by Lauren Wood
“Everybody sees me one way and they don’t even imagine that I might be more than what they see on the surface. I only sleep with these women because it’s expected of me. I always felt like I needed to take a shower afterwards.” He was only telling her what she wanted to hear and the look in her eyes told him that things were going to progress very quickly from here.
“You have suffered in silence long enough. You can always talk to me and I feel that we have something more in common now. We’ve both been pigeonholed to believe that we are supposed to adhere to the way that people think about us.” She had just finished that speech when he turned and got a kiss with such a passion that she felt momentarily stunned into silence. “I can feel his tongue in my mouth and I never thought that I would be in this position. His hand is cupping my right breast and the other hand is sneaking into the waistband of my pajamas. I want to resist, but my body is telling me one thing I and my head isn’t playing along.”
He could feel how wet she was and the lips were soaking with excitement. He touched that tiny nub and felt her jerk in response to his attention. He dropped down into a subservient role on his hands and knees knowing that this was the best way to draw her out of her shell. He pulled at the drawstring, and watched as the gravity did the rest. He was now faced with the smooth mound with the puffy lips that showed exactly how his words had affected her.
He opened her lips and he saw the bubbling cauldron waiting for the insertion of his long oral instrument. He had learned through a two time encounter with a woman of the night on his father’s dime how to please a woman the right way. That girl was a wealth of information and now he was using that to supply Raven with the necessary incentive to give her body to him.
His tongue found that resistance waiting for him that he knew exactly what that meant. He had found a virgin unicorn. It made him smile to hear her pleased by what he was doing.
“I can’t do this… I can’t do this to my friend… Oh fuck… I don’t think that I give a damn about anything besides what you are doing.” Raven grabbed onto his hair and pulled at the follicles to hear him moan on her clit. He had just latched onto with his mouth. “Yes…make me cum with your tongue deep inside me.” She came with the intensity of a storm. She was pressed up against the wall of the kitchen and was reaching out to the fridge to make sure that she didn’t collapse in a heap after going off like a firecracker. “This has to be some sort of dream and maybe I had some sort of head injury that is now making me hallucinate with lucid clarity.”
He slobbered all over her and was now concentrating on that one piece of her anatomy that would most likely go unrecognized by other men. His tutelage underneath Rachel was money well spent for his 18th birthday. Every man should experience an older and experienced woman once in their life.
He got up and stood there with his hand grabbing hers and placing it on the object had become something of a fascination for her. He let her linger with her fingers touching the length of him through his pants. The way that she was biting her lip and staring down at where her hand was had certainly been a good indication that she was ready for more.
“I’ve never met somebody like you, Raven. You seem so unapproachable, but yet you feel things deeper than others. I know what you want. I also know that you’re never going to get it without doing something about it. You need to be the one to tell me this is what you want. You can feel how aroused I am by being with you and that should prove to you that I’m not just going to fuck you and then leave you. Give me a chance and I promise that I will never disappoint you.” He had said these lines a few times, but this was the first time that he thought he actually meant it. It was kind of weird to hear the words and know the true purpose behind them.
Chapter 4
Raven stood there with nothing in between them other than the thin layer of his pants. “I know that I’m probably going to go to hell for this, but I want you to fuck me against the wall. I want you to make me peel the wallpaper off, so that everybody can hear what you are doing to me. This pussy is begging for that kind of penetration and I’m worried that you’re going to hurt me this first time. Promise me that you will be gentle and that you’ll give my body the respect that it deserves.” “I don’t want to sound naïve, but I’ve heard stories that would make a grown woman’s hair turn white. Every girl wants their first time to be special and with the man that captures their heart. I’m hoping that I can say that for myself, but how can I be sure that he won’t revert to his old ways after he’s done.”
“I don’t know that I can promise you tomorrow. The one thing that I can promise you is right now and right here. There’s no way for me to tell you that we’re going to be together forever. I wish that I could say that, but I’ve seen friends of mine lose their way and the love that they used to share.” He had never confessed something like that before and it was like a light bulb going off over his head. He wanted to tell her that he wanted to feel her lips on him, but he didn’t have to do that.
Raven hungered for what she was feeling with her fingers and she went down to get an unbiased view. She’d heard stories, but she never believed any of them until this very moment. She opened his pants and found the bulge that was pressed into a pair of black briefs that was not exactly regulation. These were custom made to hug his package.
She pulled it down to see this log and she planted a lone kiss on the tip. There was no lipstick smeared, because she wasn’t wearing any. She thought that she could fight this feeling, but in the end it was all about pleasure. “I know that I shouldn’t, but I’m going to. He just flexed it and made this very clear drop of fluid appear like some kind of magic trick. I have to do this and I would hate myself if I were to walk out the door after he shared something so poignant.” She opened her mouth and at first struggled with remaining in the moment. She finally was able to accomplish what she had in mind. The heat from the skin of the shaft was now lying heavily on her tongue. She surprised even herself as she continued to take 1 inch after the other until all 9 inches had found its home inside her throat.
She could feel that vein making its presence known and could feel the balls rise up in reaction to the way that she was servicing him.
“I’m not exactly a novice at this, but I don’t think that I’ve ever seen a better site than with you on your knees. One thing that could be better is to see you from behind with that perfect ass arched and ready to take me.” He could feel her swallowing. He was going to do the one thing that he promised that he would never do. He was never one to give in easily, but this girl with jet black hair had certainly shown him that not every woman was the same. He gave her a few sharp jabs with his hips and each one was received in kind. He watched her mouth in action and the way that her spit slid down the shaft to tickle the ivory of his balls.
He always thought that he was composed, but with her he was ready to turn this apartment upside down with every position in the book. He moved away from her and saw the way that she was looking at him with that desire that could not be contained. It didn’t take all that much to get her to stand up or to turn around in a compromising and dirty position.
“I don’t think that I have to tell you this, but I have never been with a man in this way. I’ve wanted to, but I never found anybody that was even close to risking what I have built for myself. You might be the only one that has found a way to open me up to new experiences.” “I’m watching him and I’m not sure, but I think that he wants me as much as I want him. A part of me feels guilty for doing this, but there’s another part that only wants to get fucked. I’ve waited long enough and I only wish that I had done this sooner. I was waiting for the right one to come around.” She raised her arms and allowed him to turn her body into an erotic plaything.
“My god… I don’t think I’ve ever seen a more perfect pair of half moons. I don’t know what you do to make it this hard, but I don’t think that you should ever stop.” He was holding himself precariously on the edge. He noticed that he was dro
oling down the sides like some ice cream cone that was melting in the hot sun. He applied pressure to the lips and in combination to her already excited form he was able to fit himself in for the first couple of inches. He waited with bated breath. He wanted to be the one to take it from her, but his hesitation was her gain.
She pushed back and broke through the last thing that was preventing her from becoming a woman. She drove him in all the way, until his balls were nicely nestled up against her pussy lips. She could feel every single inch and she wondered if the pulsations of her walls were causing him to be concerned about his ability to hang on until the end. “I thought that I didn’t know how to talk to him. He told me things that were not common knowledge amongst the rumor mill. I feel like we have only this moment and that we should make it count for something.” The expectation of the moment had now gone past anything that she had thought it would be.
“I don’t even know what to say. You can feel hard I am and you know that it’s not going to be long before I let the cream boil to the top.” Vance took a hold of her beautiful hips and bent at an angle to get the perfect vantage point. He watched himself pull back with her sweetness now coating his shaft. It covered him and he started to move until the stuff that she had just squirted over him had become something of a white thick paste. Her slippery walls welcomed him with a glad hand and in the same breath squeezed down on him with a fierceness that made him spill regardless if he thought that he could hold on or not.
“I’m…I’m…cumming… I’m so fucking sorry. This has never happened to me before.” He had nothing to feel sorry about and 20 minutes with Raven was better than all the other times that he had lasted infinitely longer. “Fuck… I feel like I’m not even myself anymore.” He was about to leave the comfort of her warm embrace, but her lips grabbed onto him and kept him at a readiness that he didn’t understand. “I have to say that this has never happened to me before either. You’re truly a woman in your own league. Others just don’t do it for me the way that you do.”
“I’m not…done with you…yet.” She’d become something that she didn’t recognize and the reflection in the mirror down the hall was of a wanton woman slamming back against him and taking every fucking inch. That 9 inch spike was driving in like a hammer. She heard the smacking of their flesh and she soon felt that moment arrive with no fanfare. “It’s happening… It’s fucking happening… I’m…CUMMINGGGGGG.” She screamed and found her legs losing the energy to stand up any longer than necessary. She was on her knees clinging to the wall and then she heard the door slamming behind her.
She lay there on the floor looking up at the ceiling and feeling ashamed of her behavior. She could still feel him dripping down onto the floor and she had no choice but to touch it and bring it to her lips for a savory reminder of what they had just done with each other.
It was two weeks and still they had not seen each other in that time. She had seen him from the bleachers hiding in disguise to make sure that he didn’t see her. She just found out that she was pregnant, but she was now becoming fully aware that his interest in biochemistry was a false façade. She found out about his eidetic memory and felt foolish that she had allowed him to breach the perimeter of her legs.
She tried to keep things to herself, but her roommate was constantly on her case. They talked at length about what had happened. They eventually realized that there was no man that was worth this kind of drama.
Raven and Melissa were sitting with some of the gaggle of other girls without even paying attention to what they were saying to one another. Raven suddenly perked up her ears at a notion that didn’t seem possible. These girls were talking about Vance and what they were saying had her wondering if maybe there was a chance for them. She was ready and willing to raise this child on her own and had designs on leaving at the first sign that she was showing.
“…know what you mean. Vance was kind and generous to a fault, but he seemed to be preoccupied. I wanted him to bend me over the car, but he put his hands up and told me that this was as far as it was going to go. I don’t know what has gotten into him.”
“I had the same experience. He wined and dined me like I was expecting and the lobster was to die for. It was soaked in this garlic butter and melted on my tongue and my palate. It was the only thing that remotely came that close to my lips that night. I tried every trick in the book to get him to sleep with me, but he continually denied me. It’s usually him that initiates and I thought that he was learning that a woman likes to grab on and never let go.”
“I could have sworn that once he got a look at the way that I picked up those quarters in his car that he would be all over me, but that didn’t happen. He dropped me off and told me that I would get a call from him, but I never did.” These two girls were describing a different man.
“I have to wonder if I really did get underneath his skin that much that he wasn’t even able to perform. I didn’t think that I was anything special, but maybe he thought differently. It might be a good idea that I corner him someplace and get the truth from the horse’s mouth.” This secret pregnancy was her cross to bear and she hadn’t even informed her very religious and strict parents of this latest development.
She found him in the hallway after one of his classes and she pushed him into the ladies room. The two girls that were there were aghast by this interruption and they left with dirty looks that probably would’ve killed somebody.
Raven went over to the door and locked it. She stalked her prey with her finger up in the air and pushed into his chest.
“I have a bone to pick with you. What is this that I’m hearing about you not sleeping with the girls that you’re dating? What kind of game are you playing? I have a good mind to shake you until you tell me the truth. Was this just a recent development?” “I’m hoping that he’s going to say something that will make me see that he can be a father.”
“I don’t want to admit it, but my time with you changed me. When I told you of my confession, it was the first time that I began to see that I had allowed my father’s mistakes to become my own. I never allowed anybody to touch my heart until you came around.” Vance pulled her to him and felt the way that she was trying to pull back. “Did you hear me? I’m through playing the field and I only want to spend my time with you. I only dated those other girls after you because I needed to know for sure that was what I was feeling. If you hadn’t come looking for me, I would’ve come looking for you.” He was no longer going to allow his father’s past indiscretions to dictate the rest of his life.
Raven turned away with his arms wrapped around her waist from behind and his mouth now touching that spot on her neck that drove her crazy. “I hope that I’m not going to regret this. I just found out that I’m with child. I do hope that this doesn’t change things for you. I certainly don’t want to see a cardboard cutout of you going through the bathroom door in an attempt to get away.” “It’s a good thing that I can’t see his face. I can hear him breathing behind me and the only other sound is the water rushing through the pipes.
“I’ve never wanted to be a father and maybe it’s because my father was no prize. I thought that it was my mother’s fault and I just recently found myself going to her and pleading for forgiveness. I will always love my father, but I now know that his way can’t be mine. It’s not going to be easy, but we will do this together and not because we have to. I don’t want to chain you down and I don’t want to be with anybody else. I don’t have a ring, but I can give you the proposal. I really don’t think that it would be a good idea for me to do it here of all places.”
“I never thought that the day would come that you would want to settle down with anyone. It’s always been my dream to find that man that is going to care for me and give me the family that I wanted for as long as I can remember. I promised myself that I would never get pregnant without planning it first. I suppose if you want god to laugh, you say that you have a plan.” “I will not allow my studies to suffer and I will have i
t all. I have the devotion of a good man even though in the back of my mind I will wonder about all the other girls. I’m definitely not going to pull at that thread. There’s no point in lamenting over the past when the future is the only thing that matters. I need to give him the benefit of the doubt and forget about any kind of suspicion that he might be stepping out on me.”
“I don’t know what the future holds for us, but I know that I don’t want to lose you. It feels strange saying something like that and meaning the very words. I will never try to pen you in like an animal. I know how important your studies are. I’ll have the kind of money that will allow you to continue your pursuit of your dream.”
“That’s all I needed to hear. I don’t want to be barefoot and pregnant in the kitchen cooking for you and slaving over a stove every day with no appreciation. I don’t want us to be absentee parents and I would never allow a nanny to come into our lives. I would consent to my mother visiting and looking after the child in a granny suite that is made specifically for her.” “It’s better that we plan ahead and not feel overwhelmed when the baby is born. He’s going to be very busy training in the fall, but I have a feeling that’s not going to stop him from becoming the kind of father that he never had.”
The proposal was made in the privacy of her dorm. He had just found out that he was going to join the Los Angeles Raiders. The lucrative contract was too much to pass up and they were soon moving their extended family to the other side of the United States. It all started with an infatuation and ended with the perfect little family. The baby would be born and would have all the love of its parents. They would continue to show each other their affection for one another and they would never allow one moment to pass that they didn’t say that they loved each other.
THE END