“Leighton Tempest”, the Detective went on. “I am arresting you on suspicion of accessory to murder-”
“This is insane. You’ve all gone insane”, Leighton said, almost laughing at the preposterousness of it. “This is a joke, right?”
Based on the expression on the faces of the officers, it definitely wasn’t a joke.
“Ewell, please take Leighton and Gracey out of here and read them their rights.”
“Whoa, wait a second, Detective”, Leighton said, his arm up defensively. “Under what rights do you have to arrest us?”
“Leighton, with all due respect, this is my job. You can talk about your rights at the police station.”
“You’re making a huge mistake, Detective.”
“Yes, we’ll see about that”, Foster retorted.
“When my legal team is finished with you, you’ll be lucky to get a night shift security job at a mental hospital.”
“Leighton, this will be much easier if you cooperate”, Foster said flatly.
“Get them out of my house”, Alexis barked again. “I can’t stand it for one more minute. That conniving bastard and my Gracey. I can’t believe what they have done.”
Alexis’s performance was so good, even Pandora was beginning to be convinced.
“Mom”, Gracey begged, desperate for her support.
“You are no daughter of mine”, Alexis scowled, her head twisted to the side theatrically. “Not anymore. Get out of here before I lose my temper.”
“Murderer”, Pandora spat out again, but this time it was too much for Gracey to take. She broke free of the light hold one of the uniformed officers had put on her, to launch herself at her sister. Leighton was quick to pull her back, but not before Gracey had scratched her sister’s cheek and pulled out a lump of her hair.
“You see”, Pandora screamed, up on her feet now to point at her sister, horrified by what had just happened. “You see what she is capable of?”
Leighton held her tightly, and she wept loudly across his shoulder, before Thomas Ewell felt enough was enough, and broke their embrace so they could both be taken away.
“Leighton”, Gracey said, fighting to get near him again, her eyes red and cheeks wet with tears. “I didn’t do it. Whatever they say, I didn’t do it.”
“I know”, Leighton said calmly. “Don’t worry. Don’t say anything until I get you my lawyer. We’ll be through this in no time, I promise.”
“Time to go”, Detective Foster said. “Take them to the cars.”
Gracey, now a sobbing, shivering mess, and Leighton, absolutely indignant at the arrest but willing to comply in the ways that were being asked of him just to get it over with quickly, were put in separate cars that had been parked alongside each other, so for the briefest of moments before they pulled away, they could see each other framed by the glass of the back windows but were unable to move to comfort each other.
It was during that moment that Gracey mouthed the words “help me”, and Leighton felt completely impotent because he couldn’t do anything else but sit there. When her car pulled away, he had no idea when he would see her next.
Detective Foster watched it all again from the position by the window, that up until that night had been Alexis’s area of repose.
“I’ll need you both to come to the station and give a sworn statement”, Foster said.
Pandora was being looked after by Benjamin Pope, who seemed more concerned by the scratch on her cheek than anyone else. Isabella still hadn’t looked at anything else but the carpet.
“Please let me know if you need anything”, Foster said to Alexis, turning this time to face her.
“Detective”, Alexis said in her sultry way, “What exactly is it you think you are able to provide me?”
***
Pandora couldn’t believe how right she had been all along. Gracey was obviously as guilty as sin, that sexy lab assistant Benjamin had confirmed it without Pandora even needing to take her clothes off to ask him. That’s why Detective Foster was there in the first place. He’d come over to arrest her. It was clear that Leighton was in on it too, and Pandora making up a little white lie about him being at the house before it all happened was just what the Detective needed to seal the case. There was nothing wrong with that. It was clear Leighton was up to no good anyway, he’d lied about why he was here in the first place, which was a good indication he was capable of lying about other things. Pandora made sure she mentioned that to the Detective, the Sergeant, Benjamin Pope and anyone else who would listen. Isabella was easy to convince to go along with her story as well. She would have done anything for her older sister and anything to get her hands on that damn pony. Pandora felt rather pleased with herself. Things might not turn out too badly after all. It was Leighton’s word against hers and Isabella’s and two always beat one no matter which way you looked at it. You didn’t have to be a genius to work that out. She might not get to fuck him, but it didn’t matter, there were always other men in the world, and if she had money, she could pick and choose as she pleased.
Part Three.
Several years earlier…
Chapter 17
He fell in love with her the moment he set eyes on her, he just didn’t know until a few years later that love was what it really was.
For him, then, eight years old and as wet behind the ears as they came, it was a pain in his stomach when she wasn’t there, and a heat everywhere else when she was. He had a crippling urge to talk to her, or just be near her, no matter whether he had anything to say or she had any desire to hear it, but it was there all the same, and there was no way to refuse it. If nothing else he was persistent, and persistence was as admirable a quality as he could offer, at least until he got a job, and made enough money to buy her the things she kept saying she wanted.
She’d come into his dad’s shop with her mom one Saturday in late July, just after they’d moved to the city for her dad’s new job, and then every other Saturday throughout the summer, sometimes even on her own, until school started and he got to see her everyday.
Her name was Isabella. Isabella Aldrake-Matthews, which Philip thought was the most exotic and beautiful sounding name in the world. As far as he was concerned, nothing else but being with her mattered.
Their conversations had a tendency to go a little bit like this:
Philip: I’m going to marry you one day and we’ll live in a big house that looks out over the park.
Isabella: Your dad’s a greengrocer. You can’t afford a house big enough for us. And besides which, you haven’t even got a job.
Philip: Well then, I’ll… I’ll…. I’ll get a big job in the city and earn millions of dollars and we’ll have the biggest house there is.
Isabella: I don’t want to marry you.
Philip: We’ll see.
Philip’s father, Pieter: Philip. Put those goddamn apples down before they spoil.
Philip would usually be juggling fruit or doing tricks on his bike or turning spit into bubbles just to impress her. He’d walk the bags of groceries to the huge house that they lived in at the edge of park slope just to spend as much time with her as he could. When she started school, Philip was the one who volunteered to show her around, introduce her to his friends and make her feel safe.
Isabella wasn’t ungrateful for what he did for her, and even though she didn’t show it anywhere near as much as Philip did, partly because she liked teasing him and partly because her mother had always told her to be careful of boys and to never give them what they wanted, over the years of their friendship, she began to feel the same way. Philip used to tell her it was because he’d worn her down over the years, and the result of her falling in love with him was inevitable. Isabella used to just smile sweetly and tell him it was because there was no-one else left on the shelf when her time came around to pick.
They were best friends at eight years old, even though Isabella would have denied it to the death if someone had asked her, boyfriend and girlfriend
in secret before they got to middle school, and boyfriend and girlfriend for real, when they left it. They shared their first kiss on a bench in prospect park at eleven, and were pretty much inseparable from then on in.
There were bad times, of course. There were times that they weren’t together romantically, but even throughout these times, when Philip’s mother died suddenly of an aneurysm, and Isabella’s father lost her job, when Isabella was getting bullied at school, and decided to run away from home, even throughout these times, even if they weren’t together officially, they were there for each other. They were in love, and they were always meant to be, and there was no way that Philip was going to let her slip out of his fingers, now that he had finally got her firmly in his sights.
Philip Mandrake De Vries came from a family of greengrocers, and a greengrocer was what his father expected him to be. They were Dutch immigrant farmers who’d been in the United States of America for over three hundred years and they had a proud tradition of toiling the land that was expected to be upheld. Isabella didn’t care what Philip was or wanted to be, as long as he was happy and he brought that happiness home to her. Philip, however, had other plans. He hadn’t lied to Isabella when he told her he wanted to buy her a big house overlooking the park. He hadn’t lied to her either when he told her he planned to get a big job in the city and bring home a million dollars. He saw his dad working day in day out, up at the crack of dawn and never in bed before midnight, he saw him scrape away at a life that was always two steps in front of him, and he saw the toll that put on his mother, right up until the day she died. There was no indication the two things were connected, but Philip could never put it out of his mind.
“We’re better than that”, he would tell Isabella. “I’m better than this”, he would tell his father too.
The problem was, despite being able to dream bigger than anyone else in the state of New York, Philip was not academically gifted. He failed to make his way properly through high school, through a combination of lack of interest and an inability to apply himself, and ended up refusing to work for his father, while taking what he deemed a sabbatical to work on a series of failed business ideas.
He could have left school at sixteen and begun to earn an honest wage at his father’s shop, but stubbornness saw him carry on with his studies, in name only, just to be with Isabella. His obstinance and unwavering idealism were qualities that had attracted Isabella to him in the first place, but as the end of her school year grew nearer, and the option for her to continue her studies in a number of different universities across the fifty states presented itself, it became much harder to cope with. Not quite, but it almost became impossible.
Isabella was as studious as she was beautiful, and while Philip was worrying about how he was going to make his first cool million, drooling over the huge houses that lined every park he had ever set foot in and spending every waking hour he wasn’t with his beloved on business plan after business plan, Isabella’s perfect world began to crumble apart.
At first she thought it was flu. Later she thought it was because she was drinking too much coffee, or staying up too late or not staying up late enough. She thought it was the wine Philip had stolen from his father’s drinks cabinet, or the way they were having sex. She thought it was everything else but what it turned out to be. It took her a long time to admit to herself what was happening, and then a long time after that to admit it to Philip. She was only eighteen after all. They’d just celebrated their ten year anniversary in the city. She was far too young to understand what it all meant. Schizophrenia. She was supposed to be thinking about which University to go to, which career to pursue, not this. Not which medication they were going to put her on to stop the voices she was hearing in her head. Voices, she would finally accept she could never place the origin of. Never say for sure when they really began. Schizophrenia. It was a word big enough to change the small and perfect world she’d created for herself. It was a heavy word that hung in front of her with malice and spite. It smelt bad, it didn’t taste right, it even looked foreign to her, regardless of how delicately she studied it. More importantly, It was a word that wouldn’t go away no matter how fast she ran. Schizophrenia was there to stay.
“We’ll get through this”, Philip said, hugging her into him.
“I’m a freak”, Isabella protested, tears wetting both her cheeks and his shoulder.
“That makes two of us then”, Philip said. “It takes one to know one.”
“That doesn’t help, darling.”
“Do you want me to juggle some apples?”
“No, I don’t want you to juggle some apples. I want this whole thing to go away. I want it to be a fucking dream.”
Philip separated himself from Isabella so he could brush the tears away from her face with the yolk of his thumb and look her in the eyes.
“Look, you were there when mom died, I’m not going anywhere, I promise. We are in this together, like always.”
Isabella managed a smile.
“I’m going to be different”, she said. “Bitchy, demanding, moody.”
“I thought you said you were going to be different?” Philip joked, and then hugged Isabella tightly so she couldn’t slap him.
“I have to take fucking medication, Philip. I hate taking medication.”
“If it makes you better.”
“I’ve read what it does. It numbs everything. It’s going to take away what makes me me.”
“Honey, I’ve known you for ten years, you can’t take away what makes you you. That would be impossible.”
“I hope you’re right”, Isabella said. “Jesus, I hope you’re right.”
“Whatever happens, it happens to us, right? It doesn’t just happen to you. Got it?”
“Got it”, Isabella said, even though she was thinking ‘I’m the one with Schizophrenia, not you.’
Chapter 18
With some money from her parents, and a little bit that Philip had someone managed to cobble together from one of his money making schemes, they found a cheap flat in Coney Island, thinking that being close to the beach would be better for Isabella, packed up their items and were moved, with a little help from Philip’s dad, the summer they both turned nineteen.
It had been a turbulent year. Isabella had changed medication three times, finally settling on something that seemed best at controlling her mood swings. At times, she seemed like a completely different person, while at others, she seemed as normal and as lucid as she always had.
Upon advice from her medical team, and despite being offered scholarships to two Ivy league universities, Isabella reluctantly decided to defer until she was in a better place mentally to be able to cope with the strains of moving away from home and taking on a four year course. This affected her much more than she initially thought it would, and unable to both continue her studies or work, she found herself sitting at home and slowly going mad again through boredom.
“I’m rotting here”, she would complain to her parents, who were doing everything they could to support her. “And you don’t give a damn.”
The initial medication made her fat and angry. When it was finally changed she did nothing but spend all day crying and smashing up everything that she owned. She threw plates, kicked a hole in her television and broke her window with a shelf full of school books, she had someone managed to wrench off the wall.
Through all of this Philip stood beside her. She would hurl insults at him and tell him they were finished. She would cry all night and blame him for her illness. She told him she hated him a hundred times and on a particularly bad night held razor blades against her wrists and told him she would kill herself.
After Christmas she spent a week in a psychiatric hospital for rehabilitation, during which time she was put on her third different series of medication and which finally gave her some much needed stability. The mood swings stopped, but they were replaced by the numbness she had spent so long trying to avoid, and an apathy that, albeit infr
equently, resulted in bouts of depression that would leave her bed bound for days at a time. Philip wanted her put on a different medication again, but Isabella and her parents refused. She could take the depression and the apathy, the lack of appetite and the slovenliness as long as she felt mentally stable. As long as she wasn’t violent or angry or lying in bed crying. As long as the voices stopped.
She didn’t feel herself, but Isabella had long since forgotten what that really meant anyway. Philip was worried that he was losing her completely, but the doctors said she was showing signs of improvement, and they promised that although the bouts of depression that she was experiencing wouldn’t ever go away completely, they could be certain that over time, and with proper attention, they could be reduced significantly. According to Isabella, it was a satisfactory price to pay, even though Philip wasn’t completely convinced.
With all this going on, Philip was yet to find a job. It was a source of constant worry for Isabella, especially after they had moved in together. As far as she was concerned, her illness, which was what she called it, having never been in favour of the word ‘condition’, or of simply using the word schizophrenia, was under control. It was being treated in the best way it could be, she felt better than she had done in months and she wanted to think about her future, and their future together, which was why she agreed to move in with Philip in the first place.
“I told you so.” Philip said, the boxes and bags not even unpacked.
“What did you tell me?”
“I told you we’d move in together.”
Isabella flopped down onto the couch. It was balmy so close to the water, and it was making her tired.
“You told me you’d buy me a house overlooking the park”, she said sarcastically.
“Gotta start somewhere”, Philip mused.
“Honey, sit down for a moment”, Isabella said, her tone changing.
Philip moved like a shot to the couch. He knew that tone and knew it was best to give Isabella his undivided attention. Isabella took Philip’s hand in hers.
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