by Ella Brooke
***
It took Marco a while to realize that he had been tricked. Velvet wasn't coming back, and by the time he made it to the library door, she was long gone.
For some reason, he was impressed. Even if it had been at his expense, it had been neatly done. Then he felt as if he had been punched in the gut.
He was not naive enough to think there was no reason why a woman might want to discreetly move away from an incident of love-making, even one as impressive as theirs had been. She might have had second thoughts, Christ, she might have been married. Marco understood.
Usually Marco understood.
The idea of his Velvet being married was a bitter pill to swallow, but that wasn't the only reason women fled. He knew he had to know why she had fled, if only so he could tell her that it was foolishness, that the kind of connection they shared was too special by far to waste.
Tomorrow, he told himself. Tomorrow, he would find her, they would talk, he would learn her real name, and then things could truly begin.
Any other option was unthinkable.
***
At seven in the morning, Seanan herded Briony onto the jet, two fresh tickets in her hand.
"I was able to trade my tickets and my room to Augusta Ward, who was never even invited to that first party," Seanan said triumphantly. "And I'll get started with more networking when I get back to LA. This is working out better than I would have thought."
"I'm glad," Briony said with a faint smile, and she was. She would never have forgiven herself if she had cost her sister a precious opportunity, but Seanan had a way of landing on her feet.
In their seat, Seanan tugged up the armrest so she could let Briony lean against her shoulder.
"It'll be fine, you'll see," Seanan said soothingly. "We'll be back home in no time, and you're sure to get back to normal."
"I hope so," Briony said with a sigh, and as the sun rose, she watched Italy drop away behind them.
Chapter Six
One year later…
Marco ducked as the comtessa threw a second glass at him, smirking just a little, though if he thought about it, there was nothing funny about the situation at all.
"You're a bastard, Bianchi," the comtessa snarled. "You think you can lead a woman on like this and not suffer the consequences?"
"I think that you're just very bad at listening to me when I tell you things," he said. "I told you up front that I had no interest in you beyond the physical.”
She shrieked high enough to break crystal, and there was no telling what she might have done if her friends hadn't dragged her off. The club's bartender, more than used to this scene, impassively slid Marco another drink. He was just taking a sip when Stefan, his head of security appeared.
"You cannot slip away from us like that, Your Highness," Stefan said reprovingly. "Did you hear that woman screaming earlier? I was afraid that you had gotten into some kind of brawl."
"Yes, that would have been terrible," Marco said, lying glibly. If Stefan knew half of what Marco did on a regular basis, he'd probably have a heart attack.
"Yes. So perhaps stay close and let me do my job."
"Of course, very right, Stefan," Marco said, slapping his bodyguard's shoulder. "What's next on the docket for the evening?"
Stefan shot him a disapproving look, but he'd stopped mentioning that that wasn't his job ages ago. "A film premiere. Red carpet. At least you are already dressed for it."
Marco glanced down at his tuxedo with amusement. Was he wearing the damn things more often these days? It was easier to simply wear them out.
"Sure, why not," he said with a yawn. "If it's too terrible, I will simply fall asleep in the theater."
As a matter of fact, Marco did not fall asleep in the theater. The film itself was amusing enough, a Hollywood romantic comedy about handsome people living in New York, but Marco was already losing interest until about fifteen minutes in.
He wasn't even looking at the screen when he heard a laugh that sent chills up his spine, right before a voice he recognized very well said, "Well, if that doesn't take the cake..."
Even after a year, Marco could still remember her soft laugh, her warm, husky voice. He remembered seeing her bare except for a domino mask in a secluded alcove, he remembered how she had thrown her head back with pleasure when she’d met her pleasure so fully and so beautifully he thought it had shaken the world.
He stared up at the screen, waiting impatiently for the speaker to appear again. It was her. It had to be. Same chestnut hair, the same bright blue eyes. Something about it was off, but he ignored the small voice at the back of his head. It was her. It had to be.
He would be lying to himself if he said that he had to reach back into his memory to find her. It felt that not a week went by when he didn't think of her. When things had become so troubled six months ago, Marco thought he must have remembered her every day, desperate to find a moment of calm in a world gone mad.
He watched her on the screen, hungry for a glimpse of her. She was the second lead, smart and funny, far more interesting than the lead herself. She stole the show, and Marco felt a sudden surge of possessiveness for the men in the audience who were falling in love with her now.
Marco knew with a nearly supernatural chill that she was in the theater with him somewhere. His Velvet, sweet and lovely and bold…she was so close that in a few hours, they might be in each other's arms again.
He watched the credits, but for some reason, when he found her name, there was a peculiar, flat feeling. Seanan was a lovely name, but it suited his Velvet oddly. In the dim theater, he looked up her name on his phone and realized that she had been in the movie for that premiere he had attended a year ago. It had to be her. There was no way this could be a coincidence.
She was easy to find in the crush afterwards. All he had to do was follow the laugh and find the flash of gorgeous chestnut. He walked up to her, his heart pounding like a blacksmith's hammer in his chest.
"Hello, Velvet," he said softly, and she turned to him.
"Excuse me," Seanan said with a smile. "I'm afraid that you have the advantage over me. Have we met?"
Marco could barely understand his own feelings at that point. He had expected to feel at least a little crushed if she didn't remember him. However, what he felt instead was a strange sense of relief.
Perhaps this wasn't her, or if it was her, he had simply fallen for a fantasy in the middle of a difficult time. He covered his confusion by leaning down to give her a soft kiss on the hand.
"I thought we had," he said with an elegant shrug. "I was at a movie premiere a year ago at Baldassare's estate. I thought I had recognized you from that time. Forgive me."
The actress shook her head with a slight smile. "There's every chance that we might have met then. I'm afraid that my sister had a difficult time that night, and I do not recall a great deal of that evening..."
Sister...
A shiver ran up Marco's spine. He was not a man who believed in fate, or at least, he had not been before this. There was a voice whispering inside his head, telling him yes. Telling him mine. Telling him go.
Outwardly, he only raised his eyebrows.
"I think I might know of your sister," he said blandly. "Perhaps I could speak with you privately later on?"
"Of course, signore," she said with a smile. "I'd be happy to do so."
***
Briony sighed as Eva wrapped her little fingers around a strand of her hair, tugging almost painfully hard.
"Oh my god, sweetie, don't you know that's attached," she said with a wince, and then she rolled her eyes. "What the hell am I saying. You're three months old. You probably think it tastes like candy...yup, here, give it back, you little monster."
She tugged her hair back out of Eva's chubby fist. Her daughter glared at her for a moment, and then with a lightning change of mood, smiled and laughed at her mother instead, waving her arms so enthusiastically that she nearly tumbled out of Briony's arms. Briony
caught her again with a skill born of long practice.
"Yeah, yeah, it's a good thing you're cute," she grumbled, but when Eva rested her head against her mother's shoulder, Briony felt her irritation drain away as if it had never been there.
"Listen, you can snatch me bald if you want, just maybe hold back time, if you could? Make the next nine months really, really stretch out. Can you do that?"
She looked expectantly at Eva, but her daughter, dark haired and dark eyed, seemed to have no more answers than she did. Briony sighed.
It's fine. I still have nine months to figure out what to do. Nine months to figure out how to make sure that Eva gets taken care of while I get on to making a living.
She knew she was already fairly lucky. The university where she worked had an excellent maternity leave, and she had been able to take off as soon as Eva was born. What might happen when she had to go back to work was a mystery, but hopefully, it was one she could solve.
With her baby strapped to her chest and a bag of groceries in each hand, Briony thought all over again how her life had changed in the past year. If someone had asked her a year ago what was in her future, she might have shrugged and said that perhaps she would go back to school, or maybe she would have taken up a musical instrument. A baby had been nowhere in the mix.
Now that Eva was here, however, she couldn't imagine life without her, and as she walked along the sunny street, she tilted her face down to nuzzle her daughter's dark hair.
She would be lying if she said that she had never thought of Marco throughout that year, but she had done her best to put him out of her mind. Instead, she was more than occupied raising her very own lovely miracle, and as long as she could figure out what came after maternity leave, they were going to be just fine.
She noted with a hint of neighborly curiosity that there was a midnight blue Bentley parked in front of the building. The only person in the eight-apartment block who ever entertained visitors that wealthy was Angie, who seemed to enjoy a host of expensive boyfriends. The Bentley was new, though, and Briony hoped this one would prove to be the man of Angie's dreams.
She paused at the foot of the cement stairs, finally noticing that there was a man standing at the door. He wasn't one of her neighbors, and her mind flashed to the muggings that had been happening in the area. Surely it couldn't happen to her, not in the middle of the day with her baby on her...
Then the man turned, and Briony felt weak in the knees. No, there was no way. Sensing her mother's sudden tension, Eva sent up a thin howl.
"Briony? You okay?"
Angie had walked up behind her without her notice. Her neighbor carried her own shopping bags, and she looked up the stairs suspiciously at the man who was watching her impassively from the top.
"This guy giving you trouble or something, Briony?" Angie's tone promised trouble, and Briony finally managed to shake her head.
"No," she said faintly. "That's...that's Eva's daddy."
Chapter Seven
To Angie's credit, she made a point of telling Briony and Marco that she would be in all day, and if they needed anything, she would be right there. Briony was thankful for her neighbor's concern, but there was no way in the world to quickly explain the situation to her and put her mind at rest.
Hell, she wasn't even sure she could do it for Marco.
Wordlessly, she let him into her apartment, suddenly aware of how very shabby and small it was. She had been so proud of it when she’d gotten it, and Seanan had been so happy to cosign the lease for her. She watched as Marco looked around. He wasn't in a tux, but even his jeans and tight black T-shirt looked far more expensive than most of her furniture.
The silence stretched out between them as he turned his eyes to her. She had put down her groceries, but she hung on to Eva as if her daughter were her shield.
"Are you going to introduce us?" he asked softly, and god, his voice was just as she had remembered, so perfectly smooth and masculine, like coffee with just a dash of Irish cream...
"Introduce... Oh! Um, yes. Come a little closer..."
He did as she said, and Briony tugged Eva free from her wrap. Eva looked at the newcomer with interest, her eyes just newly able to focus on faces.
Marco reached one hand for her, but he looked uncertain as to how to proceed. Briony saw a moment of doubt flicker across his face, but then Eva settled things for both of them. She laughed brightly in delight at this brand new person, and her hand flailed forward to grasp at his finger. Marco sucked in his breath a little, and suddenly Briony could remember how it had been, just a few short weeks ago, when Eva had done that for the first time.
"Strong," Marco said, and Briony nodded.
"Very. The doctor says she's very active for her age."
"Doctor..." He looked up in alarm. "Has she been sick?"
"No. It's just what you do for babies. I didn't know it until...well, until I had to."
A dark cloud passed over his face. He started to say something, but Eva made a slight sobbing sound. He drew back in surprise, but Briony knew well enough what it meant.
"Aww, sweetie, I kept you out too long. I know, I know, you're tired..." She glanced at Marco. "I need to put her down for her nap. Do you mind...?"
"Not at all," he said, as gracious and lordly as if they were in his home and not he in theirs. Biting her lip, Briony walked back to the smallest bedroom where the crib was located. She got Eva down with a minimum of fuss, grateful the motions were at this point so ingrained that she could simply go through them.
She looked down at her sleeping daughter's face. It wasn't the first time that she’d thought Eva had more of her father in her face than her mother, but it was the first time she had been able to compare so vividly.
As she passed the tall mirror in the corner of the nursery, Briony saw a young woman with lavender circles under her eyes wearing the same stretchy green dress she had been wearing for the last two days. She was a far cry from the girl in velvet who had danced with the handsome masked man, and that made her feel a stab of disappointment and dread.
She ventured back into the living room as if she were entering enemy territory. In a way, she supposed she was.
Marco was looking at a piece of framed art she had picked up at a yard sale, a painting of a Victorian party at a boating exhibition at the park. The painting was cheery and bright, adding some much-needed warmth to her otherwise plain apartment, but she wondered if it was tacky in his eyes.
"Marco," she started, but that was as far as she got.
In one moment, he turned and crossed the floor towards her. He dragged her into his arms with a grasp like iron, as if he were afraid to let her go. The heat sprang up between them as if it had been just a matter of hours and not an entire year since they had seen each other.
She opened her mouth, perhaps to protest or urge him on, and he sealed his mouth over hers. The sheer hunger in his kiss took her breath away, but it wasn't just because of the power that lurked in his body. No, it was also because it met a hunger that was just as intense, just as profound in hers.
Briony had thought something inside her had fallen asleep after she’d found out she was pregnant with Eva. Perhaps it was a hormonal issue, or perhaps it was because she had left something behind. She had been far too busy to look for it or even to think about it much, but now she realized what it was. She had been a pile of tinder without a match. Over the last year, that tinder had only grown drier and drier. Now here came Marco with a match, and with a flick of his wrist, the match was thrown and a bonfire roared up out of the dry wood.
"I can't get enough of you," he murmured, dragging her even closer. His words in her mouth were delicious, and that was before he pressed his tongue between her lips. Boldly, she drew on his tongue with her lips, relishing the groan he uttered. If he had power over her body, she had power over his as well, and it was too easy to remember straddling him, riding him with all that pleasure surging through her.
She molded her body to
his, soft to hard, and it was sheer, primal satisfaction when she felt him rise against her. She started to reach for his aching erection, but then she felt as if someone had dumped a great deal of cold water over her head.
What the hell am I doing?
Marco was a little slow to realize what was happening, but when he did, he paused. He looked down at her, and even though his eyes were hazed with need and desire, he regarded her evenly.
"What's the matter?" he asked. "Too fast? Was I too rough?"
"No, not that," she whispered, and then she shook her head. She pushed against him. It was like pushing against a brick wall for a moment, but then he backed off. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him adjust himself briefly before turning to face her again.
"What is it?" he asked again, and she found her tongue.
"This isn't me," she whispered, shaking her head. "No. This isn't. What we just did, god, what we did in Italy, that wasn't me at all..."
"I might beg to differ—"
"No," she said loudly enough that she was suddenly worried she had woken Eva. She listened, but there was no thin, answering wail. When she spoke again, her voice was more moderated but no less emphatic.
"I'm not someone who has sex with strangers. I don't have flings, I don't give in to a momentary flash in the pan attraction, I don't...kiss strangers so intimately..."
For a moment, Briony was confused. Was that hurt that flickered across Marco's face? How in the world could she hurt him?
"Well, then, we're lucky that that's not what we're here to discuss, is it, Briony?"
She blinked. "How in the world did you know my name?"
He started to answer, but then he shook his head. "I have come a long way. Will you sit?"
She smiled a little at how naturally it came to Marco to simply offer her a chair in her own home, but she came to sit next to him on the couch. She stayed close to her end away from him, and there was that flash of disappointment again.
"I know your name because I went to the premiere of Look Again."