Finding It li-3

by Cora Carmack

  Then there were the abs … sweet baby Jesus, it was like there was a factory with a conveyor belt spitting them out because they just kept coming. I didn’t even know where to begin. It was a buffet of well … buffness, and I was about to be guilty of gluttony.

  “Should we get drinks?” Jenny asked.

  I shook my head. “I’m okay. Let’s check out the water first.”

  I took my first step into the bath, and I may have let out a strangled moan at the delicious heat. I smiled at Jenny and said, “Bet they don’t have things like this in Canada.”

  “Are you kidding? I would still be in Canada if we had shit like this.”

  I sank in the bath up to my waist and closed my eyes in satisfaction. The water lapped at my chest, and I could feel the tension in my muscles unraveling.

  “Can I spend the rest of my life here?” I asked.

  “You might get a bit pruney.”

  “Worth it.”

  We waded farther into the bath. There were bodies everywhere. People danced and laughed and splashed. With the heat and steam and music and lights—it was a sensual overload.

  The guys waded into the water behind us, and I said, “Time to snag you your hot Aussie.”

  Jenny smiled. “Patience. Trust me, I’ve been hanging out with him long enough to figure out, he needs a little push. A bit of jealousy should do the trick.”

  I almost felt a little sorry for Tau. Jenny was gorgeous, all dark to my light. Dark hair, brown eyes, tanned skin. As she scanned the bath, I knew she wouldn’t have an issue finding someone to make Tau jealous over.

  “And what are you looking to snag tonight?” she asked.

  “Just a bit of adventure.”

  A couple playing chicken toppled into the pool a few feet away, sending a wave of water over both of us.

  “I think you’ve found it!” she shouted, wiping at her eyes.

  I did the same, and smiled.

  I had found it. This was what I’d been looking for. The kind of experiences I couldn’t get in Texas. Maybe it was naive, but being here—visiting places and doing things that most people didn’t—it made me feel … special. It made me feel successful in a way that a college degree and a padded bank account hadn’t. Even if I never did anything else of note in my life, if I spent the rest of my days in a loveless marriage or a porcelain home like my mother, at least I had this to remember. At least I had these memories to set me apart from the crowd.

  We moved farther into the pool, and Jenny wasted no time before leading us up to two guys. She was kind of the perfect wing woman. Together, we could take the partying world by storm.

  “I’m Jenny,” she said to the nearest guy. “This is my friend Kelsey. And you are gorgeous.” He was actually. Tanned skin, killer green eyes, and shaggy hair that was curling in the steam. She added belatedly, “Oh, and that’s John and Tau.”

  Damn, she was good. Her brother and her crush held back a bit from the group, and I could see the way Tau’s eyes followed her as she smiled and chatted with her new conquest.

  I didn’t know whether to talk to Jenny’s friends or the cute guy’s friend. The friend was attractive too, tall and kind of skinny with long blond hair. But to be honest, I didn’t really feel like talking to either. Jenny was easy to hang with because she just talked, and she didn’t ask too many questions. She was a party friend, the kind that you click with instantly because you have similar partying styles, but don’t have to actually put forth any effort. John and Tau were different. They were both on the quiet side, and I felt like I had to work to talk to them. And the cute guy? Well … I didn’t have a great excuse for why I didn’t want to talk to him. I was trying to convince myself into starting a conversation when he beat me to it.

  He said, “Kelsey? That’s your name?”

  I nodded. “And you are?”

  “Lukas.” He spoke excellent English, with just a slight trace of an accent. German maybe? He asked, “Are you two sisters?”

  Jenny and I looked at each other and smiled. We didn’t particularly look alike. She was dark to my light, but our bodies were similar enough.

  I smiled at Lukas and said, “We are.”

  He pushed some of his hair back and gave me a wicked smile. God knows what it was with guys, but there was something about the idea of sisters that drove them nuts.

  “Where are you from?” Jenny’s guy asked. His accent was thicker than his friend’s.

  Jenny flipped her hair and answered, “Holland.”

  I saw Tau roll his eyes and scowl.

  Lukas turned to me and said, “Oh?” Followed by a string of noises that I was guessing was Dutch. I gave Jenny a look.

  Really? The guy had a German accent, and she picked a country right next door to his? She couldn’t have gone for something like, I don’t know, Sweden?

  I laughed and placed a hand on his shoulder, hoping to flirt my way out of it.

  If that didn’t work, I could always make a swim for it. My eyes went to the space between Lukas and Jenny, my escape path, if I needed it. And as if the universe had framed him for me in that space, I saw Hunt.

  I blinked once, wondering if I was hallucinating him because of the heat, but he was still there. His head started turning toward me, and I panicked.

  I gripped Lukas’s other shoulder, and spun him until my back was to Hunt. The water sloshed around us, but there were so many people that he couldn’t have seen. Lukas’s hands gripped my waist, and I let it happen because the last thing I needed to do was cause a scene.

  It was only after my back was turned that I allowed myself to acknowledge how devastatingly gorgeous Hunt looked. I’d felt the muscles beneath his clothing, imagined them this morning, but seeing them in the flesh even for just a second put that all to shame.

  And for the first time in a long time … I was nervous.

  Jenny turned and raised an eyebrow at me. “What’s up, Kels?” Subtext: Hey, psycho … what’s your problem?

  What was my problem? He was just a guy. Guys had never been a challenge for me … or not in a long time anyway. But this guy … he had me on the ropes without even trying. All I knew was that there were a hundred girls in bikinis here, and I was sure I was the only one that had tried to kiss him with vomit-breath.

  I resisted the urge to peer over my shoulder and told Jenny, “Nothing. I’m fine. Just someone I’d rather not see.” And was dying to see simultaneously. Way to make sense, brain.

  Truthfully … I didn’t get him. And when I thought I had, I’d been wrong. It was that uncertainty, that complete lack of control, that made him the scariest damn thing I’d encountered in a long time. And the complete opposite of what I told myself tonight was going to be. I said, “There’s five other bath places, right?”

  We could just move on. Find another place to party.

  “Yes, but …” Jenny threw a smile at the guys and said, “We can’t leave yet.” She moved to stand closer to her catch. I sighed. I didn’t want to make her have to start over with operation jealousy.

  “They could come with us.”

  I lifted my chin to look at Lukas, and he tightened his arms around my waist.

  Jenny turned and peered past my shoulder. “Who are you running from anyway—Oh!”

  “Oh? Oh! What does ‘oh’ mean?”

  A smile crossed her face that made my stomach jump in anticipation.

  She turned to the two guys and said, “Could you give us just a second?” She took hold of my shoulders and Lukas’s fingernails grazed my skin lightly as she pulled me out of his reach. She moved us over a few feet before asking quietly, “Would the person you don’t want to see happen to be a gorgeous piece of man candy with a buzz cut and biceps that some ancient civilization probably worshiped?”

  I swallowed. “Please tell me the reason you know that is because you’re psychic.”

  “No, honey. I’ve just got eyes.”

  Speaking of eyes, I swear I could feel his on my back, and I thought my
spine might curl in on itself from the way it tingled.

  “He’s watching me?”

  “Like you’re the last piece of cake.”

  The water temperature felt like it was rising, and it had already been hot.

  Jenny asked, “Just looking for a piece of adventure, my ass. You already have an adventure. Who is he?”

  An enigma.

  “Just a guy I met the other night,” I answered.

  “And why the hell would you not want to see him? Did he have herpes or something? Because that’s a damn shame. Like paint splattered all over a Van Gogh. Or a naked Ryan Gosling.”

  “It wasn’t that kind of meeting.”

  She clucked her tongue. “Also a shame. So, then why are you avoiding him?”

  “It doesn’t matter.”

  As intriguing as I found him, I didn’t like the way he made me feel. Jumbled and uncertain and naked in a way that had nothing to do with my current lack of clothing. Lukas was the better option. Easier to pinpoint and control.

  “Well … you’re right about that. Because he doesn’t seem interested in avoiding you.”

  That was all the warning I got before hot breath caressed my ear, and a deep voice said, “Nice to see you again, Kelsey.”

  With my heart on pause, I turned and my mouth went dry. I met his dark eyes through the steam, and my paused heart leapt into action.

  6

  STANDING FACE TO chest with a glorious set of pectorals, I couldn’t make my mouth form the appropriate greeting. God bless Bowflex and free weights and whatever other magic gave him that body. Jen was right … it was a work of art.

  He said, “How are your cheeks this evening?”

  Oh, you know, flaming.

  “Uh … good.”

  Good. My cheeks are good.

  He stood there, tall and silent and nodding, with that perpetually clenched jaw. The tension between us grew thicker than the steam, and I just couldn’t understand why in the world this guy was standing across from me.

  He’d seen me at my worst, and then he’d rejected me. Why come back for round two?

  He slid closer to me, and I felt the flow of the water around me change. My body instantly responded to his closeness, and his cocky smile told me he could tell. His arm brushed my chest, and the tips of my breasts tightened. I made a strangled sound somewhere between the wheezing of a fat asthmatic and the squeak of a dog’s chew toy. In other words, the noise that came out of my mouth was light-years away from being sexy. He chuckled and kept reaching past me to extend his hand to Jenny. With his body invading my space, and my face close enough to him that I could see close-up the stubble on his jaw, he focused on her. “Hello, I’m Hunt. It’s nice to meet you.”

  “I’m Jenny. Likewise.”

  Even his name sent tingles down my spine.

  “Is that short for Hunter?” I’d been wondering.

  He pulled back from Jen, but stayed firmly inside my personal bubble. His face tipped down toward mine, and he murmured, “It’s not.”

  “So your parents just named you Hunt?”

  “Not exactly.”

  “God, vague much?”

  He smiled, and that smile reached into my chest and rearranged everything in me.

  “There you go calling me God again.”

  Where was a desk when I needed to slam my head against it?

  Lukas chose that moment to reappear at my side, and one desk wouldn’t have been enough. I needed a whole fucking classroom.

  Hunt glanced briefly in his direction, then at Tau and John standing nearby, before focusing back on me. He said, “I didn’t realize you were here with others.”

  I grinned. “You scared of a little competition?”

  He laughed, and the sound unrolled down my spine on a shiver. He looked at me like the idea of him having competition was absurd. And damn it if he wasn’t right.

  He asked, “What about your other friends? The ones from the other night?”

  I shrugged. “We weren’t really friends. But this is Jenny.” I latched on to her like she was my lifeboat.

  He smiled. “Yes. We met. A few seconds ago.”

  I would welcome Armageddon if it would shut my stupid mouth.

  “Right. We’re staying in the same hostel.” A hand slid across the small of my back, a large male hand that didn’t belong to Hunt. Lukas. Damn it. “Because we’re sisters. And it makes sense for sisters to stay in the same place.”

  Foot … meet mouth.

  Jenny stood next to me, a peculiar look on her face. And I could imagine it was odd … watching me self-destruct. No need to visit Mount Vesuvius, I was my own natural disaster.

  Jenny clapped her hands together. “Oookay, I believe it’s time for drinks. I know I could use one … Kelsey?”

  Oh God, yes. I could use a vodka IV drip right about now.

  But then I looked at Hunt, and remembered where alcohol had gotten me the night we first met. If I hadn’t been so drunk, things could have gone very differently. He wouldn’t have rejected me, my brain wouldn’t currently be a disaster zone, and I would have gotten him out of my system that first night.

  But I also needed to relax. He had me wound so tight, that my normal cool, sexy demeanor was nonexistent.

  I took a long, slow breath.

  “One drink,” I told Jenny.

  Then I was going to get things back under control. Life was giving me a mulligan, and I was going to take advantage of that faster than a quarterback on prom night. That is, me taking advantage of the quarterback, not the other way around.

  I slipped sideways until Lukas’s hand fell away from my back, and I stood close enough to Hunt that I could feel his warmth even over the heat of the water. I said, “Come with me?”

  “I would have thought you had enough to drink the other night.”

  I frowned. “It’s just one drink. My first of the night. Come, have a little fun.”

  He hesitated.

  “Or I can just catch up with you later.” I moved toward Lukas, whose hand was already reaching for me.

  I didn’t make it more than a few inches before Hunt’s hand was at my waist, pulling me back toward him.

  “Okay, let’s go.”

  Lukas frowned, but I wasn’t about to feel bad. Not when I was getting what I wanted. Just the touch of Hunt’s fingers on my waist had my heart sprinting, so I could only imagine what more contact would do. Lukas went to join Jenny instead.

  She smiled. “Well, then, to the bar.”

  I almost laughed. John was up ahead, no doubt trying to ignore the fact that his sister was now juggling the interests of three men, Tau included.

  We followed behind them, and I took a steadying breath. I had no idea what Hunt wanted from me, but I knew what I wanted from him.

  One night. Enough to erase the crazy in my brain, and get me back on track.

  “Your new friend seems a little reluctant to leave you.”

  My brows furrowed, and I followed his gaze not to Jenny but to Lukas, who kept looking back and forth between Jenny and me.

  “He’ll get over it. We literally met like two minutes ago.”

  “I know. I saw you when you came in.”

  My head whipped toward him so fast, I was in danger of pulling a muscle.

  He what?

  “I really enjoyed that little spin move you did while you were trying to hide.”

  I couldn’t catch a fucking break.

  “I wasn’t hiding. I just …”

  The words evaporated from my tongue. God, that sexy smirk was going to be the death of me.

  “Okay.” I rolled my eyes. “So I was hiding. It’s not every day I make a fool of myself. I wasn’t exactly excited about rehashing that.”

  “It wasn’t that bad.”

  Those are always the words you want to hear from a guy you’re trying to sleep with … not that bad.

  “What are you doing here?” I asked.

  His eyebrows lifted, and it drew my att
ention to his eyes, the color of a thunderstorm.

  “It’s a room full of women in bikinis. What do you think I’m doing here?”

  I tried not to let the sour taste of those words show on my face.

  “I meant what are you doing here? With me.”

  We climbed the few steps that led out of the pool, and as gravity pulled the water back down to the earth, my swimsuit clung tight to my skin. I turned to see him standing still on the top step, his eyes cascading down my skin along with the water. He shook his head, and this time he didn’t force himself to look away from my body like he had the night we first met. His eyes traveled down my frame, and then up again. The tips of my breasts pebbled, either from the cool air or from his gaze, but his eyes stuck there for a few moments before skipping up to my face. His voice rough and raw, he answered, “What was the question?”

  I wanted to smile, but I was so turned on just from the way that he looked at me, that I couldn’t seem to remember how to command all my muscles to work.

  “I asked what you were doing here with me.”

  He stepped up out of the bath to tower over me, and he didn’t seem to have any issues controlling his facial muscles because his sexy smirk was back. “Oh, you mean you asked a stupid question?”

  God, he thought he was so adorable.

  And he was. Ugh.

  “You still haven’t answered it.”

  “Yes, well.” He reached out one finger, and collected a drop of water off my collarbone. “You make it hard to think straight.”

  And that was an answer I would take any day.

  Feeling a bit more in control, I turned to follow Jenny, looking back at him over my shoulder as his eyes trailed down my body again. I held back a smile and said, “Come on, soldier. You can finish staring at me at the bar. I promise I’m not going to disappear.”

  His eyes flicked up to the ceiling, and he mumbled something I couldn’t catch under his breath. Whatever it was, I had him on the ropes. Point, to Kelsey.

  There were three bars set up around the bath, which was good considering how many people were here. The group had managed to snag a few barstools at the nearest one and were ordering when Hunt and I caught up. I leaned over the bar, simultaneously allowing the bartender a good look at my cleavage while also giving Hunt a clear view of the ass that I had promised him as he sat on his barstool.