesn’t know it but she’s getting me angry. I can feel it building it me. I don’t have the right? Fine, if that’s how she feels I’m done.
“Just forget it, Madison. I’m done. Do you hear me? Done. I’m so sick of this and I can’t do it anymore.” I walk past her, heading towards my bedroom. I need to pack a bag because I need to get out of here. Moving in here was an epically bad idea. I should have known that I wouldn’t be able to handle it.
As I reach the hall I feel her hand on my arm, pulling me around to face her.
“What can’t you do anymore, Noah? You aren’t making any sense.” I can see tears building in her eyes, but it’s not my place to dry those tears for her. It was once but I think we both know that time is long gone now.
“It doesn’t matter. Just forget it.” I go to move again but she won’t let me go, her grip on my arm tightening. She has a look of panic on her face and her voice is breathy when she speaks.
“Forget what? For the love of god, Noah, please tell me what you’re talking about.” I close my eyes, trying to compose myself. I breathe deeply, willing my heart to slow before I mess all this up, but my lips work without me meaning them to.
“You don’t get it do you? I fucking love you, Madison. With my whole heart, can’t picture myself with anyone else and see fireworks when you touch me kind of love. I have loved you since high school and even though I have no right to still love you, I just can’t stop. So I can’t do this, I can’t watch you with another guy. I thought I could be your friend forever and watch you be happy, but if you’re not going to be happy with me, I need to walk away. I know that makes me a bastard but I just can’t help it.” I know I should leave, walk away before she rips my heart to shreds but I can’t move, I can’t stop looking in her eyes. There is so much happening behind them, I can see every single emotion flicker through her beautiful green eyes. I’m about to turn when she walks towards me. I don’t know what’s about to happen and I worry when she reaches her hands out towards me. She grabs me by the front of the shirt and pulls me down to her, her forehead pressing against mine. With her so close I can’t control my heart, it’s racing in my chest like it’s trying to escape. I don’t know if it’s from excitement or fear since I feel both in equal measures. I feel her lips brush against mine, warm and wet, causing my dick to go hard. If this is goodbye it’s the cruellest one she could give me. With a small voice she says four little words causing my heart to miss a beat.
“I love you, Noah.” Then her lips meet mine with a breath-stealing kiss.
Madison
I feel his hands work their way into my hair and I moan into the mouth I never thought I would kiss again. He loves me. I can’t believe he loves me. When he’d said he was done I’d panicked, not sure why he was leaving but knowing that I couldn’t let him.
When he said those words my world stopped spinning. I didn’t know what to feel. There was the excitement of him finally saying the words, but also feeling unsure that he meant it. When he walked away I had to stop him, had to finally take a chance and tell him how I feel. I needed him to know that I love him, even if he didn’t mean it in the same way that I did.
So I told him and then I kissed him. Now I'm holding onto him so tightly, as if I'm scared he will run away. His mouth tastes the same as I remember from when we were kids, some things about Noah just haven’t changed. His tongue is fighting with mine for dominance, but it’s not long until he wins, taking control of the kiss. I let him mould me the way he wants, his hands in my hair pulling my head backwards to give him better access to my mouth. He pushes his body against mine, and I move my hands to around his waist, allowing our bodies to fully touch. He’s hard against my soft, large where I’m little, but for some reason we just fit.
He moves his hands from my hair, stroking down my arms until he reaches my arse. He grabs handfuls of it, lifting me up to my tiptoes and closer to his body. I can feel his erection against my body, making me moan into his mouth. I’m losing my grip on reality. Kissing him, touching him is too much stimulation for my senses, it’s like pleasure overload and I don’t know if I will survive being with him. I move my hands up to his hair, grabbing tightly like I'm trying not to float away on a wave of passion.
Noah grabs my arse more, lifting me from the floor and forcing me to wrap my legs around his waist. I grip tightly with my thighs, crossing my feet behind his back. He walks us backwards, his lips never leaving mine, until we reach the kitchen, where he places me on the kitchen table. He pulls back from the kiss, placing his hands under my jaw, his thumbs stroking over my cheeks.
“I love you. There’s never anyone else for me. I’ve spent my life regretting making you leave. You are so fucking beautiful.” He leans forwards and nibbles on my lips. I close my eyes, focusing on the feeling of his
little bites followed by his soothing tongue. Every time he nips at my lips my pussy walls tighten, imagining he is doing it to the rest of my body. I can’t hold in the moan that works its way up my throat and he swallows it with his kiss. He moves his body in close to mine, his hands dropping to my legs where my skirt is riding up. He skims his hand up my bare thighs, taking my skirt with him, baring me to him. He leaves my skirt sitting on my hips and he looks down, watching himself rub over my now wet knickers with his thumbs, he mutters to himself,
“Beautiful.” He places his hand on my chest and pushes me backwards until I’m lying on the table. I look up at the ceiling, trying to keep myself from coming the minute he touches my body. I feel his hands move under the edge of my knickers, pulling them slowly down my legs until they’re removed completely. Fingers move slowly, reversing the path that my underwear just took, working their way up to the place that is dripping for him.
“Oh, look at that. You really are the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.” He runs his nose up the length of my pussy, causing me to cry out.
“Noah!” My legs are shaking with the effort it is taking not to come, I want this to last forever, but I will be lucky to last until he touches me properly.
“You smell fucking amazing, Angel.” His voice is thick with arousal, making it husky with desire, it’s such a turn on. I’m just getting over the assault with his nose when his mouth covers me, making my back arch up, pushing myself against him more. My hands move down to his hair, grabbing hold with such a force that my knuckles turn white. He growls, causing my pussy to pulsate.
“That’s it, baby. Grab a hold and don’t fucking let go. Lets see how fast you can come, because I'm not going to last long once I'm in you, so you need yours first.” His words light a fire inside me that I haven’t felt before. It’s like he’s talking to a primal side of me that has lay dormant for years.
Again his mouth descends onto me, causing me to grab his hair harder. The guy is a master with his tongue, knowing exactly when to lick and when to suck. He has me on the edge of orgasm in what feels like seconds, but I hope it isn’t. I sit on the edge of orgasm, trying not to tumble over, but when he pushes two fingers inside me and all is lost. I fall off the cliff I’ve been edging along, tumbling into an abyss of pleasure. My walls grab hold of his fingers, not letting them leave my body until they have given the pleasure I desire.
When I become aware of my surroundings again, Noah is leaning above me, his hands on each side of my body. I feel his erection lying on top of my pussy.
“I have thought about this so many times. I want to take my time, make love to you but I can’t. I need you too much. Next time, I promise.” With those words he pushes into my body. I can feel him as he slowly stretches me in a way only he can. He lets out a cry that sounds like he’s in pain, but going by the look on his face it’s far from painful. One hand reaches up into my hair, holding me in place and the other reaches down to my thigh, lifting it until I'm open more, letting him get deeper inside me. There is no better feeling that I have experienced, and I don’t want it to stop.
Noah
When I’m fully inside her I feel like I’ve died and gone to heaven. I can’t believe that we have actually got to this point where she’s letting me claim her, and her body, as mine. I didn’t lie to her. I had planned on my first time with her being slow and sensual, showing her how much I adore her body, but one smell of her arousal, one taste on my tongue and there was no going back. I needed her and I wasn’t able to be patient and take my time with it.
Now being here inside her, is making my eyes cross. There’s no better feeling in the world, well apart from feeling her come on my dick. I move my hand from behind her thigh, rubbing over her clit with my finger. She instantly tightens around me, making me groan and close my eyes.
I continue to move in and out of her, taking my time to let her feel every inch of me, letting her feel how hard she gets me. Her back arches and I can’t help but wish I had gotten her naked before this, I just didn’t haven’t the patience. Her hands move to her breasts and I see her squeezing her nipples through her thin top. Madison is a gift from the Gods, I swear. She is so responsive, and isn’t embarrassed to take what she needs for pleasure.
My pace increases as I watch her, my finger stilling on her clit, causing her to reach down with her own hand and rub herself. It’s such an erotic sight watching her. I move my hand out of her way, making sure I can see the full show. I move harder and faster inside her, her body moving up the dining table with every thrust.
“Fuck me, Noah. Harder, I won’t break.” My balls disappear into my body as I feel that tell -tale burn at the base of my spine. I'm not going to last much longer.
“You need to hurry, Angel. I can’t hold on, you turn me on too much. Every squeeze your pussy gives my dick takes me closer to the edge. I swear I have never felt anything as tight as you.” Her pussy pulses around my dick as I speak.
“Fuck!” I can’t stop my body’s reaction, thrusting into her one last time as I fill her, marking her completely as mine. As I give in to the pleasure of my orgasm I feel her tighten and she cries out her own release. My eyes roll back into my head with pure pleasure, and I swear I can see my pulse flashing through my body. I lean forward resting on her body, my forehead lying on hers as I try to remember how to breathe. It takes me a few minutes before I feel I’m capable of speaking again.
“That was fucking wow. I’ve never felt anything like that before. I love you, Angel.” She looks up into my eyes and with a smile on her lips she says the words I will never tire of hearing.
“I love you, Noah.”
Chapter Seventeen
Noah
Just lying in bed, the morning light streaming through the window and my arms around Madison feels better than anything I can remember. She’s lying on my chest, her fingers tracing over the muscles on my stomach. She’s been quiet for a little while, it was comfortable to begin with but now I'm starting to worry. I pray she isn’t having regrets about this, but I also wonder if it’s about what I'm thinking at the moment, a topic we are going to need to talk about.
“Can we talk?” I feel her tense against my body as I say the words, making me worry even more. Why would she get stressed about talking with me? She lifts her head and rests her chin on her hand that’s resting on my chest, looking at me.
“Why do those words scare me a little”?” She tries to smile but I can still see the worry in her eyes. I should never have put her in this situation, I was selfish and only thought about my own pleasure, my own body.
“I don’t know how to say this, I hate that I’m having this conversation now, after the fact. But we didn’t use protection, both times we’ve been together. I'm sorry that I’m only just now thinking about it. I promise you I’m safe, I’ve never gone without a condom, not even when drunk. But you, you just scrambled my whole thought process, all I could think about was being with you. And now I'm thinking that maybe we will have an anxious time at the end of the month?” She’s repressing a smile, I can tell by the way she’s biting her lip. She’s finding something I have said humorous and I would love to know what.
“I was there, Noah. I kinda noticed. Do you not think I might have mentioned it after our first time together if there was anything to worry about? I'm on the pill, you’ve nothing to worry about. But if you want to make sure we’re fully safe, we can always start to use condoms.” If I thought she was being serious I would be panicking about now. The thought of not feeling her properly doesn’t fill me with happiness, but the twinkling in her eyes tells me that she is trying to play me at my own game.
I move over her, rolling her from my chest until she is lying on her back. I grab her wrists, moving them above her head.
“Are you trying to wake the wolf, little girl? Once he comes out to play there will be no going back for you.” I lean down and bite her neck, putting just enough pressure to know that it will sting. I’m rewarded with a moan that h
as my already hardening dick turning to steel. I don’t think she realises the affect she has on my body, the simple sight of her gets me rock hard, but to touch and taste her goes a level above. I look down at her, noticing the heated look in her eyes. It looks like my Angel wants a little bit of devil inside her.
I move her hands up the bed towards the headboard. I lean down whispering into her ear.
“Grip the headboard and don’t let go. The fun is about to begin.” I wait until she wraps her hands around the bar at the base of the headboard, then I move away from her, leaving her lying there panting. I know she’s panting is due to the anticipation of what might happen and it’s the biggest turn on and Madison is about to learn all about anticipation. I will make up for taking her so quickly last night.
I reach over the side of the bed and remove the belt from my jeans. I sit back up and see Madison’s eyes widen, she thinks she knows what about to happen but she really doesn’t. I place the belt over her eyes, tightening it until she’s comfortable but completely blind. The little gasp that leaves her shows me that she isn’t the innocent thing that everyone thinks. I lean down, whispering in her ear again.
“If you let go I will punish you, and I don’t think you will like it, Angel. Keep that grip tight and give in to the pleasure.” I nip her ear before moving down her neck, nibbling as I go. Her skin is sweaty, leaving a slightly salty taste on my tongue that I can’t get enough of. I lick across her collarbone, enjoying the shivers that go through her body. I know she hates how responsive her body is but I love it, it shows how much she gets from what I do to her, and there is nothing sexier than that.