You can do it.
Be everything we were and were not. Be a lieutenant, a tightrope walker, a sailor, an actress, a film-maker, a pianist, a lover, a mother, a nurse, a writer; be red and white, or blue; be chaos and heaven; and be them and me, and don’t be any of it. Above all, dance countless pas de deux.
I have written down for you all the words that I possessed.
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And suddenly your eyes found me. You recognised my face in the crowd. You squeezed your eyes tight shut, as if you were seeing a mirage, but I was still there when you opened them again. You took a step forwards, out of your enchanted world, into this ugly reality. Towards me. Because of me. So I could still hope. I couldn’t tell exactly what your face showed, but for now that step you took was enough for me.
Just a few more metres, a few minutes — but what did that matter, what were they, when we had travelled through an entire century together? Your lips formed my name, and I nodded: yes, yes, here I am. In a moment I’ll be with you. And I saw you smile, raise your hand, and reach out to me from a distance.
Watching all this, I thought that I had already dreamed this life, somewhere, sometime.
Just a few more moments, and we’ll find each other.
Book VIII
Brilka
The Eighth Life Page 115