You had to surrender eventually, but not necessarily give up altogether. Siiri and Irma had talked about this a lot. The world revolved too much around work, and once you didn’t have a job any more it didn’t make you free, it just made you a slave to your age, stuck in an endless string of empty days. It was no wonder people their children’s age fought against growing old with everything they had. There were pieces in the paper practically every day written by some person at retirement age declaring that they weren’t yet ready for the rocking chair.
‘What’s wrong with rocking chairs?’ Irma said. ‘I rock in my rocking chair every day, and it’s awfully pleasant. I heard on the radio that it’s good for your brain. For children’s brains, anyway. I think that’s what they said.’
‘If it’s good for children, it’s good for us,’ Siiri said, going back to the subject of ageing. If only working-age people understood what a small part of life a career was. If her own children had worked less, they wouldn’t have been worn out by the time they retired. ‘And the way everybody is a former something,’ she said. ‘Former printer, former telegraph operator, former copy-editor. I’m not a former anything; my profession doesn’t even exist any more!’
Irma had always been able to focus on the essential things in life. She had studied to be a nurse, but since she had so many children, she’d mostly stayed home. She also always remembered to say that of her six children, only her last was planned. Siiri doubted that Irma’s accidental children enjoyed hearing that story, but Irma disagreed.
‘The accidental children are the ones you love best!’ Irma shouted shrilly from the bedroom. ‘And anyway, no one had birth control back then. You would have had to go to the wrong side of the bridge to get it. You just had children. It was the same for everyone. Other people don’t talk about it like I do, because I had one that was on purpose. How did your children come into the world?’
Siiri had always wanted a large family. She had been happy to have three healthy children. But Irma was right. Children just came; you didn’t plan those things. People used to be afraid of getting pregnant, and now they needed expensive fertility drugs because they couldn’t have children, no matter how hard they tried.
Irma appeared again and twirled in front of the dining table. She had on a stylish black suit which had a beautiful pleated skirt.
‘That’s a good one. When did you get that?’
‘I bought this for my son-in-law’s funeral. Wait, that was almost five years ago. I must have bought this just last year, but I don’t remember whose funeral it was. Maybe my brother-in-law’s.’ When you were over ninety, funerals were practically a profession.
On Friday evening, Siiri and Irma were right on time and everything was ready. The flowers were ordered from the nice girl at the flower shop on Katajanokka, their clothes were well pressed and Irma’s medicine laid out in the pill counter that she kept next to her bottle of wine. Siiri had put her green cushion on the chair in her hallway that morning so that she wouldn’t forget to bring it with her, because the chairs at the chapel were so hard. They decided to go to sleep early, or at least go to bed and read, and wished each other goodnight.
‘Don’t die tonight. I can’t go to Tero’s funeral without you.’
‘Döden, döden, döden!’ Irma’s voice boomed down the corridor.
Chapter 6
On Saturday the liveliest of Sunset Grove’s old folk set out on the tram for Tero Lehtinen’s funeral. The Ambassador took a taxi, and the Hat Lady rode with him, which no one opposed. There was nothing wrong with the Ambassador’s legs, but he was accustomed to travelling at others’ expense and drinking free wine and he wasn’t going to change his habits at the age of ninety – everyone understood that. Irma also happened to know that he was a Freemason.
‘They have their own doctors; not like us, with our “personal physicians” who are never the same person from one week to the next,’ Irma said as they waited for the tram. ‘They get their pills and taxi coupons without even having to ask.’
They ended up having to walk a few roads to change from the number 4 to the number 8. The new couple from Spain didn’t like that at all. They both complained loudly when the traffic lights wasted their valuable time. The woman, whose name was indeed Margit – Margit Partanen – was particularly peevish and vociferous. She was a straight-backed, sizeable woman who still dyed her hair black, although it didn’t make her look any younger.
‘Tickets, please, everyone,’ said a young tram inspector the moment they boarded. The Partanens didn’t have any tickets and there was no getting out of a fine, although Margit tried pretending that she only spoke German. Their funeral outing turned out to be more expensive than they had planned, and Margit thought it was Siiri’s fault because she had insisted on taking public transport.
‘You’ll get a free ride to your own funeral,’ Irma said to lighten the mood.
‘Oh, but you won’t,’ Anna-Liisa corrected her. ‘The deceased should leave some money for the funeral to their heirs. It isn’t right to let others pay for it. I have life insurance to pay for mine.’
‘So do I,’ Siiri said, with a sudden look of alarm. Life insurance ought to have been a safe subject, but just then, as they turned onto Mechelininkatu, Siiri had a horrifying thought. She remembered that her insurance would run out when she turned ninety-five. ‘That means that if I don’t die soon all my payments will be down the drain.’
‘You’ll just have to die, then,’ Irma said, and started to reminisce about watching the brick buildings being built in Töölö when she and the other little girls in the neighbourhood hadn’t thought twice about women carrying heavy loads of bricks on their backs over dangerous-looking scaffolding. ‘Döden, döden, döden.’
‘I, for one, refuse to save up for my funeral, when I’m not even going to be there,’ Margit said, continuing the already forgotten thread of conversation. ‘You can just lay me in a cardboard box,’ she said to her husband, who was looking out of the window at the strange new apartment blocks. Half of them looked like their roofs and balconies were falling off.
‘Of course you’re going to be there,’ Irma said. ‘In the cardboard box.’
‘You want to get laid in a cardboard box?’ Margit’s husband muttered. This unconventional suggestion didn’t particularly surprise anyone, since all of A wing had heard Margit’s whoops every afternoon. Margit was hard of hearing and no doubt didn’t know she was making so much noise. She didn’t hear her husband’s muttering on the tram, either, although she was wearing her hearing aid. Those things never worked. The only reason they gave old people a hearing aid in one ear was so that other people would know they couldn’t hear. If hearing aids were meant to be of some use, they would put them in both ears, like they do for children.
They got to the chapel on time and took off their coats in the narrow foyer, which was always crowded with people elbowing each other and opening up packages of flowers and trying to find someplace to put the wrappers. A friendly verger with a beard recognized Irma and led the group to good seats in the sanctuary, like an old-fashioned usher. The chapel was pretty on the inside, bright and open and just the right size. The best seats for a funeral were to the left of the coffin, near the centre, not too close and not too far away. From there you could see the dear departed and the pastor and hear everything, although the words of remembrance that people said as they left their flowers in front were always vague and mumbled. Siiri and Irma couldn’t understand why Finland had this custom of baring one’s soul about the deceased in front of everyone, when people otherwise never expressed their feelings, but Anna-Liisa thought it was an important part of the grieving process. There were all kinds of silly, strange messages written on the flower-arrangement ribbons brought for Tero.
‘For a man who the angels wish to thank,’ a large, handsome young man read from his bouquet.
‘Whom,’ Anna-Liisa said, tapping her hymnal on the back of the seat in front of her.
The
large man had come to the funeral in a leather jacket. Actually there were a lot of leather jackets, all the same. Siiri looked on, mesmerized, at the man who dared to stand next to a coffin and talk about angels. If ever there was an angel, it was Tero Lehtinen, with his long hair and dimples.
‘Do you think he shaves his head?’ Irma asked in a too-loud voice. ‘He doesn’t look naturally bald.’
‘Nowadays even very young men want to be bald,’ Siiri whispered, and Irma shot back, ‘Yes, when they’re not wearing a topknot.’
This made them start to laugh and then feel immediately ashamed of themselves because it was very inappropriate to whisper and giggle at a young man’s funeral.
When it was their turn to go up to the coffin, a considerable operation commenced. Canes clattered against the floor, Siiri dropped her cushion, Zimmer frames got stuck between the pews and Margit Partanen’s hearing aid started to beep, but she couldn’t hear it, of course. The handsome man who talked about angels helped them, pulling Anna-Liisa’s Zimmer frame loose from the flower ribbon and picking Siiri’s cushion up off the floor.
‘A thousand thanks,’ Siiri said, taking her green cushion from him with some embarrassment.
‘Don’t mention it,’ the angel man said and looked at her with soft blue eyes. ‘Nice pillow.’
‘The residents of Sunset Grove want to thank our cook, Tero, for the moments of pleasure he gave us,’ the Ambassador read in his quavering men’s-chorus tenor, making the moments of pleasure sound so indecent that some of the funeral guests had to hold back laughter instead of tears. Irma nudged Margit Partanen with her elbow and told her to do something about her beeping hearing aid. Margit took the gadget out and stuffed it hurriedly in her handbag. It stayed there beeping throughout the service, competing with the snores of the Hat Lady.
Director Sundström and Nurse Hiukkanen weren’t at the funeral and so they weren’t able to witness the Sunset Grove residents’ condolences for Tero’s loved ones. It was also a great disappointment that Pasi, the social worker, wasn’t there either. As soon as the coffin was in the hearse, Irma walked briskly up to Tero’s mother, introduced herself, and talked about all sorts of things. Unfortunately, it was difficult to get any useful information out of the woman because she was so deranged by grief and strong medication.
‘Why did he do it? Why?’ she sputtered.
Chapter 7
On Wednesday Irma had a book-club meeting at her daughter-in-law’s house in some godforsaken place, probably East Helsinki or Espoo. She was supposed to have read George Perec’s Life: A User’s Manual for the meeting but she’d found it so tiresomely long-winded and convoluted that she had stopped reading. It was definitely intended for someone younger than ninety.
‘You didn’t finish it? How are you going to participate in the discussion, then?’ Siiri asked nervously, but Irma just waved her hand with her jangling golden bracelets and laughed.
‘I’m sort of their mascot. They invite me because they’re afraid I’ll be lonely. They think I’m senile and they don’t expect me to understand what they’re talking about anyway. The fun thing about being my age is that I can act however I like and no one’s surprised. My daughter-in-law always serves the most wonderful goodies. That’s why I go. Of course, I have to remember to bring my pillies.’
Irma hopped into a taxi in front of the Japanese restaurant at Laajalahti Square and Siiri went to catch the tram, taking a few running steps to make the nearest one. First the number 4, then one and a half times around the loop on the number 3. When the number 3 got to the last stop, at the Zoological Gardens, she had to sit in the tram and wait for several minutes. It felt awkward to just sit and watch the driver smoke his cigarette. A proper last stop has a little turnaround, like the number 4 has at Munkkiniemi. She particularly liked the little loop on Arabianranta, where the number 6 and the number 8 had their last stops. When the tram was going at a good clip it made her stomach do a lovely flip.
The driver had left the radio on, tuned to a programme about the unusually large number of people in Finland who mixed alcohol and drugs, much more than in other European countries. In other places people knew to use just one or the other. Mixing the two was most common among the young and the old. This surprised her. There was no denying that everyone at Sunset Grove drank large quantities of alcohol and popped large quantities of pills, but they were doctor’s prescriptions for various maladies. However, Siiri never took anything but a little red wine with Irma now and then, and a blood sugar pill every morning, like everybody else. She needed it because she was too fat, or too thin. Was she a mixed user? What about Irma, who drank nothing but red wine and took all kinds of pills? The Serbian doctor who prescribed Siiri’s diabetes medicine didn’t say anything about the dangers of mixing them with alcohol, he just tried to convince her to change her eating habits and drink her coffee without sugar, but Siiri told him that a ninety-four-year-old can eat what she likes and she still won’t die.
Finally the driver finished his smoke and the trip continued to Alppila. There, behind the amusement park, was one of Siiri’s favourite buildings, the Alppila parish hall. Its white beauty always had a strangely calming effect on her. Or was it the actual church? Churches were all just boxes nowadays. The one in Munkkiniemi was such a grey-brick monstrosity that people would stand in front of it and ask passers-by how to get to the church. Eventually, they built a tower on one corner of the building and put a cross on top so people would understand what it was. Siiri had wondered why there were no church bells in the tower, not one, and the vicar had explained that the bells were played on a CD player.
‘Isn’t it just as much trouble to climb the tower to turn on a stereo as it would be to play real bells?’ Siiri had asked, trying to be amusing, but the vicar was a serious woman.
‘The stereo is not in the tower; just the speakers.’
The number 3 tram was getting lively. A confused but smartly dressed woman started to give a speech in such a smooth, resonant voice that even Anna-Liisa would have approved.
‘There are tremendous numbers of laboratory rats in Helsinki. They bring bacteria and diseases with them and this organ-transplant business is important, particularly in Spain, with which Finland has significant ties. They use old people’s organs, too, kidneys and livers, anything at all. In our laboratory there were hallways full of large boxes of kidneys and livers, styrofoam boxes that were taken away and hidden in the basement, but I saw everything.’
The woman sitting next to Siiri got out her phone and started shouting into it to drown out the story of rats and organ transplants.
‘Are you going to start the potatoes?’ she said, without announcing herself or asking who she was speaking to, as was the custom now. She apparently meant put the potatoes on to cook. Her husband – or maybe it was her child – had started the potatoes. The food would be on the table when she got home. Siiri’s husband had never cooked. He hadn’t known how. He was lucky if he could get the skin off his own potato once it was cooked.
The woman from the laboratory hallway had moved on to a new subject. ‘Once, when I was talking on the tram, a man got on who looked like Prime Minister Paavo Lipponen. He lived in Töölö. I had been to the door of his building and the trams don’t go there because people in Töölö are so fancy that they live in a closed society and nobody’s allowed to see their lives from the window of a tram. I also know which building Kai Korte lives in. Nobody remembers who Kai Korte is any more, but he was the Finnish Chancellor of Justice until 1986, and there are now almost a million people who have this device inside them, which I have, too. They install them in people and they cause inflammation of the soles of your feet.’
The other passengers exchanged glances, some moved further away from the lunatic, some spoke louder into their phones, and a schoolgirl with multiple piercings sitting across from Siiri started to giggle nervously. Siiri wished she could relax and enjoy the beautiful buildings and the sounds of the children. In fact, the incid
ent at the card table the previous week was still playing on her mind. No one had seen Reino or Olavi Raudanheimo since Reino had been sent to the Group Home to calm down.
‘He’s probably been drugged into dementia and sent to the closed unit permanently,’ Irma had said that morning when she’d come to Siiri’s apartment for coffee before the book-club meeting.
They had both heard horror stories about old people being drugged into unconsciousness. People who had seemed deeply senile might be completely in their right minds once their medication was stopped. Old people who’d forgotten their own names would suddenly recognize everyone in their family, and even their neighbour’s relatives. They couldn’t comprehend how such a thing could happen. What good would it do anyone to drug an old person senseless? It certainly was no way to save money. It would be cheaper for them just to die and get it over with.
The confused woman on the tram was shouting even louder now, working herself into a kind of frenzy. The driver glanced at her nervously in the rear-view mirror, but he couldn’t do anything because he had to keep driving.
‘I can tell you that Kai Korte was a good man, but even he, among all those piggy banks and brokerages, couldn’t do anything about the bacteria from the laboratories and the infected feet. It may be that the doctors were eating the rats. They eat rats in China and they have better medicine than we do! They used styrofoam boxes to transfer the rats – and I saw everything!’
Siiri escaped from the tram at the railway station, along with many other passengers. She pitied the driver, who had to continue his route with the woman on board. She looked at the railway station and the City Centre building with its sausage-shaped concrete awnings, two of Helsinki’s ugliest structures, and wondered why Eliel Saarinen and Viljo Revell had designed both ugly and beautiful buildings – Revell, the Sausage Building and the Glass Palace; Saarinen, the railway station and the Marble Palace at Kaivopuisto. And why did Helsinki call such little buildings palaces?
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