“We’re good,” Edouard said.
Cal’s cell phone rang. He flipped it open and said, “Hello.”
Penny went around the counter to deal with the residual cleanup from the fire. One of their pans was misshapen and two dinners had been ruined, but the flames were out and the vent system made short work of the smoke.
“Are these dinners at different tables?”
They would be. That was always the way, but a girl could hope.
Naomi confirmed the bad news.
“Get them up and cooking,” Penny called. “These are our priority, people.” She turned to say something to Edouard when she noticed Cal hanging up.
“What happened?” she asked as she took in his worried expression. “Is Lindsey okay?”
“What? Oh, she’s fine. That was Dani. She needs me to come by after work. Something happened. She sounded upset, but she won’t say what.”
One of the servers came into the kitchen. “Um, Penny? Your family is leaving. They’d like a chance to say goodbye.”
Cal touched her arm. “There’s nothing we can do now. I’ll come get you before I leave, then we’ll go over to your place together.”
“No. I think this is a family matter. I’ll stay here until you’ve talked to her. Then you can call and give me the all clear.”
“It’s not that big a deal.”
“You don’t know that, Cal. If Dani had wanted me there, she would have asked. I’ll stay here.”
While part of her brain processed details like the number of customers and orders yet to be filled, the rest of her mind turned over the problem of Cal.
Had she left their marriage too soon? If she’d stayed, could they have learned their lessons—him to give with his whole heart, her to believe he wanted her to succeed? They’d come a long way. If only he would love her—really love her.
Was it possible, or was she just wishing for the moon?
CAL PARKED behind Reid’s car and an unfamiliar truck he figured had to belong to Walker. Which meant Dani had called a family meeting. Maybe Penny had been right—this looked serious.
As he climbed out of the car, he wondered if Hugh had dropped another bombshell. If so, wheelchair or not, Cal was going to have to beat the crap out of the man.
He walked up to Penny’s front door, which opened before he could knock.
Reid greeted him. “Good. She wouldn’t say anything until we were all together. Why do I know Hugh just won bastard of the year?”
“That’s what I’m thinking, too. If so, we’ll take care of it.”
“You got that right.”
They walked into the living room, where Walker sat on the sofa. Dani stood by the small fireplace. She had a drink in her hand and a look of stark pain in her eyes.
He crossed to her. “Dani, what’s wrong?”
When he went to hold her, she sidestepped his embrace.
“Get yourself something to drink and have a seat,” she said.
“Dani?”
She shook her head. “You can’t fix this with a hug, Cal. Just get a drink. Please.”
Reid walked into the living room and handed him a beer. The two of them joined Walker on the sofa.
Dani faced them. “I went to see Gloria. I wanted to talk to her about my career with the company. I told her I was done with Burger Heaven and either she moved me up the food chain or I was quitting.”
Cal was getting a bad feeling in his gut. Nothing good could have come from the conversation.
“She’s a bitch, Dani,” Reid said. “Consider the source.”
His sister clutched her glass in both hands. She looked each of them in the face, then spoke. “She told me I would never move up in the company. When I pointed out that I had the most education in the business of any of her grandchildren and that I wanted it more, she explained why neither of those things was an issue. Can you guess why?”
Cal kept his gaze firmly locked on Dani. He watched pain fill her eyes and then he knew Gloria had finally made good on her threat to tell Dani about her father.
He stood. “Dani, it’s not—”
She turned on him. “Don’t you dare try to tell me this doesn’t matter. Of course it matters. It’s my life. It’s who I am.”
She glared at him as she spoke, then she set her glass down on the mantel and folded her arms over her chest.
“Oh, God. You know.”
He didn’t know what to say or do. Penny had warned him to come clean with Dani more than once. She’d said it would be a disaster if Dani found out on her own and she’d been right.
Walker and Reid stood. They looked at each other, then at Dani.
“Listen,” Reid began.
“No!” Dani took two steps back.
Cal moved toward her. “I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m so sorry.”
Tears filled her eyes. “I thought the worst of it was finding out I wasn’t who I thought I was. I thought the worst was knowing I wasn’t really one of you, but that’s not the worst, is it?”
“You’re one of us,” Cal told her. “You’re my baby sister. I love you, Dani.”
“How long?” she demanded. “How long have you known?”
Walker looked at him, then turned to Dani. “Since high school. That’s when Gloria told me. She said that she would tell you the truth if I went into the marines. I talked to Cal and Reid and found out she’d threatened them, as well. It was information she used to keep us in line. But I knew that if she hadn’t already told you the truth, for some reason she didn’t want to.”
Cal hadn’t thought of the situation that way, but Walker was right. Gloria had used whatever threat she thought would work best. He’d never considered that it was all just a game to her. He’d always been willing to do anything to protect Dani.
“I love you so much,” he told her. “I didn’t want to hurt you.”
She dismissed his statement with a frown. “Oh, please. You’ve been keeping secrets from me all my life.”
A single tear rolled down her cheek. She brushed it away impatiently. “What else did you know? What else did you keep from me? Hugh’s affair? Did he tell you all about it?”
Reid grabbed her by the upper arms, and stared into her face. “Dammit, Dani, stop it. I’m sorry. We’re all sorry. No, we didn’t know about your bastard husband. Yes, we’ve kept secrets, but only because we didn’t want to hurt you.”
“Don’t you think it hurts to never fit in? Don’t you think it hurts to not be one of the guys? To know you three have a bond I’ll never have?”
Cal reached for her. She jerked away from him, but he pulled her close and held her against him.
“You mean the world to us.”
“Bullshit. You treat me like a child. Do you know what it was like to keep trying and trying? Year after year I worked my butt off trying to please Gloria and no matter what I did it wasn’t enough. You all stood there, watching me fail and you never once thought to tell me why? To spare me that?”
She was right, he thought. This time when she tried to pull away, he let her.
She glared at them. “This was not your decision to make.”
Reid shook his head. “How do you say something like that to your only sister?”
“You find the words and if they don’t come easily, you keep looking for them. And I’m not your sister.”
Cal stared at her. “You will always be my sister. I don’t give a damn about who your father is. You’re my sister.”
“Half, technically,” she told him. “Get out.”
“What?”
She sucked in a breath. “Just go. I don’t want to talk to any of you. Go!”
The last word came out as a scream. Cal looked at his brothers, then back at her. Was it better to give her time, or should he try to get her to understand that he’d only been trying to protect her?
As soon as he thought the words, he realized that he’d screwed up trying to protect Penny all those years ago and he’d just made things even w
orse with Dani. It seemed as if he wasn’t very good at taking care of those he loved.
“Dani,” Reid began.
She took a step back. “Just get out of here. I don’t want to see you or talk to you.”
Walker nodded. “We’ll be in touch tomorrow.”
Instead of responding, she walked out of the living room. A few seconds later, a door slammed.
“Shit,” Cal said as he rubbed his jaw. “What the hell was Gloria thinking? I never thought she’d really tell Dani.”
“We should have been the ones,” Reid said.
“Ya think?”
Walker stepped between them. “We need to give her time. Some wounds need to bleed for a while.”
Cal knew Walker was right but he didn’t want to think of his sister bleeding. He didn’t want her hurt ever and he hated knowing he could have helped ease this one.
“I don’t think she should be alone,” Reid said.
“Penny will be home soon,” Cal told him.
Walker looked between them. “Should we give her a heads-up?”
Cal wasn’t sure how to answer. In truth, Penny already knew about Dani, so she wouldn’t be surprised.
“I’ll call her,” he said at last. “She’ll get here as soon as she can.”
PENNY HESITATED a second before turning in to her driveway. She was still trying to figure out what she was going to say to Dani.
A fight with family was one thing. Finding out you weren’t family was something else.
Of all the siblings, Dani was the one most interested in being a Buchanan. She had always defined herself that way—by her name and her connection to the business. Even when she’d married Hugh, she’d refused to change her name.
Penny parked, then climbed out of her car. She cupped her belly, hoping her concerns weren’t upsetting the baby.
“There’s going to be a lot of emotion, little one. Some crying and maybe even some bad language. None of this is about you. I love you very much and we’re going to be fine.”
With that she drew in a breath and walked into the house.
She found Dani curled up on the sofa in the living room. There was an open bottle of Merlot in front of her. Her eyes were swollen and bloodshot, her face blotchy. She was misery personified.
“Oh, Dani,” Penny breathed.
Her new roommate looked up. “Tell me Cal already told you so that I don’t have to repeat myself.”
“He did. I’m so sorry.”
“Yeah. Me, too.” She picked up her wine and took a drink. “Screw ’em all. What do I care about being a Buchanan? They’re all a bunch of losers. Good riddance. The same with Gloria.”
But as she spoke tears spilled onto her cheeks. Penny dropped her coat and her purse on the floor, then hurried to her friend’s side.
“I don’t know what to say,” she admitted as she sat on the sofa and touched Dani’s arm. “I wish I did.”
“Me, too,” Dani admitted. “Oh, God, Penny, this hurts so much. Way more than finding out Hugh was having an affair. That was a betrayal of trust. I wasn’t happy, but I knew I’d recover. This is different. I don’t even know who I am anymore.”
“Yes, you do. You’re a bright, ambitious, hardworking, wonderful woman. You’re caring and loyal. Plus you got the looks in the family.”
Dani gave a faint smile as she brushed away her tears. “So you’re saying I’m prettier than my brothers?”
“Absolutely. Although Reid comes fairly close.”
“I agree. It’s the eyes.” Her mouth began to quiver as her smile faded. Her whole body trembled. “I can’t do this. I can’t survive.”
“Yes, you can,” Penny told her. “You may not like it and you’re going to hate how much it hurts, but you will survive. You know why?”
Dani shook her head.
“Because you’re tough. That’s the main reason. The other is you’re not going to give that bitch Gloria the satisfaction of winning.”
Once again Dani smiled through her tears. “You’re right about that. I’m so angry at her. Furious. I always knew she had a thing for power and running our lives, but I refused to believe she was deliberately cruel. But she is.”
“She’s horrible,” Penny said. “You’re doing such a great job for her, but she can’t see that.”
“I know.” Dani sighed. “And to tell me that way. I think she was almost happy to be able to ruin my life.”
“No,” Penny said. “Don’t say that. She didn’t ruin anything. Not if you don’t let her.”
“She sure didn’t make things better,” Dani said. “I don’t know who I am anymore.”
“That’s bullshit,” Penny said.
Dani blinked at her. “Excuse me?”
She stood and then motioned for Dani to rise. “Come here.”
Penny led the way into the hall bathroom. After turning on the light, she pulled Dani in next to her and had her face the mirror.
“What’s different?” she asked. “Look and tell me what’s different.”
Dani glanced at her reflection and grimaced. “I’m really puffy.”
“Ignore that. I mean what’s different about you? What has changed in the past twenty-four hours?”
“I don’t know who my father is. I’m not a Buchanan.”
“I know that. But your experiences are still your experiences. Your body is still your body. You’re talking about context, and yes, I’ll agree that can change everything, but it doesn’t have to. Not if you don’t let it.”
“But…”
Penny shook her head. “No buts, young lady. Yes, things are crappy now. Really crappy. This may be the worst moment of your life. But you will come out of it and you will be fine. Because the wonderful, empowered person you are hasn’t changed.”
Dani leaned over and hugged her. “Thanks for trying to help.”
“Hey, I’m not just trying here.”
Dani managed a weak smile. “Okay. Thanks for helping.”
“Better.”
She dropped her hand to Penny’s stomach. “You must be so happy about the baby.”
“I am.”
“I’ll get there someday. You’re right. This hurts so much and I don’t know how I’m going to survive it. But I will survive and I’ll go on and one day I’ll have everything I want.”
“Yes, you will. And when that happens, I’m going to be standing right next to you saying ‘I told you so.’”
THE NEXT WEEK PASSED in relative quiet. Penny figured they’d all earned the break.
The restaurant did well, Lindsey was released from the hospital, and while Dani was still emotionally devastated, she was making forward progress. Even the rats were gone, thanks to a very efficient Al.
Penny sat at her desk playing with different combinations for specials for the following week. The Alaskan fishing season was well underway, giving her access to some wonderful seafood. She was already receiving produce from the Walla Walla area and parts of Oregon. When the Walla Walla onions made their appearance, she had some great ideas in mind.
“Maybe a special tasting dinner,” she murmured. “One that features whatever is fresh and special.”
She made a note. That was something she would discuss with Cal later. Right now she needed to be brilliant.
“Salmon?” She loved salmon. It was about her favorite fish. But maybe something else. Something…
“Am I interrupting?”
Penny glanced up and saw Gloria standing in the doorway to her office. Great. The rats might be gone, but now there was a snake in the kitchen.
She wanted to tell the older woman to get her ass out, but technically, she did own The Waterfront and was Penny’s boss’s boss.
“I’m working on specials for next week,” Penny said. “I’ll be putting in my fish order fairly soon.”
“Ah, how interesting. I don’t suppose there’s any chance you’ll be taking the fish and chips off the menu.”
Penny forced herself to smile. “It’s our
best seller.”
“How unfortunate. I always thought the people of Seattle had better taste than that.”
Penny ground her teeth together. “Did you stop by just to insult me, Gloria, or is there another reason?”
Gloria moved into her office and took a seat. “Insult you? I most certainly did not. Really, Penny, what a thing to say. I was saying that I didn’t like the fish and chips and wished they weren’t on the menu. How is that an insult?” She sighed. “You’re the executive chef. I suppose it’s reasonable for you to have a sense of ownership where the menu is concerned. That’s quite commendable.”
Penny frowned. Gloria sounded so reasonable, yet she was sure there was plenty more to come.
But before she could ask Gloria why she’d stopped by, the other woman glanced at her stomach and said, “You’re showing, dear. When is the baby due?”
“September.”
“A lovely time of year. I was told you don’t know who the father is. Is that true?”
“I had in vitro fertilization using a sperm donor, if that’s what you mean.”
“Uh-huh. So you know nothing about the man.”
“I have general information on him and his medical history.”
“But not his character.” She leaned forward. “It’s very much like buying those unmarked cans at the grocery store. It’s so very easy to get a bad batch of peas or carrots and not know until you’ve already brought them home.”
“Thanks for the warning.”
“I did want to warn you, dear,” Gloria continued. “I know you have your heart set on Cal, but it’s not going to happen. He’s never forgiven you for walking out on him. He’s not interested in you or your bastard. I know. He told me.”
Penny didn’t care that this woman was in charge or that she was elderly. She stood and pointed to the door. “Get out.”
Gloria rose. “He won’t marry you, if that’s what you’re hoping. You may think he’s changed, but who really does? In truth, he gave up Lindsey and he gave you up once already. Why would he keep you now?”
“If you don’t leave, I’m going to call for the guys in the kitchen to haul you out,” Penny said, trying not to give in to the anger rising inside of her.
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