She wouldn't help him anymore, or worry about him, or try to take care of him. She wouldn't give a damn about him ever again because now she knew he'd lied to her all these years. He'd even made her think it was Ben, and she'd loved Ben so much.
She'd fire him.
He started to cry. She was the only person in the world he loved, and the only person whose love he cared about, and now he'd lost it.
He should have sold the fucking necklace. But he'd never been able to let go of it. At first he'd thought he'd sell it, like the rest of Leni's jewels, but it was too valuable and too well known. And then he knew he didn't really want to sell it, because those bastards had kicked him and Laura out, and the necklace was like a badge of honor: he'd fucked the Salingers. He would pick it up and run it through his fingers and think. They want it back but they'll never get it. They took Laura's inheritance and kicked us out. They stole from us; I stole from them.
But after a while he almost forgot the necklace. The past few years he'd barely looked at it. He had so many other things going for him: bigger stakes, bigger risks, the greatest time of his life.
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"Clay?" Myma was calling from the kitchen, as if they'd never had a fight. "I've got cheese and crackers; do you want some?"
He tried to answer, but he was crying and only a strangled sound came out.
"Clay?"
"Yeah. Wait."
"I was thinking of hot spiced wine. Unless you want brandy."
"Brandy."
'Then bring some from the buffet, okay?"
''Okay. Few minutes."
'Take your time. I know what I'll do. I'll make hot wine and spike it with brandy. That ought to get my man in a good mood before I take him off to bed."
Got to get out of here. The words were a drumbeat inside him. Out of here, out of here, out ... He couldn't face Laura; he couldn't bear to see that she hated him. Out, out, out. Shaking, tears streaming down his face, he pulled a duffel bag from under the bed and threw pants and sweaters into it, shirts, underpants, socks, an extra pair of shoes. Yanking off his dress shirt and tuxedo pants, he pulled on Levi's and a fisherman's sweater, socks and loafers, and a dark cap.
He yanked open the top drawer of the file cabinet and took from the back, hidden behind Laura's letters, two manila envelopes. He sHpped them into his duffel bag. From another folder, he took three of his favorite pictures of Laura and put them between the envelopes to keep them from getting crushed.
All that had taken barely five minutes. From the bottom drawer he grabbed the thick envelope with Laura's name on it in Owen's handwriting. She must not have noticed it, he thought; she must have been so blown away at finding the necklace she didn't look at anything else. The envelope went into the duffel bag, too. He didn't know what he'd do with it—he knew she didn't need it anymore, now that she'd bought the shares in Salinger Hotels—but maybe someday it would help him find a way to make her love him again.
"Clay? Just about ready."
"Wait."
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He zipped shut the duffel. He was still crying but he moved instinctively, slithering around the bookshelves and along the wall of the huge room with a speed and silence he'd perfected in years of practice. At the front door he grabbed his leather bomber jacket from the coat closet. And then, without a backward glance, he opened the door in absolute silence and closed it behind him, and was gone.
The flight to Boston was storm-tossed as the plane flew through rain and turbulent winds, and Laura gave up trying to concentrate on the meeting to come. Clay, not Ben. Clay, not Ben. All night the refrain had kept her awake. And the other thefts — everything Paul said — probably true, probably true, probably true. Her thoughts were as turbulent as the storm that had started about three in the morning and which still raged. She had wanted her own family. She had wanted it so badly she never looked beyond it to see the signs that were there. The clues were all there for me to see, but I wanted to believe in him.
Very early, Myma had called, her voice angry. "He's gone. Snuck out while I was making him spiced wine. I thought he'd come back, but I think some of his clothes are gone, too. It was just a silly quarrel; everybody has them; but this time he took off. I suppose he's with you; he always runs to you as if you're his mommy. Please let me talk to him."
"I haven't seen him," Laura had said. She knew why Clay had left, but she would never tell Myma; it would only make everything worse. She'd have to think about how to find him —or maybe leave him alone until he worked things out for himself and came back—but she couldn't think about it now; she had no time. She had to think about the Salinger board meeting.
She hadn't decided what she would do there. Until last night, she'd planned on walking in and exposing Ben for what he was, identifying herself as his sister. Why should she care if that hurt him with the Salingers? Look what he'd done to her.
But now she knew he hadn't done anything to her. He hadn't robbed the Salingers, he hadn't fought with Owen, he hadn't betrayed her. He'd told the truth, and she hadn't be-
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lieved him; she'd told him she never wanted to see him again. She'd sent him away just as cruelly as the Salingers had sent her away.
Now that she knew that, how could she jeopardize everything he had? She had no right to invade the life he'd made and reveal his secrets.
But if she didn't tell them who she was, she couldn't get her stock purchase approved.
She didn't know what she would do. There was no reason to go to Boston if she was not going to claim her right to the shares as Ben's sister. But she had dreamed of confronting Fehx for so long—so he would know she had gotten back what he had stolen from her—that the thought of giving it up forever made her feel empty inside. I know I shouldn't want it; I've already got so much, and I have to think of Ben. . . . But she did want it. It was inextricably entwined with the drive that had fueled her ever since Felix sent her away.
I can't decide now, she told herself. I'll think of something on the plane. There's still time. I can't miss this meeting, I can't just give it up and forget about it, there must be a way. . . .
By the time the plane had landed in Boston and she was in a taxi, riding through the familiar tunnel to the city, she was feeling queasy and light-headed, and it didn't seem to matter whether it was from the flight, or the long sleepless hours in bed aftsr she had left Clay's apartment, or her apprehension about what lay ahead. Felix. And Ben.
At the Boston Salinger, everything was the same, yet everything was different. The hotel stood in haughty grandeur overlooking the Public Gardens: the lobby was crowded with businesspeople in gray and brown suits, all carrying identical briefcases; in the comer, Jules LeClair, impeccable and not a day older, sat at his desk handing out keys and advice. But the lobby was not as big as Laura remembered, and Jules was not as daunting, and the overhead chandelier was certainly smaller and less brilliant than in her memory. And some of the ashtrays needed cleaning; she remembered the lobby as always spotless and shining. Amidst the turmoil of her thoughts, she smiled. What had changed was Laura Fairchild.
She was late because of the storm, and she walked quickly
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to the elevators, before Jules could see her. She rode to the top floor, so swept by memories she was thinking of nothing else as she walked past the receptionist to the conference room door and opened it. She stood just inside, waiting for the men at the long table to notice her.
Ben saw her first. Looking up from the papers he was scanning, he frowned at the interruption, then looked puzzled because he saw someone he thought he knew . . . and then, his eyes wide with astonishment, he shoved back his chair. But before he could say anything, Felix was on his feet. "What the hell are you doing here? Get out!"
**Good morning, Felix," Laura said. Turmoil churned within her, but outwardly she was as cool as her severely cut ice blue suit. "Good morning, gentlemen." She came to the table and
held out her hand to the man seated nearest to her. "Laura Fairchild."
His eyebrows rose. "Cole Hatton." He stood and shook her hand.
Across the table from Hatton sat Thomas Janssen, and Laura turned to him, holding out her hand. "I'm glad to see you again."
"My goodness, Laura," he said simply, and held her hand in his.
"This is a board meeting," Felix snapped. "If you don't leave, I'll have you removed."
Laura moved on and held out her hand to Asa. He looked at it, but he could not take it. Confused, his eyes darting about the room, all he could do was nod and turn away.
Laura hesitated; then, her face flushed, she introduced herself to the next two men, whom she did not know. They both stood and shook her hand. And then she was beside Ben, her hand out. "Good morning."
Their eyes met for a long moment: it seemed to Laura to last forever. Then Ben took her hand. "Good morning. I'm glad to see you." He moved aside so that his chair was free. "Will you sit down?"
"She will not." Felix's lips were a thin line. "This is a closed meeting!"
Cole Hatton interrupted. "I'd like to know why Miss Fair-child is here."
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Laura sat in Ben's chair and took from her briefcase the purchase agreement she and Ginny had signed, "Virginia Starrett has sold me her shares in Salinger Hotels Incorporated. Since the purchase must be approved by the board, I thought it would be expedient for me to come in person—"
"Expedient!" Felix's face was dark; veins bulged at the sides of his forehead. "Bullshit! You came to make trouble! You know this board will not approve that purchase— "
"Felix," Cole Hatton said, "we haven't discussed this. I have no idea how I would vote on Miss Fairchild's purchase."
"Irrelevant," Felix snapped. "It will not be approved. This woman has—"
"I dislike being called irrelevant," Hatton said, his color rising.
"This woman has no moral character—no moral fiber— she is not fit to own a portion of this company—"
"Yes, you said that before," Thomas Janssen said mildly. He looked at Laura. She sat straight, with Ben beside her; he was watching her with that odd look of surprise, almost wonder, he'd had when she first appeared. They hold their heads the same way, Thomas thought; they even look a little alike: something about the eyes . . . "But I think we should listen to Laura. It's been a long time, you know, and things change, and perhaps we could benefit from her expertise."
*This matter is not on today's agenda," Felix snapped. "It will have to— '*
"What's been a long time?" one of the other board members asked.
"What does moral fiber have to do with business?" the man beside him asked.
"This woman's hotels are under investigation for criminal activities," Felix said, his voice rising.
" ^Criminal'?" Thomas asked.
"Thefts of fine art, massive thefts— "
"The hotels are stealing art?" Hatton demanded. "Pretty lively for a hotel, if you ask me. Well, Miss Fairchild, you tell us. Are you in trouble with the law?"
"No," she said.
"Police questioning you about your hotels running around stealing art?"
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"No."
"Police questioning you about anything?*'
"No."
"Police talking to you about anything?"
"No."
"Well, I don't need more than that. Miss Fairchild's name is one of the best in the business. I don't know what investigation you're talking about, Felix, but it strikes me as irrelevant. If Miss Fairchild has a purchase agreement from Virginia Stairett, I say we vote on it and get on with the meeting. It's a simple up or down vote. And I so move."
"You may if you insist," Felix said furiously. "In fact, I'll second it. And I vote no. Asa?"
Asa looked at the table. "No," he mumbled.
"So that settles it," Felix said. "Approval requires three-fourths of the board, and Asa and I, together, have almost a third. We'll go on with the meeting as soon as"—he gestured toward Laura, unable to say her name—^'leaves." There was a pause. Laura stared at her hands clasped on the edge of the table. "I'm waiting."
"Of course the two of you can block it," Thomas said, "but I would like to discuss it further. I can make a motion to do that, if you'd like; I don't want to think we might be acting too hastily for a second time with Laura. If this is a bona fide sale, it seems to me she has a right to her shares. She paid a great deal of money for them. I for one am quite amazed—^"
"Yes, we are all amazed," Felix said sarcastically. *The vote has been taken, and no new motion is on the floor. But since you bring it up, if the money was stolen, as it probably was, then the sale would be invalid on that ground alone."
"It was not stolen," Laura said clearly. She stood and walked to the windows, where she turned to look at them. Her voice was steady. "I thought most members of this board would be willing to vote on my ownership without prejudice. I especially hoped that Asa . . . Well, I did hope that Asa might. This is a bona fide sale," she said to Thomas. "If you want to ask Ginny Starrett about it, I'll give you her telephone number. And you were right about needing my hotel expertise: someone isn't cleaning the ashtrays in the lobby."
With a strangled oath, Felix shoved back his chair and al-
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most ran around the table to the door. "This meeting is adjourned! Adjourned!" He opened the door. "Until you can behave—" He stopped and pulled himself up with stiff formality. "Until this board can behave in a businesslike manner."
"Just a minute!" Ben had moved around the comer of the table and now stood in Felix's place. "I didn't hear a motion for adjournment." He looked at each member of the board. "Is there one?"
"I moved adjournment!" Felix exploded. "You heard me."
"I didn't hear a second," Ben said evenly. His look fastened on Asa, pinning him down, and Asa, suddenly unsure of where the real power lay, this time kept silent. Everyone kept silent. "There is no second," Ben said. "It seems this meeting is still in session. Laura, you had the floor."
He waited for her to identify herself as his sister. He didn't know why she'd waited this long; she wouldn't get her shares approved any other way. He felt a strange kind of relief, and dread. He didn't know what would happen, but from the moment he had seen her—this wonderfully beautiful woman who was his sister—all his love for her had welled up, and he knew that, whatever happened, they would not deny each other again. She's my family, he thought with love and pride. And he waited for her to tell them who she was.
But she was silent. "Laura," he said again, "you were saying—?"
Her eyes met his. She knew she couldn't do it. She'd thought she would have everything she wanted as soon as she owned a piece of the Salinger empire, but now that she was on the verge of having it, she knew there was more. There was Ben. She loved him and she had done him a terrible wrong, and she was not going to do another. He'll tell the truth in his own time, she thought, or he won't; that's up to him. I'm not going to force him; I owe him at least my silence. Because it wasn't only Clay I was blind about; it was Ben, too. Paul, I'm sorry; you were more right than you knew.
She closed her eyes briefly. I'm getting pretty tired of apologizing, she thought, but it was my own fault.
"Laura," Ben said urgently. "We're waiting." She opened her eyes. They were all watching her. She looked at Ben and shook her head.
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"What is this?" Cole Hatton demanded. "What are we waiting for?"
Ben took a long breath. What the hell, he thought; it had to happen sometime. I wish I'd had the guts to do it long ago. I wish I didn't feel as if I were on the edge of a cliff right now. "We're not going to wait any longer," he said quietly. "We're going to approve the sale of Virginia Starrett's shares to Laura Fairchild. I'd like to introduce her to you again, correctly this time." He glanced at Felix, who stood beside the door, frozen, knowing, somehow, that something terrible was going to happen
. Ben reached out his hand, and Laura stepped forward to take it, her eyes wide, a smile trembling on her lips. "May I present my sister," Ben said clearly, and put his arm around her, and they stood together and faced the board of directors of Salinger Hotels Incorporated.
Her three rooms were exactly as she had left them, shining in the sunlight that had broken through when the storm passed. "They're too beautiful to change," Ben said as Laura walked through them. She was silent, trying to hold in the memories that battered her: all the love and laughter of the years she had lived there, the excitement of making a glorious new life, the exhilaration of discovering what Laura Fairchild could be, and do, and feel. "We used it for Judd for a while, but now we keep it as a guest apartment. Allison thought we might eventually put Judd's sister in it, when she gets old enough."
"Will it be a sister?" Laura asked. She was surprised at how normal her voice sounded.
^That's Allison's prediction."
Laura stood before the fireplace, looking at Paul's photograph of the three children building a sand castle. "I always thought of them as the three of us," she said softly. "You and Clay wanting to fly the pirate flag, and me thinking about ribbons and a room of my own."
"It's a brilliant photograph," said Ben. "Do you ever see him anymore?"
"Now and then."
He heard the change in her voice. "Are you still in love with him?"
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"I've been so busy," she said vaguely. "I haven't had time to fall in love with anyone else."
Ben was about to say he'd asked a serious question, but he stopped himself. He couldn't expect her to trust him with confidences, not this soon; first they had to get used to being together. And that was so hard, so amazing. He wondered if he looked as stunned as he still felt; it all had happened so quickly and everything was changing, minute by minute, while he tried to keep up. "Are you able to keep up with all this?" he asked.
"Almost." She smiled. "I was prepared, you see: I knew I'd be at that meeting. But still, to see you, and be with you . . . Ben, we have so many things to talk about."
"Do you want to go through the rest of the house first?"
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